I lie down on the bed shaking with fear..cos i just saw something that scared the hell out of me. >.<..i....i last posted my blog post on 9NOV!!!! =XXX....and what is the date today..19?!! how can 10 days sneak past so fast!! how CANNN??

the truth is out. indeed it can..maybe it is because we just think what time it is base on the little clock that hangs on our wall..when indeed the time actually was slower than it, but since the clock reads 1pm, it is 1pm. hmmms. oki just a random thought.

anyway last sat was a super shock for me. john said that he bought something for me...and going to give me on sat in a very excited manner. so i was thinking..well how shocking can the present be...other than whipped cream, a hairband with horn,many soft toys(which i don't want but he purposely buy and says it's due to it looking cutely at him), a cigar from australia, a satay fan,etcc...i couldn think of anything more shocking. *btw john is v interesting guy and maybe he just like to see the shock on my face huhhh*

so i was thinking..maybe it is a hamster? or or a SOFT TOY? well that will actually shock me aLOT cos if it continues, i will have to sleep on the floor soon..!! ><

and so i went to church and met up with sh and jessica, then met john at tanah merah to go expo..and he was smiling in a very cute manner. =DD...

and said he will show me when we get out of the control station..

and so after we got out, i close my eye..and when i opened..taDAH!! what i saw really shOCKEDD ME beyond what i can imagine..and i think i screamed. it was...it was.............
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A PINK BARBIE DOLL BAGGGGGGG!!!!!! AHHhHHHHHHHHHH.

sth like that but is sling bag!! ><...

well it's true i always sms things like *carries her pink barbie doll bag and goes to school cutely* to him..but but!!deaRieE!! >.<

SOooO i carried the bag on my hand and went to church dunno to feel happy or wat!! it was a really mixed feeling!! ><...HAHHAA.

then after service..it feels as if it will be so wasted if i dun use it!!..sO i decided to open up and use the bag!! ...=))..

LOL..but i keep hiding the front view of the bag and wore it the opposite side where you won't see the big BARBIE face!...loll i wonder what my cell group members thought!!

maybe they were thinking why i wearing such a contrasting colour bag with my clothes. some commented that it actualy fits my image cos i look like a little girl in the first place. =S!!!...

and felt quite paiseh when in the mrt alone cos HAHAHAA wonder what ppl will think again!

i asked dear why he want to waste the money!!! and he said he just want to see me happy..

HHEHEHE.=))

how can i bear to argue anymore....!! =oo)

so now the bag is lying on the chair of my dinner table..and it will definitely add to the list of things i will never forget.

ahhh dEARRrrIeee hahah!!..hmm anni is coming soon cos the days are flying.. suddenly i feel food is the best gift from deaRIe. =pPPPp

hehe <333!!
11:02 PM

ahhhh why are the days flying past soOOO fast i can't seem to slow it down. can't believe 2 weeks has passed since i last blog!! ><

some updates!! :)...i went to cut my hair!!it's so much thinner and shorter now, but i like it anyway!~ =D..

hehe...remember the days when i was younger and would cry everytime i cut my hair. cos i dunno why but my hairstyle always end up with the "super short straight fringe", and mind you, it was not the stylish bangs everyone is having now!! ..it's much shorter, above my eyebrows length!!and the back length short till underneath my ears. *scrEams**!..><..so after every hair cut..the auntie will ask me.. "nicE??"..and in order not to make the situation awkward or the auntie sad..i will say yes..BUT. once i step out of the shop, out of view of the hairdresser, tears will start rolling down my cheeks.

="(!!....i was such a sad lil girl after a haircut!!! *SOBS*

well this happens most of the time, till one day i realised a SEcRET!! ...=)...which is.........

DON't FREAKING CUT THE FRINGE TILL SO SHORTT LA!!! X)

after this huGE revelation, i realise that no matter how short my hair is, once the fringe is not disgustingly short, everything looks alrighT!! =DD..becomes a happy girl again and skip around school*.. =))..

hehhe..

sO now, i like to cut hair alot and always feel it looks good after every haircut. =D..

SO, a few days ago, i went to cut hair.and came back feeling light and happy.(though the thick hair was reduced greatly) and my sis reminded me of the past,asking me why is it nowadays i always psycho myself that i look nice after a haircut, unlike in the past. and said i very lame always cry after cutting hair last time.

HAHHAA!..i am not psycho-ing myself!!is just something internalised and i really for some reasons think it looks nice !=PppPP

hee. anyway ya, two things happened that day!=)

1. before going to cut hair tt day, i saw steV3n L1M!!(for those who dunno who is that, it's the one who wear yellow underwear in some competition, issit spore idol?) lol. he went towards me and said something like he is scouting people to act in a drama, and jus need one minute of my time. LOL..i quite alarmed when i saw him and ran away. HHAHAA! ...not really ran but brisk walk away..lol he popped out from nowhere la!! hmm anyway i have nth against him, feel that he actually look alright, just that his actions are very HAHHAHAHA.!

2. the cut hair person ask me what hairstyle i want, and i asked her what she think, then she say "aiya...ren mei she me do mei la" ..=PpP which once again made my head grow..just slighty...bigger. lol..!

loll...oya and met my year one lecture mates on thurs supposedly to study till 9pm and let the day be a very productive one. i miss them!! :( but somehow, LOLLL we ended up chatting and talking the whole day away..and only studied like 1.5hour?? ><.. though it was supreme fun! :)..bought a t shirt in bazaar that reads "COMA" instead of "PUMA". X)

ahhh i am drifting away from my supposed goal.. suddenly the dark side (playing and slacking) seems so interesting and much funner than my lovely study guides and notes!!><

going to watch my sister's keeper with john at night!! =DD..

