The JoyFoo Life!~

think my body clock spoil already..have been sleeping at 5am e past few days, and waking up at 5pm. >.< after waking up for a lil breakfast..AHHH ..but today more oki woke up at 2pm, and went for lunch, followed by OPENING ECONS NOTES day in the lib..yest night, before going to sleep, i made a vv important decision: to start studying econs.

however,for some reason, just staring at the study guide makes me feel sleepy..and after abt 3hours in the lib..i finally understand 3 examples, which the teacher went through in class.

HMMM..and since just then had been online for 3hours plus.though the time seemed to go much more faster when i am online..

ahhh...gUILTY*.

goes back to econs*

hmmmss wHHEeee chRisTMASS is fUN!! =P

went candlelight service last sat, which wenfu took a video of it and tagged me on facebook, so can go see if interested! :P..the view was soo super romantic!! ahhh i like it when everyones' candles are lighted, first from pastor kong, then to his musicians, and then slowly spread across the 1800+ people in the hall. =D..hee..

but one thing i bu fu qi is..while pastor announced for us to blow off the candle at the count of three..i dunno why but i was sOO super exciteD!! imagining how cool it will be for all the lights in the hall to go off at the same time...and lost in my own world..

1.....2.....*looks at my candle with much love*..3!and my candle was blown off happily by john sitting beside me.

AHHHHH.DEaAaAaRR... ='(!! gets awoken up from her dreamland*...HUMPhHHHHh determined to sit beside ya the nxt yr and blow ur candle off! >=)

on thurs, christmas itself, went to serve, and due to many new friends coming...i was allocated to serve in the overflow room. =(felt slightly sad cos i couldn be in the main hall watching the super fantastic drama. anyway i LOVEE the dramas produced every season, cos it's just so high standard and the actors are always soO draMAAATIC!!! =P...really felt at that moment super glad tt i was there watching it(even though it was in overflow room)...cos it's really a waste living if you never watch it.heee!! looks forward to the nxt drama** =D

lol after service..went cavern (my sis workplace) and eat..hahha!!had lots of fun cos we kept teasing her while she serve us, and so qiao he met his sec sch friend therE!lOL the food is v nice!!though it's vv pricey..we didn't ordered blowjob or any funny names thingy..but john ordered a beer for himself and some drink for me. FUN!reached home late at night tt day and went service today...

and pastor kong announced tt 4000+ ppl got saved the past few days..heeEE!! AHH happy...wonders about the many changes for the better tt's going to happen in their lives.. just like what i experienced 2yrs ago..hmmm=)..

someone asked me before..what's the diff before i became a christian and after..and i said lol i was happier..then she asked me if i was happy before that, which after some thought, haha i realise oops i was also quite happy ma!..but hahha guess the diff was i became a stronger and calmer person, and dare to fight for things which i feel worth fighting for..be it in my house or outside,no matter how others judge me. =)and haha it's quite amazing because, it doesn't mean u suddenly stop experiencing
sad times,but somehow everything seems amplified and more fuifuling, and it's not just you alone going through everything anymore...hmm lol ahh abit hard to explain that feeling. hee.

anyway oYA!! saw this another white chio jacket on thurs..and somehow..after seeing e 2nd jacket, i realised the beauty of it and the flaws in the first jacket. however, there are beauty in jacket 1 which jacket 2 did not possessed as well. SOO hMMM..for dunno what reason, i am suddenly nt that interested in both jacket anymore..hahah think will buy another time when i see a nicer one. hee.=O)

went fan's hse today for christmas celebrations...and got lots of present!! but ahhh i din't prepare for them! so >.<..felt a lil guilty.



tmr having og bbq, should i go?or shld i start opening up my freaking econs noteS? >.<

3 days have passed. and i still don't have the courage to open up my econs notes. maybe..maybe after christmas..=(

anyway..wheee tomorrow is christmas day!! =)) MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!~maY 2009 be the best year yet! +)

hmms..talking about best year..isn't it funny that it seems like every year becomes better and better? ...maybe there's one yr that seemed so unbearable, and it seems like there's no light to continue moving on...the whole world seems to be happy except you..and you don't have the courage to move on alone..but soon after, everything just falls into place and there you are going through another year happily.

the angels in human forms..haha guess that meant friends.. =))

i dunno whether to hate you or thank you. but in a way i am glad you are happy now.yupps thanks all the same..may you live happily ever after too.=))

lol..was reading my emails yest and saw a mail looking for tution teachers..one which states looking for "ppl who is studying the UOL programme in SIM." haha and is paying $35/hr. hEE!

hmm i think i also need to find a tution teacher for my econs man!! >.<..oMYyy i really need alot of courage to open the pages of my econs notes. =S..

S-O-S.

aHHHHHHHH!! i finally saw my dREaM jacKEt!! =DD...lol wanted something cool, cos i like being cOOL. =))...and went to adidas with john.. =)

heREE is it!! +)))..

cOOL?

cOOLER?

lol nice right!~! =))!...but it's $87 cos of a sale of 30% if not it will cost $125!! >.<...ahhhh my bdae coming soon!!HEHEE. hMMM everyone don't give me bday pressie!! calculates*...i just need 16ppl to give $5 each and i can buy the jackeT!! +))...hMM..the past few years..everyone seems to be giving me soft toys!! >.<...do i look like i like soft toys vERY mUCHH??! hmmS...although i do like to hugg them when they are in the shops..hmmm i think 20 might be alil too much. >.
loLLL...reALLYyy!! i think got once when i received softtoys from all my groups of friends..i felt that no one understands me leh!! loll...don't i look very mature and like those kind of accessories kind?..in fact i do!! HMM maybe the reason i get soft toys may also be due to me spoiling all the accessories when ppl gives me. >.<

bUTT..it wasn't on purpose..i mean..if one earring dropped into the holes in the sink..or necklaces break..or handphone accesories break..it's not my fault right? you see..when things get old..it's like that de..

