The JoyFoo Life!~

=(!! i dun lyke bro!! >.< huMPHH quarrelled with him on fri so badly..and he....he... ='(

!@#@$#^t#$%!

it's so unfair..if only we were richer people. =( hmm wads the diff between having 4 kids and 2 kids? mmm.. anyway he is mad lo..crazy person..violent stupid idiot. i am so not going to talk to him till nxt year august when he go uni. =( really.

i felt kind of mentally shaken la, was in below zero mood..and felt like a tap.hope i am alright now. haix.

din go church yest..and mum woke mi up and asked mi to go help out..ok la woke up feeling dam upset but went there and met mani kinds of ppl and..lol most impt..2 kidS! :) lol they made my day..~

small kids are so cute!! haha they are so small..and haf such cute features..and and energy,and are so playful! =P like teddy bearS! =P

had a talk with the 9yr old bro..and haha the things he told mi are..=)

took a pic with the sis! :)










hmmm..

wiShiNg uPon mY raInBow!~

p.s: anyway i am not a veri phone person! soo haha sorrie tt i always dun seem to pick up phone cAlls. :P more of online or face person! :)

picS!

wild wild wet! =)

=)

sh and mi and my jacket! :)

yeA! :) i am a spoilt brat alright! =P HEHE. yayy most prob can go hk wif friends le. :) lallas. finally pestered mum =) may she dun change her mind..! wHeeEEE now the thing is must take care of myself therE! =)

loll spent christmas eve watching deathnote..haha like what the..am i sadist or pathetic? watched till like 3am in the morning when my cute sis and bro decided to play taidi..loll tt game..haha i played so much in chalet tt zzZ..so i refuse to play with them and just staring at my white wall while they play..thinking abt stuffs..

mmm..sometimes whatever you do it just don't seem good enuf yea? tried ur best but it might not even be valued or counted in another's eyes.just there.but not good enuf.haha friends..but y so much comments on each other? don't i listened enuf? okay maybe not. lol ok i am confusing u all.pls exclude on commenting on this section of post.

anyway..went service today morning with lynnette sh and nic,before going for lunch pool and dinner with all those present. haha fun.

just received sms from friend that my boss praised mi!! haha for being a great help to him and he is v happy. :) yea i am happi too!thank God for everything mans. :)

eh..i dunno whether i shld go..i dun wan to make the wrong decision again. >.<

k found it! x) heRE are the photos! uploaded in friendster coz faster. enjoy~!:)

http://www.friendster.com/photos/4697868/1/502153137#pic=1439955183

for more updates on chalet..visit www.e190.blogspot.com!to be updated by wenfu!=)

christmas service is fun!! =) wheeeeeeeeeee candles and lights..makes the whole hall of 8000+ ppl looks extremely..hmm magical..:)

went to eat with cg after tt..and kana was suanned along the way there..omg i think it was tat that i dreamt of my A's result yest night..and pig one too! it was veri real leh..hmmm i hope it isn't..later jus like chinese when i dreamt of a C and got one.

i got...BBCD"brain blocked it out coz it was too bad" and lalalas got "BBCBB"

:S! ahhh!

okkk at least wasn't all Us. lol.:P

and my skin is peeling off now..onooo face going to be ruin..hahaa..

aND i fINALLY GOT A NEw jACkET!!! =)it's my first time choosing and buying a non-sch base jacket..thanks jialing for the addition of some money and cg watiting for mi to slowly choose! hehe. yeAH!! it's white colour with a hood.. :)

shall upload pics when i find the wire.. =)

wheee!back from chalet!though not really back..lols..=P chalet is fuNNNNN! =)lots of stuffs happen, many emo moments,probs shared..misundestanding solved..adult talk..games..poka cards..wild wild wet..and watched national treasure 2! =) nicEE!! haha accounting for the late time blogging now..

lots of pics taken..really had fun this time..though there are some really sad times too. hmm. but i think it was kinda "real"..things were more real..dun haf to always seem happy anymore. though most of time still is quite la..haha.. during the wild wild wet i was thrown into the water and capsised so many times + eat a lot of foam that i felt that the sun and dry land is sOO nice! lols love the sun..so was sleeping most of the time on the benches..got some tan! :) but nt as much as those who were out there playing la..lol

tmr xmas service..excited :)

hmm going chalet tmr..feeling abit..dunno leh coz stupid pig dun wan to go..and oso so mani things to plan for..ahh.

