stress...

arghh...i am beginning to feel the stress...promos is coming so soon..can you believe it? 39 more days! 39!! 5 more weeks! omg...i can't accept this truth...someone pls tell me i am dreaming...there's so much things to study la! and i am only like 2% into my revision..hmmm ok too exaggerating.. 2.1%.

i need motivation to study long hours.. plus.. haf to do eom and everything..haiz..this is so depressing! don't like project work! =( think i am getting mad..can't sleep without worrying and waking up in the middle of the night this few days ...hmmm...

and...my guitar friends are so smart la! the range of their points..40 to 60..ahh..feeling below average...=( seems to me like there's no one else who thinks that there might be a possibility of them retaining..at least so for ppl in sa...hmmm...stress..

haix...it's like one month more before the "deciding days"...the whole of next year will depend on these few days..i am scared......really scared...i don't wan to retain..now that there's something to look forward to nxt yr..i really don't want anything bad to happen... ='( sniffs*

god pls let me go to j2..i will study hard..amen...