The JoyFoo Life!~

just reach home from viVo! WAA my leg gone case alr..standing at the moust pit for 5 hours..5 HOURS sTrAiGht!!without even..even relieving!~ahhh..and it kept drizzling and stopping again and again! at least there's water to drink la..coz they didn't allow us to bring water bottles in..ok hmm actually not so bad, noe of ppl who spent 8hours queuing and going in..lol what is happening to this country man..haha..met 2 new friends in the process! btw, we got 2 stars chop, which is suppose to meant that we get a good view..but..but..would u prefer standing in front for 5hours or sitting a bit backwards (the stairs are sloped so u can get the whole view anyway)??ahhh my poor leggy legs.

haha first time going to countdown..shout until no sound alr..and i nv eat dinner!! faints*..saw junjie and a lot a lot of sTaRS! was squeezing in and in until we were at 2nd row from the very front..imagine! the stage was SO near to us!! haha..then the camera past and everyone started waving..then one crazy person ask me for number! HAHA so funny he say his friend in front of mi ask one..like real la! the friend nv even looked behind..and i told him that..and finally got to say that i got no handphone..while he commented was alright since he got friendster email everything. hmmm. haha but in the end he stopped.. coz my powerful arrogent attitude scare him off..actually no la! is coz i very sHY thats why i keep treating him invisible! haha but who cares! it worked! ;) overall it's an interesting end to 2006..may 2007 be an even better year for everyone!~ =)


the 2 stars chop! =)

oyes! went last day of cell grp today..very fun!! got gift exchange and bonding sessions after that..hehe and i got the "most transformed award"!! =)) hahhaa..=) thanks ppl! i will continue to work hard and grow spiritually in my relationship with God!=)

time to sleep and no more monkeying ard nxt yr =o) ZZZ..

i think my sleeping time is screwed. first i sleep 15hours a day for a few days..sleeping at 4am and waking up at 3pm..then eating and sleeping again from 6pm to 8pm..after having that routine for a few days..i decided to quit that..and be a more hardworking person. so yesterday i decided to turn back my biological clock..by clearing up my room..and didn slept for the whole afternoon after i woke up.. but my plan backfired and i can't sleep at night too..i mean in the morning..now is 2.30am...and again i can't sleep..hmm who knows? this might not be me blogging but my spirit..and tomorrow i shall wake up thinking i blogged but in acutally fact i didn't but did too coz my spirit is me. ok shi* i am not making sense. 3more days.

i think my house can get the "cleanest" house award..seriously. like my older bro once said, if anybody in our hse were to lose their memory..once they walk back into our room/hse..all the memories will come back..coz it contains so many many things we don't bear to throw it away..imagine from dunno how many years ago.. haha.

so, yesterday, we decided to throw all the extra stuffs+dust+insects away..=P and after a long day..more empty tiles are finally exposed.

going back to clean the rest of the room..and my father says he allows us to paint out room!=) hahha..maybe i will paint the wall on top black with shiny stars..plus maybe a rainbow!hehe lols my art is...good ok. =)

P.S: i feel like such a good girl! =o)

first time celebrating christmas in church! haha! it was fun! brought my sis and bro along with natasha and yijun..thanks for coming ppl! =) started out with singing of worship-cum-xmas songs..and then the drama! LOL. was very funny laugh until tears come out..so meaningful yet hilarious at the same time..haha..went carnival after that..not as many fun rides as i thought..and i actually thought the bumper car roof was a roller-coaster ride thing and got sooO excited! mus haf look so dumb..jumping and pointing at...a roof.=S but got this particularly one game which spins round and round..which looks more interesting than the rest..everyone was so excited about riding it...but somehow it really look ready to kill mi..i was so firm that i was not going up until kel came and say something abt "faith is......." SO, yes i decided to go up.

aNd it wasn't as bad as i thought! the air pressure was super high la! all of us were standing up while the machine spins round and round and up and up..and we were all stuck to the "seats" due to the pressure.. haha i started screaming and screaming although it wasn so scary..haha..but it was really AN experience man..i managed to survive!=)

oyes..somehow my metal-chain belt got left inside the machine and after one ride which the belt surprising didn kill anyone inside, i manage to get it back..haha..but one end of it got snipped off..ahhh the 2nd time i wear a belt..and it spoilt again!! maybe i offended some belt king in my past life..and he decided that all belts i wear shall spoil. =P

haha had a fun day today..*smiles*

BUT looking at my tagboard and seeing no reassurance and knowing the fact that everyone has done some work...hmm..aiya dun care la.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! =)

现在也只能欣赏
唯一的合照一张
淡忘了的是那个街角
想念的是当时的微笑
生活中交错失望
越想念就越孤单
若再被寂寞迎头赶上
多感伤原来只是正常
你是不是也在品尝
一个人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察觉到
多出时间看天色的变换
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间

after missing guitar practices 8times..i went today..with a little fear of meeting mr wan..a little since i had been doing nothing but trying to catch up for 2days..and of course along with my professional slacking skills. after arriving for about 15mins, and there still wasn't a sign of him..zhehui received a call, saying that he will only come back in january. HAHAHA. my heart did some gymnastic and oh boy,i was SoOO glad.

hmmm..the holidays are passing so fast! it's dec already! haha..i think i am the laziest person on earth..ok not so exaggerating..in singapore..argh i haven touch a single homework and i feel like i am going to die soon. organic chem test on first wk, integration on the 2nd. even the most slackest ppl i noe has at least done abit..those who haven done anything too pls tag me and give me some hope in life. thanks. :)

I AM BACKKKK!!! haha i think everyone in penang have grown up..all become so mature and serious.. unlike us!! hahaa..okie we also grow up le la..only abit more crazy and hyper..

life in penang is so simple..the people also very guai and everything is so orgasnised and peaceful..

oyes i went pesta!(another version of escape but better) took a few fanstastic rides..dunno where the guts came from..went to sit TOPGUN with my sis and cousin,a 360 degree left right many times thingy...i really can feel my heart jumping out la!!it goes up..then down..the higher up...down...then 180degree up.. down...and 180degree..stop..and the other way down!! Ahhhh...got lifted right off my seat and can feel all the food inside rolling about..my cousin sitting in front made no sound at all! dunno putting on a front or what..haha i started shouting that i am going to die and lots of last words..was surprised that i can climb out of the seat when the ride is finished..

all the older cousins we used to play with last time when we were younger..are mostly married now..and some become fathers already!! hehe..so cute...especially when they carry their babies in their arms..so loving and protective!! =)) still remmember last time when they 20plus that time went around having fun...drinking and clubbing..now all settle down alr...

going back nxt dec...they say they will let us stay in 5th aunt house next time..yeah!! got 3near-our-age cousins to play with =) hopefully by then i can don't feel guilty of not studying hard enough for A's and play to the max there... ...

went for my bro's stepping down parade today..from the officer cadet school..terrible start of day man..just before we go..puked and felt so sick...think it is the worst time i had in my life..had never felt so sick b4..cold sweat stomach feel as though it's going to burst..and many things seems to wan to come out from inside..OUCH...=( and when i finally stood and walk..all i see is white patches and spinning surroundings..almost went home..but was dragged along by mum and sis..

and i am glad i made it there!

SAFTI in boon lay is big..and there are many ushers along the way..they all look so friendly! haha..one maluating experience though..i thought nobody was ard, so being hyper.. i skipped 2 steps up the stairs..WIF my skirt..and realised that there is one NS person standing right on top of the stairs...omg..i dun even dare look at the person..hahha.. just continue to go up another flight of stairs. walked this time.

and finally we reached the parade ground!

started out with the marching in of parade...then colours...then the whole lot of them started singing!! those patriotic kind of songs..hahhaha...sooo cute!!!there's chinese,malay and indian songs! it was all deep and everything..and i can't help wondering how it will be like for friends of my age now..who is going into ns..VERY SOON... =P

hahhaa..enjoyed the singing part a lot..recorded it down! =) then president nathan came...


president nathan in the car!

=)

..AND waved to me and my sis!! HAHAHHAAA...his eyeball met my eyeball and he look so grandpa-ly nice!!=) hahha became very high after that..=P

then it came to some long long talk..which me and sis was quite bored..so...pics! =)


sis&mi


HAHHAA..we are just bored ;)

got a lot more but shall not post it here..then it came to the throwing of berets..all the ns ppl there became so small boy and started running and jumping around..=)my mum dad sis bro mi went over to find him in the crowds and managed to take some photos of him! =) here is it!


small boys! =P



my bro!


