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n-EWWWw- updates.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
zzz getting busier and busier as holidays proceed..and the only consolation i have is the increasing $$ i am going to get from working. >.<..

yest met up with yuting(my sec 1 friend) and huiquan(my sec 3 friend), for lunch. DAM* cool...talk about the past and all..and now one of them is stuying in aussie, another one very happening gg places to attend her favourite idols concerts. LOL. and i realise i don't really have happening things happening to me!! hehe except going out with dEARY, work, go church,study. ahhh..i am such a guai girl. =P YEAH and sleePP!!!...haha..

and i have no idea why, but suddenly all the jobs i am working is as a promoter..fixed job selling baby clothes, toys, books. un-fixed job promoting some hair care products. in fact the un-fixed job is a roadshow tmr till sun..13HOURS each day!!! >.
*faintS*

even so, i would like to thank God for giving me such great supervisors in charge of me. LOL the 2 of them in causeway pt is REALLY REALLY nice and warm!! taught me all the things i need to know, SupEr patiently, and also tell me stories of their lives, when they are no customers! did i mention i am now doing cashier duties tOO??=DD..

so their love substituted the pathetic pay i am earning and made me a happier person.=)

but from nxt wk onwards, i may need to go to the semb branch to work!! >.<..and..it seems like the in charge there are stricter. =Xx...

but i know deep inside God will be with me no matter where i go, His grace is sufficient..sO yEEPpPSS!! ... aLL tHe best to me!:)

lastly(before i rush of to work)..if any of u come find me tmr to get a fREE herbal hair treatment, i will earn some commission! ..isn't it cOOL? it's a win-win situation!! X) so ya suntec city level 4.sms me if u are coming! X)

byEEeE!!

life's special!**
10:50 PM

=o)
Sunday, July 05, 2009
LOL!! the holidays just flew past like that,it's julY alreADY!! =X...

got selected for ogl/gm with man ping for FOD, but SOOOoO SAD, work's starting tomorrow and i won't be able to go down for briefing or on the day itself. =( sorry girl...=(

hmmm oyes my work. it's a shop in causeway point, lol but shall not comment much in case there's a stalker reading my blog now. =P

haha..lol kinda sad about the extreme low pay for the job, but shall continue to pray for opportunitieS! =)..

starting work tmr..jiayou myself! :)

life's special!**
7:32 AM

updaTES! :)
Thursday, July 02, 2009
loll oki so i din't managed to come back to blog yest..

k shall start about wedding..LOL congrats to daryl for finally being marrieD! =DDD..
haha it's really vVV touching and sweet to see both of them in the church wedding and at dinner..saying the marriage vows, and the "i do"..=)..haha! this is the first time i attended a wedding in singapore! (since almost all my relatives in m'sia)...heEE and the food..YuMMms..=)..!

after the wedding, me sh and jill decided to walk around till late and take a night rider bus home..hehe..for the first time, after some arguing..my mum said "if u wan u go lo".. and hanged up the phone. LOL! hahha! COoOOooOOOoL...so yeepps i was fREEE!!! +D ..but with the newfound freedom, we realised we actually had no plans for the night..so just roamed around orchard walking and talking. after sometime, we decide to go home..but failed to find the NR2 busstop.and it took us 1+hours to find the bustop!! ~##@!$#@!! >.< ...luckily we saw this guy who decided to bring us 3 to the bustop..omGG it was unbearable pain i felt on my legS!!...=X did i mentioned i was wearing this high heel shoEEE?and since i dun wear high heels often, one whole day + getting lost is more than what i can bear.

i was almost limping home, when i went over to shi hui's house to stay. =S..after a shower, i felt more refreshed and chatted with sh till 6+am..however the pain did not ceased.. ='''((...

dropped onto the bed immediately after chatting and fell into a dEEEP sleep.. LOL!! sH house is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking clean. LOL. it left a deep impact in my heart and i decided to keep the house clean.

so far, the living room is look better day by day, and my room is cleAN!=DDD!! mUHAHHAHA finally, to the extent i am ready to paint the walls.=)))...but how long it will take to finish painting, or even start is another issue. =P

somemore updates:
-I cUT My HAIR to something like banggssss!! =DDDd lol feel much lighter now. but i look kinda..HAHHA!new look. =Ppp
-I booked my first practical lesson!! =DD aug13.. HEHEHEEE. HAPPY!!!
-still trying to find a job..what's with the job market man? issit me or what!! >.<

wHEEeEEE!! currently vVV excited abt the driving. =PPpP!!!! HAHAA ehhhh i always dream of myself driving on roads without license! and feel sOO thrilleD!! AHHH!! =DDD...

a start! =DD..


sO chio!! =DD..

=))!!!

in the church!...

two into one...=)..

heheh the xing fu look!! :)

=PPp!! oopsS..!! :)
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=Pp!!

mi sh jill at wedding dinneR! :)

e drinks all the "brothers" have to help the groom drink...

=)))...

my favourite toy in sh housE!! :D..sO CUTE!!

hehe! guess what's tt!! it's sh's sis hand holding a lil miss muffet toy.. =pP

before gg dinneR! :D

sh and her nail polish! :D

flower petals...

mi and sis!! before i cut hair!! =D

LOL. spotted in bugis street.

e crazy amt of books we gg to give to salvation army...

mi and sh sis! =DD and hIPPOoOO!!

pose 2. HEHE she told sh i very nice!! =DDd *head grows bigger*..

lastly.....

MEEEe and my cut hair!! x)



wHEEeEE!~

life's special!**
7:42 AM

=)
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
lol..okii so i haven been blogging lately.. lol but have been busy gg wedding, cleaning house phase 2..and gg to serach for job now with my younger sis..LOL we decide to do random jobs tt we can find.. sO yepps shall update again when i am back! (tonight)

sO byes for now!:)

life's special!**
12:30 AM

a visit to the dentist.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
ahhh went dentist today ..and the dentist say there might be a wisdom tooth coming out and got some skin covering it, so food got stuck there leading to inflammation..=Xx! ..so he followed by helping me clean my teeth and told me it would feel slightly senstive.

but ARgHH the nxt few minutes was filled with me trying to think of a happy event as the pain was ...oUCH... it's like needles poking to every single sides of tooth..slowly..and NOT gently..one by one..till it reached the very last tooth that was giving me a headache. =XXXXxXxx OUCHHHH. i can almost feel my tears welling up slowly in my eyes..hoping with all my strength it will be over soon.

finally.. "okii there will be some bleeding, but don't worry..just rinse ur mouth"..

sat up and rinse it..and LOL there were SOOO much blood!! for one thing, i think my gums are super sensitive dunno why, so if i poke it too hard it will bleed, but for the intensity of his poking device on my tooth, it was a wonder all my teeth didn't fall out.

all the questions i had for the dentist disappeared and i walk out of the room in a slightly daze manner. and was shocked the other patients will still sitting there like nth actually happen.. mY TEETH!! >.<
lols oki abit too exaggerating, but yea tt's how i felt when i saw everyone just being in their normal routine still.