hahaha yea anyway..maybe i shld post my bank account number here and ppl can deposit money for my jacket when the time gets nearer..(hopefully it's still on sale then!! =(!)...

or i just put now!! 245-98415-4. hahahAHA i am mad! =Ppp!

shld i buy red or blACKK?? :)

oMAN..just woke up from what seems like the dead sleep. i seem to went to another dimension!! >.<

watched survivor till super late yest, abt 2or 3am...cos my sis came back and on the tv..and coincidently i was roaming about the living room. =P..ahhh then had a sister talk cos it's a second day she working as a waitress. LOL had a fun time as she said the cocktails/drinks there has funny names, such as "sex on the beach",(which sound familiar), sex on the train, blowjob..and many many weird names. so she acted out and HAHHAA said hilariously "oki sir (repeat orders) so you want a blowjob, we have raine(her english name), Jessica,blahh her which one u want, which make me laughed till i was rolling on my bed...hAHHAHA!! so stupid!! then she asked the manager how they are gonna repeat orders without laughing. =PPpp

lol anyway after the stories of worklife, we went on to talk lots of other stuffs, plus abit of rolling around on the bed cos i couldn't sleep, it was v soon 5am. >.<...woke up at 6.40am and went to school feeling like my body can't coordinate with my brain, and was a tad slower than normal. AHHH zZZZZzz..

stats was boring with me and friends sitting at the last row, concentrating hard. :P. hAd a fun lunch in which i got scared by some bird sound coming behind me suddenly. then came accounting which i was already almost in unconscious state, plus the dry contact lens (which i seriously need to get new ones)..my eyelids seems to have weights..however the break halfway thr the lessON was super effective!! cOs i sAw this hUGE big BROWn beaRR...shouted from afar and saw it going into the guy's toilet. HEHEHEHEHE! sOOO cUteEEEeE!! just nice after the toilet trip, the organisers stopped me and friends, asked whether we want to take a photo with the beAR!!! =DD

LOL!!! i was so excited!! I jumped and look at the bear's big eyes happily like i've won some award. then i turned to my friends and asked if they wanted to take. AHH!! but one of them ran inside the lt, and another one don want!! bOOOhOOOHOO ='(!! in any case heheh i managed to take a photo with the bear(though it was sAD cos i think the bear must have felt rejected!!)..LOL and they promised to send to my email when they have the pics.

i later learnt the photos is gonna be put up on the "smiles stage" or something!! =DD!!! HEEEEE so qiao can, during lunch earlier was telling my lunch mates i wanna bring my photo and paste on the big stage and they were telling me how everyone who walked past will puke. =(!! BLEAH!! =DD you are going to seeeeee my pAgEant fACE soon!! =PPPppp

=))...
happy.

heheheheh.

"lol. then went action city.. hahas. was looking around at some stuff. so i took this "chewing gum thing" and passed it to fung... *i never ask her to pull* and she just innocently pulled the chewing gum thing, thinking that a cockroach will fly out instead. but in the end, she got an electric shock. then we forced jasmine to try. hahas. she got shocked a bit and screamed. hahas. *reminds of myself getting shock and throwing the whole thing to the counter* hahas. then went to print some stuff and went swensens to eat earthquake! =D thanks jas and wenfu and eugene for the treat =D and had a lucky draw. =D then took mrt home."

koped from shihui's blog. i wANN the cHewiNGG GUM!! can someone give me as a christmas pressie?? :)

=DD heee went service today and fellowship lots with wenfu jasmine shi hui..hee!long time since we did that.. fUN!! went to search for christmas presents..and AHH i dun like action cITY!! >.<...cos i got electric shock by a chewing gum..OMY la i was so shocked by the shock that i buried my face in shi hui's shoulders!! i meAN...AHH how can a shock object be fun!! i felt abit angry leh!!how come got such thing onee lying in the shop one..what if i got heart attack!! >.<...but hmm i would definitely wish to have such a christmas pressie..(so i can go scare all my friends). muhaHAHA. HEE.=D

ate dinner at abt 6pm, and when it was abt 8 or 9, automatically without thinking i asked whether we have eaten dinner, cos i felt abit hungry. and LOL the look shihui gave was so funny and stunned! =P! and wenfu replied tt's the result of being with john for too long. =PPPPPPPpppppppppp

went swensens and celebrated sh's bday afterthat, then received a call from mum she bought a huge cake at home for my bro's bday and cooked rice.so went home to eat..HEE and they commented i got tummy already!! >..<

anyway..despite whatever changes due to fOoD..muhhaha. i think the haircut has make me look much more mature!! =D

cos..when i met shihui outside the train,she looked left and right but i was standing straight in front of her!!and she said tt's cos she thought that girl 20plus, so not meifung. =D!!

HEEe as such i shall post my neW mature lOOK pics!! =DD

hee!sOO mature right!!

aHH!! can't stand it. =Pp

mature me and guai huii! =D

hEEE yeA~ =D sunday coming!john's pop alR!!he having a loooooong break..whEE!~!=)
oyes btw, this songg is reallly nicE!! addicted. enjoy!lyrics are below song video.=)) (oyes! if u right click and the "copy" don come out..just press the button beside the right "Ctrl" then can le! =D

http://www.imeem.com/people/vZL5KP/music/9E3A4820/annabel_soh_chc_band_my_life_your_song/

=D!