anyway i will be gone till friday! and will haf to go back to work at night. haha..see ya ppl!~

btw, if anyone is interested, we are having a DARE FACTOR '07 on 20th dec,9.30am thurs!Games planned by us will be carried out..and MUHAHA it will be fun i promise! :) just give mi a call when u reach costa sands and get urself drunk in the fun~ =)

tata~!

finally started calling ppl hse today..what can i say? hmm..err some of them really sound like they are going to burst anytime if they are on phone for another second..haha.

after working a while..i felt veri sadistic..and telling my new friend beside mi abt the job getting kind of interesting coz can see ppl's reaction..and looking at my phone saying "come on..scOLD mi LAAA.." and she started luffing..=P

some of them actually asked mi to get lost and shut up..

lol work. maybe getting scolded is making mi feel abit..sigh.

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mmm haf been watching fullhse for a feel nights..feel slightly disorientated and lost now..haix jobs..Err..=S will update abt tat again..sryyyyyyyyyyyyyy mooonnn =(..

went out with my older bro today..wOW i think the last time i go out alone with him was..12? ehh serious..LOLL so was a bit..hahhaa..feel like 2 mountains met today..

at first it was abit quiet la..i wasn't really expecting to mix or talk..and i was in my own world..and reading my basic theory book on mrt..which is highly interesting coz there are so many funny signs..haha =P but after sometime, we started to talk..and haha he got the intellectual humour la..like those cute tootness..and talked to me about working life..haixx...money..those ppl with many or excess of it won't understand..

but okay lA! think it is good training for mi..]

anyway ya we talked! hahas. hmmm though i've always suspect sometimes one of his agenda is to bring mi down in everyway, just like...lol i think he's actually for my own gd la. omg hope he'll nv read my blog man..or else he will just think i am talking nonsense, with the way i talk to him. ;)

haha.hmm will be quite free these few days..oya tmr getting pay!

hais.
愿意守护一个人，是喜欢上他了吗？

okie it mus be the show..

...

ahhh can't find the chinese version..=(

그럴리 없다고 아닐꺼라고 믿었죠
It wasn't possible, so I believed it wasn't true
내가 그댈 사랑한단 이 말도 안되죠
Me loving you, these words don't even make sense
괜한 질투일꺼라고 내가 외로운가보다고
I'm probably just jealous, I guess I'm getting lonely
자신을 속여봤지만 이제 더는 난 감출 수가 없는걸요
I hid my feelings before but I just can't do it anymore
우린 안어울린다고 친구 그게 딱 좋다고
Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends
하나부터 열개 도대체 뭐 한개라도 맞는게 없는데
From one to ten, we never agree on anything
How can we have a relationship?
어떻게 사귈 수있냐고 말도 안돼는 얘기라고
People say we won't be able to do it
말하며 둘러 댔지만 이제더는 난 그러기가 싫은걸요
I've been surrounded by those words and I don't want to be anymore.

난 몰랐죠 그대라는걸 Woo 왜 못봤죠 바로 앞인데
I didn't realize how I felt about you,Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me
그동안 이렇게 바로 내곁에 있었는데 왜 이제서야 사랑이 보이는건지That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?


I think I love you 그런가봐요
I think I love you that's how it seems
Cause I miss you 그대만 없으면
Cause I miss you when you're not around
난 아무 것도 못하고 자꾸 생각나고 이런걸 보면 아무래도
I can't do anything except think about you
If I look at how things are I know
I'm falling for you 난 몰랐지만
I'm falling for you, I didn't realize it but
Now I need you 어느샌가 내 맘
Now I need you, somehow deep in my heart it grew.......

lolll watching fullhse now..it's 2.30am in the morning..AHHH so nice! lolss mm tmr going mum's shop to help out..think one of the last times b4 going to be busssy beee..AHH looking forward but a bit miss TA. :P HAHA. lol jkk...

lalalas.

