The JoyFoo Life!~

=(!! i dun lyke bro!! >.< huMPHH quarrelled with him on fri so badly..and he....he... ='(

!@#@$#^t#$%!

it's so unfair..if only we were richer people. =( hmm wads the diff between having 4 kids and 2 kids? mmm.. anyway he is mad lo..crazy person..violent stupid idiot. i am so not going to talk to him till nxt year august when he go uni. =( really.

i felt kind of mentally shaken la, was in below zero mood..and felt like a tap.hope i am alright now. haix.

din go church yest..and mum woke mi up and asked mi to go help out..ok la woke up feeling dam upset but went there and met mani kinds of ppl and..lol most impt..2 kidS! :) lol they made my day..~

small kids are so cute!! haha they are so small..and haf such cute features..and and energy,and are so playful! =P like teddy bearS! =P

had a talk with the 9yr old bro..and haha the things he told mi are..=)

took a pic with the sis! :)










hmmm..

wiShiNg uPon mY raInBow!~

p.s: anyway i am not a veri phone person! soo haha sorrie tt i always dun seem to pick up phone cAlls. :P more of online or face person! :)

picS!

wild wild wet! =)

=)

sh and mi and my jacket! :)

yeA! :) i am a spoilt brat alright! =P HEHE. yayy most prob can go hk wif friends le. :) lallas. finally pestered mum =) may she dun change her mind..! wHeeEEE now the thing is must take care of myself therE! =)

loll spent christmas eve watching deathnote..haha like what the..am i sadist or pathetic? watched till like 3am in the morning when my cute sis and bro decided to play taidi..loll tt game..haha i played so much in chalet tt zzZ..so i refuse to play with them and just staring at my white wall while they play..thinking abt stuffs..

mmm..sometimes whatever you do it just don't seem good enuf yea? tried ur best but it might not even be valued or counted in another's eyes.just there.but not good enuf.haha friends..but y so much comments on each other? don't i listened enuf? okay maybe not. lol ok i am confusing u all.pls exclude on commenting on this section of post.

anyway..went service today morning with lynnette sh and nic,before going for lunch pool and dinner with all those present. haha fun.

just received sms from friend that my boss praised mi!! haha for being a great help to him and he is v happy. :) yea i am happi too!thank God for everything mans. :)

eh..i dunno whether i shld go..i dun wan to make the wrong decision again. >.<

k found it! x) heRE are the photos! uploaded in friendster coz faster. enjoy~!:)

http://www.friendster.com/photos/4697868/1/502153137#pic=1439955183

for more updates on chalet..visit www.e190.blogspot.com!to be updated by wenfu!=)

christmas service is fun!! =) wheeeeeeeeeee candles and lights..makes the whole hall of 8000+ ppl looks extremely..hmm magical..:)

went to eat with cg after tt..and kana was suanned along the way there..omg i think it was tat that i dreamt of my A's result yest night..and pig one too! it was veri real leh..hmmm i hope it isn't..later jus like chinese when i dreamt of a C and got one.

i got...BBCD"brain blocked it out coz it was too bad" and lalalas got "BBCBB"

:S! ahhh!

okkk at least wasn't all Us. lol.:P

and my skin is peeling off now..onooo face going to be ruin..hahaa..

aND i fINALLY GOT A NEw jACkET!!! =)it's my first time choosing and buying a non-sch base jacket..thanks jialing for the addition of some money and cg watiting for mi to slowly choose! hehe. yeAH!! it's white colour with a hood.. :)

shall upload pics when i find the wire.. =)

wheee!back from chalet!though not really back..lols..=P chalet is fuNNNNN! =)lots of stuffs happen, many emo moments,probs shared..misundestanding solved..adult talk..games..poka cards..wild wild wet..and watched national treasure 2! =) nicEE!! haha accounting for the late time blogging now..

lots of pics taken..really had fun this time..though there are some really sad times too. hmm. but i think it was kinda "real"..things were more real..dun haf to always seem happy anymore. though most of time still is quite la..haha.. during the wild wild wet i was thrown into the water and capsised so many times + eat a lot of foam that i felt that the sun and dry land is sOO nice! lols love the sun..so was sleeping most of the time on the benches..got some tan! :) but nt as much as those who were out there playing la..lol

tmr xmas service..excited :)

hmm going chalet tmr..feeling abit..dunno leh coz stupid pig dun wan to go..and oso so mani things to plan for..ahh.

anyway i will be gone till friday! and will haf to go back to work at night. haha..see ya ppl!~

btw, if anyone is interested, we are having a DARE FACTOR '07 on 20th dec,9.30am thurs!Games planned by us will be carried out..and MUHAHA it will be fun i promise! :) just give mi a call when u reach costa sands and get urself drunk in the fun~ =)

tata~!

finally started calling ppl hse today..what can i say? hmm..err some of them really sound like they are going to burst anytime if they are on phone for another second..haha.

after working a while..i felt veri sadistic..and telling my new friend beside mi abt the job getting kind of interesting coz can see ppl's reaction..and looking at my phone saying "come on..scOLD mi LAAA.." and she started luffing..=P

some of them actually asked mi to get lost and shut up..

lol work. maybe getting scolded is making mi feel abit..sigh.

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mmm haf been watching fullhse for a feel nights..feel slightly disorientated and lost now..haix jobs..Err..=S will update abt tat again..sryyyyyyyyyyyyyy mooonnn =(..

went out with my older bro today..wOW i think the last time i go out alone with him was..12? ehh serious..LOLL so was a bit..hahhaa..feel like 2 mountains met today..

at first it was abit quiet la..i wasn't really expecting to mix or talk..and i was in my own world..and reading my basic theory book on mrt..which is highly interesting coz there are so many funny signs..haha =P but after sometime, we started to talk..and haha he got the intellectual humour la..like those cute tootness..and talked to me about working life..haixx...money..those ppl with many or excess of it won't understand..

but okay lA! think it is good training for mi..]

anyway ya we talked! hahas. hmmm though i've always suspect sometimes one of his agenda is to bring mi down in everyway, just like...lol i think he's actually for my own gd la. omg hope he'll nv read my blog man..or else he will just think i am talking nonsense, with the way i talk to him. ;)

haha.hmm will be quite free these few days..oya tmr getting pay!

hais.
愿意守护一个人，是喜欢上他了吗？

okie it mus be the show..

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ahhh can't find the chinese version..=(

그럴리 없다고 아닐꺼라고 믿었죠
It wasn't possible, so I believed it wasn't true
내가 그댈 사랑한단 이 말도 안되죠
Me loving you, these words don't even make sense
괜한 질투일꺼라고 내가 외로운가보다고
I'm probably just jealous, I guess I'm getting lonely
자신을 속여봤지만 이제 더는 난 감출 수가 없는걸요
I hid my feelings before but I just can't do it anymore
우린 안어울린다고 친구 그게 딱 좋다고
Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends
하나부터 열개 도대체 뭐 한개라도 맞는게 없는데
From one to ten, we never agree on anything
How can we have a relationship?
어떻게 사귈 수있냐고 말도 안돼는 얘기라고
People say we won't be able to do it
말하며 둘러 댔지만 이제더는 난 그러기가 싫은걸요
I've been surrounded by those words and I don't want to be anymore.

난 몰랐죠 그대라는걸 Woo 왜 못봤죠 바로 앞인데
I didn't realize how I felt about you,Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me
그동안 이렇게 바로 내곁에 있었는데 왜 이제서야 사랑이 보이는건지That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?


