The JoyFoo Life!~

haha! back from chalet..lol the past day was..full of alcohol. lolls was playing taidi and slacking ard..eating..and loser havin to drink half a cup of alcohol-content drink..and apparently i lost quite a bit..but not as much as fanella..haha! she was red! :P highhhh..but does alcohol makes u sleepy?

lol actualli i think it's quite fun to drink..haven drunk so far. haha! wanna try! with safe ppl ard of coz..loll still got a bet with someone..i think i can win! ;)

haha anyway we play unitl 5am like that..and watched tv from..1990s..to 1980s..to old jap occupation time..lol dam* funny coz the shows we watch seems to get older and older..

eh if alchol won't spoil ur body..i think i am quite excited to drink. maybe u see an alcoholic me nxt time..muhaha!:)

i wann to test the limitS! but i hear hangover is terrible..so maybe not...ehh! just heard from friend tt he drank whole bottle of vodka and fainted! hahahah!!! =P loll okay maybe i not that pro in driking..onli remb drinking this 40% alcohol, abt one quarter cup, mix with some juice..and just felt extremely hot!

haha..okay enuf abt alcohol..

anyway haf been going out and my friends haf been commenting that i grew taller..or look taller without wearing uniform..ha! =))

cOOL.

loll and i can't believe less than one week haf pass since A's..onli?! hahaa prom is coming! and i dunno wad to wear still..ahh!

lolls today is mad. or shld i say yest..i decided to start reading HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS..and once i was ard the middle of the book..i can't seem to stop reading..so from 10pm i read ..and read..until 3am..4am..5.30am..and my mum decided to go the dong fang billy or something exercise which is held early in the morning..the 3 of us barely slept..and we all went up the car wif parents..mi quite reluctantly since i was at the climax of the storybook..

when we reach there we see hundreds of ppl alr starting on the exercise..so my mum and dad went t join..leaving the 3of us to roam abt..the morning air was extremely fresh..the trees and everything..it was a long time since i smell nature. leading in the front was my bro, and he brought us thr dark lanes..and lol i thought i heard things sometimes. i think i read too much harry potter. maybe i thought i was in the Dark Forest or something..

after roaming abt we saw this beautiful restaurant near KK hospital..lol i used to heard stories abt that hospital.=X we wanted to go in but it was locked..so we twist and turn back to the exercising grd..and went back home..

the moment we reach home, i started reading the book..and finally fell asleep at 8.30am..and i think i couldn't help wondering wat happened to harry, and woke up 1pm to continue reading..

and finally...i finished the book! =) HAHA it's so interesting la!

ahhh jus came back from pri sch outing..and i am close to fainting..went swensens and had a great dinner! =)

shall post pics if i get it..

k tt's all..

think i nid some slp..or i will just faint tmr.while i set of for an impt mission b4 setting off for chalet..

muhahah. lol..zzz..

bb! :)

imsorry.=( confused person dun make gd decision.so shan confuse more ppl...

mmmm..

ahh..shall concentrate on making as much money as possible this long holis. :) so mani things nid money! like tmr's pri sch outing! haha kind of excited. =)

hmm haf u ever got this feeling like if someone is not there with u..something seems to be missing?

=(...

mm okie la..ahh waiting gullibly and hoping seems furtile. if it was meant to be, by now it shld be right.. =(

hmmm shld i say yes this time?maybe...but i nv want to risk spoiling another friendship again..

=X

A's over! lol..hehe okk the mood din't start off quite ok actualli.. before during after paper..

but it's starting to come..so i am up again here blogging! :)

loll got my contacts today! :)

and went to eat a HUGE sushi buffet in fiona's hse..and we all slack watching HIME anime..haha my first time watching anime! quite nice..haha..loll we all ate until so full !!!! loll finished every single thingy of the $50plus set =)

YUMMY..

haha! and i was so exhausted..coz yest slept at 3am coz of..ahem some noises out of my room..and the constant excitement..

haha but i thought i will scream after the paper..but dunno leh..the mood veri not there leh..not onli for mi..i think for whole hall..maybe nid sometime to sink in..coz "dead" for too long alr..

