The JoyFoo Life!~

God is good is good is good!:)

Sigh.. I m experiencing the 'can't concentrate properly cos thinking of bf' syndrome again..this happened before when I was in jc and I was quite affected by it,in fact very ..and couldn't set my heart down fully to study. It was tt kind of feeling like you are studying but your mind is not focus so though u sit there for many hrs, most of the time ur mind is wandering somewhere else .. :( hmm wondered before ..y does it always have to happen in the last year/ the most impt period?maybe this is a test for me..to see whether I can overcome this weakness of mine, and not be affected once again by a guy. But...ahhhh it is so difficult..*cries*..not to get affected by my silly emotions. Really wish tt I can do well..but with all the emo-ness and distracting thoughts...it's so tough:(...sigh sometimes i just wish all this will be over soon. June will faster come, and I will see John again and don need to feel sad and still have to force myself to study..dear God..pls help me go through this difficult period..and help me to concentrate in my studies...strengthen my faith God.. to know You are always watching over me..and things will be fine with your grace..I pray all this in Jesus name..Amen. ='()

sometimes when i am in church..and look at those who made THE decision and went forward..i can't help thinking..how 'blessed' i was..that i did tat 4 yrs ago too. i wonder if i didn't, how different everything may just turn out. i remember them saying then,when i went forward,to let God come into your life...and everything will be changed when u trust and depend on Him..lol at that moment,i was wondering how it is possible, and wishing with all my heart that that will happen.(since i am such a worrysome person and i din't like it!~)

although there has been many really down times(and i wonder why such things have to happen to me) and also up times so far..it has always been an assurance to me now, whenever i am worried, scared, have doubts about myself, about future, about anything, that God will be there for me..and He will make sure everything is fine at the end...Hee so it's with this faith that, i can face life challenges more bravely!..

haha and glad to say..so far..God has never failed me at the end, when i put my trust in Him!!...=)..

hehh pray that God will soak me with more faith in Him!!..cos that will make me a more peaceful and less stressed/worry person!=)

but at this moment when i am typing! i am really feeling the stress man! everything is going so fast pace, and i am lagging behind so much! >< sighh! but yepps trust trust!! everything is going to be fine!!...

Proverbs 16:3
Commit your actions to the Lord,
and your plans will succeed.

MORE FAITH MIFUNG!!!!!!!

Omy..today is a day of surprise..actually suppose to study..after audit class..since it is already the fourth day I didn study..but ahh my singtel bill came n indicated that my two year plan is up! In the end decided to go renew contract and waa mummy decided to get an I phone four...actually was thinking of iPhone three gs is already vvv good le!! Cos zero dollar ..but mummy is so on!!..just decide to get..cos three gs no stocks..ahh actually still in shock now..Ono.. I really need to be focus..but for the moment feeling xintong but thankful at the same time...mummy daddy is so nice to me...ahhhh I must jiAyou le..dun disappoint them..and myself..
God please help me be focus in this last year...:')!

hahah and sooo it all started a few weeks ago, when the subject was brought up about running a 10km race..

feeling bored cos no john around and abit 想不开, i decided to do something challenging that can bring some spice into my currently boring life..

sooo yepps!decided to be onz about it although i hardly exercise much(Except the two three weeks i ran abt 2.4km in stadium)...HAHA was thinking about it some nights wondering if i am alright..(am i?) cos i am really not an athletic kind of person..=P..soo yupps paid up and okii..too late to regret anymore..

and so the run was at ecp..and it starts off at 7.45am...so eaRLY on a sunday!!><..thought the first bus to bedok starts at 5.40am..sooo woke up at 5am...but realised actually the first bus was 6.07am!=X stoned at the busstop until finally the bus came..i think this is the first time in my life since dunno when i woke up so early on a sunday..heee so proud of myself since i am such a pig..=p..

lol yupps,reached there...ran with rina..okii fine la! i mean run AND walk..(don't laugh okii!)..waa dunno how those ppl run ALL THE WAY for 10km....hahaha i think i won't be blogging tonight alr if i tried doing that..maybe in the hospial or something...

HAHA anyway the best part of this race, is the finishing point!! where we take photos of our successful completion. SOOO HAPPY!!! :)..

high**

okieee hope tmr won't have cramps...ahhh actually i am already feeling abit feverish now, but shld be fine la after drinking water hmm!..

pics!:)





wheee! i should go do more of such MUST DO things in life like blood donation, and all these challenging stuffs.then can look back next time when old..

=)!

ahhhhh okay i am finally awake already from my happyland..!!..lets pray that it's not too late..

heee..

jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!

haha soo i went to halloweeen party that day...with louis jiali mp jialin and roy. it was fun!! :) though the ghost kept walking around us and trying to stare at us with a scary look..haHA i think it is not a good idea to transmit fear through your eyes when they stare cos they will keep sticking around u and won't leave u!><...

after screaming alot for the whole night,we went back home in roy's car and reached home at 1.20am!><...went to sch the next day, then church, and then to friend's auntie wake + friend's grandfather's wake... (take care friendSS!!!!><)..reached home at close to 1am once again =X!! and sunday was spent happily in school with james..

ahhhhhh..MA is so discouraging!!><..i can't seem to understand leh..lead me back to wonder if i was MA-challenged, just like i was in economics(yr 1). >
sigh!!

我真的不想读书了!!!