I think I love you 그런가봐요
I think I love you that's how it seems
Cause I miss you 그대만 없으면
Cause I miss you when you're not around
난 아무 것도 못하고 자꾸 생각나고 이런걸 보면 아무래도
I can't do anything except think about you
If I look at how things are I know
I'm falling for you 난 몰랐지만
I'm falling for you, I didn't realize it but
Now I need you 어느샌가 내 맘
Now I need you, somehow deep in my heart it grew.......

lolll watching fullhse now..it's 2.30am in the morning..AHHH so nice! lolss mm tmr going mum's shop to help out..think one of the last times b4 going to be busssy beee..AHH looking forward but a bit miss TA. :P HAHA. lol jkk...

lalalas.

yeAA i got the job!! :) heheh. apparently i look veri guai and responsible..=) i hope i am! starting work real soon, in a few days time..ahh won't be so free after tt le..nid to take leave for chalet..so oopss la!~

i really hope u will be happy... if i can't gif u tt.. =/

BRRR weather is cold nowadays! went with fan and ji to sign up for driving course..lol it was such a crazy journey..the rain was SO veri big and started splashing on us..upon reaching the driving centre..we were all soaked..wet and cold..esp fan!! luckily i wore black! mmm..yupps so test is on march..seem so far away..haha..contrast to popular beliefs tt i am like going to like knock down all the cars or sth..i shan't ok!! =D try la. hee.one car actually drove so fast past a huge puddle of water, tt it splashed onto the 3of us..=S

anyway was talking with boss abt salary today..and he actually asked what i think if he give mi this amt of $$ a day..which after paraphrasing..it actually means if i am okay with him giving mi a higher pay. LOL of COZ I AM OKAY! =)) *smiles* tks!lol motivated.

hehe. went for job interview, not actually interview la..heard if i am guai guai the aunties will like mi..i hope they do! >.< wonder how it will turn out..

and yest while lying on the bed thinking abt life ;), realise how much things haf change over the past few yrs..not ashamed though, to say i was a superstitious freak last time..haha..it was quite bad actually..everything from..cannot open umbrella under sheltered places or there might be "ppl" standing beside u..to eating grapes..haha! which is quite stupid..here it goes, if i eat 3 grapes, i haf to eat 2 the nxt. coz eat one more equals to....equals to....4!!!! AHHH =S

HAHAA.. okayy yaa glad i am more mentally alright now.

mmm.

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am i? =P

yeA!! gonna get my 1st pay tmr..weekly pay, so it isn't gg to be veri much..but quite exciteD! i think it will aid in a new specs or something..coz i bet my degree went up dunno how much after looking at comp for so long..

mmm going for job interview tmr..wonder how it will be..and signing up for driving! HAHA beware..u are going to see mi on the roads soon ;)

lol okii i am starting to get a little bored..little! lols. and i haven even start for a week..okay i find it extremely distracted when i am doing the researching at home..on internet,having to look at small prints on classified, at the same time going on msn, chatting and going friendster..and losing track on where i am..hahas.

so okay i shall not go msn so often alr..maybe jus appear offline or sth, so can concentrate properly..

haha tATA~! :)

after so long of wondering how prom will turn out and preparing for it..prom finally came!! :)

loll it was a veri memorable day..coz in the afternoon like 3pm i was still wandering about finding some shop for make up..

wow..and told myself,this is going to be the last and must enjoy it totally man! haha soo much stuffs to prepare..so much money spent..

first went to the make-up shop in tangs..and did make up. WOW i never knew there was so much art to make-up. layers after layers..and poking my eyelids, and eyeballs feeling slightly defensive, it keeps blinking. resulting in a bit of smurdging and haf to touch up again..marscara..blah so many thingS! so spent ard 1h there..and i think the person like mi! :) she keep saying my eyes veri shining..and she gave mi her favourite colour of eyeshadows! =) hahah or maybe she making mi happi la..loll anyway she asked if i am interested in learning make up..and i gave her my contacts and she says she will find mi when there is a course. cOOL! i am going to learn make up!! =)

then rushed down to the hairstylist, and waA they straightened and made some creative patterns on my hair! haha!dam cool!*

pig came suprisingly and we went to prom!:)

wow in there, had a lot of fun! taking many many pics with many many people..haha!

i think my big hair shock many ppl! hahah =P

anyway i was veri sad that in the end i didn't wear the big pretti necklace i borrowed..shld haf la!!! AHH. coz the hairstylist said it didn't match with the earrings, and i shldn wear it. soO like in a totally so eX place, i didn't think twice and lost my judgemental skills, and obeyed her instructions..but..i think the necklace will looks niceR~! hmm.so will post alot of mi in that necklace..to make up for the lost chance*Sniffs*..

haha lol okki here are the picS! =)


3rd choice of prom wear. (i got 4 legs! :) )


2nd choice of prom wear. (i realli realli like the scarf! coz it's veri..hmm winter-like and my style~! wanted to buy, but the material of the top part abit casual..so..mmm..)lol thanks a million to sis and mum for travelling with mi <3 =))


yeah!mi kel ji! =)


class guys and us!


half of s21! :)


mi and peiwen! X)


mi shirley ji! smss polka dots frens ;)\


miss ye with class!! hehe! bIooOO rawks! :P


miss ye and class bois! :)


heh! look wad i am drinking! =P


mi! =)


mum and mi! =) AHHHH the necklace that i din wear....:(!!


siss and mi!! :)


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=)!

haha lol sry too mani mi's. still got mani photos i think i'll put on friendster soon..yupps tt'ss all! =)

oya! started work today..working at propnex..some property thingy..lol i never imagined one day having to flip through classified of straits times..hmm shall conc on work! :)

loll haven been coming to blog the past few days..coz veri busi..with camps and prom!

on tues..went to church camp..and it was veri fun!! although there was only gina and mi..when we started out..we soon made lots of friends which are veri friendly! played games, attended how to handle emotional probs..while the guys go for their manhood session! omg dunno what they doing in there..coz the girls and boys actually in one big classroom, separated by a thin sheet of stuffs..so louD! they aLL verii rAARAA inside, while we girls were sitting in our side of the room eating chocolates, and listening to our VERI entertaining talk. FUN~!:)

learnt,
1.to take care of what i hear(e.g, if emo don't listen to emo music..lol..oops!XP and if in doubt,clarify!)
2.to take care of what i see
3.to take care of what i say(saying what u mean)
4.to take care of what i feel

she also says emo ppl are oso always confused abt what they want, and often don make gd decision! ehhh oki mus steer away from that emo term. nOT EMO! :)

made a flag with grp with handprints and took a pic!



grp6-X factor! :) (okayy i looked retarded here.HAHA)

but due to prom nxt day, i left at night..loll and fell asleep immediately when i reach home..

yeah! i finally bought my dress le! :) after searching high and low, trying on and off, and finding it looking either too long..too mature..(With black roses in front..)..too revealing..etc..i went into this shop..

and this veri persuasive auntie brought mi to a section of the shop..and showed mi the dress..however the condition was tt i was not suppose to try on the dress..

sOO pulling out my hair and have to be decisive, which is quite diff since i tend to see both sides of stuffs ;), i finally decided on the white dress. and i chose tt as it looks nice with the feather like necklace it comes with! :)

haha! yeAA! soo i got the dress le! it's abit transparent though! :S! and i think i won't weat the feather-like thingy after all..coz a bit..lolls veri cowboy-look. :P

and when i reach home! my sis accidentally stumbled upon this packet of 3crabs. which my mum wans to kill and cook for us the nxt day. my veri excited older bro..decided to take out the packet..and help the crabs breathe..by pumping air into the plastic..somehow veri near to my face..=X which causes some hahha..commotion until my mum woke up. err it was abt 1am..

after he finish playing with the crab and he finish scaring mi and letting it breathe O.o ..my mum woke up in shock to found that there are onli 2 crabs left in the bag!!

lol! one crab crawled away!!!so we went ard the hse searching for the missing to-be-killed-nxt-day crab. aND after noticing some sound coming from my bro's bedroom, we found it under his bed..haha!! it has many legS!!! and it walk like some robot..=P

hahas.

eRR yaa..so exciting. my mum was standing at the door watching 4 of us, with a look kinda resembles calmness b4 a storm..
haha! she was quite pissed with my bro..:P

lol my mum is going to cook the crabs now.