=D

yeah! that marks the end of day..slept at 4am though i said i will sleep early..oops..haha..DOHA 2006 is very interesting!=)

going off today! till then..buabye ppl!~=)

i am so going to kill the manager or whoever of intercontinental hotel. omg la cheat my feelings...the person in charge say we definitely got the job...and will call us within 2 wks..even asked us if any of us going to find other jobs..and of course actually we want but didn since we trusted he will call us...ahhh..feel so ~$#@!%.

ok haha actually nvm la oso think got no time to work..but still..how can like tt!

and.. holiday past so fast! it's december already...and i haven started any school work AT ALL..omg..hahah..*bangs* ..play until siao alr...haha

anyway christmas coming! my first time celebrating! hehe..heard that there's going to be a very very good drama in my church this time(city harvest)...those who want to come tell mi k! 23th dec sat 4.30pm! i promise you i won't bite! heh.. =)

going malaysia this sunday...starting serious when i come back..SERIOUS! ;)

Torn
[Verse 1:]
A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Verse 2:]
There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.
(Cuz I can't understand you now.) Now oh
(I just can't understand you now.)
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.(You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)

[Bridge:]
So many times I... (I was ready to go)
So many times I... (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I... (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you. (I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (But I don't know)
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Should I stay or should I go)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I don't know)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (You alone)

And you got me just torn in between the two. (I'm torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (But I don't know)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Repeat 3X]
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

nice song though abit noisy..haha..special thanks to darryl for helping me find the lyrics!=)

back from swimming with bro and sis!=) though we keep getting shouted by the security guard for playing with the strings in the pool..it's very fun! shall go more often coz it's such a gd sport! oya..when going in we realise there wasn't anyone looking..so we bought senior citizen passes..and managed to sneak in with it..hahahaa...breaking rules are...abit fun!!=P

and i realise something cool! why do ppl say whatever?? coz whatever=u can say anything you want it doesn affect me at all. 12 words summarised into one! definitely get A for summary! wahhaa..and it can counter attack any kind of suanning =)) heehee..

feeling sleepy now...zZZ nites..

something i discovered today after living 6yrs in woodlands!


playground for training!

can practice for napfa!!

after swimming! not taken by me =)

oh and today was such a day..wanted to take mrt..but apparantly someone jumped into the admiratly track ..so the train service stopped..and haf to take chartered bus to sembawang..reached service late again.. and on the way the escalator we were on jus suddenly jerked and stopped..almost roll down..

the sole of one shoe i was wearing came off and i haf to walk with it hanging there all the way home..wenfu they all suggested putting chewing gum on it..hahhah..and chewed one somemore! it's okk...thanks..hahahaa...

ahhh but service today was great! very very very touching and tear-jerking for me. hmmmm...

hahah back from movie marathon! =)

first day.reached early in the morning and the whole day just slacked and watch movie..so fun! felt like princess.. all the food prepared for us..haha thanks fiona! but coz next day need to go guitar so fan and fiona kept shooing me to sleep..ahhh felt like small kid who doesn't wan to sleep at night..hhaah but very weird! i keep feeling sleepy in the morning but not at night though the day before i slept late..hmmm...

nxt day have to woke up so early..6.45 coz the journey abt 1 and a half hours..so early..zzz..reached sch and omg! mr wan never come!! hhahaa..learnt the new score...ahhh so !#!$@# the prime guitar everything on the both pieces of score change..then must relearn everything..so diff! think everything i learnt tat day by now gone alr..so must re-re-learn..argh...=( went back to fiona's hse and had a wonderful lunch! aimed to put on weight by the end of this whole thing..watched another few movies before going to prepare for bbq...ate a lot in bbq!! =) halfway thr a hwa chong guy came and ahem ahem*** eyes rolling and crow flying past...

had a lot of fun just sitting under the moonlight and talking..=)after that at night we drank alcohol! russian standard one..and YUCKS it had the worse taste ever...like some hospital detergent..luckily got add orange juice..so okokk..watched a horror movie and a korean gay movie..

nxt day we ate like princesses again and played majong and taidi! something new i learnt! haha..but ok fine not very good yet still..haha..but i got basics okay!=) then we drank again..but this time without mixing..eh not bad leh! i drank 2/3 of a half plastic cup and didn't get drunk! although it really took a lot of courage to drink coz it smelled and tasted horrible..hmm i thought alcohol is suppose to taste okkok one so ppl can drink a lot and get drunk..but if it taste so .... how do ppl haf the incentive to continue drinking till drunk and high?maybe it's only that brand..haha

yaa! but coz it tasted too ..... so i stop drinking..and didn get to reach the drunk pt..haha..the warm feeling u get after drinking one sip that disappear after a while very fun! okk i mean veri interesting! =)

hehe after finishing the last show of the day we talked abt the future and many funny stuffs..=)) then went to lala land..

the nxt day watched somemore and after that went cell grp..with my big bag.. yea! nxt yr must have something marathon again!! cooking?eating?sleeping?? hahah...

oyes! took out the weighing machine and i gained 1kg!!!! =) these few days really ate a lot a lot..haha happy me. becoming piggish. =)

heheee...haf been going so many bbqs the past few days..now feeling *burps*..so full. can't believe how time pass so fast when playing..=)..on fri went pasir ris park for guitar bbq! ate SOO much! first time i eat so much in a bbq! 3 big chicken wings,a lot a lot of juicy balls,marshmallows,sausages,and a lot more things..coz not a lot of ppl came..so haha ya no restrictions. but if more ppl come it will be more fun la!when mi and zhe hui reached there, it was raining like mad..then i was soaked..but luckily got jacket..but john was crazy..he was totally wet. haha..went to sit in a restaurant and wait for the rain to stop..the 2 hangers were dunno out where so left mi with the 3terrorists...jkjk..i mean boys.. haha...so i decided to hear wad they talk about..and ...they talked abt computer games and more games!!zZZZZ...

but after sometime they realised i was quite bored sitting there wif an exploded hair and quietness..coz i dun play comp games!!and so moved on to more interesting topics..;)

when the rain stopped, we went to the beach and threw stones..see who can throw further...muhahaha ezra! i win you once!! ;) oyes! do u noe there are catfish in the sea?? if u dun, yes there is!!! hahaha..saw one being twirled in the waves..haha so now we haf a catfish gang!! mi ezra and mel and still increasing! *Catfish!!** =))

we then saw a boat out at sea which i was very tempted to steal and ride away..beach is fun! i like beach! haha we just slacked around and waited for the right time to start bbqing..which is quite long..but in the waiting it was fun!

alana finalli reached at 7 and we continued playing eating and eating;)..there's so many cats in pasir ris park!i saw a frog when i walking in the grass...ahhh!! talking abt cats...ahhhh i very scared of cats!!! got one keep brushing its fur on my legs...=S cannot eat the food in peace..but haha! when alana came she was even more scared of it! and stood on the stools there..so okkokk i am not the only one..=)

then we share cab home and i reached home at near 12..

sat..job training..yes! i got the job!will be informed within this 2wks..the weird thing during the job training was that...there wasn't any training at all! we jus haf to stand up with another person..one act as guest another as waitress/waiter..and he'll see our response..in the end he said everyone will be recruited coz he thinks everybody is good..until we prove him wrong. ok so i am going to start work anytime soon..and i haven learn how to servE!! hmmm but got learn some lessons..like how he hate ppl talking abt others behind their backs..and ppl who spot on other ppl's weaknesses and laugh at them..respect is the thing he wans us to haf.. and sense of responsibiliy! and taking pride in our work! =)

after tt,jill and shihui went church..and i went back home..and rushed out for the primary school bbq..reached there quite late and everyone alr there..ahh! felt very shy!! hahaa..miraculously i wasn't hungry and only ate a big slice of fish and a drink..must be the food the day b4 still inside! =) took a lot of photos! and ahhh.. we all have all grown older and wiser...haha!!

went ps and wanted to watch movie one but happy feet starts only at 11pm..so...went to macs and slacked instead..food! after tt went home with eeboon! well gd luck boy! in ahem* ;)everything you do.. hahaa..

hoho reach home late again..ahhh i miss pri sch times..when we all so young and innocent!! =) sometimes i feel very lucky..still in touch with pri sch people...and my childhood friends.. =) may the friendships last forever! yeahh!! 10yrs down the road still must meet up! hahaa..

and today woke up 7am nid to meet fan and go church..ZZZ..i was crawling out of the bed la..SOO tired! and these few days keep cannot slp until 3am! all the mental clock spoil alr..making everything worse..ahhh..pastor phil pringle very funny! but haha was very very tired..so fell asleep at certain times..oops..

if i think everything fun has passed..haha! i am wrong! still got 3more chalets to go..i am one crazy person.starting to feel a little guilty..hmmm i will study one!! one day...


=D


gals!


