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i finally went to watch the m18 show! lol nothing v sexual!just evoke some deep thoughts after watching it..

it's abt this v realistic down to earth girl who always thought she knew what she wanted, a life with a successful guy..who loves her alot. until one day she and her best friend(a totally opposite of her)..went to dunno where with this guy painter. and she spent a night alone with him.

hmm after that her fiancee just suddenly seemed v boring! >.<..and the girl felt she love that painter guy more than the guy she was going to marry in 2 wks time..lol but in the end after some out of the blue intervention, she ended up with the successful guy afterall..

mmms. LOL.

y do we always want things we couldn haf? lols i am nt saying things like wanting bad results when we have gd results, tat kind of things. haha! but if u are having good results, u will wan sth u couldn haf..which is not bad results becos bad results is sth u could get if u wanted. okiiee so rephrase, u will want something if given a choice u can't get even if u wanted. maybe difficult things are more exciting to go after in lifE? mmms hhaha ok lol if u are confused abt the above, skip the paragraph, cos i am confused too. =P then if u are confused u won't be able to attain true happinesS! >.<

haha lol anw yaa back to the show..so many thoughts after that! a complex kinda show. now i noe why it's m18. ;)

=( john go army again..SIGH. maybe i will get used to it soon! hmms...=]..oYA!! just heard from him his army friend told him he's in teenage magazine!! AHHH. going to buy the magazine tmr. :P

i do hOpe mONeY wILL fALL fROm the BiG bLUE sky..

but it won't!! >.< so i think i going to start getting tution jobs. *sOBS*..any lobang?

blocked memories,which i can't seem to remb.