YES!i am going to haf so much life now!! hahaha!!! getting quite exciting to buy prom stuffs! haha history shall not repeat again! ;)

COOL.

PLAYY PLAY PLAY HAVE FUN AND BE A GOOD DAUGHTER!!

whheeee~!=)

ahhh! i think got something missing mi..coz i keep on sneezing the whole day!! loll okie la just the germs. >.<

lol heard from my mum tt my teacher told her i was veri stubborn onee..(issit! i thought i veri quiet oneeE last time!!)..and when i was under the care of my mum's sister..i won't let them sleep and will chase them out of the room and sleep first..before they can do so..haha! that i seem to remb! =P

loll & got once i was veri naughty and go and hide at their neighbour's hse..then they thought i was lost..(>.< so since young i like to hide alr..hmmm)

but realli ma..sometimes..if u just suddenli feel down..and everyone is having fun, wad can u do except to go out and take a walk alone? it will be so weird to alert everyone that u are sad, and to even tell them 1st that u are down would be veri attention gaining!then u also dun wan anyone to see u sad,so dunwan accompany..so just go out alone lor..yaa..lol maybe i realli abit zi bi one leh! (haha but i learnt that just walking away isn a veri gd thing =X oopss..hhehe.) so must..hmm think of something..maybe wrtie a note..or tell my teddy bear to tell them that i taking a walk and not to come searching for mi. coz the teddy bear won't give mi expressions tt may jsut trigger off some tear ducts. haha..

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yeahh tmr is last day.....lol no is 17hours more..:)

one thing i realised, you will never regret studying too hard. many times we are scared that we dun get the results even if we study to our veri max..but..er..something i learnt from someone, even if in the end u didn't do as expected, as long as you do your veri best, u will somehow not regret. it's only when you know you didn't and have the potential, that u will regret. :)

haha. glad i learnt that. =)

no regrets.

ahhhhhhh haf been slacking quite a bit today, coz first got stomachache keep sleeping..and ..dunno..study later, and pia tmr! =))

omg..9pm show is so sad.. =(

it started with this guy and this gal...one day the guy was given the chance to showcase his music cd he made himself to this veri famous person.but he only have 5mins. but just nice, the girl has low blood pressure and fainted..after strugling thoughts, he decided to send her to hospital.. and when the gal scolded him for giving up his dreams, he said "coz without u there is no meaning in my music anymore..." ..and yupps..happi together..married.

after marriage..due to unable to support the wife financially. he become crazy..and started blaming the wife..saying that if not for her..he wouldn't become like tt..and started hitting her..ans slapping her..blah..

OMG after watching that i was so shocked of the twist that..=S

ahhhh! scary leh! why so sad!! i said i won't watch again since that time..b4 chem..then today watching..and dunno why the guy lost his memory and abit retarded now..so sad! but he still look veri cutE!

haha double eyelids rawks. :P

=) i am back to blogging!!

lol decided to not go online for e past 3days..self discipline..haha! so hard lor!! almost died..hehe now i am back to touch the nice looking key bored..i think it misses mi too!! it's feeling esp nice to touch(type) =))

HAAHA i am veri high!!! omgggg hahahh few more days to last paper..

some thoughts..actually a lot of thoughts..mm..but shall tok about wad happened the past few days 1st!

