The JoyFoo Life!~

school have started for a week plus already...you have went off for almost a week too..

happy birthday darling..:). hope you are having lots of fun in london...!

hmmm..

have been reading up alot of fraud cases...finds it interesting how ppl always started out without much...but when they became successful, all the glamour and richness overcome everything, and it becomes so easy and vulnerable to cheat, or lie through the financial accounts...that's why they always say it's a huge challenge to be able to stay on top...cos of so many temptations available!!

hahaaa and it is so easy for an accountant to cheat!

LOL ...

ahhhh trying to study but not very successful so far..somehow the motivation seems to have decreased due to some moral hazard problems. plus a couple of reasons.

OHNOOOOOOO...i need to get back the engine soon..!!it's warming up vvv slowly now.....>

OMYYYYY i am reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllly bored!!><...so bored that i dunno what i should do...LOL..

okii..and so the past few years i have been spending time focusing on God, studies and john...and any free time(a little left) i have will be spend slacking at home happily..

but now that he is overseas, aWWWww i feel so dateless!! LOL.. not only i have no constant sms-es from him, i also have no movies/dates/anything fun to look forward to..

=(..!!..

hmm but again, not that i want to spend alot of time playing cos studies is still very important..but ...for the fIRST WEEK OF school, at least i wanted some fun or somewhere to play! *sniffs*

hhaha so now i am at home walking around, and eating mooncakes, and walk around, touch my notes, walk around...watch tv..

OMY i am so sad. waits for more homework to come excitedly*

=PPpp AHH!!

okii i shall go watch tv now.

LOL...okiee i am supposed to be not distracted...and be a gooood girl today..

bUT.

i am now discussing plans to go out and play...and online for like ages><=PppP..

anyway...went to school today..the first feeling i felt was....OLD ...and maybe new.since i haven been to school at all for the 4 months holidays.

it just feel different now that i am in year 3..everything seemed so serious..it is the last year already.><....

haha and the subjects all feel so new..

sigh..maybe... maybe it's just because........................=(.

i guess i need to have my life back..i can't live my life being sad for the next few yrs..though it is really hard, when u are busy with yr new colourful life and i am all free..when there are so many thoughts running through my mind about the uncertainties ahead..hmm...i really need to trust God more...remember all the great stuffs He has done for me..=')..*prays*...

jiayoujiayoumyself!!! +) i can do it dE! ...

signs off*

okiee...quite a few days of being sick alr..wHY IS MY tHROAT STILL SO PAINFUL??!! =(((...

though the fever and flu is almost gone..SIGH. have been talking in a croaking voice the past few days, think all those that called me will know how bad it is. =X

it's so difficult!..not being able to talk..=(((...i feel so restricted. ><..

thanks dorcas for bringing me to see doctor on sun!X)..

hmm..just sent john off to uk just now..missy miss...><..

prays that he will be safe in uk!!..and God to protect us..*

school is starting from tuesday..another year to go..the last one!..

imustnotgetdistractedmustnotgetdistracted.

hee. X)

hmm feeling very emotional nowadays and many things happened too within a short span of time. bracing myself up for THE DAY to come..where i have to go to the airport and send john off, without making a fool out of myself and crying like i have lost my balls. not that i have any la. ha.

just read my sister blog...which i added her link at the left hand corner of my page. so lame ...she go call her blog www.raynebowl.blogspot.com, then now it seems like i copied her and she is the authentic one.. LOL. anyway ya she is called rayne soo her blogname is such.

recommended to read the post on "PARENTS" on her blog..(A MUST READ!!!!)

it's so touching i can almost cry. =(...

