Thursday, January 23, 2020

Year End Party *28 Dec 2019* - Big Breakthrough

Long post!:
Today marks one of the biggest breakthroughs in my life. Made it to the greeters ministry testimonial book (last page)....shared my testimony today in front of 40-50 ppl holding a mike for ten minutes!
If you know me personally in front of a group, I am the shyest person ever. (Prefer to blend into the background and being part of the wall, so pls don’t ask me any qns haha)
But this was an act out of faith, as faith is the currency of God’s kingdom. Never so serious before, and prayed hours before this, and God really came through!
Not only did He not leave me alone to face my fear, He bless me with my husband/Trish praying for me, Team 13 and the wonderful Greeters ministry cheering me on.
Was I nervous when sharing? Yesss I was max.
But one day during church service, just had this revelation that this shaking of the hands issue when carrying mike -yes it may haunt me(maybe forever), but no matter what - and how silly I look with the mike shaking, I want to keep going up to give thanks to Jesus, and share His goodness in my life. 🙏
Before this sharing, had a Godly encounter while taking grab there.. this Christian brother told me some key tips when doing public speaking.......... how I shouldn’t feel discouraged when people are playing with phone or give you errrrr face, but focus on giving thanks to God.
That’s the main focus tonight: to give thanks to God who has blessed us. Not to worry how others are thinking of me.
Such a timely reminder.. showing that He is with us every step.. and we are not alone.
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Actually wasn’t really going through the smoothest time at the moment with work the past three weeks😅.. but felt encouraged when some came up and say it was a sincere sharing and were encouraged=‘)
Really, this is a feat I know(and I know it) that is impossible if by my own strength.
But with God, really, all things are possible .. 😭😭😃😄😄so happy and thank God for this opportunity and for the ministry leaders to believe me enough to share(when I also don’t haha) !! 🙏
When they gave out the testimony book, woah I almost cried ... because one of my biggest dream is to write a book. (Don’t laugh! )
And I can feel that this is not going to be the end.. God is going to use and grow each of us more in 2020, going from glory to glory. Not going to be easy, but we can go through it partnering with Him...
Thank you to SOT, which I think without it, this day would be Impossible in this lifetime. (Yes the fear of public speaking is that bad)😆
Thank God for a good way to end 2019. And believing for an even better and more productive year ahead.









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