have u ever ponder wad u are afraid of? like maybe mouse..lizards or wad..i finally found out wad i am veri scared of..! on i think friday. coz it aPPEARED in front of mi. =X i was happily studying (actually not veri coz i still did quite badly for the bio prelim paper i tried, "22.5"), and suddenly i heard something crash. turned to my left, and ask zh wad's that..and he said it's in front of mi..so i bent forward the table....and saw this huUUGEEEE dragonfly. =S i always thought dragonfly is veri cute one..those they showed on books..er..ok la fiction books..buT...nOOO!! it was soo...so big! and it was flipped, and trying to get back to the correct side. apparently, it had move too near to the veri hot light bulbs..which is located 2 storey high, and fell down.. omg i was..*WASSS terrified la. really cannot imagine if it dropped on mi.i think i will just scream until the whole macs ppl run over la. sOO scary!!! aHHHHHHHHHH. =S so veri veri scareded,i move over to another side, and ask if it will actualli survive if we go flip it over. (just joking!! hahaha if he went over i think i will..hahah! run away ;) lol so the nxt day someone cleared it away, and i nv want to sit under the lights anymore..and another one came leh! and i just was so shocked when i heard the buzzling. hmmm maybe they wan to accompany to study ah..but..er it's really okay..thanks..:)

lol and i realise i am veri scared of all living things leh!! butterflies, all the things that flies. and move. like i've never dared to wash the turtle in my hse b4 la..later it bite mi!! last time i remb gg some garden then they say so preeti all the small brown butterflies..but..but..okay la maybe if it's colourful then ok lo..=P

mmm..the past few days my bro have been cooking, preparing to cook for himself in u.s..and suddenli i wan to learn cooking! hhaha..maybe coz i see how the food turned out and got confidence. =P maybe shall put the driving thingy on hold..dunno leh but i just wan to cook those preeti preeti things..deserts..er..cake..preferbly-no-nid-to-dig-out-intestine kind. HA.

anyway hmm although hear alot of ppl say regret comin sa..i dunno leh. i dun think i regret. walking the bridge home everyday..all the beautiful memories along the way..=))haha.

felt happi when i walked past the guitar board wi ji 2day.(the juniors renewed it!)

=)) shall go slp and haf a nice dream!

finally, ONE MORE PAPER!!~ =)

=) i am back to blogging!!

lol decided to not go online for e past 3days..self discipline..haha! so hard lor!! almost died..hehe now i am back to touch the nice looking key bored..i think it misses mi too!! it's feeling esp nice to touch(type) =))

HAAHA i am veri high!!! omgggg hahahh few more days to last paper..

some thoughts..actually a lot of thoughts..mm..but shall tok about wad happened the past few days 1st!

have u ever ponder wad u are afraid of? like maybe mouse..lizards or wad..i finally found out wad i am veri scared of..! on i think friday. coz it aPPEARED in front of mi. =X i was happily studying (actually not veri coz i still did quite badly for the bio prelim paper i tried, "22.5"), and suddenly i heard something crash. turned to my left, and ask zh wad's that..and he said it's in front of mi..so i bent forward the table....and saw this huUUGEEEE dragonfly. =S i always thought dragonfly is veri cute one..those they showed on books..er..ok la fiction books..buT...nOOO!! it was soo...so big! and it was flipped, and trying to get back to the correct side. apparently, it had move too near to the veri hot light bulbs..which is located 2 storey high, and fell down.. omg i was..*WASSS terrified la. really cannot imagine if it dropped on mi.i think i will just scream until the whole macs ppl run over la. sOO scary!!! aHHHHHHHHHH. =S so veri veri scareded,i move over to another side, and ask if it will actualli survive if we go flip it over. (just joking!! hahaha if he went over i think i will..hahah! run away ;) lol so the nxt day someone cleared it away, and i nv want to sit under the lights anymore..and another one came leh! and i just was so shocked when i heard the buzzling. hmmm maybe they wan to accompany to study ah..but..er it's really okay..thanks..hhahaa..

lol and i realise i am veri scared of all living things leh!! butterflies, all the things that flies. and move. like i've never dared to wash the turtle in my hse b4 la..later it bite mi!! last time i remb gg some garden then they say so preeti all the small brown butterflies..but..but..okay la maybe if it's colourful then ok lo..=P

mmm..the past few days my bro have been cooking, preparing to cook for himself in u.s..and suddenli i wan to learn cooking! hhaha..maybe coz i see how the food turned out and got confidence. =P maybe shall put the driving thingy on hold..dunno leh but i just wan to cook those preeti preeti things..deserts..er..cake..preferbly-no-nid-to-dig-out-small-intestine kind. HA.

anyway hmm although hear alot of ppl say regret comin sa..i dunno leh. i dun think i regret. walking the bridge home everyday..all the beautiful memories along the way..=))haha.