*yums*

loll haf been going orchard the past few days..tmr is the last i hope..finally saw something that is quite..i dunno hopefully nice looking :) eh i think after these few days..mi.. a direction challenged person can finally remember how to go certain places in orchard alr! :)YEAH!

i wish one day i can go all ard singapore and remember the directions. :) luckily i am not a guy..hahha..

anyway i think i got to work to pay off my prom debts i own my parents..er depending on which stuffs i get..think might haf a possibility of accumulating to $300. with discount from them maybe as present for surviving A's, lesser i hope.

loll and i found a job! told the person onli can start on thurs, and he agreed, i think is telemarkerter. sounds veri cool, and the best is i can just talk and the person on receiving end won't see mi. sOO cooL! but think that's a temp job..maybe i take up the ntuc offer as full job..dunno..

haha! but lol stepping into working life, i think it's going to be tough..no more ppl protecting you from any blur syndrome alr! =P loll okok alert alert :)

& i can't beleive i am actually worrying for prom! lolls sOO unfair guy just nid to buy a shirt and gel or spray some colour on hair..!!

AHHHH.

and i suddenly thought of something yest..lol if i get into uni, i haf to work and study!! =(! ehhh all those tv shows i watch last time..abt students working to pay the sch fees..it's going to be my turn! WAAAAAA. i am really growing more mature..just thinking abt life..hmmm ;)

haha! back from chalet..lol the past day was..full of alcohol. lolls was playing taidi and slacking ard..eating..and loser havin to drink half a cup of alcohol-content drink..and apparently i lost quite a bit..but not as much as fanella..haha! she was red! :P highhhh..but does alcohol makes u sleepy?

lol actualli i think it's quite fun to drink..haven drunk so far. haha! wanna try! with safe ppl ard of coz..loll still got a bet with someone..i think i can win! ;)

haha anyway we play unitl 5am like that..and watched tv from..1990s..to 1980s..to old jap occupation time..lol dam* funny coz the shows we watch seems to get older and older..

eh if alchol won't spoil ur body..i think i am quite excited to drink. maybe u see an alcoholic me nxt time..muhaha!:)

i wann to test the limitS! but i hear hangover is terrible..so maybe not...ehh! just heard from friend tt he drank whole bottle of vodka and fainted! hahahah!!! =P loll okay maybe i not that pro in driking..onli remb drinking this 40% alcohol, abt one quarter cup, mix with some juice..and just felt extremely hot!

haha..okay enuf abt alcohol..

anyway haf been going out and my friends haf been commenting that i grew taller..or look taller without wearing uniform..ha! =))

cOOL.

loll and i can't believe less than one week haf pass since A's..onli?! hahaa prom is coming! and i dunno wad to wear still..ahh!

lolls today is mad. or shld i say yest..i decided to start reading HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS..and once i was ard the middle of the book..i can't seem to stop reading..so from 10pm i read ..and read..until 3am..4am..5.30am..and my mum decided to go the dong fang billy or something exercise which is held early in the morning..the 3 of us barely slept..and we all went up the car wif parents..mi quite reluctantly since i was at the climax of the storybook..

when we reach there we see hundreds of ppl alr starting on the exercise..so my mum and dad went t join..leaving the 3of us to roam abt..the morning air was extremely fresh..the trees and everything..it was a long time since i smell nature. leading in the front was my bro, and he brought us thr dark lanes..and lol i thought i heard things sometimes. i think i read too much harry potter. maybe i thought i was in the Dark Forest or something..

after roaming abt we saw this beautiful restaurant near KK hospital..lol i used to heard stories abt that hospital.=X we wanted to go in but it was locked..so we twist and turn back to the exercising grd..and went back home..

the moment we reach home, i started reading the book..and finally fell asleep at 8.30am..and i think i couldn't help wondering wat happened to harry, and woke up 1pm to continue reading..

and finally...i finished the book! =) HAHA it's so interesting la!

ahhh jus came back from pri sch outing..and i am close to fainting..went swensens and had a great dinner! =)

shall post pics if i get it..

k tt's all..

think i nid some slp..or i will just faint tmr.while i set of for an impt mission b4 setting off for chalet..

muhahah. lol..zzz..

bb! :)

imsorry.=( confused person dun make gd decision.so shan confuse more ppl...

mmmm..

ahh..shall concentrate on making as much money as possible this long holis. :) so mani things nid money! like tmr's pri sch outing! haha kind of excited. =)

hmm haf u ever got this feeling like if someone is not there with u..something seems to be missing?

=(...

mm okie la..ahh waiting gullibly and hoping seems furtile. if it was meant to be, by now it shld be right.. =(

hmmm shld i say yes this time?maybe...but i nv want to risk spoiling another friendship again..

=X

A's over! lol..hehe okk the mood din't start off quite ok actualli.. before during after paper..

but it's starting to come..so i am up again here blogging! :)

loll got my contacts today! :)

and went to eat a HUGE sushi buffet in fiona's hse..and we all slack watching HIME anime..haha my first time watching anime! quite nice..haha..loll we all ate until so full !!!! loll finished every single thingy of the $50plus set =)

YUMMY..

haha! and i was so exhausted..coz yest slept at 3am coz of..ahem some noises out of my room..and the constant excitement..

haha but i thought i will scream after the paper..but dunno leh..the mood veri not there leh..not onli for mi..i think for whole hall..maybe nid sometime to sink in..coz "dead" for too long alr..

YES!i am going to haf so much life now!! hahaha!!! getting quite exciting to buy prom stuffs! haha history shall not repeat again! ;)

COOL.

PLAYY PLAY PLAY HAVE FUN AND BE A GOOD DAUGHTER!!

whheeee~!=)

ahhh! i think got something missing mi..coz i keep on sneezing the whole day!! loll okie la just the germs. >.<

lol heard from my mum tt my teacher told her i was veri stubborn onee..(issit! i thought i veri quiet oneeE last time!!)..and when i was under the care of my mum's sister..i won't let them sleep and will chase them out of the room and sleep first..before they can do so..haha! that i seem to remb! =P

loll & got once i was veri naughty and go and hide at their neighbour's hse..then they thought i was lost..(>.< so since young i like to hide alr..hmmm)

but realli ma..sometimes..if u just suddenli feel down..and everyone is having fun, wad can u do except to go out and take a walk alone? it will be so weird to alert everyone that u are sad, and to even tell them 1st that u are down would be veri attention gaining!then u also dun wan anyone to see u sad,so dunwan accompany..so just go out alone lor..yaa..lol maybe i realli abit zi bi one leh! (haha but i learnt that just walking away isn a veri gd thing =X oopss..hhehe.) so must..hmm think of something..maybe wrtie a note..or tell my teddy bear to tell them that i taking a walk and not to come searching for mi. coz the teddy bear won't give mi expressions tt may jsut trigger off some tear ducts. haha..

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yeahh tmr is last day.....lol no is 17hours more..:)

one thing i realised, you will never regret studying too hard. many times we are scared that we dun get the results even if we study to our veri max..but..er..something i learnt from someone, even if in the end u didn't do as expected, as long as you do your veri best, u will somehow not regret. it's only when you know you didn't and have the potential, that u will regret. :)

haha. glad i learnt that. =)

no regrets.

ahhhhhhh haf been slacking quite a bit today, coz first got stomachache keep sleeping..and ..dunno..study later, and pia tmr! =))

omg..9pm show is so sad.. =(

it started with this guy and this gal...one day the guy was given the chance to showcase his music cd he made himself to this veri famous person.but he only have 5mins. but just nice, the girl has low blood pressure and fainted..after strugling thoughts, he decided to send her to hospital.. and when the gal scolded him for giving up his dreams, he said "coz without u there is no meaning in my music anymore..." ..and yupps..happi together..married.

after marriage..due to unable to support the wife financially. he become crazy..and started blaming the wife..saying that if not for her..he wouldn't become like tt..and started hitting her..ans slapping her..blah..

