thoughts...

hmmm...off day now...

work was fun the past few days...time seems to pass much faster when ppl are not taking things other than work seriously..but joking around all day long..:)

started to think about how it will be when work life starts..will things still remain so fun?..most probably not..it's going to be more serious..more competitive..more stressful..

all the fun and jokes and lame-ing around..i guess it's not going to be suitable for working life..(onoooo..i will feel so constrained then..!><..likes to talk nonsense and laugh at everything=(..)..

then went on to think about how cisco is only going to be a memory in my life when i look back nxt time..so sad!!..it's going to be my favourite job out of all..the one that gave me the best memories of working life..So, no matter what happen from now till the end of my stay there..i MUST TREASURE MY TIME THERE!..as much as possible:)..cos it is THIS MOMENT which i will be looking back with fondness in the future...

hmm anyway, why i have so much time to think is because i am a quarter sleeping, a quarter thinking..and half working everytime i am given a task..cool right! haha i learnt a new skill there. :P..sometimes when the quarter is not thinking..i would be half sleeping and working..

HAHA it happened quite a few times! ppl suddenly calling me to wake up..cos my eyes was closing..as i was counting and handling the $$$...HAHA..thank God for not making any mistake till now. hee..

also started thinking about friends..how it's sad when sometimes, friends that you have so much fun with one moment, can disappear so easily after some time of not meeting up..(not referring to those that still keep in contact)..but those along our lives, where we spent much fun together, but due to busyness..gets lost and gone totally..

will my friends at work where i am having sOO much fun with right now disappear once we stop working?..and become just part of my memory?:(..will my school friends in uni disappear once we all move on to the next phase of our life-workinG?ahh must make it a point to meet up next time when i start working..few months once will be great.heh.

LOL. emo post..but i am not emo la..just having alot of time to think about things daily..

8 more "Work cycles" to the end of work in cisco..

AHHHHH..i totally don't want to go back to studying yet LAHH..my tortoise life><...

and also..john is going off to uk to study in sept..sigh***...wonders how it's going to be for both of us..9months apart.. *prays that everything is going to be alright!:)*..HAHA maybe i should like buy him a HUGE potrait of my face to hang in his living room wall so he won't forget me. =PP..

mm about him going off..yes. for now, i am in the "leave it to God to decide" stage..cos i know i can't control what is going to happen to us both...and there is no point thinking of all the hundreds "what ifs"..hmm, maybe after 5yrs ..if God thinks we are both made for each other, we will still be happily togetheR? :))..

*holds big fuzzy's hand cutely and walks down the road*..=o)...

ahh but maybe as his departure date draw closer, or during the time he is not around, i will be veryvery extremely crying sad? ><...hmmm..really pray for strong faith then..for me to continue trusting God..that He will always give me the best He think is for me..for me to stay strong..during this period of time...

hee..

SEE i knew i have too much time to think la. shall go watch drama!..

:)