Dear God, please watch over my life and give me the motivation and strength i need to study hard. Let me see the reason why i am doing all this once again clearly, and not be affected by all the distractions around. I pray all these in Jesus name, Amen.
12:03 AM

lol have disappeared from the blogosphere for quite some time..whee i am back! :)

have been really busy recently, esp since last friday, when hell break loose.

oki well just joking but..due to some make up classes, i have to be in school for a 8.30am class and one 7pm class. So there was i in school..feeling very sian by the time class ended at 10pm..thanks mw for pei-ing me to study in school in between! .. =) where i bombarded him with bhb comments.

such as...when i was young i always think alot of boys likes me. so in pri school when being teased by my childhood fren's mum, "waa..who like you ah.."..i will count and say something like.."8??"

HAHA okie so basically i think everybody likes me. for those who don't, it's okay..i know you just don't dare to admit.=PPp HAHAH!!

okokay!!i shall just stop here.

the nxt worst thing is...after i reach home at abt 11pm, the nxt day i have school at 8.30am (Which means i have to wake up about 6.40am)...after which i have to stay in sch for a few hours, then rush to church. and went for dinner with john after that.. =)!!

but the sad news was,SUNDAY MORNING I GOT CLASSSS tOOO!! >.<...whyyyy?!! *snifFSSS, my weekend was no longer weekend anymore..*=(

after getting home on sun, i basically fainted on my bed for 5hours.

and today went studying with dorcas in lib. and a VV =XX thing happened. had cramps and decided to go lib anyway. i was fine..till i went to have lunch. =XX i forgot to bring jacket..and after ordering the food, and drinking a sip of soup, i feLT my stomach turning over 100rounds. rush to the toilet and was shivering, puking, diarrhea, and can't even walk out to find dorcaS!! ><..asked her to go back lib to help me take my mEn*** pills, and i was feeling sOO SICk.. ='(!!!

it was like daggers twisting in my stomach and i felt like i was going to puke out all my kidneys and lungs.

after the whole event, dor decided to send me home, she say i looked v pale and was grEEN!! ><..(green maybe cos of lighting)..

so there was i, walking every 800m and stopping to squat down to rest. can see black and white spots all over.

thank dorcas for sending me all the way home to my doorstepS!!and i think i waster like 1.5hours to 2hrs of hers.ahhhh if not for her i won't be here blogging and is still in the toilet now dying.

=(((((((((((((((((

i wonder why is it so bad this time!! ><.............it's the second time alr!! ><

anyway to top all the bad news, a few days ago..i stepped on something sharp and hurt my leg, and soO use the nail clipper to dig out the remains, and my leg is now on the way to recovery.:()

finally, in betweeen all the badnews..happy anniversary big FUZZY!!! +DDD....

*smiles and continue to hold ur hands home*

=))
7:17 AM

ahhhhh this fri going to have lessons in morning and night again.. >< !

wheee mon met up with john and went sakae sushi for dinner!! =DD...yummss**!! =))..though the service there was quite bad!..we repeated our red plate sashimi to 3 waiter before one finally responded to us..sOOOO =X. to think we have to pay for service charge. hmms.

anyway had fun yest with john!!though he did many ...funny things hahha! =DD...

hehe then todAy went lib with margaret!! then saw peiling after margaret gone. just nice la!! i was feeling quite sleepy and almost going to go home alr, then saw her..and felt less like going home.

okieee this yr engine start abit late alr..better buck up now!! :)..

VroOOOMMMMSssss!!!~
6:12 AM

ahhhhhhhhhh. seriously..i am losing my drive to study.

hmms.=XxX...maybe it's cos i tasted the dark side of playing and slacking.
am waking up at 2pm everyday when i am at home..and ending the day with watching tv shows from 9pm to 12++pm.

=X

something got to change.
10:37 PM

YEA a new clip about ris low!! (who speaks perfectly)

jus go youtube and type any one of the following captions:

Ris Low: Singapore's most (in)famous beauty queen
Ris Low 1:
Ris Low 2:
Ris Low 3:

WHEE I knew she was an alright person who speaks oki english from the start!and something WAS not right for that ONE video which she speaks funnily..have always been wondering don't ppl who critisise her so maliciously stopped to think if she can't even speak, how can she win 8 awardS?!!! so last week i was showing my sis about the video that compares her speaking during the pagent ad that one which she was speaking funnily,(Actually the purpose of tt video is to ridicue her)..but i noticed tt she was speaking normally during the pagent and not so normal in the funny video, so was telling her about it, but she scolded me for using her laptop instead.

LOL. anyway besides tt, we also argued alot on whether one should bother to help the minority. The best view of most of ppl in society now is not to, as it is the most convenient road, and won't bring you much trouble too. and most of the times, the misunderstood ppl are usually weird, in conclusion. but LOL. i think it's just that they are different from the "norm". anyway no time to blog abt our content we argue about, which i from now on will term it "Talking about lifE" with sis. HEE.

yEA..sOO wheee this is kinda a cool justified youtube video. =DD

:)!!!.....HEHE.. i dunno why i am so happy now, but yeAA!!i strongly believe, when faced with an issue, instead of accepting everyone's view and joining hands with the majority, i think one should always stop to think what is the cause, and not judge sOOOOOOOO harshly on an issue involving people.tt's why i am suddenly a supporter of x1AxuE!! cos of her new post !! :)...

tt's also the reason why i always feel alot for ppl who has been ostrasised, etc, generally ppl who are always being misunderstood by others.

anywaY yEPPSS!! :D:D enjoy!:)
10:47 PM

hMM! it has been such a long time since i wrote a proper blog post..!shall try writing one now since i have SOOOO much time to spare as my lecture will be starting at 7pm..x.X

so,how does it feels to be a second year student in university??...

i wonder how the rest of my peers feel, but surely the stress is now more than ever. seeing friends beside me mug so hard, somehow gives me an uneasy feeling. it's scary cos as only 2 weeks of school has passed, and i dunno wad exactly to study yet..and having time to spend on watching tv shows (there's 2 new channel 8 shows now at 7pm and 9pm!) and reading ppl's blogs all the time make it all the more unsettling.

