January 2017 started out being a very difficult month for my family. There were some real bad news, and we were brought on a roller coaster ride. The good thing is, we got more united..but having to handle the news plus going to work was soo tough. Really felt so physically and mentally drained each time i am home. And it doesn't help that work is at its peak period, and i have to concentrate.
For someone who NEEDS to have 7 hours sleep a day (or it is dangerous ><), this was a tough month for me - barely scrapping 6+ hours of sleep a day.
Thank God for pulling me through, and watching over us. Thank you also to all the friends (you know who you are) who have been fasting and praying for our family. I am so touched by your act of kindness to me, and this helps calm me down much more! =) I shall not elaborate more as this is quite private matter, but yeah, so far God has been faithful, and we are in the midst of more updates. Thank you dear too for being silently there! :)
It is only today, that i can finally heave a big sigh of relief, and have the mood to blog! =)
This 3 weeks, i have been thinking real deep - what do i want to do in my lifetime? We always think that we have so much more time left, but i am only about 28 years away from hitting 55 years old. (An age i can draw out money above the Minimum Sum! but that's not the point LOL)
Being a little bit of a planner, and someone who likes to think of all the nonsense thing (think too much but i have been trying to think lesser already! >< HAHA only these 3 weeks start again)
*side track*
Can you imagine i actually decide not to go into relationship at age 14, because i was counting down to 25 (marrying age), and was thinking how little the probability was that we could stick together for 9 years. How we should always reject guys at first or second tries, because of this logic: If they really are serious about you and want to marry you, they will NOT disappear even after rejections! (Anyway, the chasing part is always sweet, so why not prolong abit;) )
I mean, they want/plan to spend the rest of their life with you, how can a single "Sorry we can only be friends", make him move on and find another target just like that? And sadly, most guys will disappear after one or two rejections. They are just trying their luck with me. BOOO HOOO! i am not attractive enough, sadly ='( HAHAHA.
But really, sometimes when we say no, it may also be due to our own past experience/fear of relationships/insecurities. So it's not the guy problem, it's the girl!!! (there is a possibility that this may be the case, why not don't lose heart, and try harder then?)
So, this is a tip boys!! If you really REALLLYYYY wants to marry the girl, chase her hard, and DON't give up!!! But please don't go and harass her haha, it's always good to start from friends first to know her at a deeper level! Offer her support when she needs, always there to offer a listening ear :) Who knows how everything will turn out? Right, dear? =D
However, if after 2 years the girl still don't accept, and is not touched by what you are doing for them, then maybe, maybe jiu suan le ba. I am sure another girl will appreciate all your efforts! Jiayou! :) Daniel did it after about 1.5 years, so i think that's a good gauge! :)
Rainbow waterfall! we did it! :)
Bday surprise @ top of 1000 steps with a medal~
Feb 13 BFF Surprise @ Airport
I graduated!
Success! He got his girlfriend! @ Esplanade carpark*
*Disclaimer: This is a non-researched method, please do not find/sue me if it doesn't work*
LOL so yupps, that's really thinking too much right?
It is a double-edged sword - while it helps me in making rational decisions (even though i was a very emotional creature), this also means that i spent aLOT of my brain space with unimportant issues and this does not optimize the reality i am in. So if you find me half-gone, please do not mind as my brain is probably whizzing away at some other random thoughts. =)
OK so back to the topic i was in - yes, i only got 28 years left!! (and who knows also!) to do what i want to do, to fuifill my small girl dream. I want to!! and i definitely don't want to just go through life phases like the norm, without impacting anyone's life! This brings me to a very big question, what is the most important thing to me? So after thinking through day and night, night and day the past 3 weeks..until the brain wanted to go on strike.. i finally came to a conclusion.....
I AM NOT SAYING!! =P
Haha, lol ok i shall not be lame. It got to do with trying to gain financial independence (dunno how to reach there, will/have to plan my finances well, trust God and pray at this moment for more directions).
YAY!!! =D I am excited - now that i finally know what's important to me, and this option pops out, i shall do just that! Slooooowly and gradually this time.
So here is wishing you a happy Chinese New Year all, remember to find joy in every little things, especially your health! Health = Wealth =D
P.S: Looking forward to pay day is something i have not got bored of, even after working for 4.5years. PAY DAY COMING LO, HUAT AH! =)
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