Sigh.. I m experiencing the 'can't concentrate properly cos thinking of bf' syndrome again..this happened before when I was in jc and I was quite affected by it,in fact very ..and couldn't set my heart down fully to study. It was tt kind of feeling like you are studying but your mind is not focus so though u sit there for many hrs, most of the time ur mind is wandering somewhere else .. :( hmm wondered before ..y does it always have to happen in the last year/ the most impt period?maybe this is a test for me..to see whether I can overcome this weakness of mine, and not be affected once again by a guy. But...ahhhh it is so difficult..*cries*..not to get affected by my silly emotions. Really wish tt I can do well..but with all the emo-ness and distracting thoughts...it's so tough:(...sigh sometimes i just wish all this will be over soon. June will faster come, and I will see John again and don need to feel sad and still have to force myself to study..dear God..pls help me go through this difficult period..and help me to concentrate in my studies...strengthen my faith God.. to know You are always watching over me..and things will be fine with your grace..I pray all this in Jesus name..Amen. ='()
sometimes when i am in church..and look at those who made THE decision and went forward..i can't help thinking..how 'blessed' i was..that i did tat 4 yrs ago too. i wonder if i didn't, how different everything may just turn out. i remember them saying then,when i went forward,to let God come into your life...and everything will be changed when u trust and depend on Him..lol at that moment,i was wondering how it is possible, and wishing with all my heart that that will happen.(since i am such a worrysome person and i din't like it!~)
although there has been many really down times(and i wonder why such things have to happen to me) and also up times so far..it has always been an assurance to me now, whenever i am worried, scared, have doubts about myself, about future, about anything, that God will be there for me..and He will make sure everything is fine at the end...Hee so it's with this faith that, i can face life challenges more bravely!..
haha and glad to say..so far..God has never failed me at the end, when i put my trust in Him!!...=)..
hehh pray that God will soak me with more faith in Him!!..cos that will make me a more peaceful and less stressed/worry person!=)
but at this moment when i am typing! i am really feeling the stress man! everything is going so fast pace, and i am lagging behind so much! >< sighh! but yepps trust trust!! everything is going to be fine!!...
Proverbs 16:3 Commit your actions to the Lord, and your plans will succeed.
i LOVE making people laugh and feel good about themselves. Feels that life is too short to live in self-pity everyday.
People who tries to discourage you and bring you down should just go and bang the wall. preferably a pink colour wall cos i LOVE pink!:)
This blog is written with the intention to inspire ppl that are discouraged in life, and hopefully bring a smile on their face too. =D
God didn't give me any visible talents(singing/dancing/good in computers/good looks/swimming/general knowledge/studies/good in music/confidence/directions,etc.. but He gave me an optimistic view on life, a big heart to help ppl to get through life, and a talent(finally!) to use words to impact ppl.
Motto: Cherish every little thing that you have now because at the end of the day, you will realise that the best gift in life is actually simple: your HEALTH. (you never know when your time on Earth is up!)
Credentials:
- Accounting and Finance, UOL-First class honours (Sliver Award)
- IQ: very average (Score of..90-100?)
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