OMYYY or maybe it's due to my weird timetable which is on wed fri sat, which is giving me seemingly soO much free time..

ONOOO i really wonder what are they studying man..><..wHERE GOT THINGS TO STUDY except notes?!!

hmmm anyway in an attempt not to go mad, and surfing around facebook to ease the stress, i did this quiz.."What God wanna tell you today"..and...

Lee got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.

O.O...

okiee ..hmmm maybe i am really scaring myself too much. Maybe everyone isn't actually studying and i am just being paranoid and having hallucinations of them doing so..maybe it's cos i have to wait in sch for 7hours ? or maybe it's just because i am feeling hungry?...

hmms LOL k time to keep in mind God's word.

breathe in** breathe out**....

=)..oki i feel much better now..

ohno feeling better makes me feel like sleeping.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzz~!!!

1.5hours more to my 3hours lecture...

God bless me! =O
1:28 AM

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003/11/one-upon-time-there-was-this-woman-who.html

hHAHAHA. try reading the "classics" column on the left..esp the posts titled "MRT irritants".."A piece of paper*,"R(A)" or "a mail from *Ian" and "phone sex" posts.

LOL don't ask me why i am reading this at such an unearthly hour at night. ;)
9:58 AM

LOL and so almost 2 weeks have passed by since the school starts...
have been busy with jasmine's 21st bday, and john's celebration as well!! ...LOL.. went to dear's house to bake banana walnut cake 2days ago, and haha! we didn't burn down the kitchen, as many thought. but made a cake which his mum and grandma say was nicE and yummy! =DD..hEE...


john me jas sh jess!:)...

shall post more pics up when i am freE*..

=))wHEEEeee...

then followed by going with john to senki to have sushi buffet yest after school, and ate till i can see a big tummy arising from the usual flat one. ><..

YUMSS the food rawks though the price did too. ><..hahah..

omy anyway this few days haven been eating and eating,

sun-jas house buffet
tue-half of 2 cakes that john gave me
wed-senki buffet
this sat-celebrating tony's child first month old@ paramount hotel!=)

HHAHA. you are not gg to see the same size me anymore soon if this continues...:P!

ohnooogottostartmoreseriousmugging! ..

HAPPy 21st BIRTHDAY JASMINE AND JOHN!! =DD..
5:38 AM

wow happen to pass by this blog, and felt it was really a good read!

this taxi driver guy appeared on newspaper before..but being a bo chap person, i just read the news, hear comments from family and never really did go and look for his blog.

and tadah! here isit!

http://taxidiary.blogspot.com/

he shares about his taxi encounters with customers in singapore and haha is interesting!and from his post, he's really a very kind person!!(btw he is a Phd holder) but after being removed from the job he had for many yrs due to some politics or sth, he decided not to get beaten by fate and become a taxi driver. LOL can't stop reading and read his whole blog from the newest to oldest yest..

recently, he has been nominated the title "Best Hidden Gem", in the following website, so if you think he's good go vote for him! :)

http://awards.nuffnang.com/votes.php#voteform

anyway had my first soci lesson today, the lecture is very comical! i felt tt he is SOO animated and funny tt nobody can don't like him. LOL he made the subject sound so interesting!but again, i am not sure whether i like his stories or like the subject.

LOL shall see.

spent the first day of school slacking away at home, maybe tt's also cos i slept at 4am the day before talking about life with sis.

HAHA off to read the blog!~:D
6:33 AM

ahhh after 4mths of holidays ...it is finally time to go to school!!..

LOL still have the can't believe it "feeling", but guess i don't have much choice but to accept it. mY SLEEPING dAYS ARE GONE!! >.<..

tmr will be the first day of school..LOL..wonder how everything will go..SO SAD can! all my year ones friends are all diff lectures as me =((..only left with 2 person i know from yr one..

LOL kinda excited about the lecture and is currently wondering if i can understand what the lecturer is talking about tomorrow..in SOCIOLOGY class.

hahha.shall update again when i am free!

=D!
6:22 AM

few more days to school = few more days to slack. AHHH the days are sooo limited.. i feel like sticking on my bed for the rest of my holidays!! which i did till 3pm today..haha!:P

anyway yest went service, and one 16 yr old girl say i look like 22!!LOL...finally i look mature..(maybe cos i put slight make up!)..then i told her i will be dressing this way for the rest of the weeks she see me. muahha.

must maintain.=P

LOL and wheee and the AAA guy told me about the class list on student portal, which i went to check, and found friends same class as me for the 2 class which i have no friends in! :D...tks man!..

wondering what to do now, back to sleep!:O)
3:17 AM

and SO.. tomorrow is my last day of work. How am i feeling?

hMM surprising, it's more happy than sad. Yes it was definitely memories and experiences gained, but i will nEVER ever want to do any job relating to sales as a full time job..that's for sure. this of course do not include business,etc.

hhaa i dunno why part time jobs like this always impact me quite alot.. to cherish my school life, and to do my best. Maybe it is a way from above to let me taste the harsh truth of working world, to let me realise how lucky i am to be able to be still in school..having flexible timings, no superiors of in charges to force/supervise you..and to be able to still have a choice between, working 5hours for $100, or working 20 hours for the same $100.

