The JoyFoo Life!~

OFF today...ahh just woke up at 3pm...with many disturbance throughout the night.. ><..=((( i have dark circles now!! sIGH SOO SAD..must be the night shifts..

hope it will disappear and not stay there permanently..><..

finished watching all pao mo zi xia available episodes..and clicknetwork videos and blogs..why do ppl update so lil!! hee update more !! so i can read..now lying on the bed with laptop..

gg out for dinner with john at night...hmm..maybe i shld sleep again...

although i am only awake for 1hour..

=Pp..maybe slping more will make the dark circles disappear?

BAH.

hmm..LOL and so next week will be my last week working in cisco..or will it? .. how am i feeling now?..

somehow..i can really say this is the most special..though tiring + got many cuts here and there + long hours+ night shifts..+panda eyes job that i have taken so far. It was unbearable at the start, but after about 2 weeks...things started changing for the better.. the ppl there are really SUPER HILARIOUS.. and friendly.. except..maybe one security guard who always find trouble with me. ><..

HAHA. awww..i dunno whether i am feeling happy it's going to end soon. maybe the good thing is that the jobs are no stress job(thank God cos everything seems to be going oki till now..)..so unlike other jobs i have taken up..it is a happy job. :).. just got to get through the first part of the race..

life is like that isn't it? it always start disgusting..(e.g studying)..where u are uncomfortable with the self discipline u need to take..the things u have to sacrifice..and when u keep on studying, and still can't get it..u will really feel like giving up.. but persist on.. and the fruits will be tasty and yummy at the end of the day.. =))....

hee imagine if we had given up on the first few days( SOOOO felt like quitting lA!!and one month seems SOOOO long away)..then maybe we won't meet all the humourous ppl at work..and the salary will be gone too..

=)..if there is one super important value that i learnt since being a christian..it was the never-say-die attitude and persistance that was implanted inside. =)..so strongly even if the whole world is against me (Which sometimes when pms+emo will feel)..life will still move on...with me doing what i think is right. cos sometimes doing the right things which is different from others may seems wrong. oki abit confusing here but yupps.

anyway back to job!! AHH the bosses they all asked us whether we want to extend..HMM...i really dunno leh!! *prays for the answer*

if a job comes , i will go off sadly..if no jobs..maybe i will stay! =D..a few weeks more or something..

made some really funny friends at work..LOL they really made our day by being sOOO cute!!! =PP!!..awwwwww i really abit bu she de to go off and they haf been asking us to stay till aug..for so many times..

hmm, well we will see how it goeS!! i shall go send resumes and interview at this moment..and see whether i can find another job..

HEEE...ahh going to work at night now...quite looking forward to it leh..!! =PPp...i think i am mad..LOL..but out of the 10+ jobs i've worked so far, it's really the first time i am looking forward to a job.. mainly cos of the ppl there!! *SMILES*..

adios! :)

Will things still remain the same? ..Nobody really knows. I wish i can know God's plan for me.

oki whee me and marg is having a one day off break now ..(hee the supervisor so nice let us off cos we look very tired) due to almost crumpling and fainting after work..

it was perfectly fine when the week started..and only turn for the worst after 2 days of working till almost 10.30pm...and reaching home quite late...><..

so yeepps..and from 2 days ago, was asked to do a higher responisbility job..where i have to make sure i do it properly cos at the end of the day..the figures MUST balance..or else will give them lots of trouble. unlike other jobs like..sorting money..sorting cards..make bandles..sweep the floor..(no brain jobs).. this requires more focus and attention!!it is easy to make human error once u lose focus..

so yea lo..everytime do that..must v serious..and pray hard it balance..and yesterday was so funny! cos it was alr latee at night..about 8pm ..so i was feeling reeeally sleepy...alr 11hours of work...><..in addition..no one to talk to me!! so..my eyes was closing slowly...(though still awake)..then my supervisor walked past!! and said "mifung! ur eyes dun close ahh!" in a joking way..LOL! which woke mi up abit.. phew..ptl at the end of the day it balanced and another supervisor said "good job!"...

with that we ask for a break today..and yea! i am happily sleeping at home whole time... =))..

aNd when i woke up this morning, 11am..my mum told me my older brother bought a laptop for me!! =D..jump out of bed and ran outside to find a pretty black sleek toshiba laptop on the ironboard. AHHHHHHHHHHHH..

went to set it up excitedly and now i am using it!!:D..VERYYYYYYYYYYYY HAPPY!!! =))))..it's my first laptop in my life!! YEAHHH!!!...always wanted a chio laptop la!! and this look so chio!!..LOvESSSss...wheeeee thank you kor kor!! (if he ever sees this blogpost)...