=XXx...

the only slightly assuring fact was that the dentist is young and quite cute. LOL. but of course john is the cutest! =PpP!! HEHEHEE. okiii don't roll eyeS* ..but it's true! hahaha.

yaaaa so tt ends my visit to the dentist, where i was given this super disgusting flavoured bottle of liquid to rinse my teeth. >.<..

i am soOO gg to get some sweets!!!=X

life's special!**
2:24 AM

=DD
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
...i haven went to the dentist yet..

cos the registration person for the doctor doesn't know whether gum swollen shld see doctor or dentist.so send me up to the dentist to check, which due to too many ppl there, the registration person for the dentist told me to come on thurs. >.<..after i trekked through the heavily rain yest afternoon, i think maybe i need to see both tomorrow.. *sneeze*.

>.<

have been slacking around at home doing nothing but slacking. =Ppp

gg to find deaRy later. =D..

hApPI15mthaNNidEAr!!:) <33!!

life's special!**
12:49 AM

church~!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
hee!went church today and felt that it was a vV great service! =D..just one day..yet i feel as if i've learnt so much..again.

today started with the drama team performing a touching drama..followed by the preaching of the word. for some reason, i find pastor tan a really great pastor..esp when he is preaching as he always relates it to things close to the heart.

today he preached about God's schedule for all of us. many a times, we will often ask God, why the time isn't now..why don't he fulfill our needs..now NOW noW. and may start to feel resentful when we don't get what we prayed for. however, it seems like God has His own plans for us.and he followed by an interesting example, comparing a father and son..just like when the son is young, the father (him as he has 4 children) has visions for the child, and has prepared all the education fund, insurance and cash for the child. however, he won't give it to the child when the child is still young.. only when the child is mature enough, grown up, and the time is right, will he pass down these "blessings" to him..

just like how our Father will only gives us the blessings, when He think the time is ripe..when our character is moulded, and we are ready to receive it.

hmmms. cOOL right! :o)..wonders what His plans are for me again. =)

anyway a few days ago, i suddenly got this thought, so what if you are soOO smart and successful in the end, but u don't treat ur parents, who brought you up well? when they leave us one day, the person who regret the most will be you..also what use will it be when u are wealthy, but bring up children who are not respectful, no moral values and a lousy character? loll i think leaving the world without impacting anyone, is a vV sad thing isn't it? but the irony of things is that, you don't have to be super smart to be good.

haha. HMM. maybe this applies only to female since we will usually be the one at home taking care of mother in law, kids and all...while guys needs to slog outside house..so girls need to be patient and have a good character?

ehh dunno. just some thoughts.

LOL. aHHH my right side gums are very swollen now, feel like one side of the mouth is going to die from pain. >.<

gg dentist tmr!~

life's special!**
6:20 AM

x))..hahhaa!!LOL
Thursday, June 18, 2009
MON-WED
sTAYinG oVEr at fiona's house was a success!! =) it seems that each yr we will go her hse once, and has subconsciously done so for 3 years..lolz 5.5yrs of friendships with those sec sch peeps..=D ..it's always fun to be reminded of how young and innocent we were in the past..and how much/lil we have changed in certain areas..

spent our time playing TAIKO (this drumming game using playstation)...tarot cards,monopoly,sleep,slack,eat,wacth movies, baking fruit tarts. LOL..it was ultimate resort fun! =o)..hHAHA..and one night her dad actually bought home this "hong mao san" durian, or sth like that, for us all to eat.. i ate 7! (cos VV yummy!!on top of the huge dinner..)so later at night ended up with a weird stomach sensation. ><..lOL! and v soon the 3days passed just like that, too fast. *CrieS*..

after coming home to sleep for a few hours, (cos they are v HEALTHY anD waKES up VV early and sleep at 12!! ><)..i was greeted by my 2 lil cousins who came to our house for a visit. LOL ate steamboat(yUMMSS!!)...and played with them~

then my sis wanted to watch this drama "1 litre of tears"...which is abt this young girl who got an incurable disease..it was really sAD..!!=''(..as the girl starts losing her mobility,things she could do in the past. >.< i think it's movies like this, which makes us realise, how short life is, and how unpredictable it may be (u nv know when u may get a disease which actually shortens the loooong amt of time u thought u have in life)...

hmmm had been watching and tearing the past 2 days now at night.. >.<..and AHHH..really doesn't feel like watching the last 4episodes alone.. ><..so shall wait for my sis to be back to watch 2gether.

THURS
LOL went sentosa with shihui and jill today!! =DD...such a long time since we three went out together.. i reaLLy can't express how glad i was..to have the three of us at peace again. x)..

LOL wore bikini top for the first time! +P and was kinda shy at firST! BUT soon..as sOO many there were, became at ease..suntanned for a few hours, and now is so dark!!=DD...hahha for more pics, go facebook see! =D

wHhhEEEEEEEEE...enjoying the holidays ...still!:)

jobjobjob..looking for a job. =P

soME photoS! :)


first yr orientation days! :) (tks zenon for tagging!)

going to sentosa -on MRT :)

fanella fiona ji..seC sCH PeePS! :)

e tarts i designed.. =D (And helped in baking too! )

artisic shot!! ;) can u see me sitting on the bench? hahha! cos i m invisible!! HAHAHA. kidding.

mi and sh after church xP

suntan.suntan. xD

hehe zilian in toilet after tanning =)

pok jiejie! :D

taken by a shopper in vivo. LOL we were trying to do the powerpuff girls post but didn't seem vv successful! *wonders what she thinks*

mi and jelly!

shot 2!

LOL jelly on the phone.

the 3 powerpuff girls-unite! :)

life's special!**
11:48 PM

IT FAIR!!
Monday, June 15, 2009
photo of it fair!:)


lol another week had passed.

the past 3 days for my reason of absence was that i was working in IT fair..this is the first time i am actually working as a promoter..aND LOL..i could say that it was a gREAt experience. =D

firstly, made many new friends!! :)..and due to a certain individual who started the thING that i resemble the lion king's son, simba.. eVERYOne started calling me that for the last 2 days in the fair!! >.< lol!! then the last day before i go work, i actually felt like i DO have the features of the baby cub. *faints*

HAHA!..apart from that..it was the crazy adventure of talking and talking non stop to customers, and standing for close to 13hours each day..reaching home at around 12am in the morning, and setting off for work at 9am..

a few realisation i made throughout the short 3day span:

1. I should have work 4 days!!! then i could have earned much more !! =(! *sobs*..though i am not sure if my legs will give way if i work one more day.
2. whoever that says ACER is lousy, LOL.it's sOOO freaking untrue!! ...cos my older bro bought this acer laptop last yr, and has dropped it many times according to him..and the specifications of his laptop is only 1RAM 160GB (the basic)..but has never spoilt since then!! also alot of cases i heard as well..sO it's okay one LOR..hUMPhHh..ok la i dunno about desktop though, but laptops are definitely alright dE! (anyway my lil sis bought one VV CHIO laptop, and with 3yrs warrenty and all.. SOO COOL..now it is lying on her bed and i soOO feel like using it, but she go and install the fingerprint functions and sO i can't get in. =(( bOOhOO. cuts of her finger one day. LOL joking!! =P)
3. promoters are VERY VErY kind!!! wAALAOOoo..this is cos every customer is a potential customer, and sO we have to explain to all very patiently, hoping they will buy..which most of the time, they won't cos they are just looking around for the best deal..='(!!..sOO yepps that's a lot of talking required! ..(pHEW i like to talk)..=P..