=)

yea! finally done!timetable for nov/dec!



yellow & red = sleepovers and play!
blue = guitar church cell grp!
add in one more chalet and possibly work schedule and tadaAA!!=D

as for the timetable for studying...er...it's in THE MIND for now =)

hOhOhO..on sat we celebrated kel's and shihui's early bdaeS! fun fun fun!=)

early in the morning, woke up and met fan to go vivo city..suppose to meet kel and cheun hwee there one..but stupid them late..coz they haf to buy shi hui's present..haha..so we shopped ard for kel's present lor..so irritatin k late still haf to buy his present..rRRAA!

after veri veri long,finally everyone reach and we went to dian xiao er to eat..yummm..the food's damn nice! esp the duck..hahaha...=) told them we haf to buy our girl's stuffs and went to city hall to meet jill and shi hui..then we walked to suntec and started searching for kel's last minute gifts since more ppl chipped in. omg k the place so big but so hard to find something..walk until our legs got blisters..esp fan! ouch. lesson learnt--when searching for sth, dun wear heels!

haha so after we finish finding everything at last, we went to buy drinks and wrapped the prezzie, and to our horror, we realise we were late!

walked out of suntec..thr citylink and reach the mrt..i tell you..i have never walked so fast in my life la! we just zoom past everyone like dunno wad.. hahaa...decided to stop at paya lebar to take taxi to save time..then went out of mrt and haf to walk again! walked to the road there to wait for taxi and by then it was 4.45pm.church starts at 5pm...=X received a call from wenfu and felt =S! sure late la! later get scolded..since the 3 of them quite new from church still and i am suppose to bring them there safely and IN TIME!!

haha so we went to the road and flagged but lots of taxi keep passing on the other side..so we crossed and wait there..and just when we reach the other side, one taxi stopped at the side we came from! AHHHH! we were so scared that the taxi won't wait for us! haha so we linked hands and prepared to run across the road at the right time..but the time nv came! the traffic jus continued on and on..and at one second we decide to run..but halfway thr one car horned at us SOO loudly!! haha!we nearly got knocked down k!! dam* funny!! hahahha...

finalli we got the taxi and went to church..was 20mins late! when we went in felt so many eyeS! aHH! shy!! ^.^ so service passed..as usual it was very high! =) after service we brought out the cake and card.. so cool k..we bought present for kel and they brought present for shi hui..heheee...2plans,one goal. =D

yea! after celebration with cell grp, we decided to gif the secret present to kel.and wahaha took lots of photos.=))hehe cell grp is getting funner! coz more new friends coming! *smiles**

yuPPS..went eunos to eat wif cell grp..hehe and took taxi home again! hAHAH..tks bdae boy! ;)

yest mi shi hui jill went changi to send kel off..at first not going one..but hmmm long story. felt abit...anyway enjoyed eating in changi and took lots of pics again! haha..posted in friendster..coz put on blog abit mad..haha..job training coming soon! hopefulli can get the job!

=)went to watch step up after guitar today!so fun!! haha..the movie was quite gd..especially the dancing..love it man. =) took some photoS and neoprints!!! =) but i got no scanner for neoprints..so shall upload nxt time..=D

photoS for now!=D


=)


zhehui's piece of art + 3fingers..hhahaa..


merlion made of sugaR!

oyes and xian hui sent mi this photo when i was young! tks tks =)


sOO cute la!!!!!!=))the cake oso!hahahahhahaa...i wonder what i was thinking then, staring so intently at the cake! GARFIELD FOR LUNCH! *yums* =D

went guitar today..mr wan sick! so quite fun and slack..=) went home and started preparing for interview in bugis..so eventful la! thought the interview starts at 3.45pm..and shi hui jill kel was just meeting early at 2.45pm. so i was slowly and happily eating my shrooms meal..while i was abt to step out of the hse..2.40pm, i receive a call from kel and jill! =S saying that is start at 2.45. HMMM. for a stunned moment..i seriously considered skipping it.

told them i was at woodlands...in fact lols yupps i was in my house, at woodlands. haha..so scary k! i flew out of my hse and got a cab down to bugis..how i got the cab u wouldn't wan to know. the uncle asked me afterthat how come i was flagging a taxi THERE. haha..

and suddenli the expressway seems so long..the meter was moving so fast la. and i onli got $15 with mi. the cab fare was $15.20. so malu k..no 20cents! luckily i got off without having to pawn anything =) SO EXXX!

yupps so i met them and went to the place..many silly stuffs happened b4 the interview..like i brOKE my bELT!! the first time i wore a belt la..and it broke! i am such a gentle person at times...haha..

the interview went quite fast,only abt 5mins i think.. and wheee i am going to have training soon!haha! hopefully i don't break everything in that hotel!! =D

having guitar outing tmr..to watch step up..excitingly excited. =D

lalala..this is going to be quite a long post..coz i am so bored now and decided to rot in front of my comp..until my comp rot i won't go away.=)

hmmm this few days i haf been encounting many ppl asking me to donate..and giving me a pen when i do..lol now i got so many pens.. how come they keep asking me ah? maybe i have the very rich face or the very easily persuaded look..hmm i think is the second one...or else maybe i just have the my-hse-nids-more-pen look..HAHA. ok not funny...=)

oyes! jill's friend shihui just accepted Christ into her life on sat..hehe feel so happy for her =)

yesterday mi kel jill and her friends went drinking..my first time! lol i didn get drunk la! ok maybe i drink one glass only..but so fun!!! exciting man haha..but it tasted quite disgusting actually the singapore sling..yucksssss..don't think i will try that again.. but hahhah very fun!wheeE! =D maybe that's my hidden talent..drinking! =)

on a more serious tone..onooo my studying is not progressing! i just don't have the mood to take out my book and start studying la! yes i do take out the book.. but it just stop there..ahhh!! last time i say i will study hard in the holidays.. but the mood just got lost somewhere..hmmm issit normal? maybe until dec then the mood will come back?

SO, i decided.. maybe i am going to work! haha earn some money and not waste time! =) i got so many things i am thinking of buying.. with the money...haha it's like...YEAA sO EXCITING!!! haha i keep feeling very excited nowadays..=)..dunno why..but the thought of getting richer is seriously........=D

actually working in holidays a bit mad..coz i got a lot of things to catch up on! but haha..nvm since the mood haven't arrive..i shall do something useful for now!

aNd today feeling angelic, i decided to help my bro get his new sec 2 books from newtown..actually is so that i won't feel so guilty for not studying la..but it is a good act still!haha.. and.......i ended up stuck outside the door..again.coz i forget to bring my keys..AHHH.i am going to paste the key on my door next time! so smart right!!loll hahah..

hmmm i just got news that guitar practice will go on till end of dec..shall post pics of my busy playing schedule up soon...=D

onoo i think i am becoming a sexist... i think guys have really big egos..

encounter no. 1:
him(1st person):does this shopping centre haf a "......" shop?
mi: go ask the information counter!
him: cannot...i dun ask ..
mi: *faints at reply and died*

encounter no. 2:
him(2nd person):if u tok to mi i will tok to u
mi:why can't u tok first? ur ego very big issit?
him:yea cannot ah..
mi:*speechless and flew to heaven*

lols..there are more actually..but i won't blog or i will haf a very long post and offend everyone..haha eh crazy leh!! lol no offence. but..i really think guys got sth wrong..hmm maybe for girls when we don take the initiative..it's classified as being...er normal? not big ego..haha so maybe thats not fair to them..but still..why ego so big man?! ok haha think all the guys' going to kill mi now..if i stop blogging for some time you noe why....haha..to defend myself..gp teaches us not to generalise all things...so ok i will not =)so it is just MOST not ALL. =)

hmmm so what happens when a feminist(is there such word?) lives under one roof with a chauvinist?

chauvinist= my older bro

ans: war comes and peace will not return...till one perish..

lolss..crazy mood now..reason might be..my bro is back from NS!! ahhhhhhhh!! =S wow i seriously think there won't be any peace for the nxt few days because of both of us! since young it has always been like that la! maybe coz he went to boys' sch and i went to girls' sch..and so the very extremist way of thinking at opposite ends..he thinks i am bimbotic!! pleaseeeeeeee!! mi leh! hahahahahaha. just because i laugh out loud at things which he doesn't think is funny he thinks so la!crazy!i am like so innocent.HAHA..ok just jk..=) for those who thinks that i won't ever argue with ppl..muhahaha you are wrong. i got training every weekends man..*grins* haha it's just when i choose to do so...

RrAAAAA!;)

our class with miss sim! =)

LALALALLALALAAAAAA...OP finally ended! =)SOoo happy..haha no more pw!!!

haha today i was the ding ding person..soo fun! sit at the corner and press the bell..then the first grp finished their op..they were good la all so calm one..so when it was my grp's turn...=S was quite scared! coz the previous 2 op dry run...er...hahaa...esp the second one! omg la..was too distracted by my trembling paper tt i lost my focus..=X

haha..yeaa...soo today..before i went up..chris darshini they all gave mi the thumbs up! loll tks ppl! haha..and WhEEeeEE manage to pull it off...haha..without any crazee mistakes like my previous tryouts...haha it was quite funny actually..thinking about it.. =)=P

the response thingy was..haha shall not go into details..i was so happy that op ended quite oke-ly that i just wanted to go back to my ding ding bell seat! so didn really give an elaborated ans..but nvm..dun care..it's over!!! =D

yessS! holidays are finally here..lots of activities coming up..looking forward to them....=D
pics we took today after OP~!


memories of pw


merry christmas jihyun! =)


snoOpY 4eVA!


can you see mi? i am beside the dog!! =D (Taken thr a glass window secretly..too irresistable!=P)


the bridge...


sajc! =)

YEAH chinese A's is over! =) haha..its okokk hopefully can get a B then no nid to retake nxt yr...faith! can get B! haha..wheeeee...now left with OP... =S

oyes went guitar yesterday..and got the holidays schedule..omg la going to have INTENSIVE guitar practices..at first i thought like one day a week mani hours..in the end is three times a week! ahhh holidays no more alr la..haha but nxt yr first time joining SYF.. so exciting!!! =)