OMG after watching that i was so shocked of the twist that..=S

ahhhh! scary leh! why so sad!! i said i won't watch again since that time..b4 chem..then today watching..and dunno why the guy lost his memory and abit retarded now..so sad! but he still look veri cutE!

haha double eyelids rawks. :P

=) i am back to blogging!!

lol decided to not go online for e past 3days..self discipline..haha! so hard lor!! almost died..hehe now i am back to touch the nice looking key bored..i think it misses mi too!! it's feeling esp nice to touch(type) =))

HAAHA i am veri high!!! omgggg hahahh few more days to last paper..

some thoughts..actually a lot of thoughts..mm..but shall tok about wad happened the past few days 1st!

have u ever ponder wad u are afraid of? like maybe mouse..lizards or wad..i finally found out wad i am veri scared of..! on i think friday. coz it aPPEARED in front of mi. =X i was happily studying (actually not veri coz i still did quite badly for the bio prelim paper i tried, "22.5"), and suddenly i heard something crash. turned to my left, and ask zh wad's that..and he said it's in front of mi..so i bent forward the table....and saw this huUUGEEEE dragonfly. =S i always thought dragonfly is veri cute one..those they showed on books..er..ok la fiction books..buT...nOOO!! it was soo...so big! and it was flipped, and trying to get back to the correct side. apparently, it had move too near to the veri hot light bulbs..which is located 2 storey high, and fell down.. omg i was..*WASSS terrified la. really cannot imagine if it dropped on mi.i think i will just scream until the whole macs ppl run over la. sOO scary!!! aHHHHHHHHHH. =S so veri veri scareded,i move over to another side, and ask if it will actualli survive if we go flip it over. (just joking!! hahaha if he went over i think i will..hahah! run away ;) lol so the nxt day someone cleared it away, and i nv want to sit under the lights anymore..and another one came leh! and i just was so shocked when i heard the buzzling. hmmm maybe they wan to accompany to study ah..but..er it's really okay..thanks..:)

lol and i realise i am veri scared of all living things leh!! butterflies, all the things that flies. and move. like i've never dared to wash the turtle in my hse b4 la..later it bite mi!! last time i remb gg some garden then they say so preeti all the small brown butterflies..but..but..okay la maybe if it's colourful then ok lo..=P

mmm..the past few days my bro have been cooking, preparing to cook for himself in u.s..and suddenli i wan to learn cooking! hhaha..maybe coz i see how the food turned out and got confidence. =P maybe shall put the driving thingy on hold..dunno leh but i just wan to cook those preeti preeti things..deserts..er..cake..preferbly-no-nid-to-dig-out-intestine kind. HA.

anyway hmm although hear alot of ppl say regret comin sa..i dunno leh. i dun think i regret. walking the bridge home everyday..all the beautiful memories along the way..=))haha.

felt happi when i walked past the guitar board wi ji 2day.(the juniors renewed it!)

=)) shall go slp and haf a nice dream!

finally, ONE MORE PAPER!!~ =)

=) i am back to blogging!!

lol decided to not go online for e past 3days..self discipline..haha! so hard lor!! almost died..hehe now i am back to touch the nice looking key bored..i think it misses mi too!! it's feeling esp nice to touch(type) =))

HAAHA i am veri high!!! omgggg hahahh few more days to last paper..

some thoughts..actually a lot of thoughts..mm..but shall tok about wad happened the past few days 1st!

have u ever ponder wad u are afraid of? like maybe mouse..lizards or wad..i finally found out wad i am veri scared of..! on i think friday. coz it aPPEARED in front of mi. =X i was happily studying (actually not veri coz i still did quite badly for the bio prelim paper i tried, "22.5"), and suddenly i heard something crash. turned to my left, and ask zh wad's that..and he said it's in front of mi..so i bent forward the table....and saw this huUUGEEEE dragonfly. =S i always thought dragonfly is veri cute one..those they showed on books..er..ok la fiction books..buT...nOOO!! it was soo...so big! and it was flipped, and trying to get back to the correct side. apparently, it had move too near to the veri hot light bulbs..which is located 2 storey high, and fell down.. omg i was..*WASSS terrified la. really cannot imagine if it dropped on mi.i think i will just scream until the whole macs ppl run over la. sOO scary!!! aHHHHHHHHHH. =S so veri veri scareded,i move over to another side, and ask if it will actualli survive if we go flip it over. (just joking!! hahaha if he went over i think i will..hahah! run away ;) lol so the nxt day someone cleared it away, and i nv want to sit under the lights anymore..and another one came leh! and i just was so shocked when i heard the buzzling. hmmm maybe they wan to accompany to study ah..but..er it's really okay..thanks..hhahaa..

lol and i realise i am veri scared of all living things leh!! butterflies, all the things that flies. and move. like i've never dared to wash the turtle in my hse b4 la..later it bite mi!! last time i remb gg some garden then they say so preeti all the small brown butterflies..but..but..okay la maybe if it's colourful then ok lo..=P

mmm..the past few days my bro have been cooking, preparing to cook for himself in u.s..and suddenli i wan to learn cooking! hhaha..maybe coz i see how the food turned out and got confidence. =P maybe shall put the driving thingy on hold..dunno leh but i just wan to cook those preeti preeti things..deserts..er..cake..preferbly-no-nid-to-dig-out-small-intestine kind. HA.

anyway hmm although hear alot of ppl say regret comin sa..i dunno leh. i dun think i regret. walking the bridge home everyday..all the beautiful memories along the way..=))haha.

=)) shall go slp and haf a nice dream!

finally, ONE MORE PAPER!!~ =)




hmm haha it will be the last time i wear the sa uniform..wa..=')

mmm loll heard from sh on sat..that my posts sounds a bit...haha sometimes angry sometimes sad sometimes happi..and she asked mi seriously if i am alright...

lolss realli?? haha i din't realise..

well....what's alright?

=X

HAHA okay shall not start being sad again.

mm.

haha.

...DONT GO AWAY!

just learnt about something. hmmmmmmm i think it's veri unfair leh..

does the friends you make ard you have to be cool so that ur reputation won't somehow drop?

does it matter if they aren't that cool or fantastic?

yes.

coz first impression is veri impt.

it's always this way.

reputation comes before everything..

but isn't that like sOO childish..

i mean you don't associate with some ppl, coz it just makes yourself more vulnerable to attack, or make u unpopular, OR uncool.

practical u may say. but pls that's just selfish.

some ppl may nv noe wad's wrong with them unless u tell them. and not just be so friendly in front of them and at the back..ERRRR---------------- ing them.

tt's like so mean lor. no one is like...perfect Kay.

okay la. enuf. hate mi all u want. :)

hMMM.

have you ever felt like before?

dunno leh..dun want to feel that way but..well.

this is going to take a long time i think..but maybe again..not..

anyway..eating maggie mee now! a memorable day in history i got to note down..coz...it's depavali!

happy depavali ppl!! =)

did i spell wrongly?

i dun care what's going to happen in the end
i dun care what you will do
as the sky fall
there's no need to wonder anymore.

haha lol nice song..:)

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actually this song is composed by a veri bored person in her time..when she is left with bio and chem paper..lol.

hmm suddenli i feel...i dunno..i feel not so scared alr. although i realised i did quite ahem for chem yest when i went thr with my friend =S which made mi quite down for a while..

but..well no one can control ur life..i mean i can score veri bad in the end (or vice versa) but in the end if i follow God..i am confident my life isn't going to end. =)

hee..

loll but of course again...i am not going to slack la!! still going to study hard..but well maybe now with different kind of thinking..as from the past..where i always felt that study IS everything..

hahaa =)

feeling kind of light now..maybe coz i am eating maggie mee..veri yummy! =)

hahah...sTUDY HARD STUDY HARD!!! 14more days! =o)

OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN the 2 crazy intense mad day has fINALLY ended!!!to my veri veri huge relief...

loll...the past 2 days was ...wads the word..hmmm..inhumane. it was totally tiring and tiring..4 papers in a row..after morning paper..going to take a quick bite, then proceeding to lib to study for a while, before taking another paper till 5pm..

and reaching home having to study for the nxt day 2 CORE papers =X

WAAAA i think i nearly died la..saturated like mad..

finally!! phew......! 2 subjects more to go..=))

hahaha...happy happy happy...:):):)

anyway shall blog about the papers..hmm geog..something miraculous happened yest!

as many knows, geog was yesterday. my very favourite subject ;)

and just before the paper..i was in the lib trying to cramp in as much stuffs as possible..and feeling v stressed..lol ji says it was the first time she've ever seen mi being so serious..HAHA!=P

loll yaa so the pt is..yupps i WAS so serious becoz i knew i was dead. though i tried my best to like study for the past few weeks..geog don't seems to register in my brain.especially physical geog..rocks.. weathering processes..i feel like banging my head on them..hmm i guess i am a more human person. HUMAN ;) lol i mean i like things about transport system, global cities that type.

haha yaa and before the paper..this thought just struck mi..like they always says, if you do ur best, God will do the rest..

and i was just thinking and telling Him..how can it be, i alr feel i did my best alr, but i am still so behind.

and indeed i finally understood what it meant when i came out of the hall..