=)) shall go slp and haf a nice dream!

finally, ONE MORE PAPER!!~ =)




hmm haha it will be the last time i wear the sa uniform..wa..=')

mmm loll heard from sh on sat..that my posts sounds a bit...haha sometimes angry sometimes sad sometimes happi..and she asked mi seriously if i am alright...

lolss realli?? haha i din't realise..

well....what's alright?

=X

HAHA okay shall not start being sad again.

mm.

haha.

...DONT GO AWAY!

just learnt about something. hmmmmmmm i think it's veri unfair leh..

does the friends you make ard you have to be cool so that ur reputation won't somehow drop?

does it matter if they aren't that cool or fantastic?

yes.

coz first impression is veri impt.

it's always this way.

reputation comes before everything..

but isn't that like sOO childish..

i mean you don't associate with some ppl, coz it just makes yourself more vulnerable to attack, or make u unpopular, OR uncool.

practical u may say. but pls that's just selfish.

some ppl may nv noe wad's wrong with them unless u tell them. and not just be so friendly in front of them and at the back..ERRRR---------------- ing them.

tt's like so mean lor. no one is like...perfect Kay.

okay la. enuf. hate mi all u want. :)

hMMM.

have you ever felt like before?

dunno leh..dun want to feel that way but..well.

this is going to take a long time i think..but maybe again..not..

anyway..eating maggie mee now! a memorable day in history i got to note down..coz...it's depavali!

happy depavali ppl!! =)

did i spell wrongly?

i dun care what's going to happen in the end
i dun care what you will do
as the sky fall
there's no need to wonder anymore.

haha lol nice song..:)

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actually this song is composed by a veri bored person in her time..when she is left with bio and chem paper..lol.

hmm suddenli i feel...i dunno..i feel not so scared alr. although i realised i did quite ahem for chem yest when i went thr with my friend =S which made mi quite down for a while..

but..well no one can control ur life..i mean i can score veri bad in the end (or vice versa) but in the end if i follow God..i am confident my life isn't going to end. =)

hee..

loll but of course again...i am not going to slack la!! still going to study hard..but well maybe now with different kind of thinking..as from the past..where i always felt that study IS everything..

hahaa =)

feeling kind of light now..maybe coz i am eating maggie mee..veri yummy! =)

hahah...sTUDY HARD STUDY HARD!!! 14more days! =o)

OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN the 2 crazy intense mad day has fINALLY ended!!!to my veri veri huge relief...

loll...the past 2 days was ...wads the word..hmmm..inhumane. it was totally tiring and tiring..4 papers in a row..after morning paper..going to take a quick bite, then proceeding to lib to study for a while, before taking another paper till 5pm..

and reaching home having to study for the nxt day 2 CORE papers =X

WAAAA i think i nearly died la..saturated like mad..

finally!! phew......! 2 subjects more to go..=))

hahaha...happy happy happy...:):):)

anyway shall blog about the papers..hmm geog..something miraculous happened yest!

as many knows, geog was yesterday. my very favourite subject ;)

and just before the paper..i was in the lib trying to cramp in as much stuffs as possible..and feeling v stressed..lol ji says it was the first time she've ever seen mi being so serious..HAHA!=P

loll yaa so the pt is..yupps i WAS so serious becoz i knew i was dead. though i tried my best to like study for the past few weeks..geog don't seems to register in my brain.especially physical geog..rocks.. weathering processes..i feel like banging my head on them..hmm i guess i am a more human person. HUMAN ;) lol i mean i like things about transport system, global cities that type.

haha yaa and before the paper..this thought just struck mi..like they always says, if you do ur best, God will do the rest..

and i was just thinking and telling Him..how can it be, i alr feel i did my best alr, but i am still so behind.

and indeed i finally understood what it meant when i came out of the hall..

