Mid Feb 22 updates!

I am back! (Must announce everytime i blog haha)

So how have the week been?

Have you ever expereience this, you are doing something really well, and you share with others. Then, suddenly the thing you are doing well stops.

This happens to me ALL THE TIME.

I have learnt that i have to learn humility. Even just last week, the devotion in school, was about the importance of being humble in God's eyes. How it is important to stay humble at all times. Well, it is human tendency (guilty of that), to forget the roots and become proud, especially when things are smooth sailing. I am one fine example. But over the years, i have been humbled countless times the hard way. So i had this self-revelation (own logic) - until you learn the hard life lesson of humility, then the blessings will not stop.

So how do you keep the blessings non stop? Stay rooted, and depend on Him at all times. Good and bad. I used to be very dependent and prayerful, but once good things starts coming, i feel that it is ME! It is because of my intelligence, my own abilities, that lead to it. And very soon, it all came tumbling down, and i got to restart all over again. Repeat this 100 times in the past 15years.

This cycle happen so many times till i finally recognised that all the blessings are from Him. It's really by His grace and mercy, that we can go through each day, well, and safe.

Let God become your standard. Don't try to make something happen for yourself. Recognize that you can't make anything happen, but you can surrender your life to God, and let Him make things happen. :) And now, i am living a life of surrender. Surrendering my desires, work, family, health, finances, and all to Him. He is a good Father, He knows what's the best for me!

And living this kind of life is better. There are so many things i want and wish for, and want to control - but He knows what are my needs much better than i know myself. Still learning to put aside my ego, pride, and wants, and trusting Him.

Ok now about work! Work till 8.50pm on Thursday, and went out on Friday dinner. KO the whole afternoon on Saturday. Every 15th of the month, we have to close the accounts. So the days/weeks leading to it will be busy. Plus all the adhoc work and projects, i am really thankful for able to handle the stress and workload! First half of the year is super hectic, so need the rest. Sorry friends if not able to meet up as much as you would like!

Thankful for good colleagues in the department too who are helpful and nice. :) We learn from each other's strengths, and grow better!

Dinner with my sec sch/JC Korean friend, who is leaving to New York for post Doc, and our JC good friend, Karthik. It was such a great time of catching up. Enjoyed the chats and the reminiscences of our early days in JC life. How time flies, we have known each other for 17 years, that's like half of our life! Look forward to more catchup, in two years time. :)

Dinner at French Fold Orchard - Palais Renaissance . The ambience is really good! and the Crepes are so delicious. Recommended for meet ups in future! :)

Will be back to blog. Stay tune for more posts!

P.S: Wanted to run today and tomorrow to hit my target for AIA Vitality, but it's raining heavily now! LOL, goes to eat instead haha. bye!