The JoyFoo Life!~

hmm..wanted to write something..but dun wan alr..:X

hmm i think sometimes we shldn't be too sensitive.there's a reason for everything.and why it happened.and once again it might not because of that reason that things are like that but becoz there are so mani much more other reasons that never crossed ur mind, but was on the other's party mind. so the best is ask. or talk it out, don't doubt and anyhow think.

hmm..learnt something tat day..wasn't veri happi that he don't wan to go eat with mi..coz his reasons was his friends were there..then it wasn't veri fan bian. so well the only reason i could think that time was what is the prob with him, it wasn't like his friends were his parents right. or something ard this pt.

then i went to eat myself..(yumm myself is yummy ) haha ..lol jkk. and came back..was quite =( but after when we finally talked it out, i realise his reason was coz he told his friends he is going home to eat. with the intention of eating with mi. loll nv thought of that mans. haha. diff viewpts of things.

anyway..tmr is GP A's..i realli dread nxt wk..why do they put chem maths geog bio all in 2 days? i really dun know whether i can make it la!!there are still so much undone stuffs.isn't like O's at all.:( OMG. ehhhh & i think i can't finish my geog syllabus and dunno la..just a lot.but hmm haf faith! can de!

:) aRGH.13 more hours.

hmm i think after watching the :) dramas..it set mi thinking..if one day you see your loved one being maybe of danger being knifed, will it be your instinct to go and take the stab? it always happen so on tv..the guy to the girl, or the girl to guy.

maybe just the thought that willing to die for another, is stupid and quite ridiculous. but i dun think so leh. hmMM.. ok. too much drama.

feeling abit..i dunno ..emoish now. ='( maybe it's some things that enlighten mi..maybe it's some revealation..or maybe it's just coz i am turning 19.

wow..toking about 19..haha! my bdae is coming soon!! :)

hahaa okay ..

i feel quite old alr..so fast..2 yrs is coming to an end..no more going to sheltered protected school..no more everything..

going on to next chapter of life, facing the harsh and cruel world like many says. can i survive?hmm..

maybe it's better like that.

hmms.hah.it's for my good.

ahhh magicians of love iss sOOO niceEE!!! :P hahaaa i think i watch too much love fairy tales alr..oh no..mMMM..shall watchhhh more after everything is oveR!! =)

ehh i think perverts shld bang their head on the walls. OMgGG:S

ewwww how come i always so unlucky one? do i look like i won't scream or shout one? how come all theee weird ppl like to come and find mi.. OKAAy lol i think is because i like to sit at the most back corner of buses..and the reason? coz i study too much..hahaa hmm okay la noo la..coz i prefer the smell of air at back of buses.

anyway..i haf summarised..what ppl would do. into 3 steps.

1. pretend to slp..(it's so obvious the're pretending! COZZ their head does not sway when the bus does..
2. they will subconsciously move closer. ""
3. X.x

and i even haf to resort to saying "sry i haf no space" once..soo DOTSS...oki i shall make it a point to sacrifice smelling the nice air behind and sit in front..so that i won't meet any harm..or easier still, i just bring a knife along.

judging from how much my poor hair suffered from mi trying to pull them out the past few days, i think i might just accidentally stuff it into their ********** , sickening leg.

okk enuf of releasing stress..i dunno what i am feeling anymore. it's a mixture of hope and doom. is there such a mixture?

ya..definition: congratulations! you are on and on ur way to A's!

=X

anyway i thought of something nice..being loved removes all negativity..:)

my books must be feeling happi now..

haha.

bah.

story: one day =( met =) and he become =)...

comment on my story! :)

okk jk..bbb..

haiz. y? :(

loll went to sch in st margs shirt today..such a long time since i wore them..and i still fit! :P haha..

was walking home with ji and i say i am going to go high after A's. haha and she said if i b4 A's like that..she wonders how high i am going to be after. ;) hmmm i wonder too. but it's going to be like....1000m high. hopefulli la.

hmm..some things can't be bought with money..just like my __________. imagine..if someone pay $1000000 for _______, will i give?

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of course!! i just nid a pen! haha! hMMM get it??? you don't??? coz my signature only ma!!

hahaha.. =P

haaixx my jokes are not funny anymore.. can't think of any creative things to write..coz it's all polluted. by non-creative stuffs.
haha..

and my handphone died again..having selective memory and receives onli some messages..so.. i have decided..instead of wondering whether ppl sms mi and not focus, i shall exchange my phone with my sis for a week. or maybe with my mum.. MUHAHAHA. so i can erm..yupps try to focus.

sooo byebyee ppl!!*sniffs*

my spirit shall linger ard. but it won' be back so soon. BYEEE.

there's no more turning back. :S

hmm.okay i shld stiop counting to start of A's.

30more days.

=( i think i will miss everything..so i better enjoy it now..before it ends..

btw, this is funny!HAHAHAHA..watch till the middle part~! (click for the pop out to come out in another window)



another!


lols..sry for wasting ur time. kevin says he will never open the 1st video..OPENNN!! REALLY!!!i think watching all these crazy videos make mi mad..hahaha which might be exposed at times. beware. ;)

ehhh i very angry.oki la nth much but just..hey dun anyhow anyhow come and give mi attitude can..i also got A LOT OF ATTITUDE one okay. RAAA..!@E!@#$!#

finish chem mock today..haha!

from the sentence above, i infer that the writer tone is one of resigned and mad. hMM..okii maths tmr..i shld slp soon..zzz..

there's still a lot of days left. :)

loll...HAHA not.

have u ever wanted something so badly? loll waves to freedom*

freedom: too BADD yOUU cAN't get mi..coz you have tO sTUDYYYYY. *luffs loudly*
mi: but.....i am sure...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:OKOKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I GO STUDY. dam* *kicks the wall and break my toe*
=S

hahhaa.

errr..i think A's is really a test of ..i dunno emotional mental physical and everyting..

haf been eating mac for mani times..and a sudden thought struck mi..maybe i shld go join the mac crew or something..lol..