HAHA!!! this feel like a dream come true..it's my personal laptop! =))...hehe thinks of ways to design it..maybe buy those blink blink stuffS? hehe!!

=)))....

okiee lots of smiley in this post..! cos so happy!..

but another =X news is from tmr on..every week i have to work 2 days night shift!! night shift=11pm to 8am..!! ><..

faints..*tmr is my first night shift..wonders how it is gg to be!!what will i eaT? maybe tree bark? or.. grass?? LOL..this is really interesting. (my dad work shifts too..and he said the same thing as my supervisor..which is that working night shift..be prepared to be very tired..cos tiring to body..)

LOL this one month..i guess we will learn lots of things (though only 7days have passed by..).. mentally and physically! right marG?? ;)...

was actually hating it ..but supervisor allowed us to work together ....so i guess that's something to be happy too...

cheEERRSS!!* life still great though i have not much life.

=D

haha oki some updates on 4 days of work. LOL one day seemed rEALLYYY long because of long hours..and the after the first day of work..i was sOOOO super exhausted that i just fainted on the bed when i reached home. luckily my parents came to fetch me.. yes i din bathe.><..(i did in the morning though!!)..ahh.. I don't remember ever feeling that tired for a long time alr..maybe the last time i feel like that was NEOS camp in 2008??..

yea..rEALLY tired man..so on day 2 have to get off bed around 7am..then prepared to go to work again..

everyday was a challenge mentally not to quit. but yeA!! i am very determined not to!! for sch fees sake. ><.. just pray my body can take it cos i reach home 11plus at night daily..

LOL so me and marg was rEALLYYY glad that weekends are finally here.. i have never wanted sOO badly a break at work..it's a different kind of looking forward..not just because it is very sian..but because the body is screaming to rest or threaten to stop working properly. >< LOL..it's very essential at this point of time.

after waking up at 12pm for sat and sun..i am feeling better alr..though deep inside, i am still dreading the start of a new week. =X..

it's going to be so long!! ><...5days... hope i won't faint halfway thr the week or something.

haha. anyway yest went to suntec cos john need to buy laptop..then ate kfc(OMG finally i can have lunch longer than 30mins without constrain). and went to church service..

church was great and refreshing! where they talked about something which i feel like sharing in depth cos it's something i feel is very impt in life.(if u are bored by it, just skip the following part.:))

so it started with pastor phil talking about life filled with trials. and patience is developed thr trials..patience = waiting for a long time under immense pressure with positive attitude. there can be many happy events that occur in life, but just one trial..can make you grow stronger from it.

also talked about how God allowed bad things to happen to us,not to weaken us, but to srengthen us..not to defeat us..but to make us victorious.. As we go through the hardships in life, we will slowly learn to deal with life better. Of course that's if you approach those trials with a positive light and not be all negative about it.

then he continued to talk about how it's important to keep our eyes on our vision, just like in a car, there is a rear mirror(small) and a windscreen(big)..we shouldn't keep holding on to the past..what has happened in our life..bad or good..and just keep revisiting and living our lives in those memories. instead, we should look ahead, get on with life..positively and with faith that God will make things right for us. =)..