yeAA i got the job!! :) heheh. apparently i look veri guai and responsible..=) i hope i am! starting work real soon, in a few days time..ahh won't be so free after tt le..nid to take leave for chalet..so oopss la!~

i really hope u will be happy... if i can't gif u tt.. =/

BRRR weather is cold nowadays! went with fan and ji to sign up for driving course..lol it was such a crazy journey..the rain was SO veri big and started splashing on us..upon reaching the driving centre..we were all soaked..wet and cold..esp fan!! luckily i wore black! mmm..yupps so test is on march..seem so far away..haha..contrast to popular beliefs tt i am like going to like knock down all the cars or sth..i shan't ok!! =D try la. hee.one car actually drove so fast past a huge puddle of water, tt it splashed onto the 3of us..=S

anyway was talking with boss abt salary today..and he actually asked what i think if he give mi this amt of $$ a day..which after paraphrasing..it actually means if i am okay with him giving mi a higher pay. LOL of COZ I AM OKAY! =)) *smiles* tks!lol motivated.

hehe. went for job interview, not actually interview la..heard if i am guai guai the aunties will like mi..i hope they do! >.< wonder how it will turn out..

and yest while lying on the bed thinking abt life ;), realise how much things haf change over the past few yrs..not ashamed though, to say i was a superstitious freak last time..haha..it was quite bad actually..everything from..cannot open umbrella under sheltered places or there might be "ppl" standing beside u..to eating grapes..haha! which is quite stupid..here it goes, if i eat 3 grapes, i haf to eat 2 the nxt. coz eat one more equals to....equals to....4!!!! AHHH =S

HAHAA.. okayy yaa glad i am more mentally alright now.

mmm.

...

am i? =P

yeA!! gonna get my 1st pay tmr..weekly pay, so it isn't gg to be veri much..but quite exciteD! i think it will aid in a new specs or something..coz i bet my degree went up dunno how much after looking at comp for so long..

mmm going for job interview tmr..wonder how it will be..and signing up for driving! HAHA beware..u are going to see mi on the roads soon ;)

lol okii i am starting to get a little bored..little! lols. and i haven even start for a week..okay i find it extremely distracted when i am doing the researching at home..on internet,having to look at small prints on classified, at the same time going on msn, chatting and going friendster..and losing track on where i am..hahas.

so okay i shall not go msn so often alr..maybe jus appear offline or sth, so can concentrate properly..

haha tATA~! :)

after so long of wondering how prom will turn out and preparing for it..prom finally came!! :)

loll it was a veri memorable day..coz in the afternoon like 3pm i was still wandering about finding some shop for make up..

wow..and told myself,this is going to be the last and must enjoy it totally man! haha soo much stuffs to prepare..so much money spent..

first went to the make-up shop in tangs..and did make up. WOW i never knew there was so much art to make-up. layers after layers..and poking my eyelids, and eyeballs feeling slightly defensive, it keeps blinking. resulting in a bit of smurdging and haf to touch up again..marscara..blah so many thingS! so spent ard 1h there..and i think the person like mi! :) she keep saying my eyes veri shining..and she gave mi her favourite colour of eyeshadows! =) hahah or maybe she making mi happi la..loll anyway she asked if i am interested in learning make up..and i gave her my contacts and she says she will find mi when there is a course. cOOL! i am going to learn make up!! =)

then rushed down to the hairstylist, and waA they straightened and made some creative patterns on my hair! haha!dam cool!*

pig came suprisingly and we went to prom!:)

wow in there, had a lot of fun! taking many many pics with many many people..haha!

i think my big hair shock many ppl! hahah =P

anyway i was veri sad that in the end i didn't wear the big pretti necklace i borrowed..shld haf la!!! AHH. coz the hairstylist said it didn't match with the earrings, and i shldn wear it. soO like in a totally so eX place, i didn't think twice and lost my judgemental skills, and obeyed her instructions..but..i think the necklace will looks niceR~! hmm.so will post alot of mi in that necklace..to make up for the lost chance*Sniffs*..

haha lol okki here are the picS! =)


3rd choice of prom wear. (i got 4 legs! :) )


2nd choice of prom wear. (i realli realli like the scarf! coz it's veri..hmm winter-like and my style~! wanted to buy, but the material of the top part abit casual..so..mmm..)lol thanks a million to sis and mum for travelling with mi <3 =))


yeah!mi kel ji! =)


class guys and us!


half of s21! :)


mi and peiwen! X)


mi shirley ji! smss polka dots frens ;)\


miss ye with class!! hehe! bIooOO rawks! :P


miss ye and class bois! :)


heh! look wad i am drinking! =P


mi! =)


mum and mi! =) AHHHH the necklace that i din wear....:(!!


siss and mi!! :)