... and my bdae coming soon!! 9Feb! okk not very soon but still..it's coming! =) then i can buy alcohol..and puke on somebody...wahahaa...

having fun with my new phone still =)

went chi extra lesson today..as usual i was quite early ;) nt a lot of ppl from our class went..only 5. the lesson was okokk..can understand but was going at such a s....l....o....w pace...tt i almost went to lallalalalalaland..all this time i keep having missed calls from some spirits sitting behind mi.....

had breakfast afterthat..and ppl keep asking me if i came to school just to eat cup noodles..haha...yes i did! i onli like to eat the sch cup noodles...=)

then all because of him i missed my 966!! oyes...talking about 966.. last time i said i wan to complain about the 3-buses-per-hour thingy..until now haven yet! okkk i am going to write letter..soon..! mus help improve the bus services...and make use of my writing letter skills...

so we studied in mac..not very productive for me..coz i spend most of the time eating fries...and by the time i finish eating..my mum called me and say she is at the hp shop ..hahaa..

so happily i flew there...and got my new hp!!! =) yeaa!!! finally after soo long i got a new phone!yeaah nxt time i can post more pics up alr =)

bounced all the way back home with mum...wheeE!

took a nap and dreamt i bought a phone..and when i woke up, and realised it wasn't a dream..*smileeeesssss* =)hehe..

so, i sent my first batch of messages to my church grp, regarding the changing of my phone no. (there's group contact! so cool!!=) sry.. i am living in the 60's..).. in my excitement, i typed "hey hey! just got my new phone! =)pls change the no..tks!" and press send...after half a second i receive this msg "er..Congrats on ur new phone! but.. U are? =/" HAHAHA.. so idiotic can...i forget to type my name la!! started luffing non stop at my blurryness...and started resending another group msg..lol..hhahaa..

okie chinese is coming in 2days..i am extremely distracted by this phone now! ahhhhhhhhh! =D

for the past few days i have been slacking so much that...i feel abit out of sorts..my brain don't seem to function properly anymore..it just watch tv and sleep everyday..in fact i am sleeping so much that i am glad my bed haven't crack. zZZ.. i keep telling myself that watching chinese tv show does helps improve my chinese...haha but i noe it isn really true! it's just an excuse to be able to on the tv for whatever amt of time i want.=)

oh no.. chinese A's is nxt fri! i WILL study hard tmr..less chi tv..more reading. =D

jus came back from church..emo-emo..there seem to be so much problems at the moment...actually not many..just a few big ones.....

hmmm dunno lar..shall leave everything to God..may i live happily ever after. and my mum and dad stop scolding me about contributing to the building fund..and may all nt so gd things turns out right..hmmm..yea ..

after living for 17yrs of my cute little life..i realised tt actually everyone has their own probs..whether u see it a nt..there will definitely be. i once thought everyone is as happy as they seems..but nt anymore..jiayou all ppl man! we won't die because of one failure..we are stronger than all these. evidence? we won over all other sperms to be here!! =D life is soooo long..imagine being sad for 60+ more living yrs..nooOOo..!!yupps SO, HAVE A POSITIVE OUTLOOK OF LIFE aLWAyS!!!=) don't i sound so philosophical? smiles....lol maybe not.

hmmm..even so..disturbing thoughts** =S

yes so i decided to change the blogskin..hhaha i find the strangled sheep very hilarious and retarded! sooo cutE! hilarious & retarded = cute? *nodS*.

collected result slip today! "serene composure.." lol..haha ..checked the meaning of serene...one of the meaning is self-possesed!! OO i am possesed with myself..hahaha...beware ppl! RAaAaAA =P

ponned chem and went lunch with mel,alana,ezra and kenneth...haha! so happi! i ponned chem!! long time since i ponned a lesson k! (nt counting sch la ;)) lots of amusing stuffs happened along the way...like the mac rewards pt machine which reads "unauthentic card....." when i placed my ezlink card there..=S and while alana me mel stood in front of the ljs's counter for so long..each thinking another was waiting for ezra cajun grilled chicken
to come before ordering..when actually we all wan to eat combo 1.confused?? haha nvm..me too =) think the counter person must haf felt tt we were veri weird...stone there so long...haha..

went guitar after tt..learnt quite a lot since last wk i didn go..achievement..!

...and finally after donkey yrs.. i fufilled my promise to mel! i played basketball with her! =) haha and it was funnnnn!..at first i was very scared of the ball..as in when passing..u noe the wind that comes along with the ball...it just like slams in ur hands!! ahh! imagine if you don't catch it!! then ur face will have a dent!!

hahha..but tt's nt the point..the pt is i manage to score goals!! =) gt once 4 times in a row!!! whahahahahhaahahaa....but that lucky streak happened once onli..oh well i still scored! =) any teams recruiting jus players who scores but no nid to snatch balls one?? hehee..

oyes! and before i went home..guess what i saw! the teachers playing soccer!! hahaa..even the sell fruit uncle was there as goalkeeper..and there was a trophy standing waiting to be owned...so cool la..watched the first half and the score was 1-1 .. wonder who won in the end...

hmmmmm jc 1 is ending soon..so fast..left with oral presentation *eeEEkSSSS* and chinese A's..this yr had been quite eventful..lots of things happened..but in conclusion i enjoyed it a lot lar..hhaha..maybe not now..when the digusting presentation day is so neaar!!! ahhhhhh...

well guess i haf to start studyin for chinese A's,it's nxt wk! watch more chi tv!! =)

Une vie.. deux blogs...

the slackest sch day yet..was so free yest..got nth to do..and was released from sch at 12plus. didn went guitar coz of some mood probs..hmmm..went ji hyun's hse instead..lol..so beautiful! there's this window from her room where you can jump out..and you will end up on the roof top..

from the window, it look as if the distance from grd was quite short.. so i jumped..and.. felt my toes break. it was so high la! took a few seconds before i landed on the ground with an extremely loud thud.. o-u-c-h man.

ji simeon and chris played soccer while i sat on the edge of the roof and watched..=) suddenly the ball jus flew off the roof and dropped dunno how many floor high to the grd floor...lols..everyone was so flustered, took off our ties and ran downstairs..had to climbed back thr the window again..ahhh..

so.. now i am abit paralysed on the toe..so painful!=( lesson learnt: never jump out from the window. unless you feel that your life needs some....pain.

some of the pics we took during open hse! =)



all excited over our banner... =)



see the "guitar"-branded scotchtape on my hand? ;)

wheee....wished i had taken more photos so can post...well i am camera shy. wahhahaa.

cut my hair yesterday! ahh! it is confirm plus chop destroyed...actually it looks alright..if only the fringe was cut properly...i told her to cut a bit of my fringe..took of my specs...and to my horror..i see blurrly my fringe getting shorter and shorter..!couldn stand the suspense anymore wore back my specs....ahhhhhhh...so straight!! so now i look like a mushroom...like u noe those hairstyle where they put a bowl on it and cut...=S lamebowl=meifung's hair.

anyway today...my 2 little cousins came to my house to visit! they are sooo cute! omg...i think i can just kidnap them and run away... =) went to have dinner with them...after that went home..got a bad cough and my auntie advised me to drink honey..so i went to prepare..

took out the honey and guess wad!! the 2 of them help mi squeeze and stir the honey!! afterthat asked me to drink..=D awwww...my goodness..the honey tasted so... magically sweet! hehe.. =)

played comp with them ..and they don't seem to get bored with neopets games! chia bomber bomber chia bombchiaber..my long-time-ago-favourite too..haha..shhhh* =)
and they really enjoyed feeding my turtle! hahah...when i told them the turtle is older than them..you shld have seen their innocent suprised look! ahhh! *melts*

haha..sent them to taxi and experienced non-stop waving..=)

hmmm aftet today...i think maybe i know what i want to be next time! maybe... *smiles* =)

yea.. i passed my promos le...but somehow i don't feel as happy as i should..=( just feel like ending this seemingly long life.

beneath the facade of smiles

got back my maths results yest..omg man! God really does do miracles! =) left 50marks blank for my maths paper dunno why...was so depressed afterthat...so when today the teacher ask us to go find her if we want to know results...i don even dare go..asked my friend to help me check...

and when i saw ji flying back..i was indeed extremely shocked...panting slighty, she said that i passed my maths! and i was like.omg omg omg............haha! was so happy that i feel like jumping out of the window..=)!!! she then told me that miss sim told her she felt like crying when marking my paper! lol...haha guess failing maths all through the year made my presence prominent in her class..was almost in tears too...=')hahha...

then today bio...wow our class did extremely well la..everyone passed! haha..though i didn't get like A or B...i was happi enough...hehe..

really want to thank God for doing miracles in my life...knew i could have never done it without him... =) *smiles*

getting back my chem tmr...that terrible paper...just hope i don't fail too badly...

"you see, God designed us to feel lonely, and it seems like a bad thing at first, but it's really not. God created this space, this vacuum, inside of us that will always feel empty and void and aching. so naturally we try to fill this space up. we might try to fill it with activites or even material things. but usually we try to fill it with friends or romantic relationships. but whatever we fill it with will eventually let us down. then we become lonelier than ever."