yepps..so currently my voice is already sore from all the talking..and i finally got to rest this morning..=0)..hEHEH. aHHH i can't explain how much i learnt from this experience..but it was indEED sUPER memorable, and i don't mind doing it again!=P ..the only problem is the physical one..COs it's sOO tiring!! to stand and talk for sO long!! (and furthermore, i need alot of sleep one, so it really stretched my limit)..

yaa..but i feel that working as a salesperson on long term basis is really very tough and hard!! imagine u depend ur livelihood on the amount of sales u manage to close, it's sO stressful!! >.<..!!. LOL thank God i am still a student who just need alot of extra cash. LOL.

anyway, how much comp i managed to sell..HHEHE. i managed to sell more than 0!! (which i though at first that i would since i absolutely dunno anything about computers and is kinda an idiot to comp stuffs.).. hehe about..more than 12!! =0)..though i could have sold more if...

a)the stocks are not sold out <(5more)='((!!!! this auntie and son actually came back to find me wanting this comp but there was no morE!! *sobs* and since only 1 out of 15 customers usually come back for you, it's vERY VERY sADD.=(..>
b)if my boss is willing to just discount abit more for a 2.3K laptop and another desktop.

anyway, the bright side was that i was sitting at the staircase having lunch, and this girl from another store asked me to give her the pamphlet cos she wanted to buy this comp.. HEHE and wheEE!! i managed to sell to her. THE one LAST stock we have. =D..and another time, this 2 customer was looking at this V cheap laptop, and there was only one last set, sO i quickly asked him to make his decision fast and LOL, he nodded and the customer of another promoter had no choice but to get another one. HEEE!! it's like a bidding war!! =)!!then another customer, she wanted to get this desktop for her 2 children, one EACH LEH!! WAAaAa...and i stood there talking vV long, with the help of another promoter at first when she asked super diff qns, and finally she asked her kids if they wanted 2, and one said "but daddy say 2"..and my heart flew out when they say they wanted 2!.. =DD..

hehe anyway each customer has a interesting story behind..and there'so much more to say, but i shall stop now, cos i am going to fiona's house for 3D2N stay!! wHEEE i love her house man!! =DD

cYASSS all till then! :)

life's special!**
12:14 AM

run swim badminton =D
Sunday, June 07, 2009
some photos i dug out! =D


some handphones we dug out from the storeroom. it looks kinda diff from the handphones now hor? anyone interested to buy? =P

my artwork in sec sch!! =D nice right!!it's drawn on a tracing paper, actually a dragonfruit. hEE!=D my secret talent*! =P

okii maybe not a talent.. LOL. this is a pic drawn and i stated that i drew it because mooncake fest is coming. eRRR.. >.<..i am the snoopy?? hHAHA but i LIKEE SNOOPY..so yepps what u are seeing is actually me. =o) aHHH it's hugging a woodstock!! hEE!!:D

*vaguely recalls a lame story in sec sch where i go ard telling my friends i am pregnant and woodstocks are my children. and they are invisible so only i can see them =XX*..omy i was so lame then...x)

LOL now is 12am and i am back from playing badminton with my lil sis and bro. LOL! finally!!after procrastinating for so long, i played my first badminton of ...hmm one/two yrs?

hehe! it's fun!!! =DDD...and indeed it din't disappoint me. but i don't remember my hands feeling so sore last time. ><..

hmmm..today was really a day of achievement. i went to find john to run, swim in the morning, and now badminton at night. =D..muhaha.suddenly i am feeling so healthy! and all the mushy fatty juices in my body seem to be slowly disappearing. =D..

can just imagine this conver between fats cells.

let fat cells= FC.

FC 1 : oNOOoo why is she suddenly exercising after 2yearS? i have been making more friends since tt time she was studying for A's. DAM*..now i am gg to lose some friends..=(..
*FC 2-200000 starts sobbing uncontrollably*

=PpP..shall make it a point to play badminton whenever i can. =D..

BUT running. ><..........i can't even run 2 rounds properly now!! ..oNOOoo..* FC cheers*..

ahhh feeling kinda weak physically now, shall go sLeEPP!!

job interview tmr, wonders how it will go!..

nitES!~

life's special!**
9:14 AM

on newspapeR!=O
Friday, June 05, 2009
loll this is so funny ..i am on the newspaper with mum cos we took a picture when we went to collect the $888 voucher.

shin min chinese newspaper, page 2, thurs 4th june. =Pp

HHAHAA! and i think it is gg to be published on straits time tmr (sat) as well. LOL.

LOL! my first time on news! =PpPPPpPP

life's special!**
7:55 AM

=o)
Thursday, June 04, 2009
HAHA wow. i am shocked that only 2 days have passed since i last blogged. it felt like i have done sOO much!! ><..

hmmm so to continue my holiday life, i have been cleaning up the house, (which is appearing neater now cos we finally persuaded our parents to throw this HUGE LONG 10yr old sofa from the hse..which is a VERY big achievement, plus some sneak initiative on our part, muhhaha. =)

*claps* :)..

after which i(once in a million yrs) decided to go my mum shop to help out. hMM i rarely go nowadays cos i dislike certain individuals(aunties and uncles) who are very fake there..where they smile sOO widely in front of you but stab you at the back. LOL. it's SOO evil!! ><...then they think they are so smart also..EEK! i can be really mean thinking of them..but it's oki. shan't elaborate.

anyway..while i was on my way there.. took 961 to school. WOW. that bus. the memories that comes with the bus. loll...it was way too..nostalgic.

sitting beside my older bro, staring out of the window, i recalled the countless time i took that bus, to and fro in my 4years in st margs. LOL. it held really great memories there..can't believe that just half a decade ago, i was sitting there right beside my older bro, going school together. and wAS sO unaware of what will be coming in my life..

it was definitely a period of pure innocence,of all the perspectives from the world.. and i had IMMENSE fun there! =))..but if there's one thing i could change now, it is that i WORE CONTACTS in sec school..cOS i LOOK SO DAM* TOOT thEN!! >.O *faintS* and mY sPECSS is cIRCLE shapeD!! *screams and dies*..><..

Lol then i saw this group of nanyang girls boarding the bus, and they were having so much fun!! +)..aHhhh..memories...

anyway to sum up how fun my sec sch life was, it was.. PLAY for the first 3.25yrs,study for 0.75 yrs. I ABSOLUTELY PLAYED TILL I GONE CRAZY then! which is why i always am one of those who went into the "fail-4-or-more-subjects-prepare-to-get-kick-out-of-sch" room filled with similar ppl like me. HAHA. =P

but i got 11pts in the end!! *cheerS*.. which misled me to think that once again, i could do that stunning feat for my A's.

