life updates* +important lesson in life---part 2

haha so oki..the agency called and told me and marg they found us a job. $7 and $6.50admin jobs at suntec city and orchard. normal working hours.

but they called us one day after we told supervisor we wanted to extend!! (which is after our contract ended on 7july)...

furthermoree..the pay was just slightly above current one.. and we won't be able to work together..and shorter hours=lower pay.

SO, we decided to reject the offers and rationality and continue in cisco..HEE.:)

as said before, the worse part of all for both of us, is rushing to church after work during weekends..it was exhausting though not regrettable. So yest after work,at 9am... (which i was half sleeping through it and trying to conserve energy)...i went to rina's house to sleep for 3hours.. her house was pretty!:) clean and tidy and with a huge bed that when i saw..i fell in love with it. too bad i have to bathe before jumping on it to sleep. :P...so yea fell asleep immediately and woke up around 3pm for church @5.30pm..

service was greAT!:)..below will be the important part of the message i will be sharing (which u can ignore if u dun wan to read:)...

Pastor Mike talked about us constantly being thrown into the "wilderness" and what we can learn from it. First, we have to know deep inside that, all that is happening is God'a idea, and it is to prepare us and let us grow, cos He knows exactly what our weaknesses are. we have to first pass His test, before He can entrust us more important and responsible and great life ahead.. Definitely, the difficult things we are experiencing, are common to others (we are not the only one who suffered the problem, thousands/millions of others do too!)

Second thing we need to know is that God is faithful. He will never let us bear something too much for us to handle. Just like how gold is made (the heat cannot be too high or too low, it must be exactly at a certain level)..He knows how to fan us and make us good, at the end of the day. That's if we believe and accept things that happen to us positively....(this is something that i can verify!:) so far in my own life, there have been ups and downs, the downs seems really really down, and i decided to trust Him..and till now, God has never failed me yet. :D..PATIENCE is needed though. the solutions don't come immediately. it takes days, or even years..of trusting.. HEE.

Third important thing we need to know is that we should not based our self worth, on our performance..or what ppl think of you.. people's opinions of you changes and fluctuates..one moment they like you and think you are great..the next moment they dun think you are and talk bad about you..People's opinions changes very easily, it shouldn't be a standard of what we think we are..what we MUST know is that, in God's eyes..we are not graded by performance,etc. no matter how we perform,in His eyes, we are still His beloved child. (HEHE this is very true too!i must say i am guilty of this in my younger days... though not now anymore..cos my head is growing bigger per second and it's hard to deflate it.:P Of course, not nice things still happens once in a while, to humble me and make me remember where the confidence is coming from. X)

heheh! yeaaa that's a summary of church service!:)...another great lesson learnt, put into words. :)..

so after service went to eat with cell group..and took bus home with john!:)reached home close to 12am..walked around hse went online, before fainting on my bed with 26hours of no sleep. slept 14hours straight though!HEE and i am back to normal again.. =))

wHEEE i love my beD!!..and lying in front of my laptop :)..yest when i reach home, i sOOOO missed my bed and laptop, that i was almost confessing my love for them over and over again. *hugs a pillow lovingly*...

HEE.

k shall go watch some videos now!~

=D