LOLL!!! those things that i studied came out..and those i liked also did!! like tsunamis and earthquake, not forgetting singapore's much looked-upon transport system!=))

haha! it has been such a long time since i felt so happy about an exam..not becoz of wat..but because i am so amazed and overwhelmed by...disbelief. how cOuld tHAT have happened? i mean..meifung passing geog?? it's like the the entry proof can fly! (hahaa okayy weird expression..just trying out =P)

yaa..but really..i knew it wasn't a coincidence. =OO

PRAISE THE LORD MAN! =)

hahaa..yaa so that's for geog..think i can doo okay!heh..oya providing they don't penalise my handwriting..lol =X

hahaa yaa!!! okokkk the rest hmm gp..i dunno if i write okay..but glad it's over..maths..hmm okok i think..chemm...err...okay i guess..bio..eRRR that one is veri......difficult to explain. lol=X

yeaa! 2 mad days over! happi person now :)

hehe..22 nov seems nearer now! =)

(hhaha sry for the veri long post, i am veri excited now and haf nth else to do but blog :P and eat..and watch tv)

one rest day for mi..

lalalaa..i wonder where is everyone..why isn't there people online? mmm.. okie shall go and eaT!! =)

ARGH i seem to forgot everything i studied for chem...ONOOOO.. =((( having headache now. may the stuffs comes back after i bathe..****@! help!

anyway i was quite depressed abt maths after i heard tt i got quite a few wrongs..from a veri nICE person.. then i just well..realise sth. onooo stupid =@!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH panic attack.

suddenly i feel like going to punch more holes on my ears. loll can't think for a word for it. hmmm i wanted to last time..but my mum keep saying must maitain the good girl image. so nxt time can become teacher.

haha..i faced strong resentment when i said i wanted to. like "for wad? it just makes ur ears more holey..will it be nicer?"

lol i dunno..but maybe just...marks something or go and enjoy the pain. hahaha! loll jkkk..hmmm shld i?

eHH i shldn't be thinking about this now! ookokkk...if you add conc nitric acid and con sulpuric acid to bezene, at 55degress, NO2+ will undergo eletrophilic substitution.

mmm thats better :)

aHHHH I CAN't WATCH THE MAGICAL LOVE THING TONIGHT..which my sis kindly reminded mi =(

sOO SAD!!!! have to spend my night with bio or geog or chem.or maths. :S

i dun care i am going to watch so many many of such shows after A's. all day long till my tears dry up. hahha xp

hMM okay goes back* bbbb! :)

lol shall blog abt gp exam. 15mins before the exam, i happily took out my "entry proof" which turns out to be the confirmation slip..omg la.. i was so traumatised i think i sweared. :P and with the help of chunlok and ji calming my nerves, i called mr leong, and went to the general office to get an entry proof..and fly back up..

*phew*

so scary!!!! ahhhhh luckily the sch haf spare man! and they gave it to mi so efficiently, or else i think i won't haf the right state of mind to take the paper..loll...

omg halfway thr the exam, i heard a veri "soothing" music..that took my attention off my paper for a while. it's a handphone la!! lol. even in exam..mm.

anyway one paper down..and i think i am going to die on geog paper. literary. like fall onto the paper or something. i really no idea how to finish 14 chaps in 3days. not counting physical geog.great..just going there and..HMMMM pray hard. and try to cramp in as much as possible this few days.

okie maths tmr..God bless mi! :)

hmm..wanted to write something..but dun wan alr..:X

hmm i think sometimes we shldn't be too sensitive.there's a reason for everything.and why it happened.and once again it might not because of that reason that things are like that but becoz there are so mani much more other reasons that never crossed ur mind, but was on the other's party mind. so the best is ask. or talk it out, don't doubt and anyhow think.

hmm..learnt something tat day..wasn't veri happi that he don't wan to go eat with mi..coz his reasons was his friends were there..then it wasn't veri fan bian. so well the only reason i could think that time was what is the prob with him, it wasn't like his friends were his parents right. or something ard this pt.

then i went to eat myself..(yumm myself is yummy ) haha ..lol jkk. and came back..was quite =( but after when we finally talked it out, i realise his reason was coz he told his friends he is going home to eat. with the intention of eating with mi. loll nv thought of that mans. haha. diff viewpts of things.

anyway..tmr is GP A's..i realli dread nxt wk..why do they put chem maths geog bio all in 2 days? i really dun know whether i can make it la!!there are still so much undone stuffs.isn't like O's at all.:( OMG. ehhhh & i think i can't finish my geog syllabus and dunno la..just a lot.but hmm haf faith! can de!

:) aRGH.13 more hours.

hmm i think after watching the :) dramas..it set mi thinking..if one day you see your loved one being maybe of danger being knifed, will it be your instinct to go and take the stab? it always happen so on tv..the guy to the girl, or the girl to guy.

maybe just the thought that willing to die for another, is stupid and quite ridiculous. but i dun think so leh. hmMM.. ok. too much drama.

feeling abit..i dunno ..emoish now. ='( maybe it's some things that enlighten mi..maybe it's some revealation..or maybe it's just coz i am turning 19.

wow..toking about 19..haha! my bdae is coming soon!! :)

hahaa okay ..

i feel quite old alr..so fast..2 yrs is coming to an end..no more going to sheltered protected school..no more everything..

going on to next chapter of life, facing the harsh and cruel world like many says. can i survive?hmm..

maybe it's better like that.

hmms.hah.it's for my good.

ahhh magicians of love iss sOOO niceEE!!! :P hahaaa i think i watch too much love fairy tales alr..oh no..mMMM..shall watchhhh more after everything is oveR!! =)

ehh i think perverts shld bang their head on the walls. OMgGG:S

ewwww how come i always so unlucky one? do i look like i won't scream or shout one? how come all theee weird ppl like to come and find mi.. OKAAy lol i think is because i like to sit at the most back corner of buses..and the reason? coz i study too much..hahaa hmm okay la noo la..coz i prefer the smell of air at back of buses.

anyway..i haf summarised..what ppl would do. into 3 steps.

1. pretend to slp..(it's so obvious the're pretending! COZZ their head does not sway when the bus does..
2. they will subconsciously move closer. ""
3. X.x

and i even haf to resort to saying "sry i haf no space" once..soo DOTSS...oki i shall make it a point to sacrifice smelling the nice air behind and sit in front..so that i won't meet any harm..or easier still, i just bring a knife along.

judging from how much my poor hair suffered from mi trying to pull them out the past few days, i think i might just accidentally stuff it into their ********** , sickening leg.

okk enuf of releasing stress..i dunno what i am feeling anymore. it's a mixture of hope and doom. is there such a mixture?

ya..definition: congratulations! you are on and on ur way to A's!

=X

anyway i thought of something nice..being loved removes all negativity..:)

my books must be feeling happi now..

haha.

bah.

story: one day =( met =) and he become =)...

comment on my story! :)

okk jk..bbb..

haiz. y? :(

loll went to sch in st margs shirt today..such a long time since i wore them..and i still fit! :P haha..

was walking home with ji and i say i am going to go high after A's. haha and she said if i b4 A's like that..she wonders how high i am going to be after. ;) hmmm i wonder too. but it's going to be like....1000m high. hopefulli la.

hmm..some things can't be bought with money..just like my __________. imagine..if someone pay $1000000 for _______, will i give?