hee!cut my hair today!! remember the times in the past when i loVE to cut hair..cutting hair every other few months. it have been such a looooooong time since i cut my hair!!it's the longest so far in my life! >.< *feels lighter and happier*...my whole fringe is gone!!right now i look alil like a mushroom with a long stalk. and a happy one that is. =P

hehe! yest went ji's restaurant for dinner..oman i thought the bday outing was nxt tue!! soo prepared to go study with friend in lib..and even booked a room. then received an sms from fanella which jerked me up during accounting lect where i was sprawling on the table, to meet in chinatown later. >.<.. HHEHE.so me and friend just went to student lounge to try studying for 50mins which failed miserably after an attempt on an econs qns. on the way there, we saw this grp of ppl in a room, the beauty pagent ppl!! LOL think they were practising or discussing. so i told my friend, "EHHH they forget to ask mi to go in!!"...and after some time harrasing her, she replied and asked mi to knock the door and go in la. hHaHAHA i can just imagine.."eXcuSe me!! u forget to ask me for the meeting!" LOL so BHB.

hahha yupps then went to meet them and bought a $31 chocalate chip cookie ice cream cake.. AHHH it's sUPER YUMMY!!! =DD

oman then went to ji's korean rest (btw, ji is a korean).. andD OMGG ordered my favourite dish..the RICe CAKEEEE with the magical taste!! =DD i rEALLY lOVE IT!! and right now the restaurant is having an offer, cos it just shifted to that area..and the prices are crazily cheap for a restaurant. it's $9 per dish for studentS!!for all of us, after ordering 5dishes of food, we were full to the extreme..i even had to swallow down 2 shots of indigestion pills, cos i love the food so much that i ate beyond what i shld. =PP for all korean food lovers out there...i shall not deprived u of the address.!!

HAEBOK's KOREAN RESTAURANT PTE LTD
Furama City Centre
60 Eu Tong Sen Street #03-01/02

HEHHEE.yUMs..haha and during the dinner i said something tt make the 3 of them+me laughed till they have stomachache. =PP!HHAHAHA!!! maybe that's my secret gift!!lol..but what can u do with a gift like this? mmm...go be a clown? entertainer? counsellor? a crazy accountant?but dun think can only maybe the last 2, cos i have a shy personality.=(.seriously!!hee anyway will be going there again on the 27th..can't wait~ =))

onOOO i seem to become a hungry ghost like john after being together for quite some time. his appetite is...unusually eNORmOUS. =P! maybe i will hit 50kg if this continues!! >.< !!

shall stop blogging now..cOS it's DINnER time!! *lickS*

=P~!

picTuReS! +)


mi and sis!! +) dO we lOOk aLikE?? =P

pinic food! (before opening)

pinic food! (after opening) =D

fan and fiona! guess who was fiona taking? ;)


ji!! looks like a tourist right!! +P

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the tortisE are suntanning!! =Pp

e niceee raining scenery*.. =))

4 quackies ducks! +)

ji's shoee!! it's dAM* high and feminine!!

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my shoee! =PPpp

christmas treee deco in botanic gardens!!

i find this clock v preeti!!don't u think so?? (hmmm looks like the clock tower in hwa chong jc..or is it nanyang girl's?)

oyeS!! today was sitting around a round table with john reading news. and it was the third time i was wearing a skirt (according to john =PPP)..and suddenly i turn to my left and saw this guy..man around 40s..it took mi quite a while to realise he had his cam phone facing me, and when i looked at him the second time, he just took a pic of me. >.<..i can see the cam flash and distinctly heard the "kachup" sound la!! OMMMMYY EWWwWWWWWww.. i wonder if i was sitting properly. yucks.. EEEeEee. last time i wore skirt something even more disgusting happened. but okii shan say here. do i have a look of a victim?? =sSS EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. anyway so i was telling him maybe he got an admirer who sent a PI to take a pic of me.or maybe it was my admirer who took a pic of me!! butbut ..how come the skills so lousy.. =X. but no la dun think it's that way..got a feeling that guy is just a pervert la. so scary!! =SSS...

anyway forget abt the unhappy stuffs. went dinner with john afterthat..and..


hee saw this !! (i am sure deAr is smiling all the way home today. ;) )

hehehe. my cause of ever hyperness.
=PPppPP...

hee cannot float alr..time to start studying! :))

LOL!!ahhh back to blog..this week have been a v....if u think on the negative, it's a totally wasted week cos i din't study..but if u think on the positive, it's a vVV fun weEK!! =D

last sunday, in a small part of the island in the north, a girl suddenly thought of an idea..a vv fun idea..to go youtube to watch : er zuo ju zi wen.(It started with a kiss) maybe it was due to the relax mode after swimming..or maybe it was the atmosphere, her sis and her decided..to start the first episode.

to their horror, monday came with them sleeping at 5am, tue at 1am..wed thurs fri..and finally yest night..finally finished watching.

and Omy the days just passed like that!! >.<~~!!

lolss except on thurs there was a difference..hEE! went for the foursome pinic in botanic gardens early in the morning..OMYY!it wass sUper sUpER fUN!! =))

(u will know why when pics are up...=P)

went to this lil place in botanic gardens and each of us brought some food, and sat under the small house-like sheltered..catching up. all around us,it was lakes, with tortoise, fishes..

LOL oHH as i was supposed to bring old chang kee's curry puffs, on wed i decided to go check out what time the shop opens..and they said 6.30am. happily, i went home feeling satisfied and responsible..

the nxt day..i went into the shop v early and saw all the food displayed except curry puffs. sensing something was wrong..i asked them..and they said curry puffs will come at 10am!>.<...

