To my dearest in laws

It's 2.30am in the morning now..Was unwell yesterday and so was resting the whole day at home.. currently can't sleep.. >< Guess it is true that the older you get, the less sleep you need..

Was running through some thoughts on life.. the successes, the failures..and I felt like typing down some of the inner feelings..especially when it is still bare. (since I tend to forgot things quite fast so by the time I wake up tomorrow, most likely I won't remember lol)..

Here it goes..

To my dearest mother in law..thank you for bringing up a Godly man..(2 in fact!:)) It must be tough on you, as dad was a businessman. Like many tv series I watched in the past, it dawned upon me that you were one of those tough ladies, (whom I have not saw in this light before).. who brought up their children with grit, independence, love and prayers for the family. With dad travelling often, it must be difficult..yet you successfully did it. With so so much love. And no complains.

I wonder, if I can ever do, the same thing as you did. Self sacrificing, unconditional love. That's all I can say. If it is me, I might be resentful, I might be emo..I might let my feelings get the better of me. All which is detrimental to a good marriage life. That's the reason we all need God, isn't it? To give us strength, in our weaknesses. You are indeed a lady of faith, by the stories you shared..and for that, I admire you.

Haha, I doubt I will ever say all these..maybe one day when we both grow older.. =)

Mummy, thank you for accepting who I am, for the person I am. I have made some mistakes in the past, hurt the people around me. (including you, because I said some nasty stuffs by accident- yes I am not perfect bOOhOO. ><), yet you have chose to forgive, and even allowed Dan to marry me!

I am blessed. How many people will stand by you when you are down and under? Other than your own family, it is really rare that people will stand by you when you are down. Most will try to distance themselves from you, (till things get better)...It is normal human nature of course, and I don't blame them, but yet - you did not. you did not judge me.. and I am forever grateful for that.

To my dearest father in law, thank you too, for letting Dan make his own decision on his life. It must have been worrying on your part too, but yet you still leave it to him. For that, i am truly thankful too. I pray and hope that I will be a good enough daughter in law to you all! :)

Finally, I would like to thank God for all. The timing for every season for each of us, was so nicely planned and put together..(even the 'bad' obstacle came at the right moment! O.O) now that i look back..

Indeed, I am amazed by your plans, to make each of us a more forgiving, bigger, better person. I am thankful also, for the friends you have put around me, to encourage me and still, believe in me. With You by my side, I have the courage to continue my life positively..knowing that You will be watching over me.

Thank You also for healing my father, bit by bit. I pray that he will regain his health soon and that we will all be able to go overseas again soon.

Praying for continued good health for all my family and friends.. and myself, and let's strive for a better tomorrow!! Why?

Because it's FRIDAY!! wOOtS!

TGIF. Haha that's all for the night. Bye!