The JoyFoo Life!~

haha!! oki so i rested on thurs when actually i got a dinner with sec sch friends..got a splitting headache i wonder why...><..maybe is the night shifts making my immune system weaker..

anyway don't care la!!HAHA work's fun and me still love it. :)

hehe...and on friday the whole morning and afternoon was spent on settling some admin govt stuffs..zzZ!! i hate doing such things like applying visa/make ic/extend passport..cos it waste alot of my precious time..and most of the time, they require you to make several trips down..either to hand in form,collect things..or cos you forget to bring a certain thing..

sooo yea this is alr my 4th trip down ..and finally it is almost done except on 28th i have to go lavendar again to collect my new passport~!=o...

yeaa and after that the whole family+ cousin went to nanyang junior college to watch my brother's dance performance!heheh..

omy i am soooo impressed with him that i am going to faint!.lol there were many items put up that night..singing..cheerleading..band..to dance..dance was the last item..and the cheering from the crowd was deafening! Hee..when my brother's group came..mi and my sis and alot more were screaming our lungs of..we were sooo super excited for him! and the performance was reallyyy great!!!! ...

hehe currently i only have the practice session of their dance..but the real one was even better cos of the mood+better clothes+contact lenses..=d~!!!!

HAAa we were so hopelessly loud and enjoying ourselves lA! hee..

oki so here's the clip..real one on that day to be uploaded again.

enjoy at the nxt blog post~ hhehe and 'like' it on youtube to support him! :p)

okie..so when school holidays started on 25may..i wrote down 6 stuffs i wanted to do in hoidays and 3 things i want to spend on with the money i earned.

lets see how much i have fulfilled so far..

i watched drama..found a great job..did some housework though not enough yet to make the house sparkling clean.. haven exercise..have not catch up with friends yet cos timetable clashed..and HAVE NOT CARRY OUT MY BIMBO PLAN YET.

sigh:(

i want to look chio+make up+fake eyelashes and strut down orchard road in a princess like manner, maybe with a sunglasses or something..although that would defeat the purpose of wearing eyelashes..><..but anyway yea!!second desire is to strut around in my sa uniform..anywhere..

that's my secret desires although they won't be now...but SIANNN....until now haven even got time to go out and watch a movie with friends.

ZZzzz...

soon soon..haha..

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...off days till sat..but it is filled out with events like going to settle some govt admin stuffs, going for my brother dance competition tmr..and going church..

but nvm, i am still happy cos i feel the sweet freedom of no workk..

bah.

hmmm...off day now...

work was fun the past few days...time seems to pass much faster when ppl are not taking things other than work seriously..but joking around all day long..:)

started to think about how it will be when work life starts..will things still remain so fun?..most probably not..it's going to be more serious..more competitive..more stressful..

all the fun and jokes and lame-ing around..i guess it's not going to be suitable for working life..(onoooo..i will feel so constrained then..!><..likes to talk nonsense and laugh at everything=(..)..

then went on to think about how cisco is only going to be a memory in my life when i look back nxt time..so sad!!..it's going to be my favourite job out of all..the one that gave me the best memories of working life..So, no matter what happen from now till the end of my stay there..i MUST TREASURE MY TIME THERE!..as much as possible:)..cos it is THIS MOMENT which i will be looking back with fondness in the future...

hmm anyway, why i have so much time to think is because i am a quarter sleeping, a quarter thinking..and half working everytime i am given a task..cool right! haha i learnt a new skill there. :P..sometimes when the quarter is not thinking..i would be half sleeping and working..

HAHA it happened quite a few times! ppl suddenly calling me to wake up..cos my eyes was closing..as i was counting and handling the $$$...HAHA..thank God for not making any mistake till now. hee..

also started thinking about friends..how it's sad when sometimes, friends that you have so much fun with one moment, can disappear so easily after some time of not meeting up..(not referring to those that still keep in contact)..but those along our lives, where we spent much fun together, but due to busyness..gets lost and gone totally..

will my friends at work where i am having sOO much fun with right now disappear once we stop working?..and become just part of my memory?:(..will my school friends in uni disappear once we all move on to the next phase of our life-workinG?ahh must make it a point to meet up next time when i start working..few months once will be great.heh.

LOL. emo post..but i am not emo la..just having alot of time to think about things daily..

8 more "Work cycles" to the end of work in cisco..

AHHHHH..i totally don't want to go back to studying yet LAHH..my tortoise life><...

and also..john is going off to uk to study in sept..sigh***...wonders how it's going to be for both of us..9months apart.. *prays that everything is going to be alright!:)*..HAHA maybe i should like buy him a HUGE potrait of my face to hang in his living room wall so he won't forget me. =PP..

mm about him going off..yes. for now, i am in the "leave it to God to decide" stage..cos i know i can't control what is going to happen to us both...and there is no point thinking of all the hundreds "what ifs"..hmm, maybe after 5yrs ..if God thinks we are both made for each other, we will still be happily togetheR? :))..

*holds big fuzzy's hand cutely and walks down the road*..=o)...

ahh but maybe as his departure date draw closer, or during the time he is not around, i will be veryvery extremely crying sad? ><...hmmm..really pray for strong faith then..for me to continue trusting God..that He will always give me the best He think is for me..for me to stay strong..during this period of time...

hee..

SEE i knew i have too much time to think la. shall go watch drama!..

