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Sigh.. I m experiencing the 'can't concentrate properly cos thinking of bf' syndrome again..this happened before when I was in jc and I was quite affected by it,in fact very ..and couldn't set my heart down fully to study. It was tt kind of feeling like you are studying but your mind is not focus so though u sit there for many hrs, most of the time ur mind is wandering somewhere else .. :( hmm wondered before ..y does it always have to happen in the last year/ the most impt period?maybe this is a test for me..to see whether I can overcome this weakness of mine, and not be affected once again by a guy. But...ahhhh it is so difficult..*cries*..not to get affected by my silly emotions. Really wish tt I can do well..but with all the emo-ness and distracting thoughts...it's so tough:(...sigh sometimes i just wish all this will be over soon. June will faster come, and I will see John again and don need to feel sad and still have to force myself to study..dear God..pls help me go through this difficult period..and help me to concentrate in my studies...strengthen my faith God.. to know You are always watching over me..and things will be fine with your grace..I pray all this in Jesus name..Amen. ='()