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haha lol sry too mani mi's. still got mani photos i think i'll put on friendster soon..yupps tt'ss all! =)

oya! started work today..working at propnex..some property thingy..lol i never imagined one day having to flip through classified of straits times..hmm shall conc on work! :)

loll haven been coming to blog the past few days..coz veri busi..with camps and prom!

on tues..went to church camp..and it was veri fun!! although there was only gina and mi..when we started out..we soon made lots of friends which are veri friendly! played games, attended how to handle emotional probs..while the guys go for their manhood session! omg dunno what they doing in there..coz the girls and boys actually in one big classroom, separated by a thin sheet of stuffs..so louD! they aLL verii rAARAA inside, while we girls were sitting in our side of the room eating chocolates, and listening to our VERI entertaining talk. FUN~!:)

learnt,
1.to take care of what i hear(e.g, if emo don't listen to emo music..lol..oops!XP and if in doubt,clarify!)
2.to take care of what i see
3.to take care of what i say(saying what u mean)
4.to take care of what i feel

she also says emo ppl are oso always confused abt what they want, and often don make gd decision! ehhh oki mus steer away from that emo term. nOT EMO! :)

made a flag with grp with handprints and took a pic!



grp6-X factor! :) (okayy i looked retarded here.HAHA)

but due to prom nxt day, i left at night..loll and fell asleep immediately when i reach home..

yeah! i finally bought my dress le! :) after searching high and low, trying on and off, and finding it looking either too long..too mature..(With black roses in front..)..too revealing..etc..i went into this shop..

and this veri persuasive auntie brought mi to a section of the shop..and showed mi the dress..however the condition was tt i was not suppose to try on the dress..

sOO pulling out my hair and have to be decisive, which is quite diff since i tend to see both sides of stuffs ;), i finally decided on the white dress. and i chose tt as it looks nice with the feather like necklace it comes with! :)

haha! yeAA! soo i got the dress le! it's abit transparent though! :S! and i think i won't weat the feather-like thingy after all..coz a bit..lolls veri cowboy-look. :P

and when i reach home! my sis accidentally stumbled upon this packet of 3crabs. which my mum wans to kill and cook for us the nxt day. my veri excited older bro..decided to take out the packet..and help the crabs breathe..by pumping air into the plastic..somehow veri near to my face..=X which causes some hahha..commotion until my mum woke up. err it was abt 1am..

after he finish playing with the crab and he finish scaring mi and letting it breathe O.o ..my mum woke up in shock to found that there are onli 2 crabs left in the bag!!

lol! one crab crawled away!!!so we went ard the hse searching for the missing to-be-killed-nxt-day crab. aND after noticing some sound coming from my bro's bedroom, we found it under his bed..haha!! it has many legS!!! and it walk like some robot..=P

hahas.

eRR yaa..so exciting. my mum was standing at the door watching 4 of us, with a look kinda resembles calmness b4 a storm..
haha! she was quite pissed with my bro..:P

lol my mum is going to cook the crabs now.

*yums*

loll haf been going orchard the past few days..tmr is the last i hope..finally saw something that is quite..i dunno hopefully nice looking :) eh i think after these few days..mi.. a direction challenged person can finally remember how to go certain places in orchard alr! :)YEAH!

i wish one day i can go all ard singapore and remember the directions. :) luckily i am not a guy..hahha..

anyway i think i got to work to pay off my prom debts i own my parents..er depending on which stuffs i get..think might haf a possibility of accumulating to $300. with discount from them maybe as present for surviving A's, lesser i hope.

loll and i found a job! told the person onli can start on thurs, and he agreed, i think is telemarkerter. sounds veri cool, and the best is i can just talk and the person on receiving end won't see mi. sOO cooL! but think that's a temp job..maybe i take up the ntuc offer as full job..dunno..

haha! but lol stepping into working life, i think it's going to be tough..no more ppl protecting you from any blur syndrome alr! =P loll okok alert alert :)

& i can't beleive i am actually worrying for prom! lolls sOO unfair guy just nid to buy a shirt and gel or spray some colour on hair..!!

AHHHH.

and i suddenly thought of something yest..lol if i get into uni, i haf to work and study!! =(! ehhh all those tv shows i watch last time..abt students working to pay the sch fees..it's going to be my turn! WAAAAAA. i am really growing more mature..just thinking abt life..hmmm ;)