:)

and so last week after work i was trying to stuff the contact lense into my eyes in a rush, and accidentally broke it. Realise about a third of it was gone and wondered where it dropped to. Coincidently, my eyes hurts everytime i close it..but i can't find it inside!no matter how big i try to pry my eyes open. went to church..teared alil..and it felt better..

and for a whole week i was wearing specs..so oki no pain. BUT yesterday while preparing to go church at my friend's hse, guess WAD? i slot in a new contact lense, and somehow my eye felt irritated..re-wash that contact several times, and suddenly when i looked into the mirror, i saw to my horror/surprise/happiness, that piece of broken contacts together with my new contact lense+ 1 eyelash.

?!!!!??!!!

so that's the cause of the pain. OUCHHHHHHH.

phew..luckily it is out now.

can't believe it was inside for a week leh!!!><....so where was it that very day i broke it!..on my eyebrow area?

EWWW.

haha so oki..the agency called and told me and marg they found us a job. $7 and $6.50admin jobs at suntec city and orchard. normal working hours.

but they called us one day after we told supervisor we wanted to extend!! (which is after our contract ended on 7july)...

furthermoree..the pay was just slightly above current one.. and we won't be able to work together..and shorter hours=lower pay.

SO, we decided to reject the offers and rationality and continue in cisco..HEE.:)

as said before, the worse part of all for both of us, is rushing to church after work during weekends..it was exhausting though not regrettable. So yest after work,at 9am... (which i was half sleeping through it and trying to conserve energy)...i went to rina's house to sleep for 3hours.. her house was pretty!:) clean and tidy and with a huge bed that when i saw..i fell in love with it. too bad i have to bathe before jumping on it to sleep. :P...so yea fell asleep immediately and woke up around 3pm for church @5.30pm..

service was greAT!:)..below will be the important part of the message i will be sharing (which u can ignore if u dun wan to read:)...

Pastor Mike talked about us constantly being thrown into the "wilderness" and what we can learn from it. First, we have to know deep inside that, all that is happening is God'a idea, and it is to prepare us and let us grow, cos He knows exactly what our weaknesses are. we have to first pass His test, before He can entrust us more important and responsible and great life ahead.. Definitely, the difficult things we are experiencing, are common to others (we are not the only one who suffered the problem, thousands/millions of others do too!)

Second thing we need to know is that God is faithful. He will never let us bear something too much for us to handle. Just like how gold is made (the heat cannot be too high or too low, it must be exactly at a certain level)..He knows how to fan us and make us good, at the end of the day. That's if we believe and accept things that happen to us positively....(this is something that i can verify!:) so far in my own life, there have been ups and downs, the downs seems really really down, and i decided to trust Him..and till now, God has never failed me yet. :D..PATIENCE is needed though. the solutions don't come immediately. it takes days, or even years..of trusting.. HEE.

Third important thing we need to know is that we should not based our self worth, on our performance..or what ppl think of you.. people's opinions of you changes and fluctuates..one moment they like you and think you are great..the next moment they dun think you are and talk bad about you..People's opinions changes very easily, it shouldn't be a standard of what we think we are..what we MUST know is that, in God's eyes..we are not graded by performance,etc. no matter how we perform,in His eyes, we are still His beloved child. (HEHE this is very true too!i must say i am guilty of this in my younger days... though not now anymore..cos my head is growing bigger per second and it's hard to deflate it.:P Of course, not nice things still happens once in a while, to humble me and make me remember where the confidence is coming from. X)

heheh! yeaaa that's a summary of church service!:)...another great lesson learnt, put into words. :)..

so after service went to eat with cell group..and took bus home with john!:)reached home close to 12am..walked around hse went online, before fainting on my bed with 26hours of no sleep. slept 14hours straight though!HEE and i am back to normal again.. =))

wHEEE i love my beD!!..and lying in front of my laptop :)..yest when i reach home, i sOOOO missed my bed and laptop, that i was almost confessing my love for them over and over again. *hugs a pillow lovingly*...

HEE.

k shall go watch some videos now!~

=D

hehhehehee.

okieeee the decision is going to come soon. still waiting for a call for some admin jobs.if there is none...HEHEHE. i will be continuing cisco..till maybe 31aug..if they still need us..=))!!

if not..maybe i will rot at home for rest of the time not working..which is unlikely to happen..cos somehow i cannot stay home without work for more than 2 weeks. or else the alarm will sound..=P

dunno why i don't seem to be feeling sad ..about the long 12 hours..about the far distance in paya lebar..about the night shifts that is making me lose so much weight..(heard i will gain back once i more xi guan)..about the accidents that happen that makes our skin peels..hand cuts..hand binded by machines..vvv quick dinner break..(20mins)..many maggie meals..

well..there are moments i feel that i seem to be suffering unnecessarily..esp when the stupid binding machine's straps binded my hand last week on accident. and when i swallow the food until wanna choke and have to rush back in case the security guards try to fault us for being late.

but after looking at it postively..it's actually quite fun working in cisco la..at least...long hours =more money, the job is not v stressing...jus need to be careful and meticulous and pray.. the ppl are dam* fun..we are slowly getting used to the jobs...so shld be just doing repeating tasks in future..and with public transport..it isn't too far...and..hmm wad about night shift?.. well at least it means after 2 days of morning shift..we can sleep late the nxt day!!cos third day is night shift at 11pm..!!..and after 2 night shifts..it's 2 off days alr! =)..and also marg is working with me!how cool is thaT!:D

LOL.the really more scary issue is the health issue la..like black panda eyes that may make me look less pretty..(although alr very)..and the food that we eat. OH and have to rush after work to church abit tiring..

did that last week..PHEW. luckily the preacher was so humorous last week. or i think i will fall asleep la.=))..

hehe...AWWw..haaPPYY..abit of pay have come in..and it really brightens up my day!!

okie shall go calculate and be happy now..

=)..