The JoyFoo Life!~

haha soo i went to halloweeen party that day...with louis jiali mp jialin and roy. it was fun!! :) though the ghost kept walking around us and trying to stare at us with a scary look..haHA i think it is not a good idea to transmit fear through your eyes when they stare cos they will keep sticking around u and won't leave u!><...

after screaming alot for the whole night,we went back home in roy's car and reached home at 1.20am!><...went to sch the next day, then church, and then to friend's auntie wake + friend's grandfather's wake... (take care friendSS!!!!><)..reached home at close to 1am once again =X!! and sunday was spent happily in school with james..

ahhhhhh..MA is so discouraging!!><..i can't seem to understand leh..lead me back to wonder if i was MA-challenged, just like i was in economics(yr 1). >
sigh!!

我真的不想读书了!!!

something great happened yest, some money came in from work(which i din't thought will come)..so my bank acct increased!..

but seeing $3k plus drop to near nil again cos of sch fees..><..

the feeling sux..

God, please watch over your child here..=(

hmmm..another week ahead..oki something i must keep on remembering...trials and difficulties exsits because:

1.God knows what's the best way (to cook and barbecue) us to grow, and He allowed it. He knows what He is doing!!
2.It is a preparation for us, not the final hit-rock-bottom destination.

oki!! so i must have more trust in God..haha sometimes it's really easy to go pessimistic and forgot the good things He has done for us.. when difficulties come along the way..but i pray with all my heart God will bring me through this!and i know He will..cos He has never failed me..=')..

*Dear God, please guide me through this year..though i may not understand many things, and it hurts badly at times.. i know it is all for my own good at the end of the day..pray that you will be with me, everyday of my life, and pick me up whenever i fall..Amen.*

how...

I got my study guides today!!!:)

oki have been quite a guai girl and doing work and exercising..and trying my best not to think of john..>< still waiting for my study guides to arrive..i think i am so pathetic..i am actually looking forward to study guides to come!!so that i have more things to do and fill up my time.

HAHA.haisss..omyyy.someone just kill me.

as the title indicates, i used to be a happy-go-lucky girl, who goes through life without a thought about her own future, and love to go to school and tell her friends how much i haven't been studying, and feeling that it was super cool being sooo relax and not working hard. lol. the best thing i like to do is to totally not be reading notes before an exam. (and stand around looking at nice scenery and trees).. i really din't know what is so cool about not studying, but it just feels cool to me that i was having alot fun and life, and slacking around...

sounds familiar?

HAHA maybe this sounds like YOU!

all the way from pri 3 onwards(where my group of friends and i started copying science homework, each of us doing one page of MCQs and exchanging answers), there was no sign of direction in my life..i was a "last minute" kind of person, chionging through major exams only at the last few months when the whole world seems to crash. i mean, O levels mid yr-33pts, A levels prelims 20ranks points/90pts..WTH?!! it was soo bad, that my older brother told me firmly one day,that with my all-day-like-fun attitude, i am going to get third class honours in uni, and then psycho myself that it is fine, at the end of the day. LOL.

hahaha if you are the same kind of person as me, WAKE UPP!!!after getting numerous rejections from local unis/financial institutions, and realising that i have been playing for 9yrs of my life away..and having lots of fun..but without much permanant achievements, it's time to move on to another level..the even cooler place..THE MUGGER SOCIETY. that's life right? we shld try out different things in our life!:)so when we look back in our old age, we can say we have tasted both fun and drilling hard work.

for those who have yet to wake up, maybe it's time to?..actually everyone knows the advantages of getting good results,but how many is willing to put in the hardwork for it?

1.parents happy.
2.good job in future.(not definite but at least better chances?)
3.good end to your uni life. (can throw your graduation hat happier)
4.HAPPINESS and HIGH-ness.

the question now is..why haven't you wake up? this might be the last chance you have, to put in your very very best to show all the people around you, that you are more than a "private school student"..but someone who can do it well, like you say you could..instead of somebody who always say "actually if put in the effort i also can do it"...while never actually been able to test/prove just how much you can do it when you put in your very, very best... why not NOW?

lastly, the cert. the cert is a very scary tool, not only it tells future employers what kind of person you are at first look, (unless well, u are chairman of a club and had many good cca records or valid reasons la).. it also allows you to describe personality traits of yourself without opposition!..example,"i am a person who is responsible/ always put in my best in everything i do/ hardworking/ dillgent worker, etc..." all this can't be said cos there is no evidence to support from looking at the cert. HOW CAN THEY SEE WHEN ALL YOU GET ARE LESS THAN AVERAGE GRADES AND SCHOOL IS SUPPOSE TO BE A STUDENT's RESPONSIBILITY?

like many people i know, we are in the last lap of the race..some of us have 4 subjects..some have 5..some have 6..but all of us have the same goal. which is to do well in school! and know that all things are possible when we believe. (in Him) and how do you get the lazy bones off?

for me this is what i do!

1.PRAY for strength(to not fall asleep so easily and have more determination) and have faith!(don be scared of studying too much and not getting the results you want. know that if you don't study, u have even lesser chance to achieve desired results.)TRUST AND DEPEND ON GOD FOR ALL THINGS~! (He always never fails.:)

2.GET ALL the distractions away. if it is the comp, the bed, or the tv...get as far away from them as possible, unless you have self discipline. (i know you don't have. =P..haha!!okay cos i don't too when i am near them..lol)..

3.Be consistent in schoolwork!at least self study 6h/subject/lecture:)

4.Know that you won't regret.. studying too much.

