As some of you might know, 2011 and 2012 was one of the most challenging and darkest period of my life. Many things happened..which shocked many of my friends.. I almost lost my health, my studies achievement, my friends. This part of my life shall be shared in future when I feel that I am more ready. For those who went through it with me, I hope I didn't scare you..and thank you for still believing in me and not forsaking me.
In some ways, it was a blessing in disguise. At least all the pent up anger, unfairness, bitterness I used to feel subconsciously throughout my whole life, was released. Friends and family are all so much more supportive from then on, knowing that I am not the "LUCKY girl with zero problems in life", an inaccurate image that I always seem to potray due to smiling all the time. :P
and so, 2013 was indeed a year I felt SOOO thankful, after realising that health, was actually the most important thing in our lives. The thing that we take for granted all the time, but is actually so crucial to us. Really, if you think about it, it's the ONLY thing that can really bring you down. Losing your health due to sickness. All other problems are actually temporary and can be overcomed! With that important lesson learnt after my series of unfortunate experiences, all the other problems became so much smaller suddenly..
Firstly, I really want to thank God for a second chance to live..It's hard to express in a short blog entry, how grateful I am that I am healed...just being able to smile again, to work and earn money, to be able to go out with friends. It made me see life in a whole new different way.. I pray that no one have to go through what I went through, and for those who did, I am sure there is a reason for that. Maybe one day we can use it to encourage others not to give up, not to feel resentful and try to be grateful for what you have!
In addition to that, here are some other things to thank God for in 2013:
-Finding a job in a school! (my dream to join a govt organisation - or well, one that follows the govt pay scheme:) )
-Having great colleagues that joined the company in June to cheer me(after 4 months of challenging times)
-New cell grp friends who are all super awesome and nice!:)
-Lots more meet ups with pri sch, sec sch, jc, uni friends
-Better rship with family (although I must really spend more time at home in 2014!)
-Finally, a supportive BFF aka BF. =) feels Xin fu to have a best friend cum soulmate that loves me alot and can tolerate my ups and downs.. <3 ..="" br="">
Resolutions for 2014: Trust God more in the area of career and love life..
Time to sleep..Wishing everyone a super AWESOME 2014, and with good health always! Stay blessed :)
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