From this job, i realise the difference between ppl who go to school and those who do not. which is ppl who does,end up in jobs that uses more mental power and less physical power. but ppl who don't,most likely(but of course there are exceptions) ends up in job which requires more physical strength, for example, standing long hours, wiping all the glass panels in the shop,mopping and sweeping the floor, and doing jobs that doesn't require brainwork, but lots of energy.

which comes to the conclusion of my happiness of ending work as i am already tired out to the max from the past few months of work.

WHHEEE!! i do hope in the next few months i don't have to go back to worK! :)

school is starting nxt wEEK. SOO FAST! i still haven rest enough!!=(

goes back to have my beauty sleep* X)
12:40 AM

lol few days past again just like that. went council meetings, work, mum shop,church and all till i am SOO tired out. and finally, decided to quit cer1s1. sms-ed the in charge and told her about it and most likely will be stopping work this month or in oct. council bazaar in oct. anyone wanna sell stuffs in my school? if yes, contact mi yea. will let you know the details.. =)

yeaa and went church yest,got new cg memberS! :)..lol and went shopping before that and bought a new pair of black high heel shoes. =DD!! vVV chio one! =)

yepps. =)and so there's work tmr again. going to miss it a little..but without it i guess i will be much less stress. =))..

work tmr..wonder how long i will be working till! ...

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"Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You. In God (I will praise His word), in God I have put my trust; I will not fear. What can flesh do to me?" Psalm 56:3-4
8:56 AM

lols! and sO...yest the results are finally out...was watching this new drama show shihui showed me, and just before i sleep, i decided to do something out of curiosity, which is to go to the portal to check the exam results. the time was 3am then. I was expecting the results not to be out at such an early timing, sO it was a big SHOCK when i saw the results staring right at me from the computer...i was so unprepared!! =XXx...and the results come in a way tat is coded, so i am not really sure which is which subjects..>.<..walked into the room calmly and checked it out, digging the study guides that have long been kept away.

hMM!! and tadaH!

Maths/stats= 1st class
POA= 2nd upper
Econs= 2nd upper
PBF= 2nd lower

was feeling abit emo at first cos of PBF...=(..but after that realised it was quite oki afterall when i asked around..hMMm and seriously,68 for poa. =XX!! the paper that i blanked out and spent 1.5hours on the first qns..re-reading the qns without it entering my mind..i was almost gg to just raise my hands and get out of the hall cos of nervous breakdown la!all over my mind, i thought how dead i would be and if this continues, i am so going to get 30plus.. ><..afterwhich i prayed a very very exasperated prayer, and things started going alright again, and i just kept on writing and writing, as if the answers just flows out sOO..SOoo unnaturally naturally. hmms. and i managed to complete the papeR somehow!! ..believe it or not.

ahhh thank God for everything!! seriously. =)))...i couldn't have done it without the motivation and His grace. ALL credits to Him!! =DD..

wHEE!..school starting in a few weeks time..and soon it will be time to choose my timetable.still can't decide what to takE!! ...

zzz work tmr!! +)
10:21 AM

=))))...

went glasshouse fish and co yest with jialin,mp,louis and roy..elena suppose to come but she missed it cos haf something on!:(!

met the long lost peeps and..haha!! SO fUN!! went to fish and co..and somehow i was very hungry and ate very fast!..and they asked if i was mistreated at home or sth..=P..haha!! i think i was la! working all the time, it has been sOOoo long since i went out with friends and chill. went around PS taking photos buying tibits and watching Year one. before watching the movie, there was quite some time left, so we went arcade to play basketball.. and the throw balls game, catch toys machine. =DD!! ...

:)!!..smuggled many tibits into the cinema and had fun!!... shall post a few of the photos we took!...

< AHH blogger something wrong cannot post pics now...><..

anyway can go facebook see! :)

hahha yepPSS!! :)..it was fun catching up.......hope these friendships will last with time..

=o)ahhh results out tmr..dunno what i am feeling now..hmm!..

*fAITH*!!
8:02 AM

whee..one of the rAREEEE days i am free and happy at home..with nothing much to think about..and just lazing around..

have been looking forward to this last 3 days of the month, where i finally do not have to work!! =)..

went the mgm yest..and hmm so many familiar faces were gone, now left with a few seniors in welfare dept.. =(..

somehow it felt quite sad..not to have ppl whom i know and had fun working with last yr together..

though there were one or 2 og friends, but still, it don't feel the same.

the head warned us that if we have any commitment issues, to go tell them, and not become a hazard in the group, always not turning up for meeting and stuffs. ESP THE YEAR TWOS.

somehow i feel someday i will become a hazard, since i got soO many commitment issueS!..and shortly after, i left the meeting and went to church.

haha. HMMM. it seem almost impossible for me to attend any meetings in holidays(cos i working 4/5days aweek at weird timings)..and even less likely if i continue to work a few days when school re-opens!!

ZZZ.

hmmm nvm i shall see how when everthing is confirmed....

yea finally meeting up with one of uni cliques today in fish and co. omYY it has been almost 3months plus since i saw the guys.