BUT i wAS SOOO WRONG!!=(! indeed i improved from failing everything, to average results, but obviously that wasn't enough.JUst aBit.sO lil BIT. ZZZ. *drops from 10000metres high heaven to sizzling hell of the same depth*..o.<

hmmm hahah anyway i realised i have played for 10yrs of my life already, since p3, and thank God for making me realise that now, or i wouldn't know how much longer it would have taken for me to realise. LOL maybe not going top unis is oso a good thing, or else i might have continue playing till i dropout of the top schools and i would have been too old then.

hAHA.

BUT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.i have asked myself so many qns wondering whY He wanted me to take this path, but all i got from Him is to be patient. and patient i will be.

on a lighter note, my sis got a blog finally!:).. it's called.. www.raynebowl.blogspot.com.. where rayne is her english name. LOLLL.. she's SO LAMEEE!!!whY does the blogname sound so similar to mine! LOL. but well, she's also very lame one so yepps,can go read her blog~ =)

loNG awaited piCS!~(i fInally found my comp wirE! :) )..


shu nu mE! +)

first round of rubbish clearing after exam. according to my sis, it will take 50 times of 20 bags of rubbish, to clear the house. well. i dunno, she may be right. ;)

mY handwriting when i was in sec sch. neAT?

LOL..i tOLd you i was a neat girl. and was a quiet one too. nyoualljustdinbeliveme.sobs*

proof of my words.

mi and shihui!! clue to where we are when taking the photo. (look behind my head)

mE in the shoe shop!nobody wanted to zilian with me. =P

sis and me!! :)..aHH all my sis fault for the disappearance of a left eyelid. hMPH.

the 10 year old sofa we threw away..actually it's still can be used! just quite dirty..hopefully someone will pick it up and put it in good use..

finally....
...

tHE nuGGEtS&seaweed chickens i COOKEd for dinneR!! =)).. (oki fine my mum help at the last bit to make sure it's really cooked.)

haHA!yea lol guess that's enough for one post. shall post about my job hunting experience on the nxt post.oYA!..lots of boxes are packed and ready to go to salvation army! =D..wHEEE! :)

tATA! +)

life's special!**
8:29 AM

:)
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
mmm!! okaY what have i been doing the past few days?

1. my phone spoilt and thus i have no contacts to the rest of the world except to those which i remembered their hp numbers..

went to dohby ghout secret recipe with shihui and ate yummy choco cakeS! +)..after which i went off for sushi dinner at the cathay basement one called dunno what. wow! 30mins after we settled down, the queue started forming and it was sOOoo long!! we sat there for 3hours ordering sushi after sushi..=DDD...and chatted for long time! +)..wHEEE i finally passed on my long held title of "being suanned due to something lame i did"..to ji hyun~~ =D...cHEeeRS!!~ wAS soo happy! =D..lol..

then went to mini emerge on sat with john,and spent the $888 my mum won from sheng siong with mum,dad,sis on sunday. IT's DAMM* COOL!!...spent many hours there, throwing everything we need into the trolleys.. HAHA!! it's the first time i can just throw whatever i like inside..and we rushed to the drinks,shampoo soaps, raw foods, etc section..bought sOOO much food!! =))..hHEHE.. i was in charge of writing down the cost of what we bought, and very soon, we reached $700, decided to just throw whatever the leftovers to buy BRANDS.. (good for brain!!=) )...aND LOL..while paying at the cashier, so many ppl were staring at us!! =PppP

ended up buying $891 worth of stuffs from sheng siong ($3 more) ..and started stacking everything into the car. hehe luckily we got 4 kids in the house, meaning more hands to help..when we reach the car park, all of us, together with mum and dad, brought the stuffs into the house, and unpacked them..\

=D thank God for the blessings! =)

spent sunday night watching "red cliff and red cliff 2" and slept at 6am. it was the latest i've slept and i woke up at 3pm. ><..my body clock is screwed! ..that movie is reaLLY fantastic..after watching, i realised how fortunate we are that there is no war now. SOoO many lives were lost just like that!! ><...and the zHU gE LiaNg and zhou Yu is sOO sMArt and wITTy LA!!

read through the final theory book and ZZZz..it is so theory..how i wish i can just start driving...but they say can only start booking driving slots in july.

oYEs!! my 2 cousins came to my house with my big auntie..LOL watched "power rangers" and played some cute online games with them. LOL. :P..SOoo contrasting with red cliff. reminded me of "kimberly" (the pink power ranger) ..that my sis and i love when we were younger. =Ppp..sOO funny to watch it again now, and realise it's just humans in the suit..

wENT temple with them after tt..LOL..and they asked me why i dun use joss sticks. lol.kids are SOO cUTE and innocent and curious about the world! :)..

went home after passing them some stuffs my mum bought for them.. =))

wHEEee and i am back to slacking now. bought a badminton rACKET~!!! +))...

MuhHHAHA. i shld really find a job soon, yea? =P

life's special!**
10:42 AM

=DD!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
hehe!busy day today! *updates*

I finally SIGNED UP FOR FTT after one year!!=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hehhehehehehehehehehe. and practical...

SO EXCITED!! but wondering what will happen when i touch the steering wheel.. =)!!!

HAHA.u are really going to see me on the road soon!! ;)

life's special!**
8:57 AM

heheh...oops sorry too free. =P
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
muhhaha..now is 3.30am..and i am still chatting with shihui. =DD..saw her blog and asked her how long she take to do this. (She said 10mins!!*gASPSs*)..so i shall try out!~ =D

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: green tea in sakae sushi.
2. Last phone call: my hp is spoilt and sent for servicing! *sniffS*
3. Last text message: dEARY!! =D
4. Last song you listened to: Love Story-my blog song! :)
5. Last time you cried: the day my sis went clubbing.(HUMPH.)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: huh?
7. Been cheated on: no i guess.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: -
9. Lost someone special: -
10. Been depressed: yEA! who won't?
11. Been drunk and threw up: almost drunk, but nv threw up.(still looking for that chance with a grp of safe friends!=))

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. yellow
13. pink
14. white/black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: mm!
16. Fallen out of love: no.
17. Laughed until you cried: YeS. *stares at big fuzzY*
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: MMM..of course. i have a strong 6th sense.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no.
22. Found out how many people on your friends list that you actually know in real life?: LOL no.
23. Planned how many kids do you wish to have: minimum 2!! =DD
24. Had any pets: one tortise left. (used to have hamsters,2tortise,alot of fishes,rabbit..but u wouldn't want to know what happened to them*licks* LOL joking abt licks=P)
25. Wanted to change your name: no.
26. Forgotten what did you do for your last birthday: no.
27. What time did you wake up today: 2pm.>.< oops. (i slept at 5am oki!!! ><)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: studying. =)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: HOLIDAYS!which is now!!HEHEE..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just a min ago sleeping.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: sec sch appearance.
32. What are you listening to right now: nth.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: whether i can finish the quiz in 10mins.
35. Most visited webpage: blogs!
36. Whats your real name: U noe it.
37. Nicknames: pok meimei, xumeifeng,fung,fungi..?
38. Relationship Status: taken=P
39. Zodiac sign: Snake
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: tanglin pri sch.(now known as Queenstown pri sch)
42. Middle School?: St margaret's Sec Sch.
43. High school/college?: NYP, school of life sciences.
44. Hair colour: black.
45. Long or short: quite long.
46. Height: 161-162cm?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yAA biG crush on big fUZZY! :)
48: What do you like about yourself?: EVERYTHING. (pardon my big ego.;) )
49. Piercings: 2.
50. Tattoos: 0.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: yA!! remove appendix in sec 2 cos i run around too much.
53. First piercing: sec 2!~
54. First best friend: a jap girl in pri one which i forget the name.
55. First sport you joined: badminton?swimming?cycling? (forgot!)
56. First vacation: penang? but first with friends is hongkong!:)
57: First kiss: 17?
58. First pair of jeans: LOL.ppl who remb haf jeans fettish la.