SIGHhh sometimes i wish i can really grow up faster so i don't have to look at my parents working so hard...and can help out abit..but i know i'll definitely miss younger times because the older you grow the more stuffs you know and sometimes, knowing too much isn't exactly too good, as you start to lose your crazy side and become a more serious person. (Am i turning more serious??nahhh i will be back to 'norm' soon i guess)...

looking at her post makes me think of the past..i love our childhood memories!..it was great!=) though we were poor, hehe..it was REALLY fun...:))))))....all of us having each other around to play with...though i am not sure if my parents found it the same way. we were apparantly a bunch of noisy kids and i think my sister and brothers have some hyperactive blood flowing in them..they likes jumping,running and can never sit still..esp my bro. i think i was a very angelic quiet and nice and guai girl compared to them la!!..until..maybe primary 6?

i dunno what happened after that.. maybe it's because of girls school..or something..HEE. 'quiet' become no longer the correct adjective to describe me. =PPppp...

anyway yeappss....work..after my parents have waited for sooo long, raising us up with everybit of energy they have, it's almost time for me and my brother to start work. one more year and we will be out there earning money~!$$$$$$$$$$$!=D

yeeppss i must ALWAYS remember, that when i become self-sufficient,(maybe no longer dependent on my parents for money anymore)...i must NOT become like those educated ppl in singapore, (who feels tt parents are useless and is a burden) and throw them somewhere to wash dishes or become cleaners...:((..instead i must keep on remembering how they have brought me up the past 22yrs of my life.

MMMM.. pray that i will never forget this!!! MUMMY DADDY WAIT FOR MEEEEEEE!!!X)...

okii goes back to emo-ing*

ahh..okie work ended on 31aug, and i have been going out EVERY SINGLE DAY since 3rd sept. and now finally..i am sick and can feel a fever coming. ><

tomorrow is finally a rest day for me. REST REST REST.

ahh HOW i MISSSS JOHN already.and i last met him like 2hours where we went to art museum!...

wonders how i am going to survive for the nxt yr..maybe i will go do some exercise(Something i have been saying for loooong time not yet achieved) when sch reopens, to busy myself and at the same time shed the increasing weight due to me not exercising for 2 years. (or issit 3? ><)

AWWWWW sick. >< and wishing school will not start so sooon!!!

I STILL WANT TO PLAY! ...=(

hehe..went out with SIM CrOOOOk clique yesterday..LOL it has been a really looooooong time since we met up..longer to me cos i tend to miss outings when school starts:P...

lol the reason why we were called crOOOk is because i said in my first year that i was suppose to be in the beauty pageant but the panal forgot to invite me in. soo louis started calling me pigeon instead and crOOKing at me during econs class and scaring+embarrasing me..haha..

that seemed so like yesterday!.. =)..went just acia@ marina square and i collected my new wallet! :)...

then took louis car and went to marina barrage..it was fun!! we reaLLY had fun laughing our heads off over some topics..(LOL i do hope those involved don't tag my blog abt THAT topic since this blog is vERY public..and as u all know, i have many fans readers)...

HAHA.BIMBOoOOOo.BHB.THICK SKIN.LIKES.

=O))..

started discussing about graduation trip~..lol how i wish money will drop from the sky and i can go overseas!! I reaally lovEEEEe going overseasssss LAAH...!..

went ichiban boshi @esplanade to have dinner today!wenfu treated me and john and jasmine...partly cos of john leaving..and also for good resultS!.. Wa..the food was...yummmmmy!!!..heee the price went up to $160+...thanks wenfu!!don't worry i won't forget u next time!heh. =)

hmm...10more days to john leaving..AWWWwWWw.. 9monthss not seeing him..prays everything goes well ba for us.. :)..faith!:)

photos from yesterday! :)





=))

hmmm..was feeling REALLY sad yesterday after work in the morning..

this must be the first time i am feeling sad over work ending..usually i will be quite tired out and totally wishing work will end..not to say this work was any less tiring..but SIGH. the malaysians there..are really so warm and friendly and fun..

not forgetting teasing us..disturbing us and taking care of us the past 2++ months..='(!..maybe it's because they are youngster too..mostly about age 20 to 28...that's why they are so...energetic and funny...

learnt also so much about the lives of them..and stories behind them..indeed..each of us have different troubles and challenges..we just have to learn to overcome them..and we are indeed super lucky, with a s'pore passport and a degree..

sigh, this chapter of my life will be remembered..and is going to close soon..as i move on in life..

hope that all of them will continue being happy in life...and God bless them..heh..byeebyeee cisco people!:)