"when i invited Jesus into my heart, i realised that he was the one i needed to go to for my fulfillment. He is the only one who can make that space inside of me whole. For the first time in my life i understood that God made a special place inside of me for Jesus to fill. And now Jesus really is my best friend." =)

i can just say amen to that. amen. =)

yea..promos end le! today geog was...hopefully ok la.. haha jus before geog i borrowed the notes from ji and read through..and alas! that very qns came out..25marks..praise the lord!=) haha..so ya at least promos ended off on a happy note...

went plaza sing to watch "little miss sunshine" with ji..very funny ..quite touching too...but ........i lost my handphone!! AHHHHHHHHH... =( sad case la..lost at end of exams...haix.. hopefully the kind soul will return mi back my hp..

all my contacts gone! imagine!! =( hmmm promos finally end le..but hmmmmm....thoughts*

i am very angry now!! went sembawang library and tried to get the certificate that proves i did 30hour cip..but the #@$!@ keep saying "its not that we don believe you...we do..but we jus don have the records.." (*100 times) and you will feel like killing her...argh....she just dun believe us la..when i say i remember we were under a lady named je*** it's she lA! and i thought so too..but she say i could haf heard her name and jus say...ehh wad is this...was so angry with her that i stormed out of the library..and felt her gaze...stupid.

will not bother to explain twice to those who don believe..whats the use? aftertat my mum and sis went..and came back..with the same replies from her...i wan to strangle...i wan to kill....raaaaa!!!

and maths today was..hmm disappointing.

carelessness is dominant in this promos...
chi: essay read wrong qns-out of pt
gp: nv study aq..die
chem:nv see 6 marks qns
maths: simple inequalites also wrong.
geog: wads that?

haix. i dun wan to go river...

escalator should not change directions ... coz ppl with numerous thoughts on their mind will roll down.

chem paper today was.....horribly horrible..mins before we went into the exam hall, i realised to my horror...i forget to bring my pencil case!!! ran to the bookshop and bought a pencil...dunno how many pencils i bought in sa already la..haha..hmmm...

then the paper...omg mcq so tough la! dunno so many..and section b...i forget to do a 6marks qns!! why is part a on page 2 and part b on page 3!!!ahhhh going to kill myself...so i think i am going to do badly for chem..ahhh..my supposedly better subject..*waves bye and jumps*

oOO..today is children's day! haha got a lot of msgs from my friends..lalaa..it's normal right?! hmmm yes it is..=)

had bible study with wendy today...learnt something cool!

qns:what type of love language affect you most?

1.words of affirmation - praises do wonders to you. so does negative remarks, you gets easily affected by words.

2. quality time - spending quality time with your loved ones is extremely impt. undivided attention from them matters a lot to you.

3.gift giving - you feel happy when people give sth of great value to you. (can be in the forms of gifts, time, etc)

4.acts of service - when ppl helps u do sth (e.g: carry bags, run errands), you are very touched by it.

5. physical touch - self explanatory. haha..jk..(a hug can do wonders to you)

haha! yupps yupps...so which is ur primary and secondary love language? tag or tell mi!! =)

on a less happier tone, tmr is the start of promos...god bless me =D

oyes...this morning i went library..late for 2mins...10.02am..and there wasn't any seats left!!!crazieee....sat on the floor until...ouch. hmm..craziee mutated study virus...

haha this is fun! =)

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after counting and counting down...promos has finally arrived..=S

had gp paper today..hmm wrote abt whether we should ban smoking and cigarette completely...(yes!)..when i stepped into the exam hall..my heart beat like it had nv before..was so scared! haha...then i found a packet of medicine on the table..on it stated..sajc mentors clinic..a very nerve-calming bible verse and the words, "take 1 tablet daily to ease anxiety..." inside got 4 capsule like medicine...

so i thought it was real medicine..that the school so nice prescribed for us.. decide to eat after exam in case got side effects...until i saw christopher eating more than one! suprised, i asked him stupidly, "how come u eat more than one, doesn't it state one?" ahhhhh...

the horrible truth, it's just sweets..*bangs* and they are just trying to be funny..but..but..it's not funny!! how can the sch cheat my feelings...i trusted everything they say..sniffs*...hahha lol jk...but it wasn't my fault! it's a sensible mistake any human being could make =) so yes..i am not naive.. haha..

so maloooo-ating la....ahhh..shall not think abt it.. haha anyway, hopefully gp can pass...hmmm must have faith! so yes can pass! =) hehe..

tmr is chinese...wish mi luck ppl...all the best for everyone having promos too...=)

hmmm 4 more days...got back 2 maths tests today...i think i must have broken some record...failing maths all the way since sch started..the only math test i passed..hmmmm inequalities? the rest...haha..ranges from 4% to 40%...

ahhhh wad happened to maths...i like maths one la! lol...haha...mus be maths dun like me...=(

anyway, promos are lurking ard the corner...it seems to be saying hi to me more often ..now increasing its frequencies in my dreams...hello promos. pls dun be hard on me.. =S haha...

hmmm... thoughts......**

exams are making people crazy..especially big impt exams like promos..

dreamt about bio exam today..it was such a...beautiful dream..i was taking the bio paper..and miraculously, the big beigh and red 7th edition bio campbell and reece book was on my table...ahhh....calmly and slowly i did the qns..one by one..and referred to the book when i didn't know...there wasn't any teachers ard..even if there were, they didn't seem to realise my invisible God-sent book..=) when there was about 15mins left..i finally felt for the first time, confidence...of passing the bio paper..it felt so..sweet...=D

hmmm..ppl says dreams are opposites of reality..nooooooo..i am so going to try to find the invisible campbell on the day of exam...it mus be hmmm...hidden somewhere.

went urban development centre today for learning journey..quite fun!haha.. it's a building with 3 or 4 storey..can't remember...got lots of exhibits about what they planning to do to singapore in the nxt few yrs...one of the projects is building some double helix dna structured bridge..(bio!=P) so cool la! means the bridge can hold both ppl and cars! human-car expressway.. =)

also saw some very exqusite buildings for people to live in..very very very preeti.. haha..were discussing maybe nxt time each of us shall all buy a unit there and live! haha...so cool..then jus look across and can see each other! hahahha...=)

after that went library...after settling down and taking out all my books to study..i realised...i forget that i forgot to bring my pencil box today!!! ahhhhh....no pen...

after staying there for 20 mins...decided to go home...ahhhh...so sad! cannot study in library! think the catholic jc person beside me must me thinking how smart i am...study 20mins finish already ..wahaha =)

12days left...hmmm...=S

went school today..was late coz i overslept..so ended up listening to the last 10mins of lecture! after that went macs to haf lunch and we found out a great secret of karthi..right ji? *grins* =P

then went library...halfway through studying chem, (zzz) felt sleepy..so decided to go down and buy coffee! happily went down and invested my last few cents into the coffee..there were so many types to choose! mocha ..latte...and..and i chose black coffee..with no suger..premium brewed..

i like drinking things that taste nice but haf no sugar..it makes me feel healthy..for some reasons..and it taste just as sweet! but...

but..after taking the first sip of the coffee...i decided..i will never drink coffee without sugar again...it tasted soo so bland and bitter..i think there's like only one coffee bean inside la! ewwwww...threw one quarter of it away...investment failed...

went back to studying..and after a while felt bored and decided to go home...hmmm...a productive day indeed...

anyway think i am going crazy soon...haf u ever felt like u are crazy? it's a totally different thing when you are really crazy..totally...

haha nowadays i jus feel like laughing ...at every single small little things..like when i drop my 5 cent coin...and when the person sitting beside mi say "its like people all come at 9.40 and when the lib open, they run ... r...u...n..retarrrded.." haha! so funny..haha i am retarded! wahaha..wait i was jus JOKING...i am not. =)

i am oso feeling extremely lame now..it is at its optimium pt of the year..beware.

woke up early in the morning today and went to the library..b4 that walked past the library to macs..9.45am. omgg! what i saw shocked mi.. there were so many ppl already queuing up to go in! waa...the studying virus is infectious..

when the roller shutter was pushed up..everyone ran in..and i mean really really run!haha! up the escalator we went...and one guy even resort to running up the escalator which was going the opposite direction! ...and he was the most 15years old. ahhhh...wads the world coming to ..stress stresses stresssesssss...

manage to get a seat..and felt a sense of achievement..=) haha! and i haven even started studying yet! hehee.

maths chem bio...hours passed..zzz...oyes!i made a decision yesterday! hahah..decided to give up geog..there's no way i am going to pass my geog..noooooooooooo way..hmmm...told my sis my decision and laughed till my heart almost stop when she asked mi "this is the no. wad time?" hahha! thinking about it, i really did gave it up lots of time..haha..wondered why i still took up geog..have been sleeping in class since sec 3 geog...till sec 4..until one mth b4 o's..and continued since starting of this yr..but eh..now i just stone! i nv sleep le.. =)haha..

anyway, the point is..haha no more geog! but hmmm it will be very scary when i step into the geog exam classroom on 6 Oct..maybe i will fall sick? haha..but don't think so la..at least must write my name on the paper...then one day i still haf a chance of becoming a geologist.. =)

woodlands library is very clean! =) feeling random random random now..haha..;) the cleaners clean it like every single day..you can see the glass sparkle when you enter the library! condusive! *smlies*

saw lots of jc's ppl mugging in the library..ahh..killer promos..manage to finish half of bio chapt today..still got 20.5 more...ahhh..