=)
10:22 PM

lol aHHH...results coming out soon, and all the rumours of when the results out started flying since last week..and yest actually some said they saw the results pass or fail, and some even said they see the marks!! >.<

dunno how's true is everything, but one thing confirmed, results out nxt week!! >.<

*prays*..

oMy...if i say i am not worried at all..i would be lying..cos this kind of things is sOo unpredictable...!

hMMM lets hope everything turns out well for the whole mugger clique i know in school. :)

anyway work is getting quite boring!...business is kinda not gd this week dunno why..and i spend my time mostly walking around and staring into space, waiting for ppl to come in.. yest i was reading on the stories, lion king, little mermaid, toy story and aladdin..and today i walked around playing with the baby soft toys and reading baby cloth story books aloud. HAHA. and got "scolded" by the in charge for hugging and playing with soft toys too much. >.< though she said it while laughing. hMM!..i was reALLY bOREDD okay!!!

lols...it must be the pre-release-results syndrome la..haha..

tmr going meeting then go church then rush down to friend's 21th bday..going to be a busy busy day!!!

yiPPEEeess no work! :)
8:26 AM

whee!! =) i passed my final theory test !! =)))...

hee went for the test yest morning, and was so nervous!! cos heard from alot of ppl it's hard to pass on the first try!..prayed for qns i know to come out. hee somehow i believe that no matter how much somebody studies, if the qns that comes out is something you didn't know, or if you fall sick, or the conditions ain't right, it is still hard to do well. since nothing is certain in this life except Him, such as relationships,how well you do in future, everything under the sun, why not put the faith in Him, whom will give you blessings you never thought you deserve?

yea anyway, yuppss the qns came out, and tadAhH...all the qns seems doable, and the "PASSED" sign came flashing up when i submitted my answers.

=DDD!!!wHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

there goes one fulfilled goal that i aimed to achieve before holidays end! =)))...

hahha..work ending soon in mid sept..which signals the start of my 2nd year. heard the results coming out soon.

God bless everyone! :)
9:06 PM

aHHhhh choosing modules now..or tRying to choose..hmMM. looking at those previews of the subjects brought me back to earth again. ahh it's going to be such a busy year again!! with all the studies..and year 2 seem much tougher than the year one we had..as if it's not tough enough.. !! >.<

hMMM..plans of working + studying + council (OoO this year i am in bazAAR committee!:)) + church + boyfriend + driving..haha..wonders if i can manage...

aug coming to an end...come to an end...why do all good things come to an end..sings*

hahha.can't believe i have been working in ceR1s1 for almost 2 months already! ..sometimes it's really quite bored when there are no customers around..plus the RADIO 883 playing and the aircon, makes me feel sOOOo comfy and sleepy *yawns a 100 timeS*..

but the clothes inside are really cute and pretty!! =)))esp the girls' dresses and rompers..really feel like buying those offer ones but there are nObODY for me to give to! ='(!collects a few at home*...hhahahha joking!..

yea.. anyway realised that those parents that love the kids super alot and let them do whatever they want will most likely (almost 90% from all the stories i heard and what i see)...end up spoiling their kids, and these cute lil boy/girl grows up to become =Xxxx ppl..having =XXxx attitudes.haha. sOO think that being strict to kid is v impT!! i mean if you never force a kid to study, which one will have automatic instinct to do so?? hahha..all of them like to run and play so much!! and maybe one day if they don't do well in life, will end up blaming you(the parents) for not being strict enough with them when they were younger. but again i believe praising a child and giving them confidence is impt as well!.. but of course not tOO extreme LA in both cases.

lols. why am i thinking such parenting thoughts?! i am suppose to be choosing moduleS!!! HAHA. oki too much work. =PPpp

whee one more off day to go! =)
11:06 AM

LOL had my first driving practical in my life. and the experience was...crazily exciting!!!=) the instructor taught me how to move forward and backward, and just after a short time (tt's wad i felt, maybe 30min - 1 hour in actual), he taught the turning!! >.< !!

i really felt like i was a potential road hazard at that moment, it was like "LOL..are u sure u wan to bring me to drive with other road users, i aM sOO nEWW to the car still!!! ><"..it is as if he just taught me to fly an aeroplane and HOLA.my turn to fly.

haha..anyway since he decided to bring a dangerous character in, i guess maybe he felt it was fine.

SO there i was turning in a very not straight way cos somehow keep cutting ppl lane at first, and he nv really say which part to look out for to turn when see bends, so yea it was all instinct based and hmm wonder if i can do it again tmr!

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HEE.X)
7:20 AM

LOL so long since i blogged..agAIN.

life's been busy with work..and i finally painted my room baby PINK! =DDD...wHEEEEe...it's so pretty!! and the odourless paint is really almost close to no smell!! =))..however, we made a wrong choice by wanting to use a old brown paint we found to paint the door..at abt 10pm at night. the smell stank like dunno what until me and my sis decided to go out of the house to watch drama in case we become stupider by minute. >.<..finally came back to sleep at 3am in the morning!! and went to work at 10plus in the morn. ZZZZ.....

went sci centre to watch da vinci exhibition last week with john and it wAS fun-NER than i expected. =D..lol!!what a genius! i still can't believe we spent hours inside watching and reading up on him..i thought i would die from boredness at first! do u know he write backwards in a mirror image way??..haha..

met up with sec school friends..jc friends..aHH. i find it hard to meet up with all my friends cos there are so many groups and somehow i feel like i keep neglecting some. but LOL. what can i do!! my work is like 12 to 9.30pm!!

unless you want to see me so much and want to meet me in the morning, or at late night, i practically has not much time to spare! take this week for example, LOL i am working all the way till sat 930pm..and with driving lessons slot early in morning, i hope that i won't be so tired and bang the car. =P

AHHHHHHhh!!! my first leSSON!! +)))...excited though slightly scared.