NOW:
59. Eating: no.
60. Drinking: no.
61. I'm about to: sleep after finishing this.
62. Listening to: nothing.
63. Waiting for: currently nth much!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS MIFunG! :P

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: i thought asked before? >< min 2!!4 will be good if u have the $$!!hehehe.
65. Get Married?: heheh.yaa!:)
66. Career?: accountant followed by teaching?

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: big hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH! =)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: HeHEE~!!! =DDD
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: >< who wants this quality! ><

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no.
77. Drank hard liquor: how hard? is 40%hard??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no. but i did accidentally drop it and flush it down the sink before..><
79. Sex on first date: NO.
80. Broken someone's heart: many i guess. (HAHA onOO i am getting more egoistic by the min)
82. Been arrested: no.
83. Turned someone down: yes.
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes. *hugS deaR*

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes, believe in God,who has power in me.
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: yes. =)
89. Heaven: yea :)
90. Santa Claus: HAHA! still dreaming abt him putting pressies in my sock one day! :)
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: yes!
93. Jesus: of course! =D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.
95. Did you sing today?: i think i did in the toilet? *blush*
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 14-16! the innocent time.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it,what would it be?:24march08.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: it's never easy since there's always a possibility of being hurt. but hehe trusting God for all. =))..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes! :) (i am A VERY HONEST PERSON! =) )

WHEEEE..finish!! but i took 20mins! ><...how come..i think..it's because...my brain is working slower since it is quite late now?..must be!! =PP...

okieE time to sLEEPP!! =D

life's special!**
12:27 PM

=')
does dreaming about monkeys and caterpillars mean anything?

LOL. HMM weird dreams.today i actually dreamt tt a black caterpillar worth lots of money, and i asked some monkeys to help me catch the 5caterpillars in my room. woke up with a jump when i thought i really saw one crawling across my beloved bear.

mins later, my dad mum and bro came back!! +)WHEE!!!!

took out the things they bought while i sat there feeling glad that FINALLY, the huge responsibility on my shoulder is lifted off...

I LOVEEEEE THEMMM!!=) three adults..yeah i am a small lil girl again!!=)))

hEHEE.went out with john for dinner and just finished the whole episode of perfect cut2. and one storybook yest. =))!

we must really treasure the ppl tt care for us around us, cos we nv know how long they will be around..

=')..aHHH. the show is making me emo..

hmmm...!

life's special!**
11:09 AM

free treatment for hair.
Monday, May 25, 2009
SUN
but okii nxt day we went to yun nam haircare to get the free herbal treatment.

AND THEY FORCED US TO PAY MONEY!! $10.70!!!

considering that we got 2 free ginseng put on our hair, oki la not sOO bad.

when we first went in, and asked if everything was free, they said yes. (of course we knew they are going to ask us to buy their products, or sign packages, but we were determined not to)..a specialist then came to scan our hair, and EEEWW the image i see is now stuck in my head. my sis and my hair was infested with dandruff!! >.<..however during daily times, there was no sign of it unless i purposely go scratch my scalp. YEpss. YUCKs. so stage one, they ask us to deposit some money to "hold" on to the cheaper package of $500 for 5 treatments,specially designed for students. we keep declining, so they brought us to the treatment.

wow it was quite cool!! they served us tea and washed our hair, followed by applying ginseng(it felt cooling!! :) ) on our scalp..then steamed the hair for half an hour, and when everything was done, we were brought into this room with 2 ladies. *closes door*..

><

knowing what was coming, i still thought we could escape their clutches. but they started bombarding us with how much we need it. (and WOW our scalp look cleaner after the wasH!!)...we keep saying no..but after sometime, my sis asked..if we could just hold one package...with $10.. AHHHH!!I WAS SO RETARDED, i should have stuck to my stand, since i have the power to say no. but when my sis said that, i was somehow influenced a TEENy bit. (like oki it's just $10)...we still keep declining,and they were SOO lame can!! keep asking us if we got NETS, parents got credit card, etc..then say how can it be we come out of house with less than $20...and stuffs like that.

then we told them it's rEALL!!! and i said something like "we still have to buy bread home for my lil brother after dinner..with the lil money we have"..trying to look as pathetic as we can. =P.. but they kept on insisting still, WALAOOOO ....and finally, after 20mins, i was sick of their faces and just decided fINE. $10 to hold the package. and they said "okie..with 70cents service charge."..FCK.

although i did enjoyed the whole treatment on my hair, i don't like the tatic they used. of course, i have faults too, i could have been more firm la..but yeaa they were sOO bad!!wanting us to pay even though assuring us it was free.

i guess that's how business operate, esp if they are trying to sell a product.

but yeAA gave a black face and handed $10 AND 70cents on table. asked us to sign some receipt to acknowledge the free treatment, and oso something abt the $500 we plan to hold.

I dunno if we've been cheated, but if there's no bill of $500 coming to my hse this month, that means we have won. since the ingredient used was kinda ex.

BUT still i am still abit bu fu qi, that they managed to make mi agree to pay.(my sis commented my face was quite black towards the end of the "discussion"=P).. the nxt time i call in for such packages.muhahahha..i am sure i won't anymore. cos my sis and i have devised a plan, to bring just $6 to the centre. so there's no way they can force us again.

=)..

"pratice makes perfect?" yEAAH, definitely.

life's special!**
2:01 AM

fUN??without parents at home. ><
hMM!! okie i am back to blOG!

these few days have been rather hectic..with my parents overseas, and i got the grand honour to look after the house. >.<..what can i say?

it wasn't that grand after all. well and i learnt sOO much even though just 4days past.. ><..many realisation. first, in the past whenever it rains, i don't have to care the slightest bit and often just continue doing what i am doing, when my mum was shouting for help..wondering why she have to be so worried. then whenever we come home late, later than 12am,(raREE!!) she was often worried to the max..><..and starts using her mummy power to dig up all the friends' phone numbers somehow..and call them, leading to us feeling angry at times. and washed clothes always seems to automatically hang themselves to dry too!

don't get me wrong. i do do housework, but usually it's done whenever i am free(which 75% of the time i won't be..)..LOL.