HHEHEE. ok i shall also go into the mountain to study from next monday.should be blogging much lesser than now..crossing fingers to be able to achieve that.hahha.

byebyeee lazy bonesS!!and jiayou everyone!!PRIORITIZE.:)....

p.s: i am still happy-go-lucky and nice don't worry!=o)

hehe oki i am inspired to write this entry when i was in lecture and talking about my exercising plan...

hmmm after many meals of fast food weekly, plus an unhealthy habit of not drinking water daily, plus not liking to move any muscle (e.g maybe do sit ups..or climb up stairs like my sis does)..i am finally enlightened by the importance of health.

heh only when i was in jc..that i have had constant exercise..(although not v constant cos sometimes i skipped a few rounds of running when the teacher is not looking =P)...and that was like...2-3yrs alr!!..><..

haha..actually the main reason i was further-inspired was when i watched an interview with ou xuan(this channel 8 artiste)..she said that when she was free she will run 10rounds daily!...either that or 6 when not free..

and she is soo fit and pretty and healthy~..!ahhh... i think hehee real pretty-ness is when ur cheeks glow without any makeup..and you look fit+thin! =D..

due to maybe my mum's genes of high metabolism rate..i have managed not to grown too out of shape..and many ppl have the mistaken idea that i am thin!!..hehe there was once even asked if i was a netball player last time..

BUT.. =PPp i know tt if without the genes..it would have been disastrous!cos i eat like nobody business..><..

SO, the point is..i have decided to do one form of exercise once weekly!:)

in order not to 'NO ACTION TALK ONLY', i did my FIRST day of exercise today.

ran 5rounds around the track!!!... =DDD...

ahh .....................hmm okay la...half run half walk. ><..hee (don't laugh oki!!..i will try to do better nxt time!..and not stop..=o)~ )

heh after the 2nd round, i look so pale my sis was like staring at my lips. but after a few minutes of resting, the colour came back and i was super flushed! :))))))))

I LIKEEEEEE!!!...feel so happy though exhausted!

=D i think i will eat normally..(maybe control just aBIT)..but yes, just do exercise weekly!!

YAYY !!

wonders if i will have muscle aches tmr*><...anyway mp told me today pig= pretty intelligent girl. AHHH i want to be a h-pig!healthy pretty intellgent girl!:)HAHAHA.

okayy..after a few days of seeing my blog being overlapped by words and wondering what is wrong...feeling >< cos i can't even blog and this is a blog i had for so many years..i finally noticed why when i watched a video today.

apparently something with a limit on the post in first page, or something..but yepps i have saved it by setting a limit of post on first page~3post a page!! so that's what u will see in my blog, when u come..just 3 post instead of a whole month's...

=)happy again and back to blog..*

anyway what i have been doing so far..watching the korean dram "personal taste".. it is really a very sweet show and lee min ho is CUUTE!! >< and most importantly as a guy, in that show...was his attentiveness to the girl's feeling..on top of his awesome looks. :P.. waaaa..makes me wanna melt la..hehe!and think of john!!(AWWWW misses*)..

hehee wonders if guys will continue to be sweet even after years of being together.. :P..*hint* i mean..he was so caring!!!and...always theree for gf whenever she gets into trouble..=)))!

lol now i know why a friend ask me not to get too addicted to drams..cos..HEHE it makes u go into fantasyland..and suddenly u may start comparing and lolls. hhaaha NOT that i am la..i am definitely thinking about my studies when watching the show. RIGHT.

=P

shed so much tears for the show!!:P!!maybe it is because of pms? hahah...

esp liked a part of the show, it's about this girl who has suffered cos the mom passed away at a young age of 5..then alot of bad things happened to her!but she is an optimistic girl, who is brave..and wouldn't let negative feelings get into her for too long..it's just part of her nature to be like that.. even when her bf was taken away by her best friend of 10yrs (cos the best friend was jealous she always looking so happy), she was cheated lots of money away by another of her good friend, she failed at an interview, LOL after a while of crying, she is back on her feet again and smiling.hehe!! then when she finally met this guy..who wants to take care of her forever and love her so much..AWWWWW. =o)!!!...

hehee finds a bit of similarity in her..but not to say i silly silly one la!! =PP..hehh i want to be a brave girl too!! ...wOAAA..

heh.okieokie enough of nonsense..i will have to start my engine soon(have been talking abt tt for ages, but is the engine even there?hah..)

ehh but everytime i open my books in my house on my bed, i will fall asleep!! ZZZ. okii time to stay in library and not go home so often.

aHHH!!....oh no feel that i have been going out too much!!...so far since school started, have went to ecp..bishan lib yest..(which we dilly dally to koi and everywhere before finally settling down and study a lil)..then went to have dinner with cousin followed by watching movie at late night and reaching home close to 1am. ><..then tonight going to meet jas for dinner and tomorrow there is a friend's bbq party after class!!...not only that..i also rested and have alot of time at home online-ing and tv!!...

lol.. OMy what a great start to my year 3...awwww i think i am going to the dark side..and starting to taste abit of fun that i had missed out last time..><..it's abit new and addictive leh!oopss...

*tries crawling back*

=P..

issit because you have went away or issit because school just started, or issit all because i haven turned slacker?

hmmm okayy...hahaa shall start being good girl from next weekk!:)...

WHEEe.what a good plan.=oP

but..DEAR I MISS YOUU...=(!!....sigh!...wants to do silly things with you all around singapore again.. ><..will there be a day in future that i stop missing ya?and when that time comes, will it be a good thing? ='(

*heave a big sigh and tries to be optimistic still* =]