Sunday, December 17, 2006

back from penang! =)

December 17, 2006 0 Comments
I AM BACKKKK!!! haha i think everyone in penang have grown up..all become so mature and serious.. unlike us!! hahaa..okie we also grow up le la..only abit more crazy and hyper..

life in penang is so simple..the people also very guai and everything is so orgasnised and peaceful..

oyes i went pesta!(another version of escape but better) took a few fanstastic rides..dunno where the guts came from..went to sit TOPGUN with my sis and cousin,a 360 degree left right many times thingy...i really can feel my heart jumping out la!!it goes up..then down..the higher up...down...then 180degree up.. down...and 180degree..stop..and the other way down!! Ahhhh...got lifted right off my seat and can feel all the food inside rolling about..my cousin sitting in front made no sound at all! dunno putting on a front or what..haha i started shouting that i am going to die and lots of last words..was surprised that i can climb out of the seat when the ride is finished..

all the older cousins we used to play with last time when we were younger..are mostly married now..and some become fathers already!! hehe..so cute...especially when they carry their babies in their arms..so loving and protective!! =)) still remmember last time when they 20plus that time went around having fun...drinking and clubbing..now all settle down alr...

going back nxt dec...they say they will let us stay in 5th aunt house next time..yeah!! got 3near-our-age cousins to play with =) hopefully by then i can don't feel guilty of not studying hard enough for A's and play to the max there... ...

Saturday, December 09, 2006

bro's commissioning parade!

December 09, 2006 0 Comments
went for my bro's stepping down parade today..from the officer cadet school..terrible start of day man..just before we go..puked and felt so sick...think it is the worst time i had in my life..had never felt so sick b4..cold sweat stomach feel as though it's going to burst..and many things seems to wan to come out from inside..OUCH...=( and when i finally stood and walk..all i see is white patches and spinning surroundings..almost went home..but was dragged along by mum and sis..

and i am glad i made it there!

SAFTI in boon lay is big..and there are many ushers along the way..they all look so friendly! haha..one maluating experience though..i thought nobody was ard, so being hyper.. i skipped 2 steps up the stairs..WIF my skirt..and realised that there is one NS person standing right on top of the stairs...omg..i dun even dare look at the person..hahha.. just continue to go up another flight of stairs. walked this time.

and finally we reached the parade ground!

started out with the marching in of parade...then colours...then the whole lot of them started singing!! those patriotic kind of songs..hahhaha...sooo cute!!!there's chinese,malay and indian songs! it was all deep and everything..and i can't help wondering how it will be like for friends of my age now..who is going into ns..VERY SOON... =P

hahhaa..enjoyed the singing part a lot..recorded it down! =) then president nathan came...


president nathan in the car!

=)

..AND waved to me and my sis!! HAHAHHAAA...his eyeball met my eyeball and he look so grandpa-ly nice!!=) hahha became very high after that..=P

then it came to some long long talk..which me and sis was quite bored..so...pics! =)


sis&mi


HAHHAA..we are just bored ;)

got a lot more but shall not post it here..then it came to the throwing of berets..all the ns ppl there became so small boy and started running and jumping around..=)my mum dad sis bro mi went over to find him in the crowds and managed to take some photos of him! =) here is it!


small boys! =P



my bro!


=D

yeah! that marks the end of day..slept at 4am though i said i will sleep early..oops..haha..DOHA 2006 is very interesting!=)

going off today! till then..buabye ppl!~=)

Friday, December 08, 2006

RAAHH

December 08, 2006 0 Comments
i am so going to kill the manager or whoever of intercontinental hotel. omg la cheat my feelings...the person in charge say we definitely got the job...and will call us within 2 wks..even asked us if any of us going to find other jobs..and of course actually we want but didn since we trusted he will call us...ahhh..feel so ~$#@!%.

ok haha actually nvm la oso think got no time to work..but still..how can like tt!

and.. holiday past so fast! it's december already...and i haven started any school work AT ALL..omg..hahah..*bangs* ..play until siao alr...haha

anyway christmas coming! my first time celebrating! hehe..heard that there's going to be a very very good drama in my church this time(city harvest)...those who want to come tell mi k! 23th dec sat 4.30pm! i promise you i won't bite! heh.. =)

going malaysia this sunday...starting serious when i come back..SERIOUS! ;)

Monday, December 04, 2006

background lyrics

December 04, 2006 0 Comments
Torn
[Verse 1:]
A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Verse 2:]
There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.
(Cuz I can't understand you now.) Now oh
(I just can't understand you now.)
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.(You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)

[Bridge:]
So many times I... (I was ready to go)
So many times I... (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I... (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you. (I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (But I don't know)
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Should I stay or should I go)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I don't know)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (You alone)

And you got me just torn in between the two. (I'm torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (But I don't know)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Repeat 3X]
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

nice song though abit noisy..haha..special thanks to darryl for helping me find the lyrics!=)

Sunday, December 03, 2006

swim swam swum!