FRI
BUT. now i know....
take for example, that fateful day, i decided to cook maggie for lunch, and all of a sudden it started to rain..sUPER heavily..i was in the middle of cooking la, and had to rush out to bring in the clothes i hanged up earlier the day. (2 HUGE paILS.) After finally getting everything in, n making sure i dun burn up the house, i finally sit in front of the table with a plate of maggie in front of me..N all of a sudden, i remembered that i forgot to feed the tortise and water the plants. =\!! ARGHHHH!!!!

SAT
then my sis haf to come home sOO late at night the nxt day, making me sOO super worried!! ><..and when i called up her and 2 of her friends and nobody picked up, worrying thoughts came to me.what if something bad happened to her? and i was the one responsible for her? started having many scary thoughts and wondered if i could ever be happy again if something did happen. prayed hard and started crying. AIYAA loll i know it sounds quite stupid now, but at that time i was so SCARED lA!! nobody at home, and i was the oldest. ='(!!

and finally i got through her and she said she will be coming home (3.30am).. !! and so about 4 plus, she reached home and we brought the money down to pay for her taxi fare.

ZZZ!what a SCARE!! at that point of time, i really seriously thought i would rather have boys in the future man! at least boys has less things to lose.

LOL! oki sounds wrong. hmmm ya but i think you get what i mean.

>.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< STUPIdd sIsTERR!! HUMPHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!was really pissed with her la. ><

life's special!**
1:03 AM

=)
Friday, May 22, 2009
heE! went out yest with mp elena and her 2 friendS for dinner @ fish and co glasshouse! =)...had a lot of fun and took some picS! +) (actually alot=P)..shall upload it somehow when i find my comp wire..

haha!for the first time, one of the rare times, i wore something hMM..kinda nice and sexy looking. =P..okie la actually it's just a halter neck top..but haha!! felt sooo nEW!! +) cos dun usually wear..

then it was raining like dunno what, so i ran for the bus thr the rain, and when i got onto it, man..i was looking super messy..seeing a whole gang of jc ppl on the bus wasn't exactly very nerve-calming..><

sOoO..had to keep my cool and quickly walk out of the bus when i reached the mrt..

was it me or was everyone staring at me?

HAHA mp and elena say i always imagine things =PPp sOO fineee maybe i was again..LOL

walked ard and as time goes by, feel more and more hiao.

=PpP!! MUHahHA.

soo keep taking photos at random places in shopping mall...

HEHEE.

and wAAA so many outings coming up!! jc outing, clique outing, clique stayover,meeting dEARiE!..

=PPp WHhEEE!!

chURch tMR!~ xcITED=)!

PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

life's special!**
10:24 AM

:)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
lols!watched finished the whole "shu bao tai zhong" chinese drama till 4am yest..mUHAHAHA..woke up early today and went to tamp swimming complex to run with john..LOL...

it was quite terrible cos after only 3 rounds which he paced beside me, and me jogging at an extremely slow pace...i felt as if life was ending..>.<

i could almost feel all the accumulated oil from kfc,ljs,macs,carl's junior bobbing around inside..i was sOOOO weaK!!! >.<

after almost 2 years of no discipline in e area of health, i think it's time for a change.anyone who wants to jog/exercise with me in woodlands contact me yea!! =)

then went home to watch s factOR!! LOL it's such a funny show!!and for those who think it's a bimbotic show, with no brains involved you are wrong! ...it's really really funny!! and tested the girls in all areas..

HAHA then caught up with my jc friend for dinner, and went home to continue watching dramas...heh..the time is now 5am..and i've watched variety shows on kids, (how innocent and cute they can be)..and how things go when daddy has to look after the kids(and some failing quite funnily)..haha!!those career dads really nv touch housework one!! but all are still very loving!! =DD..wow..and they treat their wife with so much respect and love..AHHHH i really dunno what to say..super touched man!! :)

hahah i think family guys are very vERY attractive!! =) to choose between a super big house but with no communication between husband and wife and kids, or an average house with super lots of love floating in the air..i would definitely prefer the latter. =))..

however i wouldn't mind having both either. if life's so great..!=P

what's the point in living in a big house if there's no one for you to talk to??>.<..hmmm...maybe it's because i like to talk la. but all women likes to talk OKAY.haha...

lol..4mths of holidays..i am really not looking forward to getting a job..cos that will mark the end of my holidays..maybe i get part time job??but what?! ...and admin is soOOoOO boring....zZZZ...just want to stay home and watch drams till shiok then read storybooks...sleep..eat..exercise..wAa...that will be so fun..

oYES!!btw my hse is in the process of cleaning up.had been helping out with older bro and parents and now it's looking better!but think it will take several weeks for it to really become neat. tHROW THROW tHROW!! =))..

shall start reading my story books tmr..will watching too much dramas make you stupid?..>.<

PLAYPLAYPLAYPLAYLIKETHEREISNOTOMORROW. =D

life's special!**
8:50 AM

lyrics! +)
Monday, May 18, 2009
Love Story lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

a song dEArrYY let me hear which i think is super nicE!! =D
enjoy! :)

life's special!**
3:45 AM

:)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
it's been only 3 days since exams ended..but i am enjoying every min of it..=)!..

it felt weird at first though, like after so long of mugging, finally i can sleep long, watch tv, and go online whenever i want..but no worries, i think i can get used to it well. =PpP!!

wHeEE and my bro is back from newyork! =D

hahah..after 8mths of not seeing him, suddenly we stopped quarreling all the time and now is on very peaceful terms..hahah i dunno about future though, but hope things will remain this way! :)

i am such a easy to live person!!

=PPpp

wHEEEE~~

life's special!**
11:33 PM

end of exams!! =D
Friday, May 15, 2009
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! EXAMS IS OVER!!.....

the excitement and happiness in me now cannot be put into english words. (which is quite lame actually cos i am actually putting into words now..=P)..finally..the day i have been wAiting, and waiting with all the strength and energy i have...for what seems like forever..finally arrived.. =)...

lol..okii a summary of the "last 2 papers!"...

PBF

....!!all the funny and unexpected qns came out la. my goodness..qns like "what is the additivity property of NPV?"..like DOTS..additivity property mean 1+1=2..how much can you elaborate.."what is opportunity cost of capital?"..it's a discount rate lo..i think i studied everything about the advantages, disdvantages, usage on bonds, stocks of NPV..but nv thought abt that qns lo..and second one abt discount rate, i didn't even think it was an issue, that's of course before i saw that qns.

ZZZ...so many ppl left the hall before time's up and mmm i think that tells alot..all the stuffs that came out in past 3yrs paper, and prelims never come out!!><.. left 12marks blank cos i really can't think of an ans..

however what's nxt was even worse. exams ended at 6 by the time i took a bus home and ate dinner, it was almost 9pm..feeling exhausted and tired out by all the memorising work i did over the days..i got a headache and took a nap till 1030..woke up feeling dam* emo that there's still one more paper(which i am so unprepared for) to study..

started mugging till around 3-4am cos and still couldn finish, woke up today feeling even worse cos i haven finish. all i had at that point of time, was the assurance that if i do my best, God will do the rest...=')..

mustered my last bit of energy..to continue my last min prep..>.<..

and went into the exam hall, macro went pretty ok, but not micro. lol micro question one was quite lousily done..and Q3 was messy beyond words.