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of course!! i just nid a pen! haha! hMMM get it??? you don't??? coz my signature only ma!!

hahaha.. =P

haaixx my jokes are not funny anymore.. can't think of any creative things to write..coz it's all polluted. by non-creative stuffs.
haha..

and my handphone died again..having selective memory and receives onli some messages..so.. i have decided..instead of wondering whether ppl sms mi and not focus, i shall exchange my phone with my sis for a week. or maybe with my mum.. MUHAHAHA. so i can erm..yupps try to focus.

sooo byebyee ppl!!*sniffs*

my spirit shall linger ard. but it won' be back so soon. BYEEE.

there's no more turning back. :S

hmm.okay i shld stiop counting to start of A's.

30more days.

=( i think i will miss everything..so i better enjoy it now..before it ends..

btw, this is funny!HAHAHAHA..watch till the middle part~! (click for the pop out to come out in another window)



another!


lols..sry for wasting ur time. kevin says he will never open the 1st video..OPENNN!! REALLY!!!i think watching all these crazy videos make mi mad..hahaha which might be exposed at times. beware. ;)

ehhh i very angry.oki la nth much but just..hey dun anyhow anyhow come and give mi attitude can..i also got A LOT OF ATTITUDE one okay. RAAA..!@E!@#$!#

finish chem mock today..haha!

from the sentence above, i infer that the writer tone is one of resigned and mad. hMM..okii maths tmr..i shld slp soon..zzz..

there's still a lot of days left. :)

loll...HAHA not.

have u ever wanted something so badly? loll waves to freedom*

freedom: too BADD yOUU cAN't get mi..coz you have tO sTUDYYYYY. *luffs loudly*
mi: but.....i am sure...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:...
freedom: NOOONOOO go STUDY..
mi:OKOKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I GO STUDY. dam* *kicks the wall and break my toe*
=S

hahhaa.

errr..i think A's is really a test of ..i dunno emotional mental physical and everyting..

haf been eating mac for mani times..and a sudden thought struck mi..maybe i shld go join the mac crew or something..lol..

=S scary la! no matter how much i try to study seems like there are like super unfinishable stuffs..especialli geog..omg.......i realli nid to start geog..and bio? after doing one innova bio paper..i think i might as well end my life.

it is so difficult!=X i dunno la maybe its not.. but..to mi it is la..=( HOWWWWWW..this is the time where you really have no choice..no more choice to choose not to study, to dislike the subject. OMGOMGOMG.............AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..=?

having chem mock A's tmr..LOL.

loll went wlds lib today..and as usual the queue was long and yummy..when the shutter opened.. everyone rushed in..thinking of running in..i stopped when i hear this 2 person behind mi saying "you noe what? this is very disgusting behaviour.." and another agreeing..:S

so gracefully i walked in..and when i reach the 2nd floor, i saw this plant pot lying on the grd..and it was broken..='(

hMMM i wonder if it was due to the ppl rushing in..if it is..haha! so kua zhang..

ANYWAY I FEELING VERY MENTALLY UNSTABLE NOW,HAIZ>>>HAHHAA>>>=(>> ZZZ...okie shall go haf a power nap and wake up later.. =)

just wondering how sometimes we say we are going to do everything we can and not waste any moment, yet we can still waste alot of moment subconsciously..i dun wan to waste time anymore..coz there is really no time left. 16 more days. =(

hahaha!!!spent some precious time watching ;) with my sis..who constantly remind mi of the days left..WHILE WATCHING WITH MI =P

here's another!



hahahaaa!omgg i shall watch more after A's.shall go sleep..niteSS ppl! :)

last day of school tmr...having mani weird feelings now..think it is going to be very fun..coz the teacher keep asking all those who pon sch for long time to come for it..(HEY WRITING TO YOUU PIG;) also tmr we are going to sing for the principal..coz she's going to retire..the song is very nice! i wonder what miss ye is going to give us!! :P think she's ordering pizza..

loll..but again after tmr, which is the last official day..we won't be seeing each others till A's..mmm..mixeed.

anyway today i think i broke record..didn't eat for the whole day leh! just ate one bowl of yummy rice. haha..

suddenly feel fat..and dun feel like eating alr..

or maybe it's just because tmr is the last day of sch.

:)(

"那种事只有在电视剧发生。。惨忍但却是事实"。。。 好吧。。我接受你想我有的生活。。希望我会是更开心的生活。。

只是。。

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mmm time passes so fast..nxt wk is actualli the last week of school alr..it realli seems not long ago that i entered the gates of my dream school..

memories. maybe 8mths after A's i will feel as if i jus taken A's. HMMM..i wonder if that will happen..

mi and ji was talking abt after A's the other day..

mi: ahhhh i think i am turning into a panda soon *shows her my upper face which only the white eyeball was visible since the rest was black*
ji: hmm..ehh yaa..but nvm! after A's we can sleep all we wan!
mi:*getting very excited at the thought* ehh!! yayaa! wAAAA..*floating off*

ji: ehh what do you want to do straight after A's?? (bio mcq on 23th nov or sth i think..)
mi: sleep! (on second thought...)

we decided to go out and maybe reach home super super late..go where haven discussed..maybe we can go some mountain and shout the happiness*hopefulli*..and bring our books along...

loll if the mood doesn't feel happi..then can just jump down..loll so convenient right! *pats myself* :P

hmmm i got so many things i wan to do after A's. catching up with friends i haven been able to..maybe can go wild wild wet 7 times a wk!:P spending more time with family, which my sister keep saying i am not..lol it has been so long since i went out with them in the family car!:( also..go gym, go beach go out go woodlands lib. HAHA. maybe i shall go learn driving! take the theory test..sounds fun! loll suddenly i remb something my friend said. "errr i think i'll take the public transport..maybe it will be faster..coz won't get lost" hmm haha! maybe :P okkk & finally, clean up my room which i promised my mum. :)

oya! and go work! ehhh that i dunno if i am looking forward to. abit la. since the onli job i work last time was the $20 an hour. guiding some barney down the staircase in the rich bdae kid hse.which is abt all coz it ended after one hour.
haha..

lol suddenly 8mths seems too much for all these activities..

haha maybe i will go ard singapore shouting that A's over and appear on the news..or do something really crazy. *winks*--argh i can't wink..:P or maybe i shld go learn how to wink! HAHA and get sent to the eye doctor..LOLSS THIS IS SO NOT FUNNY!hahah!

hmmmm..123456789101112131415161718192021222324..AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

due to some pig who don want to eat with mi today..i nearly went into the gents. eh i pushed open the door, and shocked myself when i saw the word "gents" on the door la..luckily zh accompanied mi to eat, or i dunno what will happen nxt..haha tks~!:)

hmm anyway, i just haf this gut feeling more nonsense things is going to happen..coz a's is coming.

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getting supremely worried now. i can't do ionic electrochem vectors and complex for nuts. anyone can help mi? :(

oh nooooo onli left 28days, i can almost feel my heart accelerating now.

driveeee come back..maybe i nid to get a car, so the drive will come. ... hahaa just jk..tired. can't even blog properly now. coz thoughts' everywhere.

=X FOCUSSSS~

AHEHEHEWRVfdsger@! omgggggg today i was in the lift..and there's this two perpendicular metal bars with a hole in between..so i went to lean against it..and my bag went into the gap..

upon reaching level one..my sis went out..and looked behind to see why i wasn't following..& i tried to get out..but realised my bag is stuckk..anddddd it really doesn't help that the lift had abt 6tall guys inside. which are all staring curiously at mi =S oh myyyyy it was so embarrasing la!!!!!!!=S!!!!

i struggled with my bag for a few seconds, trying to look as calm as possible..but when i was finally free and out(walking pass them in humilation)and hearing one of them inside saying "stuckkkkk" and the whole lot of them burst out luffing..i just couldn't be calm!! gosh...think i was hysterical after that..trying to dig a hole into the grd and hide.