LOLL!!! those things that i studied came out..and those i liked also did!! like tsunamis and earthquake, not forgetting singapore's much looked-upon transport system!=))

haha! it has been such a long time since i felt so happy about an exam..not becoz of wat..but because i am so amazed and overwhelmed by...disbelief. how cOuld tHAT have happened? i mean..meifung passing geog?? it's like the the entry proof can fly! (hahaa okayy weird expression..just trying out =P)

yaa..but really..i knew it wasn't a coincidence. =OO

PRAISE THE LORD MAN! =)

hahaa..yaa so that's for geog..think i can doo okay!heh..oya providing they don't penalise my handwriting..lol =X

hahaa yaa!!! okokkk the rest hmm gp..i dunno if i write okay..but glad it's over..maths..hmm okok i think..chemm...err...okay i guess..bio..eRRR that one is veri......difficult to explain. lol=X

yeaa! 2 mad days over! happi person now :)

hehe..22 nov seems nearer now! =)

(hhaha sry for the veri long post, i am veri excited now and haf nth else to do but blog :P and eat..and watch tv)

one rest day for mi..

lalalaa..i wonder where is everyone..why isn't there people online? mmm.. okie shall go and eaT!! =)

ARGH i seem to forgot everything i studied for chem...ONOOOO.. =((( having headache now. may the stuffs comes back after i bathe..****@! help!

anyway i was quite depressed abt maths after i heard tt i got quite a few wrongs..from a veri nICE person.. then i just well..realise sth. onooo stupid =@!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH panic attack.

suddenly i feel like going to punch more holes on my ears. loll can't think for a word for it. hmmm i wanted to last time..but my mum keep saying must maitain the good girl image. so nxt time can become teacher.

haha..i faced strong resentment when i said i wanted to. like "for wad? it just makes ur ears more holey..will it be nicer?"

lol i dunno..but maybe just...marks something or go and enjoy the pain. hahaha! loll jkkk..hmmm shld i?

eHH i shldn't be thinking about this now! ookokkk...if you add conc nitric acid and con sulpuric acid to bezene, at 55degress, NO2+ will undergo eletrophilic substitution.

mmm thats better :)

aHHHH I CAN't WATCH THE MAGICAL LOVE THING TONIGHT..which my sis kindly reminded mi =(

sOO SAD!!!! have to spend my night with bio or geog or chem.or maths. :S

i dun care i am going to watch so many many of such shows after A's. all day long till my tears dry up. hahha xp

hMM okay goes back* bbbb! :)

lol shall blog abt gp exam. 15mins before the exam, i happily took out my "entry proof" which turns out to be the confirmation slip..omg la.. i was so traumatised i think i sweared. :P and with the help of chunlok and ji calming my nerves, i called mr leong, and went to the general office to get an entry proof..and fly back up..

*phew*

so scary!!!! ahhhhh luckily the sch haf spare man! and they gave it to mi so efficiently, or else i think i won't haf the right state of mind to take the paper..loll...

omg halfway thr the exam, i heard a veri "soothing" music..that took my attention off my paper for a while. it's a handphone la!! lol. even in exam..mm.

anyway one paper down..and i think i am going to die on geog paper. literary. like fall onto the paper or something. i really no idea how to finish 14 chaps in 3days. not counting physical geog.great..just going there and..HMMMM pray hard. and try to cramp in as much as possible this few days.

okie maths tmr..God bless mi! :)