X)
8:02 AM

ahhhhHHHHHHHHHH was sent to bugis OG last sat, and it was such a new experience! reached there and security was so tight! feels like i am acting in some action packed movie, as i exchanged my bags+handphone for a tag, exchanged $30 for a card and name tag.

then went in with the boss youngest daughter, only to realise i am the only one tending the cer1s1 counter there. counter= one area of the departmental store. right in front of me was the disney outlet, and they have 2 ppl!! =((...

yaa..so she gave me instructions, and i was left alone to work.

loooooooooooooooonely..i am sO lonely......

without any handphone to sms, and aunties all around , i started work. and lols! so many ppl buy national day clothes! =D..lol it's so interesting, observing ppl around. there was a $9.90 for top and bottom unisex,right beside MY wagon. and our national day clothes is like, $27 for top and bottom? LOL. however the quality of the clothes was obvious, and still lots of ppl buy ours!! =) wHEEE.

most of the aunties was very nice. Except one. SHEE was SOO mean!keep tsk-ing me when i find aBIt slower. pleaSE LO.*sticks out 3 tongues at her* -----------> =Ppp

anyway one memorable incident was when one lady wanted this jeans which the fake "model" wore. sO i took out the size and gave it to her. and she didn't believe it was the same cos the one i took looks abit longer. SO she decided to pull of the model pants. AND OMYYY..it was sOOO tight!! SO there she was pulling and i was carrying the model and his one arm dropped!! >.< !!! LOL and all the aunties at the other stores was luffing abit while i gave them a desperate look.

when she was finally done pulling off the pants, which left the model looking slightly r-rated, she realised that the jeans was the same afterall. so she said sorry and decided to buy, *PHEW* and went off to buy 2 more long pants which cost a total of $75, while 2 women came an rescued the "model". =DDD.

yeePPSS hhaha. LOL i think i learnt so much in this one day therE! X)..

wAA AUGGGGGG is here!!>.<..aug end...*Shudders*

wORRk hARd mf! :)
7:05 AM

arGHH i am currently immersed in this unjust feeling of being in a private uni.wHy is everything not to our advantage? and i really mean EVERYTHiNG. so far, all the busaries award, grants, or whatever financial schemes, are all awarded to local schools, sec schools, ites, lasalle, naFa, etc, but none is allocated to mY school. and even if it did, it is for SIM(uniSim)..the school for working adults taking part time degrees.

okay, so no help for us. we are left to sink to the deep blue sea. what's the meaning of this? LOL. even if you do well in the school, you can't apply for any help because you are not eligible in the first place..the only help rendered to us is the fanstatic scholarship given to 35 students (including yr1, yr 2, yr3) which if you are deserving enough, you MIGHT get it.(out of maybe 6000?10000? students)

yeAH gReat.

S'pore is great! =).
12:26 AM

happY picS! +)


hehee. nicEE?? this is meant for 13/14yrs old in cer1s1. =P

LOL. another one..lol really makes ppl think what i am doing at work right.. but it's not my fault!! SSC is sOOOOOOOOOOO empty during weekdays! X)

my "uniform".

i reALLy liked this jackeTT!!! it's sOO COOL looking!! what do u all think! *comment pls!*

=DD

my source of joy. =PpP (shall be good and not put up the feWw "gui lian" pics before i managed to capture this.)

wHeEEE~!! :)
10:50 PM

hmMM..suddenly i kinda miss school..am i maD? >.<..LOL..

finally, it is the weekends and i have time to rest..it has been such a loooooong time since i had time to rest..working 6days straight was no joke..and somemore the timing to work is 12pm to 9.30pm!! >.<..so everyday i will wake up, go work, come home sleep, wake up, go work, come home sleep, with seemingly not much time to do other stuffs..

wHEeE!! frEED!! for now..LOL..

AHH but nxt week think only working 3 days..not sure yet since the timetable is not out yet..so will have more free time..all of a sudden feel like working more to earn more! so when school starts will have some happy savings. =)

yePPSs. suddenly studying seems such a faraway thing for me, i almost forgotten i am still a student!! *wanders into the world of adults and work life*..where are all the friends made in school?!!!!.. LOL it seems ages since i last saw them la!!!

ArE YoU ALL READING mY BLOgGG??*sniffS*

cannot la, must go out at least once or twice before school starts, since all we do when sch starts is mugging. LOL.

lalalA~~!rEStt.
7:14 AM

hmmm ouch my legs hurt after so many days of long hours standing. >.<..

today is the third day of continuous standing..what do i feel? .......HMM..first, i finally met the supposedly "stricter in charge" in semb. indeed she was really strict the first day, shooting some challenging and not that nice comments towards me. however, after the second and third day, thanks to His grace, i have successfully captured her heart and mind. haha!! and she is now very nice to me ..she even gave some very encouraging comments!! =)

actually working in cerisi, meeting all the aunties and sales ppl in this line, i feel tt they are very friendly to talk to, and i like the environment *maybe except the standing*...LOL and almost daily, they will feed me with commments that strokes my already big ego.

for example:
-you very cute! always so cheerful and laughing..
-ur smile very nice, so good to be in this line. (thanks but no thanks! ><)
-u got the "smart face." (LOL do i! =p)
-if u continue to be like that, i think u will be not bad in the future in office, maybe can become manager..*luffs* (by the strict in charge, woW!!*)
-u are very sensible (haha! thanks i know~!=pPPPp)
-your bf must be loving you alot cos you so cute (HEHEHE ISSIT biG fuZZY?? *stares* +) )
...

and the list goes on.

yepps so currently with all these comments i am flying up to the air and not coming down anytime soon. HAHA.

LOL but my legs are hurting quite badly and i am worried it will not function that well when i am older cos of all the standing. >.<..and they OMG pay i am getting..i told her i must be the most pathetic uni student already today and she laughed.

*prays tt business will be good the nxt few days so i can go ask for a raise in my pay!! =)*

and my sis is out in kl with her friends having a good and fun time there!! aHH i miss gg overseas!! i want tO go TOOO!!! =(!!!

maybe nxt yr...or the yr after...or 2 yr after..or 3 yr after...or 4 yr after.............................