WHY DO THEY NOT LET US USE LIQUID PAPER IN ECONS??!i seriously think they are sO.....!!i remb when i was in pri school, one teacher said it's because u may forget to fill in what u liquid away..hmmms..but hELLOoO??we need to draw graphs herE!! and it's 4 linked graph per question!! what if..what if i was nervous and my hand shiver then the pen destroy one graph?!then i need to redraw the 4 graphs??..lol which happened in my Q3..TWO times. which means i actually had to redraw 8graphs...SIAO. so i just handed up the 2 messy graphs.. hope they can read la.. ><

hahah yepps, that ends my exam stories..

thank God for everything, taking me through the struggles faced and being the motivation behind me..trust that whatever i get, it's decided by Him. :)..

time to PLAYYYYYY and slack to the mAX!! =DD

YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!i am a free bird!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD*smiles till toothache. ;)

life's special!**
7:17 AM

ending! +)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
>.<..

having a headache now..sIGHH why do i always sleep late before an exam..

had my maths paper today..and LOL before the exam i was yawning sOO many times, that i can feel tears coming out of my eyes. SO sleepYYY!! ><..

and my cute sis has to come home at 1am..

phew Praise the Lord the paper went pretty cool.. =)..!

ahhhhh 2more paper to freedom!! =))))!!!but wHY DO THEY PUT THE TIMETABLE sOOO CLOSE ToGETHER fOR two heavy subjectS! =XX

i really dunno how i am to study econs man..

i guess i have to pray really hard for that paper.. >.<..

God bless me!! +))

can't wait

life's special!**
5:23 AM

post half exams.
Friday, May 08, 2009
summary of the papers.

POA. OMAN it's really a difficult papeR~! ><..at least harder than prelims i thought for the p&l bal sheet which is like 30 marks. but the worse is not the paper!! ..before the paper we were told to come earlier for temp taking,however there's no one who ushered us and most of us were lost and queueing in the wrong queue or sth..so we went down to level 1,and since my friends number was around 3000-4000,there was some confusion which they decided i should be at level one they at level 2..

so i was left at level one alone and i felt so lost!! >< asked around and realised i am suppose to go level 2 to take temp after some time, check my number against the row and holy cow, when i finally managed to get into the hall, it was 15mins later than it shld start and i realised my candidate no. is NOT my desk number.

feeling dam* irritated by the disorganised situtaion, i had to walk to the other end of the 2000-3000 capacity hall, to find my desk no. and walk all the way back. the only re-assurance we had was that they will wait for everyone to get seated before starting the paper.

the paper started 35mins later than it should, and by that time i was in kinda a bad situation. opened the paper and just blank out..kept on re-reading the qns but nothing could went in. was the worse feeling to feel in an exam!! >< started having lots of scary thoughts like maybe after this paper i will withdraw from uni or something, then maybe my future will be disrupted and i will just end up with an A level degree..AHHHH..i dunno how much time i spent staring in the space and felt like crying..

kept on praying that i will be oki and try my best to slowly write out the p&l bal sheet struture, after realising that i still can't do, i decided to move on to the nxt qns...at that point of time, i felt like oki,this is bad, but i can't fail cos it's $1500 per paper. =SSS..the thought of the cost made me continue doing ..and pheW!!! after i manage to balance a 16marks qns..things became to recover..

thANk God for the correct 16marks qns i managed to get it right miraculously..>.<..if not i really think i wouldn't have the mental state to continue doing the paper..=S.."if u wish to discontinue the paper for PERSONAL reasons..."..i guess that was what it mean..

hMMm wonder how i will do for the paper, but i am really grateful i managed to get that part correct..n moved on..

STATS paper.

hmmm..things were better since temp taking was scraped..the only thing is they actually announced that we are suppose to tie the graph paper to the ans booklet BEFORE the exams end..8min before the exams ended..

zZZZZ!! omg how can they do this la!! >< i was alr very kan chiong cos i was busy calculating the last qns..and trying to finish it, and have to stop to tie the paper..after the first try tying in the nervous state,i realised i din't tie the graph paper in..!! >< asked for a 2nd string and spent some time on the stupid string..knowing that i don have much time left, within 3min, i calculated the chi square value and concluded in a super ugly handwriting. i have never cal a chi square value in such a short time before ..and was pressing the poor calculator sOO fast and hard that it was a surprise it did not spoil.

PHEEWW...managed to kind of finish the paper..

=')..

these few days has been really a roller coaster ride..><..!!=S..

3more papers left!! +)

thanks for being there...='))..

life's special!**
3:35 AM

plans! =)
Sunday, May 03, 2009
LOL exams is like coming in a relative short time..like..3-4days?? and yet, the slacking chart is like directly proportionate with time. ><..ahhh why do i feel less worried as exams looms closer,and this is worrying. maybe it's because exams is ending!! =)..

as such i shall come up with a list of stuffs i should do after exams..(oops if it seems the wrong timing to have a plan)..

1.CLEAN the house. (AHHH we have thrown like 20 huge red bags out alr but there's still so many things which are unneccessary in the house..so yeeps i aM VERY determined to clean up the hse this time, cos i am 20 years old alr and everyone in the hse is free and have time to spare! +) i even thought of a theme for it!! "THROW." cool right! =)
2.pass my ftt!! (and learn driving IF i got money!!) anyone wanna hirEE temps??
3.watch many dramas.
4.exercise cos i can feel all the oil flowing through my body due to the crazy amount of fast food i eat per week. >.<
5.spend the lost time with dEAr!!=DD
6.go kbox!
7.go sci centre with sh!
8.strikeforce for ndp =D
9.SLEEEPP alot. omY i am a sleeping monster, i need my 15hours of beauty sleep daily and have been deprived for like dunno how long.. (erm..actually not really since i slept 10hrs today =X)..but yES!! i shall sleep around for loooooooooong after exams. =D

hehe and since the 9th activity takes up lots of time, i shall TrY to keep it a minimum.

ya!! wHEEE but lots of stuffs need money!! soo hopefully i find a job too..and everytime holidays seem to fly away with all the plans undone,so this time i shall try my best to keep to the plan!!

yEA!!! thinking of the end makes me feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!! =DD

God bless me for exams!!

okiii shall start engine tmrrr!! :)

LOVEYOUBIGFUZZY. =D...

believing.

life's special!**
6:27 AM


Saturday, May 02, 2009
ahhh just went to watch the movie "taken" after church with deArY..ahh that show..really let me feel like we are so blessed, living in a safe country like singapore, with no killings which happens so many times a year..

it's a show about a dad spy who retired..and divorce(cos he spent too lil time with family)..and his beloved daughter wanted to go paris with a friend, so had to ask him to sign the consent form. after some "persuasion" by his wife who told him off for being too controlling, he reluctantly agreed. unfortunately, when the both of them reached paris, (17 and 19 years old)..they met a stranger and unnoticing told him their address after he subtly ask if he could share cab with them cos taxi fares are ex.>< so both of them got kidnapped and the dad went all the way trying to find her..