He then went on to talk about his church,(he is not local) when he started it for the first 3 yrs..it was faced with many difficulties, people signed petitions, wanted him to be stripped down..church wasn't growing, etc. but it was during this 3 yrs, which he learnt so much, how he was not doing things right.. and finally, after 8 yrs of obstacles, he is now reasonably famous in his country, all those that has wanted him off, now wants to shake his hand. even the prime minister...and he received many awards for his contributions..that's how things is going to work in life. God will turn things around for us. Always.=) Patience and perserverance!!!..

and most cool thing he said was what i am going to type. he told us..not to be judgemental..nobody can judge...we can't understand what is happening to us..(the unhappy stuffs..the bad things...why it is happening to us..)and when we judge the situations and try to reason it out with our own logic..with our naked eyes..natural realm..it will not be accurate cos our judgement is wrong.

one example i thought of: if something bad happens to us..example..relationship problems? break up? maybe we will feel that it must be because we dun deserve to be loved, are lousy, or whatever pessimistic thoughts there is. but those aren't true. if we continue thinking that way, our future lives will just be sad.

3 lessons learnt from trials
1.Trials teach us to focus. (forgetting past and looking ahead)
2.Trials teach us that we are never alone.
3.Trials teach us the need for His presence. OR maybe sometimes i feel,trials happen to us so we can draw closer to Him. haha.

so if we see it in this way, bad things happen to everyone, it's just part and parcel of life..so instead of feeling sad and discouraged and becoming resentful and unhappy with life long term, (looking at the wider picture)..it is actually designed to make us stronger! :)..so lets smile and have this never die attitude in us~!! and i think life will turn out great.

well that's what i am believing. =))..at least we have hands and legs right?..if we compare with those better life ppl, of cos it SEEMED like our lives are disastrous. but if you really think about it, comparing to those worse fate ones, our life is actually good. for one, we are singaporeans,(you really won't know how lucky you are holding a singapore passport until you come to work at this factory worker job) for a second, we are educated. universiy students.

LOL. oki i learnt from china friends working at work. OMG they are university grads as well, (i am so shoCK CAN!!)but because their degrees are not recognised in s'pore *faints*..they have to work 15hours a day and paid sOO lil. ><..why? do they deserve it? just because they are not locals..they have to suffer so much with no power to argue for human rights. to think i only work 12hours ..and i am already half dead. how can they take it??...but i guess when you have no choice..the only way to go..is to accept positively. to at least try to make life better. accepting negatively?? just make life even worse lah. why do that. don't make sense.

anyway the point at the end of the day is.. we are lucky bitches. let's be happy about it. LOL.

haha okie this is really a loooong post, and finally, after church, i rushed to peiling's birthday party. It was fun!! :)...and have yummy food and cakes =D.. though only stayed 1hour plus cos it was alr late..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY XIAO MEI MEI! =)..hahah...

wheee took some pictures!! shall post it when i have them. !

adios for now! :)

HEEHEE. LOL okii i got a job!! *smiles*

saw this advertisment on newspaper few days ago..1 month temp cash management officer..and called to ask them what was the job scope today.. and they said..it was counting money!!..=)!!

EYES brightens up immediately* =D

LOL i love to count money..and all the time since young..i have been counting family funds..sister funds.. and recording the transactions faithfully and guai-ly..though only after taking up accounting that i started recording in a book. Before that recorded in pieces of paper..and somehow things just don work out cos pieces of paper gets lost, information is sometimes not inaccurate due to no proper system.

sOO YEA!! went for the interview and got in! ..

hehe.. this is the first time i went for an interview which requires me to write some report, and also solve some maths problems. It's really funny!! ..and there was a tv there showing mr bean ..which keep distracting me from focusing on answering the qns..

HEHE.. it's actually certis cisco.. a place where 98% of singapore money is sent there. So i was told i will be counting and handling thousands of dollars notes..and will see 10000 notes. (is there such thing??!!or am i being trickeD!).. LOL..however security will be really tight..like all pockets must be sewn up..they will body search u each time u leave the place..security cameras everywhere..etc...

sounds cool right!! i feel like i am in the midst of some action movie involving some treasure..=Pp...

but the down side of it is..it is super far at payA lebaR! ><...and the working hours are 12hours a day. ><...