=P
8:10 AM

Openness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 2.3% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is down-to-earth and prefers things to be simple and straightforwards. You might say that it just makes life easier if things don't change unnecessarily, that the arts are of no practical use to you, and that you think tradition is more important than others do.

haha quite true! :)

Conscientiousness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 58% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is random and fun to be around but that you can plan and persist when life requires it. From your responses it appears that depending on the situation, you can make quick decisions or deliberate for longer if necessary.

this is sOO sOOoOo SOsoOOOO sOOOOOOOOOOOO true!!! =P

Extraversion
This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 88.5% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is constantly energetic, exuberant and active. Your answers describe you as someone who aims to be the centre of attention at social occasions, asserts yourself when in groups, and usually says, "Yes!"

hahha i guess..it's kinda true too...but i don't aim to be centre of attention!! it just happen!! HAHHA.

Agreeableness
This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 75.8% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who people get along with easily. Your responses suggest that you would say you are considerate and friendly, and think that other people are generally honest and decent.

yaaa true. but the word is generally. not always. ;)!

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)
This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 16% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is calm and emotionally stable. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who is rarely bothered by things, and when they do get you down the feeling does not persist for very long.

oMGG tRUEE toO!!

Research has found that the Big Five personality traits are significantly related to Jungian Typology (e.g. the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator). This is a popular alternative personality framework regularly used for personal development, in which Types are used rather than Traits. Based on your Big Five trait scores, your estimated Type is shown below (if you have already taken a Jungian Typology test and got a different result, this can be changed from the More Options section).

ESFJ
Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
ESFJs are warmly interested in others. They use their Sensing and Judging characteristics to gather specific, detailed information about others, and turn this information into supportive judgments. They want to like people, and tend to be skilled at bringing out the best in others. They strive to understand other points of view. The ESFJs' strong desire to be liked, and for everything to be pleasant, makes them highly supportive of others. People like to be around ESFJs, because ESFJs have a gift for making people feel good about themselves. All else being equal, ESFJs enjoy being in charge. They see problems clearly and delegate easily, work hard and play with zest.

hahha! okii some personality test i took from facebook. apparently, i feel it is 98% true on what it says about me!!! wHEeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

wHAT DO u all THINK!! *head grows non-stop*

hahha! ahhh went to collect pay finally and tmr working again till thurs.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$!
4:21 AM

LOL okii haven been blogging for long. lol..i am slowly evolving into salesgirl. >..<...

anyway..haha!have been busy working the past few weeks..hahah ok shall announce..i am working in CERISI now! =D for those who do not know, it's a shop selling kids toys, clothes,books,etc.

:)

LOL and last weekend was spent doing a road show for la0 f0 ye (a hair care centre) selling products for 24hours straight in 2 days. the boss was sOO.. >.<..high and full of aura and kept staring at us and watching us from beHind. YUCKKSSS. >.<..it was quite awful, cos we can't sit down and rest/slack..and our legs ache like nobody business. OMY la..even IT fair..it was better as there are more promoters..and can run off rest a while/take long breaks. but this.. just sitting there to eat 15mins feel like you have sinned. =X.

in conclusion, if not for the pay, it was qutie a >.< experience. and OYES!! the main thing, the attire made us look oBiaNG to the MAX. i should post some pictures up!!! AHH and the health exhibition in suntec..there were many youngster around..(though MUCH lesser than old ppl)..and we felt like some old auntie from the 60's in that uniform of ours. PLS DO NOT SAY IT LOOKS ALRIGHT. COS wEARING IT is a tOTALLY DifFERENT FEELING. >.< ..the pants..it's ..it's flowY!!! *Screams*

anyway i am so glad it's over..there might be another roadshow coming up, hopefully i find a better replacement job.

on the bright side, cerisi.

LOL the aunties are all very friendly and nice to mEE!! =DD..heheh and they praised me tOO!!for being a very sensible child =DD..reassuring me that i am iNDEEd mature., which i always feel so, but my friends will not agree,unless they are VvV close..lol.for some reason,it's aLMOST the other extreme end when i am with friends la!! ..>.< since i always potray a "cRazy, naive, gullible" image.

ZZZ. for the last time, i am not okay!!! i am a very deEP person and i do think aLOT.just that sometimes i feel it's very boring to be so serious, sO =PpPPP!! but that doesn't mean i can't think for nuts. and gullible. =Xx. i AM noTTT! in fact, i feEl tt i am a very catious person since my dad is one SUPERR top model for that word..and i kinda take after him in that area. muhhaha. but ya la if u are talking about those lil things like bluffing me when talking..HAHHA that's another story. i am talking about real, adult decisions and issues here. and i got one prove to that claim.

THE ONE PROVE: for those who know what MLM (multi level marketing) is... *hear gasp*..i "cheated" them of one tube of toothpaste..upon my departure. ;)

hahah anyway..yepps, some of the aunties shared their life story with me. and it was touching!! =DD...their young times, and their boyfriends.

loll looking at pregnant ladies coming into the shop with husband choosing baby clothes, kids on baby cot smiling and crying..to older kids who are sOO naughty..made me feel old.. hhaha of course, it's quite enlightening as well since one day i have to walk the phase that they did too.

hmms have been looking sOO sales-girl like nowadays that i feel old when i see young ppl of my age. LOL!!...

and i am teaching tuition now too! pRaise tHE LORD for the job!=D..

haha..kK shall upload photos sOON! :)

finally off 2 days. time to rest. =D
9:32 AM

zzz getting busier and busier as holidays proceed..and the only consolation i have is the increasing $$ i am going to get from working. >.<..

yest met up with yuting(my sec 1 friend) and huiquan(my sec 3 friend), for lunch. DAM* cool...talk about the past and all..and now one of them is stuying in aussie, another one very happening gg places to attend her favourite idols concerts. LOL. and i realise i don't really have happening things happening to me!! hehe except going out with dEARY, work, go church,study. ahhh..i am such a guai girl. =P YEAH and sleePP!!!...haha..