December 03, 2006 0 Comments
back from swimming with bro and sis!=) though we keep getting shouted by the security guard for playing with the strings in the pool..it's very fun! shall go more often coz it's such a gd sport! oya..when going in we realise there wasn't anyone looking..so we bought senior citizen passes..and managed to sneak in with it..hahahaa...breaking rules are...abit fun!!=P

and i realise something cool! why do ppl say whatever?? coz whatever=u can say anything you want it doesn affect me at all. 12 words summarised into one! definitely get A for summary! wahhaa..and it can counter attack any kind of suanning =)) heehee..

feeling sleepy now...zZZ nites..

something i discovered today after living 6yrs in woodlands!


playground for training!

can practice for napfa!!

after swimming! not taken by me =)

Saturday, December 02, 2006

=X

December 02, 2006 0 Comments
oh and today was such a day..wanted to take mrt..but apparantly someone jumped into the admiratly track ..so the train service stopped..and haf to take chartered bus to sembawang..reached service late again.. and on the way the escalator we were on jus suddenly jerked and stopped..almost roll down..

the sole of one shoe i was wearing came off and i haf to walk with it hanging there all the way home..wenfu they all suggested putting chewing gum on it..hahhah..and chewed one somemore! it's okk...thanks..hahahaa...

ahhh but service today was great! very very very touching and tear-jerking for me. hmmmm...

4days movie marathon!

December 02, 2006 0 Comments
hahah back from movie marathon! =)

first day.reached early in the morning and the whole day just slacked and watch movie..so fun! felt like princess.. all the food prepared for us..haha thanks fiona! but coz next day need to go guitar so fan and fiona kept shooing me to sleep..ahhh felt like small kid who doesn't wan to sleep at night..hhaah but very weird! i keep feeling sleepy in the morning but not at night though the day before i slept late..hmmm...

nxt day have to woke up so early..6.45 coz the journey abt 1 and a half hours..so early..zzz..reached sch and omg! mr wan never come!! hhahaa..learnt the new score...ahhh so !#!$@# the prime guitar everything on the both pieces of score change..then must relearn everything..so diff! think everything i learnt tat day by now gone alr..so must re-re-learn..argh...=( went back to fiona's hse and had a wonderful lunch! aimed to put on weight by the end of this whole thing..watched another few movies before going to prepare for bbq...ate a lot in bbq!! =) halfway thr a hwa chong guy came and ahem ahem*** eyes rolling and crow flying past...

had a lot of fun just sitting under the moonlight and talking..=)after that at night we drank alcohol! russian standard one..and YUCKS it had the worse taste ever...like some hospital detergent..luckily got add orange juice..so okokk..watched a horror movie and a korean gay movie..

nxt day we ate like princesses again and played majong and taidi! something new i learnt! haha..but ok fine not very good yet still..haha..but i got basics okay!=) then we drank again..but this time without mixing..eh not bad leh! i drank 2/3 of a half plastic cup and didn't get drunk! although it really took a lot of courage to drink coz it smelled and tasted horrible..hmm i thought alcohol is suppose to taste okkok one so ppl can drink a lot and get drunk..but if it taste so .... how do ppl haf the incentive to continue drinking till drunk and high?maybe it's only that brand..haha

yaa! but coz it tasted too ..... so i stop drinking..and didn get to reach the drunk pt..haha..the warm feeling u get after drinking one sip that disappear after a while very fun! okk i mean veri interesting! =)

hehe after finishing the last show of the day we talked abt the future and many funny stuffs..=)) then went to lala land..

the nxt day watched somemore and after that went cell grp..with my big bag.. yea! nxt yr must have something marathon again!! cooking?eating?sleeping?? hahah...

oyes! took out the weighing machine and i gained 1kg!!!! =) these few days really ate a lot a lot..haha happy me. becoming piggish. =)