ErrMMM..so i bought 7sticks of other stuffs and brought there. DOTS. how come such things always happens one..

yaa then went till abt 3pm, and it started raining so heavilY!!! sOO we have to move the mats to the centre..while all around us was rain falling into the lake. it was a nice sight though! =))..

after that went to the cathay to watch bolt. AHHHH the doggie was super cutE!!! =DDD...heheh reALLY vvVV cutE!!hhahah must watch.~~!! +)

oyes and before the movie, while looking for a pretti white jacket.. saw idiot(congrats!)..hahha and as usual i kana suanned by him.=(!!

saw this really nice brown jacket which costs $149. =((..shall go hunt for more affordable one nxt time.. >.<..

on fri, went john hse after school cos he was so super sick. from fever. (u wouldn't want to know why)...loll..and went home after that..and watched the final episode of the movie..AHH SOoo sWEETTttT!!! they got maRRIEDDD!! +))!!

ahh there's another whole series of part 2..(what happened after they married).. I really dying to know!! ....but OMANN i am head over heart person. sO i won't watch cos exams are coming v soon. =((...

maybe i limit myself one episode per day? HAHA joking!! =o)

hee!! my pms days are over and now i am back being a happy lil girl! =))..lolss really felt super sad the past few days dunno why..but finally okie le! =)..i do hope i won't feel so emo again for the nxt few mths..heh.

went out with john on sat and watched WILD CHILD. and aHHHH!! it was such a nice show!! i will rate it 4 out of 5! =P..maybe i really like that kind of us colleges and their schlife..hee then went to orchard to find my sis and comment on some of the prom dresses she interested to buy..(ahhh it so remind me of my prom!!) finally went down to service with sh and her friend..as usual, took lots of photoS in the process!! =)


Choice number 1

Choice number 2

Choice number 3

Personally, i feel that choice 2 and 3 look v nicE!=)) but choice 2 is the more elegant kind while choice 3 fits and is cute. i wanted so much to try on them..!! but will be late for service so din't in the end..=(..haha anyway do help comment yea so she can look nice on wed,her prom day! =))

after service ended,mi and john went out for a scrumptious dinner..thanks deARIeE! =)..ate until super full when we finish..heEheEE. =D..

and this afternoon john booked in again! >.<..but wheeee finally his bmt coming to an end.. =))..lols..it seems so long since i saw him. =(..

and suddenly my cute lil sis who ended her a's a few wks ago asked if i wanted to go swimming. having woke up only at 3.30pm today, i agreed as it was such a distraction from the piling homework..sOO haAHA! we went swimming! =)..




the pretti swimming pool! =)..

mi and sisS! =D

mi in specs! =PP

hee that ends my lovely weekend. and really felt it couldn't be better!! =DD

...received my hp bills few days ago..and it was a total of $99.60. =XX! it was supposedly to be unlimited..but dunno what happened..went to find the dealer afterthat with mum and dad, and phew, they said they will ask singtel ppl to waiver some cost or something..but i can't sms for 3days.

hmm now i am abit afraid to sms alr. lols.

mmm feeling slightly >.< now..=(..

anyway just remembered something pastor said in the past, "God will never give u a problem that will kill you, He will only give you a problem to strengthen you, and when the day comes when u managed to overcome the problem, u can use it to share with those facing the same prob. No experience are meant to wasted."

hmms.

heEE!! aSia conference have officially ended!!! went today to serve..LOL, liu geng hong and his taiwan artise came!! and Lin Junjie came too!!=DD

hhaa! anyway yest went for benny hinns service, and it was mad!! the service starts at 6pm, and we came at like 2.30pm leh!! but we were ushered to the overflow room, cos the main hall has overflowed. =(!! wenfu helped took a video which will explains all..





LOL! he didn't film himself, though i asked him to! >.<..anyway i find my.."very excited..heeheehee." very very....hmm very =S. HAHA! nowadays i seem to like to laugh that way!! aHH!

and the service ended at 10.30pm, and our neck and back was all sore.. but it was good! +)...went off and felt that it was slightly early and ponder with sh whether we shld go tamp so i could find john. and.. LOL haha looking back, felt it was kind of an unwise decision!>.< reached tamp at abt 10.50pm, and we asked the control station ppl when is the last train back..and he said, 11.15pm. AHHH!!! not wanting the trip to be wasted, i called home and asked my daddy to fetch me and sh home..

then went john's block below and met him..lol and very soon! it was alr 11.30pm, and i was stuck in tamp..so called back and they said they din't want to come soo far..so my mum insisted to talk to john and ask him to fetch me till half the journey, and they come pick me from there..AHHH >.< sorry deArR!! ...sO the tired deer who booked out at 9pm fetch me sh back halfway.>.< ...and after fetching sh back, mi and parents went to eat dinner,(which i din't have time to eat earlier)..and by the time i reached home,it was abt 1.30am. =S

and i was about to reach expo the nxt day at 7.30am. =X

unsuprisingly, both of us couldn't wake up, and ended up serving only the afternoon to night session. LOL remb wenfu saying must make wise decisions in life.. LOL, this is really such an unwise one la!!>.< learns from it and don't do it again*..

SUNDAY (THE DAY)
today is the last day of asian conference..and me and sh crawled out of the bed and went to expo. reaching there, we realised our names was not in the data base (cos we were quite new ushers)..and thus was abit "abandoned" at first. we were told we were external ushers for the day, so we went outside to find the in charge, while wearing the cool "iserve" t shirt and standing at the barracade, controlling the flow, shouting for ppl to stop running cos of the wet floor and to walk slowly..

quite fun, though abit sleepy cos there were soo many ppl and they were let in batch by batch, with long intervals in between. after standing there for 2 hours, we went to hall 7's toilet, and was asked by an in charge to go find her for some duties. was asked to count the heads in the section, give out bulletins.

my partner for this duty was this boy who was only 14 years old!!! hhaha!!he look quite cute if not for the puberty pimples rush..ehh no actually he is very cutE and polite!! =P..LOL how we started talking came this way...

at one point of a time, during praise, where he and sh stood beside me..)