and i have no idea why, but suddenly all the jobs i am working is as a promoter..fixed job selling baby clothes, toys, books. un-fixed job promoting some hair care products. in fact the un-fixed job is a roadshow tmr till sun..13HOURS each day!!! >.
*faintS*

even so, i would like to thank God for giving me such great supervisors in charge of me. LOL the 2 of them in causeway pt is REALLY REALLY nice and warm!! taught me all the things i need to know, SupEr patiently, and also tell me stories of their lives, when they are no customers! did i mention i am now doing cashier duties tOO??=DD..

so their love substituted the pathetic pay i am earning and made me a happier person.=)

but from nxt wk onwards, i may need to go to the semb branch to work!! >.<..and..it seems like the in charge there are stricter. =Xx...

but i know deep inside God will be with me no matter where i go, His grace is sufficient..sO yEEPpPSS!! ... aLL tHe best to me!:)

lastly(before i rush of to work)..if any of u come find me tmr to get a fREE herbal hair treatment, i will earn some commission! ..isn't it cOOL? it's a win-win situation!! X) so ya suntec city level 4.sms me if u are coming! X)

byEEeE!!
10:50 PM

LOL!! the holidays just flew past like that,it's julY alreADY!! =X...

got selected for ogl/gm with man ping for FOD, but SOOOoO SAD, work's starting tomorrow and i won't be able to go down for briefing or on the day itself. =( sorry girl...=(

hmmm oyes my work. it's a shop in causeway point, lol but shall not comment much in case there's a stalker reading my blog now. =P

haha..lol kinda sad about the extreme low pay for the job, but shall continue to pray for opportunitieS! =)..

starting work tmr..jiayou myself! :)
7:32 AM

loll oki so i din't managed to come back to blog yest..

k shall start about wedding..LOL congrats to daryl for finally being marrieD! =DDD..
haha it's really vVV touching and sweet to see both of them in the church wedding and at dinner..saying the marriage vows, and the "i do"..=)..haha! this is the first time i attended a wedding in singapore! (since almost all my relatives in m'sia)...heEE and the food..YuMMms..=)..!

after the wedding, me sh and jill decided to walk around till late and take a night rider bus home..hehe..for the first time, after some arguing..my mum said "if u wan u go lo".. and hanged up the phone. LOL! hahha! COoOOooOOOoL...so yeepps i was fREEE!!! +D ..but with the newfound freedom, we realised we actually had no plans for the night..so just roamed around orchard walking and talking. after sometime, we decide to go home..but failed to find the NR2 busstop.and it took us 1+hours to find the bustop!! ~##@!$#@!! >.< ...luckily we saw this guy who decided to bring us 3 to the bustop..omGG it was unbearable pain i felt on my legS!!...=X did i mentioned i was wearing this high heel shoEEE?and since i dun wear high heels often, one whole day + getting lost is more than what i can bear.

i was almost limping home, when i went over to shi hui's house to stay. =S..after a shower, i felt more refreshed and chatted with sh till 6+am..however the pain did not ceased.. ='''((...

dropped onto the bed immediately after chatting and fell into a dEEEP sleep.. LOL!! sH house is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking clean. LOL. it left a deep impact in my heart and i decided to keep the house clean.

so far, the living room is look better day by day, and my room is cleAN!=DDD!! mUHAHHAHA finally, to the extent i am ready to paint the walls.=)))...but how long it will take to finish painting, or even start is another issue. =P

somemore updates:
-I cUT My HAIR to something like banggssss!! =DDDd lol feel much lighter now. but i look kinda..HAHHA!new look. =Ppp
-I booked my first practical lesson!! =DD aug13.. HEHEHEEE. HAPPY!!!
-still trying to find a job..what's with the job market man? issit me or what!! >.<

wHEEeEEE!! currently vVV excited abt the driving. =PPpP!!!! HAHAA ehhhh i always dream of myself driving on roads without license! and feel sOO thrilleD!! AHHH!! =DDD...

a start! =DD..


sO chio!! =DD..

=))!!!

in the church!...

two into one...=)..

heheh the xing fu look!! :)

=PPp!! oopsS..!! :)
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mi sh jill at wedding dinneR! :)

e drinks all the "brothers" have to help the groom drink...

=)))...

my favourite toy in sh housE!! :D..sO CUTE!!

hehe! guess what's tt!! it's sh's sis hand holding a lil miss muffet toy.. =pP

before gg dinneR! :D

sh and her nail polish! :D

flower petals...

mi and sis!! before i cut hair!! =D

LOL. spotted in bugis street.

e crazy amt of books we gg to give to salvation army...

mi and sh sis! =DD and hIPPOoOO!!

pose 2. HEHE she told sh i very nice!! =DDd *head grows bigger*..

lastly.....

MEEEe and my cut hair!! x)



wHEEeEE!~
7:42 AM

mi...
17+3 yrs old...=D
9th feb 89
God!
rainbow
peace
friends
family
myself..=)

grow spiritually! :)
be a good daughter!
do well in school! :)
earn lots of money!
don't sleep so much!
exercise more!
feminine clothes! =P
a pretti white jacket!
BE HAPPYYYYYYY! =D
may everyone accept each other for who they are. =)
bbone? :P

great links!

taggit!

peeps!

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xian hui
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peiwen
ain
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ezra
meena
sarah (smss!)
darryl
mel
yihan
daniel
daryl(chc)
richalynn
shi hui
yvonne
ji min
selena
shona
john
chun lok
vincent
chengyang
christina
yuting
fUzZY!
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jialin

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