LOLLLL THIS IS sOOOOOOO ........ COOL.

i always getting unwanted attention huh.

i hope i won't see them again la!!=s

remb the last time in sec3 i fell down in front of this grp of ns men in the indoor stadium..omg i shan't start. blame it on books..i bet i was thinking abt some bio stuffs then. ;)

aHHH today i fainted on the bus..omg so embarrasing..was just standing up there and just black off la.hmm..

oya! and actualli...i wAs jus jokinG laa.. :)

hmmm..okkkk that shows how bored i am..i am really bored ok!!!=( going to lectures after lectures..coming back..and study study study..sometimes after i slack for quite long(happens quite often since usully coming home=sleep and net), haf to feel guilty..and the digusted butterflies in stomach feeling. =(

mmm and the constant thought of what if i couldn't make it..what if my bro was right.what ifs. haix..

they say jc students must really study vv hard. i guess that's true..

but..ok la!just gonna try to study as much as possible..dunno wad will happen in the end..just yes, i am going to take A's this year.

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ya..

dun gif up!

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ahhhhh wads wrong with my handwritting lAAAA...why does it receives so much comments......................was asking my tution teacher qns..and was thinking that she was so cool nv say anything abt my handwriting and can immediately tell mi the correct way to do it..

then suddenli she said "i think it's ur handwriting..so messy!!" =S

SOO SADDD..ok i am veri sad alr..it just evolved la!!analogous okkk-- same function different development and structural..last time it was ok one lorr...

and i am making effort to change alr! ji say is neater now..just...sometimes.....

hahaha..okokk i really shld write properly..or else no one is going to understand what i am writing in A's..and that's not gd..haha..but..jus that lifting up the pen from the paper requires some energy....argh shut up fung. =)

and today i was suppose to pass a sajc bear to fanella..EHH it's so cutE!!=) i have some pics of it..before i cooked it that is. ;)

hahah on a more serious tone..33more days..=S!! got back some prelims results..some haf been comforting..like bio mcq paper..until i got back paper 3 la..which absolutely destroyed that "magical feeling" that warmed my fluttery heart.. OMG i am so dumb..why did i choose bio as a subject..it's HARD..memorise memorise..but i think i got no choice now..SOO MEMORISEEEEE LORRRR!

mmm.. still got geog and bio p2(which i doubt will help much from the disastrous, horrible,destructive p3) haven got back..hopefulli can stop the possible heart attack. loll but all in all..thank God for everything..for the improvements and healing. :) so that i still remain one piece after these heart-breaking-cum-going-to-fly-out-heart..lol poor thing..=o)

okkiii soo yes! final lappppp........................GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

a fainting a day keeps the doctor away.

okk 5weeks more on the dot.I SO NEED TO BE ISOLATED WITH MY BELOVED BOOKS. YUPPS. LAST MONTH.LAST FEW WEEKS. LAST CHANCE. this is going to shaped my future.i better make full use of it, and not regret for life. omg. FREAK. go mannz and forget everything..other than studies of course..oya and of coz God. :) so nid to

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how many times does puberty hit ppl??

lollss i am feeling very very hungry nowadays..actually it has been for about a week..one bowl of rice just isn't enuf!! mm i think the bowl is too small..

and i just finished a plate of home-cooked yummy rice with meat and soup and vegetables :) aND i am still huNGRY!!! loll going to share maggie with my sis..maybe i shall finish it before she come back and take another sip. ;)

oya! today went lib..and saw this FBI librarian..haha actually i suspect all woodlands one's are..coz they all haf the supreme aura..wearing total black..and walking slow enough to catch MUCH attention..(i noe one of them!:))

sometimes i think they are so poor thing..coz ppl always dun like them..but they jus doing their job! haha..

anyway..this 4seater table..had an extra chair to it..and the librarian walked past..and scolded them to shift the chair back..instead of obediently shifting back..the girl retaliated back..saying that it wasn't her who put it there..and the librarian..said "you better don't try to play punk with mi"..blah..and lols!! the girl said she dunno where the chair came from..and both of them started shouting back and forth..while everyone around them was either watching or "sHHHHHH-ing" both of them loudly..

ironic. hahah. wow i kinda admired the girl who shouted back. loll hahaa in this society, i think everyone is trying to fit in so much that such a commotion has the ability to bring so much attention. everyone has a lot of opinions, but nobody likes confrontation..lol and she actualli did it..though i highly suspect the chair was hmm..not there before they came.

and talking about confrontation..my older bro actually is so cool!! loll ok this is going to be one of the rare times you see this. but..haha! he went on to a long story about daring to fight back the day when my aircon died...and he said in ns..even if you haf fear..you must never show it..and must not be scared of ur uncertainties..coz the opponent sure haf uncertainties too..and he/she dun noe urs..until you show it.

haha! so cool!! & he went on and said he fought with this cocky and dun-like-him person for abt two mths..(verbally of course)..and the person keep finding fault with him..until he got him into trouble..lol..coz if he nv do anything..the guy will keep crossing limits..and now they are actually good friends.. LOL. (evidence for no nid to be nice 1)

=)wow..and my sister telling mi about murder and rape cases she read..where carnivores cut of human limbs, cook and ate them. according to her, this guy ate a boy in 3days..lol i wonder how human meat will taste like on gas stove...btw, i just finish the maggie...anD...*looks at stomach growling*..maybe i should consider what i just wrote in this paragraph. ;)

hmm oh nooooo and why is A's coming so soon..i can't seem to really start start until all the results are back..dammm..and i know more than anyone how much i really need to start. =X

*faints*

aHHHHHHHHH...=X faints and not waking up alr..*

omgg got back some of the results alr..ahhh! maybe i can pass my chem and bio!! ahhhh cross fingers =X shall update again..

everytime for the 2 yrs in jc, for differentiated class, i somehow always end up in the extreme further end..:S but this time i can finally join the normal stream! hhaha..i am not retardeD!=P

anyway the reason why i am here blogging at 1.30am in the morning when i haf sch tmr..is because my aircon somehow is on fire..and is giving off a digusting roasted smell..and my fan is spoilt..it's so smelly!!! aHHHH was trying to hide in the blanket, when my sis said smell too much will get stupid. well i really don wan that to happen 39days before A's..

HAIXX why is everything spoilt in the houseee...even the speakers and one extra tv, one extra washing machine is spoilt. i think all our money went to buying substitutes...but sooner all later they will spoil too..okk not our money..their money..

i wan to go back to sleep..!!!but it's so hot and stuffy and smelly.and it seems to be diffusing to the living room..argHH!!=S!!heLPPPPPP!!

hmmm what shall i do now..okkki i shall tell a story..about my relationship with mushrooms..

long time ago, when i was in p2, my parents decided to go malaysia..and before my mum left, she cooked a big pot of chicken soup, for the 4of us at home..however, none of us ate it and it was left there..for about 3days. one day b4 my mum came back..my bro opened the cover, and found whitish mushroom fungi growing on the chicken wing and chicken drumlets,soaked in soup..

not knowing what to do, and after discussing with us, we decided to turn on the gas fire..and..................................................either methane or ammonia was emmited.=S

HAHAA i still remember, all of us running out of the hse..at around 12am..=))

and in the end the chicken was..omg i dun think u all wan to know.=X

ahhh jus went into the room, it still stink..maybe i shld go bathe and wear my sch uniform for tmr..

kk another story, before i went for psle english in p6, i din eat breakfast and puke on my bag..and when i reach home, i threw the bag in the pail..

few weeks later, i stared into the pail and saw fungi growing on it..=S my poor mum haf to throw it away and wash the pail coz i refuse to go clean it up..

hmmm mushroom and fungi..i wonder why i haf so much fate with them..maybe coz i am mei FUNG?

alamak okk sry thats very lame..

i wan to slp la! but the smell is getting worseeeeeE!!and it's coming out =S

and its almost 2am..

hMMM. okay maybe there are mushroom in the aircon...

kk shall go do something constructive. maybe go bathe. or go disturb some ppl ;)

hahah today my sis toking to mi about prom..OMGGGGG PROMMM. i remb........the last time i went to prom..HAHAHAHAHHAA i never wan to remember that day how i look man..=P hahA! sOOO eeyer la!! :)

so i was happily toking about what i want to buy..and she asked mi where i am going to get the money..

and..she said with the few dollars i haf..i can buy... shiny hairpins. thanks man...-.0!

lolss hahah.

onoo i realli should start saving now..but studying requires lots of food. =)

omg trying not to have heart attack everytime i look at the calandar ...