i am having a tution teacher soon! wheeeee! a bit late but hopefully it'll be helpful! =) when the agency asked me whats my current results for maths..ahhh..so unwilling to reply la..U...

thought of a nice sentence for my common test results! lalala...the bed 2 you =) go figure out..it's for 6 subjects..hehee..

all of a sudden, i miss going to church..hmmm...

was deciding whether to go back to sec sch yest...and i am soo glad i went! =)walked into the school and was stopped by the security guard for not registering our names...do i look very dangerous? RAA.

as usual..the place seemed so much like home..went into 4/3 classroom ...and so many memories flooded back..we started tracing back where we sat last time..hahaha..my lovely spot! just nice for switching on and off the projector..i was such a responsible ava rep then...=) LOL..4/3 ppl...shhhhh....

more and more ppl came and after a while...there was 10 plus of us in our classroom..such a nice feeling recalling all the happy times we've had *smiles*...started talking about everything under the sun...school...homeworks..and of coz...haha...u all shld noe wad..boys. of all sorts..hahahhaa..anyway, the best part was we saw three packets of snacks on the table..and started eating..with some stupid reason that it will spoil over the holis anyway. =D

so many things had changed..we used to live in a world without guys..ok i am exaggerating..but ya without so MANY..but now haha it's like everywhere..i was once so scared of boys la! haha bet u all can't imagine that!haha...yupps..i am shy =P and one more thing! yijun is now the president of harp in her sch! so happy for her..haha..she has changed so much and become so much happier and confident now..=)

we went orchard afterthat..and it just had to rain! was soaked when we reached taka..cold and hungry..brrrrr...met someone i didn't expect to meet..

ate kfc and went to buy materials to make teacher's day prezzie..made until 2am! zZZ..and there was guitar pract early this morning..

haha!after guitar went to macs..due to our "demure-ness" the girls decided to walk the long way to macs instead of climbing the gates..walked abt 20mins...! almost fainted la..was so hungry..and i felt so..sooo...ahhh...when we finally reached macs and saw the boys sitting there enjoying the aircon and eating so comfortably..ahhhhhhhhhh...sometimes i wish...hehe.jk.

fun fun fun...if there's no promos i will be so free and happy! but nvm...mus be positive..study hard! =) Countdown: 24 more days.

ahhh i am sick again...coughs* ...so badly i think i wouldn't be shocked if my lungs flew out of my mouth..*plops* haha..anyway many things happened these few days..sry for making those who care worried..*hugs* i am alright now..=) tks ppl for being there for me...hahha... as some dunno who says "what won't kill makes u stonger"... yeah i am stronger now! wahaha..hmmm i better go find out who said that or else i might be sued for not showing respect..lalala...

learnt something new in church yesterday! there's the presence of choice in everything we do...realli as in everything everything..wow i am so enlightened now =)

p.s: i wonder if it's the m&ms that's sweet..or...hhahaa ;)

arghh...i am beginning to feel the stress...promos is coming so soon..can you believe it? 39 more days! 39!! 5 more weeks! omg...i can't accept this truth...someone pls tell me i am dreaming...there's so much things to study la! and i am only like 2% into my revision..hmmm ok too exaggerating.. 2.1%.

i need motivation to study long hours.. plus.. haf to do eom and everything..haiz..this is so depressing! don't like project work! =( think i am getting mad..can't sleep without worrying and waking up in the middle of the night this few days ...hmmm...

and...my guitar friends are so smart la! the range of their points..40 to 60..ahh..feeling below average...=( seems to me like there's no one else who thinks that there might be a possibility of them retaining..at least so for ppl in sa...hmmm...stress..

haix...it's like one month more before the "deciding days"...the whole of next year will depend on these few days..i am scared......really scared...i don't wan to retain..now that there's something to look forward to nxt yr..i really don't want anything bad to happen... ='( sniffs*

god pls let me go to j2..i will study hard..amen...

i am beginning to love my class... not that i dun used to.. but jus more =) so many different kind of people..wif diff personalities...and diff opinions..coming together..working towards one aim (passing promos)..its a nice feeling! =) haha..hopefully we can all conquer promos and go j2 together! that will be the best thing tt've ever happened...

still remember the first few days of school..everyone was so quiet..shy..and some, dao! ;) thinking silently how the class will turn out..how we are going to survive ard each other for the nxt 2 yrs..but look at now! wheeeeeeeee....6mths had pass..and we are still surviving and in good health! =)

the difference between a class of 40 and 25 is that as time passes by, since the class size is so small.. you will get to see each other's true personalities..good and bad..and slowly accept them..there might be times when you don't like somebody...but after sometime, u will realise the good in her/him and everything will turn out well! =) so conclusion ---> no one is totally bad..everyone haf a nice side...and i mean everyone!!! =) wahhahaa...serious! anyone disagrees?

anyway, i just cut my hair! =) boyish girlish mi.. =)

busi day today..went to school early in the morning to meet up with class to paint banner for the old folks..so fun! i love painting! was deprived of it when i was young...(nv forget that fateful yr, when my older bro and younger sis was sent to an art class, while the poor mi was sent to learn chinese compo writing!!! coz it was my streaming yr...ahhhh...)anyway, ya painting...enjoyed it SOO much! =)

after that went for guitar..today is farewell for the seniors! have to perform a song for them..was so nervous! i promise to learn my pieces well for the nxt performance la! learning it last minute was so unsafe and scary! luckily it went by quite alrightly.. =)

then we played charades with the seniors..and i heard afterwards from a certain friend named chalit, tt everytime the msg reach mi..it will go wrong..haha! so shocked! issit?? oops!

haha..then we played truth or dare..and it was totally hilarious .. the seniors are so funny...will definitely miss them la.. =')

ended off with dinner and finale..which felt veri romantic and carefree! =) will remember this day...all the best for ur A' levels seniors! miss you all =)

anyway, i am glad i am in guitar..love the people in it..they are all so friendly and funky and nice! every single one..=) haha..think tt's something i will never regret joining in jc... =)

went pulau tekong today...so fun! =) had a long long bus ride to changi there..to take the ferry..was so worried that i will haf seasick..but it turned out alright! =)

there, i saw the life of an ns man..it feels vigorous but fun at the same time..can't imagine one or two yr plus later..it will be all my guy friends' turn...3 months in tekong..hahaha..

wheee choir concert was fun! jihyun look so preeti wif the choir gown..lol..ahh didn manage to take a photo wif her in the gown..nvm got some photos wif her in the modern attire..shall upload someday..

anyway, the sa junior school boys are SOOOOoooooo cute la!! omg feel like kidnapping them home...evil thoughts* =)

lalala...oya..before the concert, i went out of school to slack time..and found a little table under the hdb flat..suddenly one indian guy walked pass mi with a stick in one hand..and another malay guy oso...wif a bottle this time..so scary!=X kept looking behind to make sure i was not attacked..haha..

then suddenly both of them came to sit at the next table beside mi..and apparantly they caught a small baby cobra in the grass nearby...and were going to do some "experiment" on it..hmm i wonder what...is cobra soup good for health?

yesterday went back to st margs for speech day! so many memories came flooding back...ahhh..miss that place so much..*sniffs* =') mi amanda and fan sang the sch song loudly when it was played..so long nv sing le..got tt kind tt kind of...great feeling..haha..met our teachers and i saw my motivator mr anthony! as well as mdm yeo! still look so cute! =) haha anyway, when we went into the staffroom *privilege of older girls ;)* and saw mdm wang li (chi teacher) ahhhh! first thing she said to mi "go jc already, still look like xiao hai"...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i am so offended..i am a mature girl k =)

anyway, at night...decided to settle some stuffs with him..was an extremely emotional night for the both of us i think..hmmm...but today everything is alright and settled le! yeah! =) happy happy person =)

today is the first day of mi, jihyun and kel's "money saving mission"..we decided to bring maggie mee to sch and eat. thought it would be a great chance to save money..in the end...when we went to get hot water from the drink store, the auntie refused to give us three cups..onli gave us one. irritating! then haf to ask yuting to help us get for us..wif the reason that "her friend wan to drink hot water" haha...think the auntie must be feeling veri angry. =)

so, three of us shared 2 cups of hot water..and ate wif so much embarrassment la! hahahaa..i turned to my right and look at kelvin...lol! sooo funny! he was lookin like...he...hahahha...a big man (chi translation) eating maggie mee ..i will nv forget that idiotic look. lol..jus jk =P haha..

ji hyun and mi oso feelin dam* embarrassed la..but we girls..so not so bad..hahahah..although my senior did turn behind and stare at me for 3 seconds b4 he started laughing.. =S

haha..this is definitely one day tat i will never forget! omg la..we shall never bring cup noodles again.

finished my a'levels listening compre..think do nt bad =) and went to chemistry olympiad for introductory class..it was a torturing one and a half hour...promised myself never to step into that class again. time passes soo s....l....o....w....l....y..i thought i was 18yrs old when i stepped out of that class.

think that everyone in there is mutated la..so smart..20mins given to us to solve a qns..couldn't even start..and this guy jus came to the board and solve it. =x another guy and girl came up to solve the next qns. ahhh..mutated mutations.

omg the authorcode of my old blog is d553515. does these 6 numbers look familiar? 135555, my prelims results! argh! i am so sensitive la! haha..=X

haha just found the password of my old blog tt no one knows of! thought it would be interesting to let you all see my real mature thoughts in secondary 4 =) btw, some content might be offensive..but it was jus my thoughts at that time la,so don't mind! hehe. http://freeopendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D553515.. have fun! =D

yeah all common tests are finally over! =) had maths today..was okok i think...wahaha..maybe can pass! i mean the e grade pass ---45%..haha..had chinese orals after that..had to wait for abt 3hours..went to library and slack..oyes, i borrowed a storybook! it's about this guy who is born unnaturally intelligent..and in the end he was actually a mutation...how cool is that la! haha...but i dun wish to be a mutation! =P

went to ask miss ye how was our bio test..haha! guess wad she say?

mi and ji: err...how did we do for bio?
miss ye: *stares at mi* meifung! did you study wif ******? don study with him i tell you! study with nurul!