HMMM..LOL..manual labour...

but nvm, shall treat it as a great experience and learning point!!.. =D..

hehe really thank God for the job! whee:)..cos the pay when added together seems quite good..and it sounds fun!and it is related to accounting!(i guess since involve money oso).. =)..and marg is working with me!! =))...

hope things will go well for us! =)...

whee!! there goes my one month free time..think i will be busy again..btw. LOL why everytime i am super free no one ask me out..and when i am v busy, ppl ask me out!!.. Like last week..i think i just stayed home for 7 days rotting. and walking around the house ..slack sleep online watch tv.. LOL..and everyone was busy!><..

maybe it's cos after 7days of slacking..suddenly feel an urge to find job..(though i told my mum HUMPH i am so going to rest loong loong..)..heh..

yeah have money to pay school fees already!!!! PTL!=D

if only the cough will recover..it will be perfect**.. ><..

coughs**

suddenly thought of something important!! so must come and update in case i forget..

THINGS I WANNA BUY WHEN GET SALARY..CELERY. (must write so i won't waste money unneccesary)

1. a wallet from wallet shop.

2. MAKE UP. (cos have been using my sis's all these while and think she is close to killing me alr if i still dun fork out some money.. =P)

3.hmMMmmmmm..................HMMMMMmm..omy i can't think of anything i need right now to buy..except maybe a laptop? but =(! dun think will spend the money to buy ba..will pay school fees firsT!! :)..

OK gREAT. so i will be a good girl and save all the money i earned. wow such a great plan!! haha..maybe..maybe just spend on some food for outing...some movies..? ><..

yea..dunno la that's all! =)

happy that i am back blogging! +)

hehe!! wheee now in SIM library with shihui..feeling sick because of sorethroat(think I was too high in asia conference and shout too much)..and a potential fever..><..feels so uncomfortable the whole night and keep waking up cos throat hurts so much..=X..

came here cos sh need to pass up some documents.. now waiting for the wiiiii room to be free, so i can play with sh!:)..

happy i came too..! cos feels really good in the library not studying but surfing net. and i mean REALLY reALLY nice feeling!:)..

lols...the months flew pass in this school..somehow i start to feel more attached to this school now..even though it was nothing but disappointment when i first stepped in.

=))...couldn't understand why i have to be here at first..but just believed there was a reason He placed me here, though i can't really see why at that time..and maybe..just maybe..i am seeing the reason a bit clearer now in year 2..

hee...same flock everyone?? :P..

lols..holidays have been great so far..though i haven do wad i planned to do yet!! but it's fun slacking around like a bum having no burdens...haha not for long though..

have to look for a job soon!! :) any intros??

LOL i am so not interested in being a financial consultant..all that called seems to have that post open, and i realised from a ..it's actually insurance agent! =XXx...

i just want a proper accounts/admin job..prays that i find one soon!:)

hEHEHE. okiii!! maybe i shall have a list what i wanna do now~! a reAL from-the-bottom-of-my-heart list.

1. meet out with all the friends i have neglected for the past months. E.g..ShiHui!John!(both johns ;))..sim clique..manping jialin they all..peiling they all(though they say wanna meet me one year later.. =P)..sp they all?jihyun fiona fan they all..cell group spend more time fellowshipping with them..jc friends?? karthi etc??..and chilhood friendS?..heheh yea!

2. slack at home watching dramas..but that's going to be so time consuming!!..(cos watched one drama so far, and maybe falling sick also have something to do with this..cos slept too late..><)...hmm..soo ahhh..dunno!!maybe i should just watch one or two more..then watch tv---esp. variety shows, will be happy too!:)..

3.Learn *****? (those who knows don't say!!will only say when it is achieved.)..

4. help out in housework, with the theme "THROW/DONATE USELESS THINGS AWAY"..cos there'way too much!><..

5.find a good pay, not too faraway from house job.

yeA!! that's it!! 1. will most likely take up lots of time alr!!wanna go sentosa..wear jc uniform..east coast park cycling..oh wait!! and 6.EXERCISE toO!! wanna be both healthy and slim..

so ironic cos i am so sick now..><..lols..

so far only played badminton 2hours, and suffered from all the muscle aches and finally recovered..bu now sick..LOL..heard running up and down staircase, is good for butt building and losing hidden fats.. ;))..

okiee that's aLL for my plan!! :)...

holidaysarejustgreat. =D