LOL there were so many killings scene!! >.< and it's a NC16 show..wow they actually let me through without checking my ic..(which i nv bring)..!haha i have grown more mature after studying econs.

zzz..

wow and such a happy thing happened today! =) i paid up my building fund,(finally!~)..and felt a pinch cos i was kinda broke...but trusted that God will provide for me..

and went home and found out three great news.
1.my mum bought WALLS icecream and got a scratch card. which she scratched and won the grand price $888 which she have to spend in one day dunno when in the future..
2.my dad struck toto.
3.my mum struck toto.

=DDD..WOW. God is really great man...i certainly do not believe in coincidence. =)

is believing God for even more miracles..=')..

ahh and think i ate too much junk food these past few days..feeling really weak and having a sorethroat.. >.<..

zzz..think tmr may be a wasted day cos i might not be able to wake up at 10am,(and it's almost 2am now)..to fight with those lib users..

>.<

12moredays.

life's special!**
10:03 AM

=)
Monday, April 27, 2009
hmmm..my mum decided to install 2 fans in our house, one in the living room, and one in MY room!! +)..yEA!! and on top of that, someone came to repair my aircon which has been spoilt for like forever..

double blesseD! +)

maybe this is called...blessings in disguise! =)

imagineS*

Him:i am going to make the weather super hot so fung can get new fans and aircons.mUHAHA.
mi:aHHHh it's super HOTT!!! it's affecting my brains..i am so chao ta..!i can't study!!(and the rant goes on....)
mum:okii lets go buy fans!! (brings me to go buy)

tADAA! :)..

okii exams are making ppl go slightly mad...
i am actually sound and fine.

i think. ;)

life's special!**
11:20 PM

=[
Sunday, April 26, 2009
just came home from movie with deaR! +) watched "17 again"..and it's so nice!! +)...so qiao before i went to watch that show, i watched high school musical one on youtube with sis and bro...

was actually studying!! till i came out for lunch and saw my sis watching..

so... =PPp

then the zac guy..haha!look so diff from in high sch musical one!! moreee mature !

hahha..=))..

aHHH what am i doing when i am 11days from exaMSS!! >.<...

=(((dEArrRRimissu...

it seems like so long ago...

since i played like crazy...
since we slack around everywhere we can find..
since we have all the time in the world to spare..
since night seems like day..
='(..

20moredaystilltheend.

life's special!**
8:22 AM

=((!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
aRGHhHHH the weather is freAKING hOT!! ><.....

i don't like end april may every year cos it's sOO super hot, not like hot hot but humid hot!! =(((..

and my aircon is spoil...so i brought into my room fans..but so far 2 had already spoilt due to overheating..

=((..things just keep on spoiling in may!! and it's making everyone so super irritated and angry.

aHHHH so angry at the weather! !~@@!#@!?

anyway this is sOO funny!!



HAHAH!

and thiS!!! +)



=Ppp.. i must be too bored...

life's special!**
5:55 AM

updates!:)
Monday, April 20, 2009
haha so long since i blogged..oki not too long..4days actually..=P

on fri, found the full set of ping pong series in mob tv at night..and watched the whole series from episode 13 to 20 with mum and sis.. hHAHA! it was super nicE!! =))! but the ending was quite arupt, which led me to suspect there might be a series 2 for that show. thinking that my mum have to work and my sis going out, i thought staying up late won't affect me so much..since my sch starts at 10 the nxt day..

but i was wrong!!my sis and mum slept till late on sat..while i have to climb up to go school after sleeping at 5.30am the previous night..zZZ!! ><..

sleepwalk to poa class..and was late by 30mins..but the li*ON guy is good! in the class, learnt many things..it's a very effective class! :)..then john came to the school and we went church together.

due to some reason, he wanted to roam and explore the school with me..which made me feel SOOOOOOo shy!!! ><...despite my constant effort telling him tt we are gg to be late(which is slightly untrue)..he still continue walking around happily.. *faints*..

after sometime following me around the school, with me feeling super shy, we saw jl and carol, and he finally decided to go to church..

dEArYyYYY!!! ><....*bites*

hehe!then went church and was taught the last sermon on relationships..the drama was hilarious! i never knew diff sex language can be a factor hindering happy relationships after marriage(besides family and friends, job, money) too! =P

then went off to ikea and had a happy dinner =))...

dEArYYyyy thanks for being SoOO understanding and agreeing to meet so lil cos of my exams!! =)))..<333!!

then came sun which i missed the stupid 10am mark, and end up sitting on the floor till my butt hurts.=(

exams in 16days....

><

can i do it?

God bless me! :)

life's special!**
10:35 PM

!!
Friday, April 17, 2009
LOL i scare myself in the library today thinking that it was 18th april alr.. exams looming around the corner .. AHHHHhhHHhHHHHhHhHHhH!! ><

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

AhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

okii that's better.

:)

wheeE!anyway jialin just sms me that she loves me and i am one of her motivation to go school cos she can crap!! =D wHEEeEEe!! *head grows bigger at a rate of 10cm cube/min* =pPpP!

loVeS!! +)

life's special!**
8:30 AM

PMS-caution.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
...i am super pissed now..

just came back from the last co*ns lecture today, and i felt that these 3 days was soo super wasted.well, indeed he is very funny, indeed he is extremely knowlegable, but the purpose of me coming to the lecture, is cos i want to know what i did in wrong in my exam script, what exactly is the correct answer. i am not interested in how those e*ons theory came about, the derivation of all the concepts, at this point of time when i am just 21days from exams. of course, this might be due to the fact that i have absolute no interest in how the subject apply to our daily life,i do not want to be an *con*mist in the future, and all i want to know is how to answer the bloody questions.

why can't they just give us the answer script?...if they did so i think it would be much, much, much more helpful. the fact that my script is not even marked is quite irritating. don't he want to educate his student on their mistakes? i really thought he will be glad i came to ask him to mark my paper, cos this is a student who's interested to know her mistakes. but an answer like "well....this is not marked by me" *strides off* is totally soOOoOOoo useful.

throughout the 3days, i keep hoping to learn something, but whatever he is saying just seem to indicate that we are sOOooO lousy. not knowing the stuffs he does. hmmm. i believe a good teacher should be someone who's able to transfer his knowledge(we do know there's aLOT more things in ur brain than in ours, u don't have to keep emphasising, thank you. )...to his students.

yepps, so maybe that's why i won't be doing well in my coming *cons exam cos i am 1 000 000miles far away from him.

...

rahh.

though so, indeed i agree he's a person who's dam* funny and smart,and his jokes are indeed funny.

i am sure i am the only one who feels so unhappy cos he's actually a lovable man.

:)

zzz..so sleepy now..thanks to this.

23-3days

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2:44 AM

Me!

mi...
17+3 yrs old...=D
9th feb 89
loves!

God!
rainbow
peace
friends
family
myself..=)
wishlist for '08!

grow spiritually! :)
be a good daughter!
do well in school! :)
earn lots of money!
don't sleep so much!
exercise more!
feminine clothes! =P
a pretti white jacket!
BE HAPPYYYYYYY! =D
may everyone accept each other for who they are. =)
bbone? :P
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ah fu's journey

e190 - where Dreams become Reality

taggit!

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