*for the protection of ***, i shall not mention his name...wahaha..

but anyway i didn study bio with him la..lol..did i even study for bio??? yes i think i did...for the last few days..hmmm from what she said...my friends and i made some inferences..

1st inference: nurul had scored well for bio test (congrats! =))
2nd inference: i had scored badly for bio test (hahah..expected...with 30 marks blank..what can i hope for?)
3rd inference: *** did bad too? (dun think so la..maybe like ji says nt fanstatic results...but nt did badly too)

haha..yupps..think the most likely spot-on inference is the 2nd one..wahhaha..wonder how the teachers felt when they marked my paper...got nth to mark..lol..

once again i shall stress that my class tutor and cca teachers are bio teachers..argh...i am so not going to survive well..=X

next, chinese orals...ahhhhh...i think it's the scariest oral i've ever been..firstly, the oral exam is held in a room in the library..and..the room is transparent! meaning that everyone outside the room waiting for orals can see how you look while conversing sensibly with the 2 teachers...scary right! secondly, both oral teachers are males!! so far i onli got old/young women as oral teachers...think i can connect better with older women..haha coz i am so mature! lol jk. i mean i am mature..but haha lol nvm. =) anyway, ya 2 male teachers leh! soo weird...first time and it's at my A'level oral exams...nt a veri gd timing for first times.

then the question asked...even worst..

2=1 teacher..coz the old man didn tok at all: do u read comics?
mi: omg...no. (haven read comics in my life la! ok except for one slightly r rated one..haha)
him: oo ok then do ur friends read?
mi: er ya i guess some of them do..
him: why do you think ppl don't read comics?
mi: coz there are other more fun things like tv, surfing the net, blah...and making new friends, in sites like friendster.com. haha..i actually said friendster.com and gave him..the *you noe you noe?* look..ha..sleeping almost stumbled out my mouth..but phew it didn't.. =P
him:ok why do u think comics are harmful?
mi:violence, sex scenes..blah..(suddenly an image of a mad man killing his friends coz of the comic book he read came to my already veri distrated+nervous mind) =S
him:how do u think we can stop that?
mi:*ahh...how can we stop violent scenes from being published?* er..parents can step in and help....................
him:anymore??
mi:instead of saying no i said "dunno"

...........and that ends our very sensible conversation..hmmm..think nt going to do well for orals..but it's alright...no harm done. =)

*pray hard for all my friends ard me that nth bad will happen to them, esp you.u noe who u are.* =)

after one hundred yrs..gp bio and chem paper is finally over! =) hmmm...think my brain is working slower than in the past..30mins for 30mcq qns...seems more than enough to other ppl..but i jus can't finish it la! bio somemore...eeeeeee...maybe didn't practice enough...

i think for bio test..hahaha...dunno how to do half the structure paper...which is like 30marks gone..flink flang flunk it le la! is the first paper which i left so many blanks! hmmm maybe not. *thinks of the maths paper*..but at least that was out of 25! ahhh!

for chem it's ok..at least better than bio i think..haha..gp: when i entered the gp exam hall..it's the 2nd time i wrote a gp essay since march...and the 1st piece wasn marked and returned to us..so hmmm no comments..

tues is the last paper --- maths! i want to passssssssssssssssssssssss.....our teacher says in order to get to j2, can only fail 2 subjects..i wan to go j2! hmmm..must study for maths!

anyone wants to go woodlands library wif mi on monday 2am to 4am to watch world cup finals??? =)

yea! chinese is over! =)haha..though i dunno why i am so happy..its not even like i put in loads of hardwork ..but who cares? its oovvvvvverrrrrrrrrrrr!! hahhaa. at least one subject down..=)

went to sch today feelin abit groggy today, coz slept late last night watching some "wife killing husband" show...brought me into deep thought..wad if one day you realise your husband/wife exhibits violent behaviour..but only after u get married then u know..isn't it so scary? *shudders* omg!what if like the show, under too much stress i become siao siao too nxt time..then start biting people...haha!!! RAAA...yumyum..=P

today chinese was a bit diff..the listening compre quite gd i think!though the echo in the hall was quite bad.. but then the main paper ...err...feel like i am doing trial and error for lots of qns..haha..not only did i feel like.. i think i did~! =S

went to woodlands library afterthat..found a nice cosy corner in level 2..after sometime, one english-lookin old guy asked if there's anyone sitting beside me..then he went to get books..after 5mins he came back with a stack of books..and put it on table...

then again he went to get more books...and more...and more..until his table was filled with like 20books...haha so funny la..couldn't stop laughing..but i was not the only one..the whole library in that section was lookin at him la! wondering how he was going to read all the books.. but not bad..when i leave after 2hours later..he finish like 6books..just need about 5hours more.. =)anyway, i notice he likes dogs..coz everytime i turn and see how's he doing...i see dogs..many many dogs...ooo..maybe he like snoopy too! wahaha. =)

nxt week is gp bio chem...ahhhhh. don't feel like going to school tmr..maybe i won't =)

just when it was the best week to study and mug...i am defeated by the evil throat monster (etm)... so now i am feeling so sick and sleepy, that i don think i will be able to finish studying...ahhh...common tests coming soon...2more weeks ...how am i going to scrape through it?

today something funny happened! i was alone on my way home from church, when i went into the mrt..sat down and saw a guy in front of me sleeping...wif his eyes rolling upwards so only the white colour part was visible..haha..looked so funny, so i decided to try it out since everyone else was doin other things..so i close my eyes and did the same, for abt 3seconds..and started laughing at my own lameness..to my horror, when i finally opened my eyes, the guy in front of me was awake!!! =X

omg! felt so stupid la..decided to act cool and pretend that nth had happened.. concentrated on replying fanella's sms..suddenly after about 2more stops..while i was still smsing..i suddenly heard "SAJC ...SAJC"...looked down, OH i was wearing the sa pe shirt..so hmmm they were referring to me..he and his friend beside me was like shouting across the mrt about dunno wad sajc thingy..

since city hall was my stop, i stop smsing and prepared to get down..then 3of them stood up..so i sat down again..lookin at what they were going to do..one of them said "eh she not going down ....." then wanted to sit down..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...decided to get down in the end...then they all got down..=S

suddenly one of them came up to me and asked me if i wan to give him my no..i was like "no..sry no..noo..no..oh the mrt is here"...then they "ya" ..and went in..-.-"

ahhh..went in the mrt while they met up wif another one of their friends..luckily the two of them went to that one friend while one remained..or else i will feel so cornered la..

after saying no for abt 5mins..to my surprise, i realise he was holding a small package of city harvest books! the one that i got when i first accepted christ! oooh! so he was from city harvest too! lol..he started sayin it was fate and all..so finally i gave in and gave him my no..anyway, what harm can it do right? he doesn't look like a terrorist to me..haha..

yupps..today was fun..bro aaron treated me to macau express,yummy~! and the service was extremely touching..*sinffs* enjoyed myself ..haha..though i miss fan there wif me too..haha..=)

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

omg!i am 60%boyish!yoz man...i'm a cool dude..wahaha. =)

today is such an unlucky day...went out to eat wif my sis and stepped on dog shit!!!! omg..my first time...ewwww...it is soo veri smelly! went to library and didn realise until i went to the toilet and wonder who is creating the smell..when i close the cubical door...argh! almost fainted..my SHOES!!

after several tries of cleaning..i thought it won stink anymore..so went to find a seat and sat down...but..the smell keep diffusing up my nose at intervals! yuckkss...after 10mins of suffering, couldn take it anymore and decided to run back home and change shoes..on my way back, it started drizzling..

went out with a clean pair of shoes but the rain became so heavy that when i finally reached the library after many many obstacles, my poor shoes was soaking...well at least it doesn stink that much anymore..jus smell of tofu+water+fish..wahaha..joking.

started on maths..functions!! eeeeeeekss...after reading for 2 hours plus, still can't get it...so irritating! decided to go find my sis who is at another area studying...