=S scary la! no matter how much i try to study seems like there are like super unfinishable stuffs..especialli geog..omg.......i realli nid to start geog..and bio? after doing one innova bio paper..i think i might as well end my life.

it is so difficult!=X i dunno la maybe its not.. but..to mi it is la..=( HOWWWWWW..this is the time where you really have no choice..no more choice to choose not to study, to dislike the subject. OMGOMGOMG.............AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..=?

having chem mock A's tmr..LOL.

loll went wlds lib today..and as usual the queue was long and yummy..when the shutter opened.. everyone rushed in..thinking of running in..i stopped when i hear this 2 person behind mi saying "you noe what? this is very disgusting behaviour.." and another agreeing..:S

so gracefully i walked in..and when i reach the 2nd floor, i saw this plant pot lying on the grd..and it was broken..='(

hMMM i wonder if it was due to the ppl rushing in..if it is..haha! so kua zhang..

ANYWAY I FEELING VERY MENTALLY UNSTABLE NOW,HAIZ>>>HAHHAA>>>=(>> ZZZ...okie shall go haf a power nap and wake up later.. =)

just wondering how sometimes we say we are going to do everything we can and not waste any moment, yet we can still waste alot of moment subconsciously..i dun wan to waste time anymore..coz there is really no time left. 16 more days. =(

hahaha!!!spent some precious time watching ;) with my sis..who constantly remind mi of the days left..WHILE WATCHING WITH MI =P

here's another!



hahahaaa!omgg i shall watch more after A's.shall go sleep..niteSS ppl! :)

last day of school tmr...having mani weird feelings now..think it is going to be very fun..coz the teacher keep asking all those who pon sch for long time to come for it..(HEY WRITING TO YOUU PIG;) also tmr we are going to sing for the principal..coz she's going to retire..the song is very nice! i wonder what miss ye is going to give us!! :P think she's ordering pizza..

loll..but again after tmr, which is the last official day..we won't be seeing each others till A's..mmm..mixeed.

anyway today i think i broke record..didn't eat for the whole day leh! just ate one bowl of yummy rice. haha..

suddenly feel fat..and dun feel like eating alr..

or maybe it's just because tmr is the last day of sch.

:)(

"那种事只有在电视剧发生。。惨忍但却是事实"。。。 好吧。。我接受你想我有的生活。。希望我会是更开心的生活。。

只是。。

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mmm time passes so fast..nxt wk is actualli the last week of school alr..it realli seems not long ago that i entered the gates of my dream school..

memories. maybe 8mths after A's i will feel as if i jus taken A's. HMMM..i wonder if that will happen..

mi and ji was talking abt after A's the other day..

mi: ahhhh i think i am turning into a panda soon *shows her my upper face which only the white eyeball was visible since the rest was black*
ji: hmm..ehh yaa..but nvm! after A's we can sleep all we wan!
mi:*getting very excited at the thought* ehh!! yayaa! wAAAA..*floating off*

ji: ehh what do you want to do straight after A's?? (bio mcq on 23th nov or sth i think..)
mi: sleep! (on second thought...)

we decided to go out and maybe reach home super super late..go where haven discussed..maybe we can go some mountain and shout the happiness*hopefulli*..and bring our books along...

loll if the mood doesn't feel happi..then can just jump down..loll so convenient right! *pats myself* :P

hmmm i got so many things i wan to do after A's. catching up with friends i haven been able to..maybe can go wild wild wet 7 times a wk!:P spending more time with family, which my sister keep saying i am not..lol it has been so long since i went out with them in the family car!:( also..go gym, go beach go out go woodlands lib. HAHA. maybe i shall go learn driving! take the theory test..sounds fun! loll suddenly i remb something my friend said. "errr i think i'll take the public transport..maybe it will be faster..coz won't get lost" hmm haha! maybe :P okkk & finally, clean up my room which i promised my mum. :)

oya! and go work! ehhh that i dunno if i am looking forward to. abit la. since the onli job i work last time was the $20 an hour. guiding some barney down the staircase in the rich bdae kid hse.which is abt all coz it ended after one hour.
haha..

lol suddenly 8mths seems too much for all these activities..

haha maybe i will go ard singapore shouting that A's over and appear on the news..or do something really crazy. *winks*--argh i can't wink..:P or maybe i shld go learn how to wink! HAHA and get sent to the eye doctor..LOLSS THIS IS SO NOT FUNNY!hahah!

hmmmm..123456789101112131415161718192021222324..AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

due to some pig who don want to eat with mi today..i nearly went into the gents. eh i pushed open the door, and shocked myself when i saw the word "gents" on the door la..luckily zh accompanied mi to eat, or i dunno what will happen nxt..haha tks~!:)

hmm anyway, i just haf this gut feeling more nonsense things is going to happen..coz a's is coming.

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getting supremely worried now. i can't do ionic electrochem vectors and complex for nuts. anyone can help mi? :(

oh nooooo onli left 28days, i can almost feel my heart accelerating now.

driveeee come back..maybe i nid to get a car, so the drive will come. ... hahaa just jk..tired. can't even blog properly now. coz thoughts' everywhere.

=X FOCUSSSS~