me:*nudge sh* hEY!!! later we jump okie!!...feeling high and happy..
sh: oki!
me:*looks to left and tap his shoulder* HEYYYY!! we jumP LATER OKie!!
him: looks abit shocked and nodded his head
us:jumps happily!!*=D

HAHA!!why do i have this feeling i scare him..hhAHAH!! yepps so both of us splitted the job, he take the front 5rows, while i take the back 5rows.and i sat alone at the back row..

yupps and junjie camE!! aHHH i was like sitting there alone and when he came out, all the youngster started screaming.. =PPp if shihui was beside me, i would have screamed till i scare the delegates sitting nxt to me. haha! but of course didn't! =P cos AHEmm..must maintain a cool front. ;) hahah asked the old lady beside me where she come from, and she said m'sia! oOhH!! =) hmmm sometimes i think i like mixing around older ppl, cos they seem to look at me in a very elderly way. then feel vv young and close. hmmm okkiii dunno what i saying.:P

yuppss..and by the time dinner came, i was starved and globbled up my dinner..then took many photos with sh..HEE! =DD..


going towards hall..


hee!on sat!! =)


sun- on our way to serve!


the magic "care water"


the ready-to-dash crowds..

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finally..having our long awaited dinner!!

hee shihui! =P

mi under the christmas tree! +)

hui under trEE!

gone mad due to tiredness.. =P

=PPp

hahha!!sh is looking at mi like i am maD! +PP

heheh! pokmeimei and pokjiejie 4eva!~ =DD

wHEEEeE! that ends the 4days conference! =) timee to get serious with studies. HEE!

went expo yest for some grooming and social ettiqute elective after school, but in the end couldn't go in cos the room was fully packed..=(!!! SOO saD!i really wanted to go, cos i still dun see the need to dress up to school, and was hoping the lesson could drill the importance to me. =P

but anyway, decided to go for the night opening session for conference instead, and went with shihui there. but before tat went tamp for a while. ;)..and reached the night service abit late, (the late doesn't mean it have started, it meant the doors has opened)..aND OHH MANN, the whole pathway was packed like dunno what, and we were squeezed in like sardines..with lots of people behind and in front of us. and in the end cos hall 8 was packed fully again, we were ushered into to hall 10, the overflowing room, where 3 huge screens we watched from our seats. =(!!

there were many delegates around who came from other countries who came to attend the service, and haha! what i didn't know was this whole stretch of ppl beside me were from indonesia!! sO during the 5mins interaction time, i spoke to them and they told me they just landed in the morning, and is the first time they attend city harvest church. so i asked how were they feeling, and they said they were amazed. =)! also asked if it was a recording we were watching, which i explained about the overflow, and told them they have to come earlier the nxt few days to queue..haha!
i think he was quite shocked of the friendiness leh cos he seems abit shy. heh!

the nxt thing that happened was even more surprising. they started screening Jack Neo's movies, all the funny parts, while everyone laughed. at first i thought it was a way to welcome them to "singaporean culture"..but then..OMG JACK NEO himself arrived, in a black suit with tie!!!=D!!

HAHAH! his... "i think i will speak chinese cos....more accurate."in a v funny way, is very funny!! +P

hahah then he said how he know one of the pastor, is during his filming of the show, where he needed an office for "explosion effect"..and nobody is willing to lend out the premises..cos it sounded dangerous,except our church. hahha! then when he first came in, he thought to himself, "is this a church?"..=P lol also talked abt something he said he won't say outside the church,cos no one will believe him. something about some kind of unknown power tt always led him to be able to make his films so successfully, all the lines, the stories, etc, it just seemed to flow into him naturally, while he direct out. so in the past he always felt that he is very powerful alr, and now he believed there's something "up there". :)..then his wife and 3sons(i think) were captured on camera and he said they were attending church. =D wOW!! cOOOl la! din't know that...

following that was the word..and the message pst kong preached was v powerful! something which i will share in the future.

yepps ended off with a high and everyone went home. though i was abit sad cos of something. >.<

hee yea!! shall post pics up soon!:) and looking forward to sat sun! =)

hmmm i used to think i am abit zhong se qing you person (se as in boyfriend not all guys), but i guess it isn't true now. it's a norm ba.

slightly sad cos i seem to lost u.

after 106 days of school, i feel that..the pace of some subjects is really picking up like dunno what, and i have started to lag behind for some subjects..but..this week is ASIA CONFERENCE!! =)!! so the whole week will be busy busy, attending the electives, service, not forgetting serving!! +D

HEEHEE so exciteD!! =D..but that means this week will be kinda..not a studious week.=P,travelling from expo to woodlands and back.

how many not studious week have passed? *thinks*...oOps. +P

AHHHH!!time is flying again!! >.< shall catch it after this week huh. :P

lalalas~~

wHeeEE opened up my thoughts and looked on the bright side, this can be a happy test of love too! LoVEeEESS U bigfUZZyball.=)

lol..these few days watching a lot of shows, and dunno why!! all talk about ex-marital affair of guys..some result in broken homes, some getting AIDS..some ending in hurts and sadness..

these shows led me to have lots of thinkings..about why such cases are always on the high nowadays. It seem to me as if eternal love for one another has become a thing of the past, and will eventually become habitual and...worse, boring.

what is it from the older generation that is lacking in newly married couples nowadays? that is leading to such high divorce cases around? as such i decided to list out some points..