reach home with the achievement of finishing 3 questions of maths..hmmm nt much sense of achievement but at least better than nth la..haixx...maths is so difficult! =(

when we finally got home, we realised we didn't bring home keys..and my parents and brothers are out eating in orchard in some jap restaurant!! ahhhhhhhhh....roamed abt in the playground and laid on the stone bench, watching stars that wasn't there coz it was onli 9pm..but the sky is very nicee la... =)

yea..i am finally back home! feels kind of feverish though..mus be the rain..going to eat my wonderful dinner now..oats...=')

my friend gave me this site...abt muslims converting to christians...very interesting..
http://www.answering-islam.org/Testimonies/index.html

came back from chalet yesterday!went escape theme park wif chris and kel on tues..coz nurul darshini yihoong went back home.. i will never sit that machine which turns round and round and 360degrees on its own (some pepsi-named thingy) ever again!!! didn dare to take it at first..but wanted to test my guts..since the last time i went escape was in sec 3..but it was such a wrong move..!after taking that ride..feel dizzy and pukey...=( recovered after going haunted hse though..think the scary virus neutralised the giddy one.. haha..=)

after taking almost all the rides, we went to play those games where we haf to pay..like throwing rings into bottles,etc etc..haha..kel and chris spent lots of money on the games..in the end accumulated 10 chops and we got a free spin on the wheel...i spinned and got a pink seal with ball softtoy! they gave it to me and so now, snoopy has a new friend! =) heehee..

ended sch at 1.45pm today...haf to be in sch till 7.30pm coz got some chinese drama thingy..actually brought lots of notes so can study in school..but poor notes..decided to abandon it last minute and go plaza sing with class for lunch..haha..went pizza hut..

came back to sch and it was alreadi 6plus..decided to do my geog tutorial..after a few minutes however, felt bored and decided to take a walk around the school..realised the beauty of nature...=D

the chinese concert not bad la..quite funny actually..haha..the best part of tonight is...i climbed out of the school gate!!! wheeeeeeeeee!~ first time climbing the school gates ..almost broke my arm..usually ppl climb over, adjust their arms and legs...then jump..i climbed over and jumped immediately..luckily didn dislocate my arms..haha..

yea sch holidays finally here!! haf to start mugging soon..common tests coming! arghh...

dear lord, i pray that i will not sleep excessively this june holis..amen.

haha...didn go to school today...coz was er..sick..haha..anyway, my bro and sis oso didn go sch..coz the alarm clock me didn wake them up..wahaha..so fun..everyone sleeping till 10am.. =)

wheee! today went for rugby match...SA vs RJ..was supposed to reach at 4.15pm...but end up reaching at 5.20pm because miss ye ask me and ji hyun to help serve drinks to the judges of sci fair...luckily we didn get lost and miss the match...coz......SA won! 15-10!!!!!!!!~ =) so fun watching the match..! ppl piling on top of each other and the person who gets squashed comes out of it unhurt..yeah...tmr going to watch guys soccer match..hopefully we win too! =)

anyway while helping carry the drinks...we asked miss ye abt bio test..

we: how did we do for the bio test?
miss ye: almost everybody passed in the class...
we:heeheeeeee...did we passed?
miss ye: hmmm..you and jihyun ah..ya u two passed..
mi: huh?!*shocked* *turns to jihyun* *turns back to her* miss ye, i am mei fung leh!! (coz i am half doubting that she'd mistook mi for some other person)
miss ye: of coz i noe u are meifung....hhaha

wahahahhahaa...yupps so i think i passed bio..at least so if she didn't remember wrongly la ..i hope she didn't! =) yeaaa..hmm she oso said that our class got an average of 29 for the test...dunno if it is considered gd to her..

hmmm...tomorrow going to haf so many presentation...i dun lyke prrreeesentaation!!

lesson one: when someone does not behave the way they look like they shld...it doesn't mean that he/she is a faker..i mean if you look like you are a quiet gal, u dun really haf to be quiet right?if i am really that quiet...life wouldn be fun anymore!!! right???

hmmm...feeling quite depressed lately, dunno why..maybe it's the tests and hmk...or maybe it is jus gp tutorial...soooooooo boring!! =(

anyway, went to church yesterday...haha...got some good seats right in front of the choir..and the feeling is really different! soo fun!!!the pastor is good too...so comical..looking forward to emerge on 1-4june..haha...=)

oya, let me write something abt the guitar concert!=)

haha...first time being a receptionist..its quite tiring..having to stand most of the time..and meeting some ppl who is obviously bored of life..

him:can i haf 1 ticket pls?
(takes out $50 for a $5 ticket)

mi:ok sure..
(began to search for $45 change)

him: wait why not i pay you next time...jus note down my name and come find mi nxt time! (whole grp of friends started luffing)

mi:(trying to be calm and composed and at the same time concentrating on finding the change ) er...sry this is not allowed..

(finally! ok here's ur change)

him:tks
(with that he sashayed off wif his friends while i hear faintly the words "i was hoping she gave mi one extra red note" *more laughters*)

hey!!! what is this man...roarss*

hmmm...but overall it's quite interesting la..haha..will miss the times slacking in the cc, watching the seniors rehearse while we(the usher team) sit at the best seats available (middle 6th row) laughing and talking away..waiting for the sun to set and the owls to wake up=) yes!one more plus point!the security guard kept on giving us food..yum..haha..advice for juniors nxt yr---> reception must be located next to security guard's table!! wahaha =)

can anyone tell me why do i feel so sleepy these few days?? *yawns*

haf my first ever bio test in sa today...haha..50mcq..40mins..

at first it sounded so nice..mcq...just numbers and shading..but when i looked at the qns...somehow everything that i studied didn't come out...xecept maybe 10...out of fifty. which is horri gi ble...maybe i shouldn even read the qns la! jus play minimoniminimo can alreadi..which i did! for 50% of the paper..

die la..no way am i going to pass this test man...unless my guessing skills are so powerful la..ahhhh...why is there so much things to study for bio?and the time...the time is so little! less than one minute for one qns! how is that possible?

but..the worse worst thing is..both my form teacher and cca teacher are bio teachers! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i am so dead.kill me..bang.

after thinking for sometime, i think everything is pre-destined! it's really cool!let me begin my story:

1. wanted to go first three months in innova badly, but my teacher said it won't be fair for those who get lower than me but above 20..if i went to innova i will most likely stay there since it is sooo near my house..no sajc..no Christ in my life..
2. decided to go library with fanella during the weekend..was talking about not being free on sat coz of some invitation from kelvin to city harvest church..when i realised she was invited by her senior too!so, fanella and me and kelvin went to city harvest church ..and there we found God!
3. brother was invited by teacher to a church...jus noticed he went city harvest too!=)

made a very big decision today..accepted Christ into my life..it's not actually a sudden decision..have been thinking abt it for quite sometime.. yea..met my cell grp ppl..and clouds! haha..went out and haf dinner and found out that they are really cool peeps! so energetic and all..hee..ate durian ice kachang too...yummy!! =) love durians!

oyes...also decided to stay in guitar for good..although there will definitely be stress and all since i noe nuts abt guitar..i will perserve!!=) believe that God haf his plans for me and i shall follow them! HAlaelooya!! =)

its weird time can change everything..one minute i was going to join odac...now i might be joining guitar..ahh..dunno la..brain spoil alreadi..haf to choose between the two..

anyway, went for guitar camp last friday to sunday....haha...it's veri fun and relaxing..got a lot of free time..we even watch night movies! movies in camp? how cool can it get?! played treasure hunt and end up picking up lots of rubbish..super funny..(salt, tennis ball,etc...u wan it we haf it..=) after that we have night games...it was so fun! i was so high la! run here and there trying to pull rafia string out from ppl's pants..haha..this led mi to think if i should join something outdoor-ish since i like this kinda of crazy things..hmm..dilemma again..

but the camp was basically fun..made some new friends and the seniors were so funny and crazy!the jokes they haf up their sleeves...uncontrollable luffing=P...although i haf a veri sian look during the whole camp..i enjoyed it! can't believe i kinda miss it when i went home on sunday...=)

but...why are there so many tutorials?chem maths bio...its enuf to kill...and i just don haf time...wonder how ppl study..i mean when u reach home already so tired already bathe nap watch changjin then it's 11pm! haha..maybe they don watch changjin..*grins*eh..even the boys in the class got do homework la! ahhhhhhhh...i am so going to study this weekend!!

today we haf pe...ran 6 rounds..2 rounds+1+1+1+1=6.. they even haf a name for it..circuit running! electricity..light bulb..circuit...hahah..was so exhausted! after 4th round..almost gave up..no more air in the lungs...but was glad that i manage to finish the run...when i ran past mr khoo after the last round..i gave him a weak smile..and he say "good good...its good to see a smile..........." i dunno wad he say afterthat..coz was concentrating on walking to the seats without my legs giving way...mind blank..hair look like jus walk out from an explosion..low air level..haha..sound like i am describing a ghost..no la actualli not that bad..but the point is i am very very tired..

sense of achievement..is that wad i look for in life? odac or guitar??????

going to check if i haf hmk at 11pm..if don haf i will go to slp..if haf i will go to slp.=)