-is it because women are more independent nowadays? and won't be so tolerable to their husbands outside affair, as compared to the past, where women just keep quiet?
-is it because nowadays, both husbands and wife have to work, and thus lack the most important thing: communication?
-is it because the egos of guys are too big to actually fail in front of the women they love, thus find consolation outside? or are we women not understanding enough?
-or do we have to boil all the problems down to behaviours of this generation as compared to the past?

this meaning, the more open and carefree thoughts nowadays. For example, my mum, who asks me not to hug john..lolS..or any guy, cos girls must "behave themselves"..=P lols!! okii thats really v extreme traditional thoughts la! hahah but i do see abit of truth and light in her words. (oops dearr don't sad when u read this! hee=P!)

butbut ya..i read a book that i borrowed from my cg leader, something about abstaining from sex, and the huge importance and consequences of it..and some of the reasons why girls must protect themselves and not anyhow give in..before reading it acutally i was almost convinced into thinking, well..that's what everyone after 20+ is doing, and the society is much more open now..but after reading the book..AHH!!! >.< 351 degrees change.

-first, imagine you are going to spend your whole life with ur partner, and had already done it since dunno what age. OMG!! sOOO boring doing the same thing for more than supposed years!! >.< (don't argue with me that marriage is not all about S**!!)
-2nd, i think it's really not fair leh!! all guys like to play play..but they want to marry a partner who's pure!!! >.< then they will just continue their journey to "the right one"..while the ex-es lose out!!
-3rd, no more le la but just that we will always lose out.!

haha..yupps...sO actually..real communication should exist during dating instead of emotional closeness which might replace the need to talk, and let you think that you are already very "close" to one another..

hhaha tRUEE HOR!!!and it also says something like..when a r'ship fails, it doesn't mean that it had totally failed. it shld be considered a successful courtship..where both had tried to understand each other..and give in their best to it. =)..maybe it just wasn't the right timing yet,or maybe the character don't fit ba, but of cos it's not because u like someone else la!! tt's inexcusable.

anyway back to what is missing from us-the new generation..i guess it's just the new culture, the lack of importance placed on supposedly "traditional" values, and many channels where guys(oki fine..or girls) can stray.

the book ended off advicing that, if the purpose of dating is not to marry, then it's better not to get into a r'ship so early.

hmmm sigh i think it's really very =S when a r'ship fails because of unfaithfulness. =((( even worse after marriage. prays that it will never happen to me or anyone close to me. i think though i am quite soft, hee i don't think i can tolerate/accept such things leh. hmm i will just break into 10000pieces. =(

Of course it's won't be easy for us girls, and guys, not to do the wrong thing,cos temptations will always be there, but yepps, try our best!+)

Quote from someone: "Marriage is actually a v beautiful thing, but it's also a v vunerable one, cos there is ALWAYS a possibility that one meets a more fresh, sexy, cool (everything ur partner is not) opposite sex, and when betrayal comes, it's never easy to restore back the trust that the victim have for the partner, which both once shared."

>.< AHH today i decided to be feminine and wear out my abit high high heels..but..after walking about 10mins to the mrt..my leg sprouted blisteRS!! AHHH..i din't know it was so bad, so just went to buy a slippers..when i reach school, i saw 4 little bubble blisters on my toes and foot. OUCH!! =S

lesson learnt the day: don't act feminine. but actually it's the shoe la not me. =Ppp

hee and OMGG!! learnt something from my friends today..WaAAa the world is really heading for western culture! >.<

11thdaysinceiseeuhaiimisssssssuUUUUUUUUUU. =(

oh man..i got locked up in my hse on fri. AHHH.. cos my family took all the keys away and forget i am at home or something. =(..in the end missed pbf class..!! AHHH. so crashing my friend's lect nxt wk i think. SIGH i've been stuck outside the hse before cos someone took 2 keys, but never IN it beforE!! >.<

yupps..and john's going field camp today..=(..can't contact him for 6days..HAIX.

hmm but guess it will pass v fast dE!! +)..

oh yes sat..i went to church service!! then after that went for a customer service session with shi hui. WHEEE it was funn!!! =D all the tips we ushers learn. AHH sometimes i really feel VVVVVV excited to be an usheR!! maybe cos when i first converted, all the ushers there really impacted me!! with their smart dressings and their lovely smiles. =D

heEE! i want to be like that too!! +P

loll gonna serve in asia conference, the first BIG thing i am serving since i just started..v eXCITED!! =D going to wear formal, so yest me and shihui went to shop for clothes..and i found a SUPERB nice outfit. =DD!!

due to the past experience during my working days, where i always impulse buy, which led to alot of clothes at home which i didn't wear at all..>.<..i really thought long the consequence of buying this outfit. but HEEeee it was reallyyyyyyyyy nice! and i am sure i will wear out lotS! +D so yupps bought it in the end X)

aND..hahaa some things are better left decided by Him..than to worry about it ba..=D..

heeE!i aM back to bloGGINg! =)

first thing..yeaaHH i finally changed a new phone..and more cOOL, the unlimited sms plan! =))..hahhaa i felt so constrained with just 500smses in the past, where my utily is not maximised..>.< since what i am willing to do exceeds what i can do..=P but nOWW..WHEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee!!! +) i can finally reply people's sms!! i used to wonder how ppl can reply all their friends though they just have 500 sms, but hee cool!!+)

after the end of 3rd day yest, i've alr smsed 230 sms-es.=PPp

but due to the new freedom, i seem to be spamming some people unneccessarily.HAHa!

though the phone's camera is not as good as the previous one, and a teeny bit slow, i still loove it all the same!=))

As such, i shall upload the phone.


oMG dID yOU sEE that?tHe phoNE seEms tO be smILiNG aT ME!!=D

lolsSS joking..oyaa i managed to get this phone only after much difficulty..cos all the white were out of stocks..which ended with me having to pay a slightly higher price for it.but hAHAHA!! =)

and.. the past few weeks, especially since last week, i seem to be talking more in school and as a result i keep getting disturbed by many people.

aHHH!!feeling so disturbed now. shall try to stop talking. :P

loll just came back from the meet the residents' session under my block..lol first time i witness an event like this here! and hhaha it was very fun listening to all the woes of the residents..and how the mp reply..

i must say i am impressed with the way he answered the residents..with a tinge of understanding always. loll the issues raised up today were mainly about cleaniless, pet owner's responsibily..leaking rooms..and the elderly wanting an area for them to exercise..wow there are so many elderly!! the majority were residents ageing 40-80.

what happened to teenagers like me?=Pp! lols then got once some resident complained about.."teenager's inappropriate behaviour in the playground.." then he address and i feel so weird!! =P like like he talking to me cos i seem to be one of the few(if there is) teenagers there..oO but there are children under 10 there too..

loll oya then he ask us to support the rc members cos they worked v hard..and..nxt time dun close doors at them when they sell tix..

and ended off saying..,

he:so nxt time they come what do u do?
one guy: CLOSE the DOOR!
us: HAHHAHA.
he: no!! open the door!and what do u ask?
that one guy: hOW mUcH u WANT??
he:yeS!..and when the member ask how mani tix u wan..what do u say?
that one guy..again.:sICK of it!
:P

LOL..think it's really abit stuck in the middle to be an mp hor..cos like some ppl want playground for kids..some say kids v noisy when in big playgrd..some say the lights at night hope can extend longer..and brighter..some complain abt the light seeping into their bedrooms at night..

but it's touching when they ask if there's any govt issues we hope can bring to the govt..like wow!they haf the power to influencE!+)

mmm..so after the whole talk i decided to go and talk to the mp abt the concession thingy..so went forward with my mum..and told him and he ask his rc member to help jot down the prob..contact no. unit address..

they will do something abt it when they jot down right?

anyway 6weeks after he's coming again to my block.the most lol gather more sim ppl sit there and voice out more lo.with my dad this time. (cos he kinda resembles those outspoken old residents who voice out their unhappiness boldly =P)

mm ya..

anyway onOOOooo...i seemed to move into a bored-of-books mode starting from last week..so slacking and lagging abit alr..AHHH!!

nxt wkk john going in for 2wks straight cum field camp le..=( time for some enlightment and a refresh love for my books.

=O

WHEEEE my 2yr hp contract ends on 1nov!!!! then i will change to starhub unlimited sms. nO mORe uncontactable me! *smileS*

>.<. no replies. oyes i din forget abt concession pass yet... HMM!

hmm idiot crashed my lecture today, lol such a long time since i last saw him!(it's not a good thing not to see me oki!~) haha.

anyway went for 6hours straight of lecture..reALLy went crazy at the last hour and kept on sneezing throughout..in the end felt v sick..so dint go cell grp..zZZ..and went home.

i really shld stop sleeping so latE!~! but i can't slp at night!! so will talk about life with sister..hmms really a lot of things to talk about!! =)

hahaa then met john at late night! and went to eat the 3piece kfc bbq chicken!! it's really yummy!! =D (oops that was after i ate panadol and flu medicine and felt betteR)..hope my flu fever won't get worse. i really couldn't resist the urgE! ;)

haha! lol john's weight dropped so much!! WAAaAaAaA but think it will rise in the near future cos of his undying enthusiastic-ness for food. =Ppp wheee happi 7th month anni deaRiE! +)) lOVES.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

loll..the past few days with no reply from the seniors, was abit sad..

but COOL, yest one of the heads walked towards me, and said..they going to have a meeting about that, and he's yr 3 this year, going to fight for us! =DD..

gREAT. =D hope something is finally done!! would love them for it la. and i think it wouldn't just be me alone. :) we'll finally be able to shed off the image of just having fun all they long grp, and instead become a group tt at least tried to help in the welfare of students,no matter the results! +)

hee.

anyway yest while serving in church, this time in charge of the section closest to the stage right smack in the middle, was abit shaken when my usher friend brought me a middle-aged couple who are visitors to the church, and ask me to take care of them, in other words, make sure they have seats. The row which i brought them to, only have 15 seats, seemingly had 13 people, so by the rule of "counting heads not bags", i decided it haf 2 empty seats. however, i was super worried of some sudden change in situation, like maybe suddenly there's no seats afterall in that row or sth. so standing behind them i prayed hard that somehow we'd leave a good impression on the 2 visitors.

Unfortunately, my worst fear came, and the people sitting in that row said that 2 of their friends are not here yet, then changed and said they were in the toilet. which is equal to no seats for the couple. =S

Luckily, like prayers answered, this 2 young teenagers sitting at the edge stood up and told me that they will give up their seats to the couple, and I stood there WOW, and yepps the couple got the seats. impressed by their actions, which i am sure the couple did too!:) i smiled and guided the 2 teenagers to another seats which after a looooooong while managed to find.and the msg from pastor kong was greAT! :)could hear the couple luffing while sitting in front of them.

hee. pRaisE the LorD! =D

lolls after that carried the offering buckets to the OCP. LOL it's the first time i carried like 8 buckets at one time! hahah the buckets are taller than me! =P

enjoyed yesterday ushering alot! gonna be ushering in asia conference on 19-21st nov, in formal clothers. excited!=)

and welcome SHIhUi Pok jie jiE To the usHering tEAM! it's gonna be so fun serving together!! =)

oOPS though i won't be nxt wk due to SRC outing to botanic garden we are planning! =O

whee and yest john was finally out from NS! =)...went sentosa to watch jazz concert at night on the green green grass. hee and went to watch house bunnies today..haha!SO funny!! +) hais he's back in again today. =(..but..nxt sat coming! =))..

hAppily in LovE=DD

wheeE!! sent the concession problem to my SRC welfare heads, waiting for a reply from them now..

wow i am quite shocked today when my friend(i thought very rich one!) told me that tranport fees are really high for her, which those present agreed fervently.

mmms.

hope u will be back here beside. =(

ooo my blogg is getting abit rusty..everytime i try to change a skin i will end up thinking this lame blogskin is the best. so after abt 2-3yrs...this lamb blogskin is still here. =P

anyway there's a serious issue to discuss now. forget abt the lame blog layout. WHY isn't anything dONE at all to help private schools students get concession pass or something?

i really don't get it..why do private sch students get ommitted out of such benefits? maybe u can argue that some of us here are already working..but..how many are there?mostly are only aged 19-22 (due to amry)!! >.<

and i was just wondering..what i could do to help fight for this right..and decided to come out with a draft on this issue.

here it goes..................

Re: Local universities, not students, decide

Reading what Mdm Lim Hui Chin wrote, I could fully understand how she is feeling right now.

Yes, being rejected 5times in a row(including appeals) had waivered my loyalty towards my future in Singapore. To those who could afford to send their children for an overseas education, it would be an alternative for them if they don't get into a local uni. However, not so if you were not born in a relatively well-off family.

Being a student in one of the top 8 JCs, it was indeed with immense disappointment when I received the rejection letters. Scoring straight Bs and Cs,with unfortunately one E,(blamed it on my lack of focus during the 2 yrs in JC), I had no choice but to accept the truth. However, what came next after i was enrolled in a private uni was worse. The tution fees, and the high cost of transport fees. Why do students like me have to pay adult fare?(we are only 19!) Why aren't we entitled to benefits that our peers in the top 3 unis are getting? Is it due to our poorer grades, that we don't deserve such benefits, or is it just that students in my school are generally viewed as a richer breed?

Out of curiousity, I asked several friends about their family background. And surprisingly, or maybe not, many of them are having the same problem as me. Many of them are holding part time jobs (not those 2-3hours tuition jobs).

How will we be able to do extremely well(and get a scholarship) when we have to juggle work and study? Will there be any point calling ourselves full-time student when we work and study?

Many of us wants to ease our parents' financial burden, but how much can we help when we have to pay so much for even our transport costs?(in addition to the tuition fees,food). Can the authorities do something about this?

Can banks don't only provide study loans (those full sum that we can pay off totally only after uni) to NUS,NTU,SMU students and exclude students like us?

Or maybe I should just blame it on my own lack of discipline in JC for this fate.

Yours faithfully,
meifung

yuppss..i do hope i can do something for the school before leaving it 3 yrs later and realising i din't make any difference to it. at the same time fight for rights that are not too unreasonable. i ain't asking for decrease in school fees, or giving us CHEAP concession rates. just some aid to ease the $150+++ i am paying for my transport fee every month, in addition to the $24K tution fees and survival. which i am sure many of us students are facing right now.

bah. time for petition or something.

i finally went to watch the m18 show! lol nothing v sexual!just evoke some deep thoughts after watching it..

it's abt this v realistic down to earth girl who always thought she knew what she wanted, a life with a successful guy..who loves her alot. until one day she and her best friend(a totally opposite of her)..went to dunno where with this guy painter. and she spent a night alone with him.

hmm after that her fiancee just suddenly seemed v boring! >.<..and the girl felt she love that painter guy more than the guy she was going to marry in 2 wks time..lol but in the end after some out of the blue intervention, she ended up with the successful guy afterall..

mmms. LOL.

y do we always want things we couldn haf? lols i am nt saying things like wanting bad results when we have gd results, tat kind of things. haha! but if u are having good results, u will wan sth u couldn haf..which is not bad results becos bad results is sth u could get if u wanted. okiiee so rephrase, u will want something if given a choice u can't get even if u wanted. maybe difficult things are more exciting to go after in lifE? mmms hhaha ok lol if u are confused abt the above, skip the paragraph, cos i am confused too. =P then if u are confused u won't be able to attain true happinesS! >.<

haha lol anw yaa back to the show..so many thoughts after that! a complex kinda show. now i noe why it's m18. ;)

=( john go army again..SIGH. maybe i will get used to it soon! hmms...=]..oYA!! just heard from him his army friend told him he's in teenage magazine!! AHHH. going to buy the magazine tmr. :P

i do hOpe mONeY wILL fALL fROm the BiG bLUE sky..

but it won't!! >.< so i think i going to start getting tution jobs. *sOBS*..any lobang?

blocked memories,which i can't seem to remb.

hehhe!! these few days have been going out with dEAriEE!~ +)) and his bdae yest..!!gave him a small little bEaR..and he named it brownie! =)

here it is! :)...


something i made...and...

bROWnIEE AnD MEE!! =D hee the bear sOO CUTE!! :)

wheee and more photos from last time.. =)


that day after src bbq..jacynth me and peiling! :)

=PP oops my legs went weakk...

pl mi jacynth~! =)

ahhh but i am so angry now..!!just now went douby with john.. actually wanted to watch a m18 movie one..then we bought the tix alr..just b4 we went in..i realised i did not bring i/c with me..so we decided to try our luck. the auntie at the counter looked at john and her hand was alr on the verge of tearing the tix le...until she saw..me. =((..aND shE SAId "sORRY NO I/c we dun allow in"..which i tried to argue that i am reaLLY SERIOUSLY 19. but she didn't allow still and in the end refunded us. ='(!!! wHY!! they just wasted 2 spaces in the cinema and some electricity bills which 2 consumers could've paid part of it for. =((

ended up just walking ard watching ppl skate at orchard area.sIGH.

anw still had a fun timee heee...and here are more picS! +)

hhaa! COOL?? don't it look so totally above 18?? >.<

=o)

botAK john.. =PP hahah!! my jokES aRE SOO FuNNY!! +PP

=DD...

hmm ahh tries to tune back to study mood but fails* =P

though i dun know how long we'll stay as happy as this, we'll trust God in his plans together yea? :)..*holds ur big hand and continues the journey with ya..* =D..