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HAHA went pj again today..cooLLL...wAY cool. :)

saw pri sch friend and learnt about lots of stuffs :)

and we played with cat!this cute little small one.. haha well at least meena xiuli and silei did..coz i was quite scared and was jus using one pinky finger to stroke the head and ear..lolls!=) ehhh i seem to be quite scared often nowadays..

here issit! :)




oya! toking about scared..when we walked thr the "jungle" which really seem like one..and crawled fences to get to the school, one pigeon flew so near to mi!! and it...it flew almost straight to mi!! i daresay it was like 10cm okay!=S omg omg..luckili onli xiuli saw the extreme shocked look, while the rest jus hear the scream ..haha..loll i hope so la..

to sum it all it was fun and exciting journey from the start to the end..:)

lastly..they bought something for mi!!

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a blue snoopy water bottle!! :):)haha tkssss ppl!! =)

FIUILLWBEHAPIPERWIHTUTOMIKIHASLLLAEVE.

yea prelims finally ended~ has been a long while since i am so free :)

went to vivo to watch "i noe who killed mi today"..

omg..there was only 2 others other than the 3 of us..was wondering why..and..i was soo scared k!! its actually not horror, but a veri gross show..m18! and you see fingers dropping off on the table..and it was very scary!!=S

karthi and john keep saying its nothing scary..but..i think everything seems scary, from the booming sound effect, to the pics, to even the patterns on the sofa..:S

ehhh i think it was even scarier than apartment 1303..at least that was ghost..this was human..who are sick in the head.and i dun like!!!!

in one of the parts, john went to the toilet, and as we were sitting as last row, suddenly he came from behind and shouted boo..my first rxn was to turn towards the movie screen, anD i sAW the bloody finger drop on the table..omgGG..i scream la!! >.O

eHHH i think its very dangerous to go watch movie..especially if their legs like to get jam in the door, or they like to scare mIII!! AHHH!!

and they said the thing the most scary is mi keep shouting..lollss..and actually look shocked that i am scared! haha my tough guyly image was destroyed..

but ok la i am a very timid girl okay..as in in the case of watching all these kinda things..but i like to scare ppl!!! =)

hehe..aH!! the days are almost gone! =(

mmm one of my cousins meeting some prob in marriage..and its kind of coz of this gal from dunno where came out..& they had been married for yrs, and even haf 2 cute lil children..

well..one can argue that it is not the presence of her tt cause the possibly downhill of marriage, coz it might alr haf been on the rocks. but i beg to differ.

my sis once told mi if a guy love a gal very much, no matter who popped out, nth will change the love, and he won't do anything wrong to her..even if there was a lot of temptation..

lol i was quite surprised..coz i thought no guys can ever do tt..

hmm and it is always the gals who suffer if anything were to happen to the marraige..serious! i think a guy with a child, rather than a woman with a child is much more attractive la..so unfair!>.<

eEeyer, phobia.

hope they will get back ok together soon. prays*hmm.

mmm went to jolly bean there today and this 3 ladies sat beside mi and started taking photos non stop..i think they took around 100photos of themselves, with only the white wall behind..

i wonder why...and was glad i had some fringe to cover my side view so i won't keep seeing flashes.

well that was about all the interesting stuffs that happened..oya and my butt still hurts..hah

ouchh.

i wan to go visit pj again!! miss them..haha.

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jus back from pj..haha! its fun..but on the way there, there was this accident along PIE, and it took a total of 2hours for mi to reach pj from sa..omg, suffering from butt dislocation now..OUCHHH..serious!

and i manage to get past! :P

ahhh suddenly i miss pri and sec sch ppl more than ever. =(

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAix. chEER uP fUNGGGGGGGgggg...!!! okkiieee..:)

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lol went to sch for geog exam today..and jus when the teacher opened the door to let us in..one teacher came running..and said got earthquake tremors..so haf to go to parade ground and line up..haha the screamings was looud..

b4 that ji actually asked mi if i felt some tremor, cause she was reading her notes..as i was leaning against the wall and resting (to rest my eyes for exam not slping! :)), i didn't feel it, but was wondering a moment after she said that why my heart was pumping so loud..LOL think it hit against the wall coz of the tremor..haha..

all of us went to parade grd, and waited for quite long while the emergency team or sth, consisting of many teachers was sent ard the sch to check for cracks..but haha nth wrong..

wa..if we went into the hall alr then tremble, we could haf seen the qns!!ahhh missed..loll and chris was saying its a divine sign we should study earthquakes..hahah

then we went back up, and when i opened the paper, my eyes popped out and lol first qns: on earthquake. =S

loLsS =P

and so our paper was extended for 10mins, in case some of us "feels giddy" after the first tremor..hah..

10mins b4 the paper, when i was answering the last part of qns..abt how successful re-imaging of countries is..it trembled again!! this time the feeling was...wOOOW..i came back to reality after being totally absorbed into geog paper..and looked up, seeing maybe curious looks as well..then we turned to the teacher, and lol! it trembled again!

this time when i tried to go back to answering the qns, i can't remb the thing i was going to write!! the info seemed to haf slide into under my brain, so i can't find it..and well jus ended off the answer.. i think maybe the info is very scared, so it went to hide underneath..=)coz got protection from the fleshy big squishy brain..hhaha..

lol 3 times a day! hmm the last time it happened twice during spa exam..and that day in lib on sunday i felt a tremor, and the day after, it was reported an earthquake occured!

2+1+3.

don't the no. look familiar?? lol..

going to crash __jc tmr ..may i not get caught! :O)

embracing the darkness, the little gal tried to be strong..><

but she still got to conquer geog tmr.haizx.

i dun like examsss =(

我心以碎，可能一开始就不该相信童话，因为相信的人只必失望。

说这样是不想让我受到伤害，其实你那么做对我的伤害更大。　

我再也不想再为你哭了。。。

再也不会了．

my mum says u shld nv buy shoes for ppl, coz when u do, it is a signal for leave and separation..LOL esp when the person keep haunting u for money.lol last part jk. :(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this isss not fun fun not fun fun ya very fun no no fun at all..

quite scary coz i am not feeling scared for prelims i dunno why..and not coz i very prepared..but like......hmmm no scared feelings..which is even more scari. AH. realli lookin forward to days after As.....but i also dun wan As to come...AHHH!! ok shaall stop tok contradicting stuffs. :(! seeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ppl!

haha okk forget to write abt the horror movie..mm it's abt this apartment 1303, which is haunted and whichever female owner of it will die..then this veri cute sis who went there died..and her older sis very sad..so try to find out what actualli happened..and went to live there..

the reason why the ladies die is coz long time ago...there live this young girl who was always abused by her mum, like when she pierce her ear, her mum will pull it off, until got alot of blood..and when she didn finish her food made by mum, her mum will force her to eat dog food..until one day..she stuck a knife into her mum's stomach, and requested her to go inside the wardrobe..where she've prepared a bed for her to die in..tt's why..whoever who goes to that room..will smell a stench..and.......die. MUHAHAHAA. for more info, go watch!

loll was quite funny some parts..coz the "ghost" got mrt length long hair..haha loll not so kua zhang but yaa many strands of hair that stretch to one room long..and pulled the girl..then the girl asked the ghost to be her sister, so she won't die..

out of fear and amusement, i said "wa later nid to buy a lot of shampoo" quite loudly..haha and the ppl beside started to luff..loll xP

omg i think i scratched my eyeball yest, now got a red cut on the white part..=( hope it recovers soon..

loll watch secret yest online and went to watch "apartment 1303" today!..think my degrees went up dunno how much alr..haha..

ehhhh actually i dun wan to watch one lA!!! so scary!! i meann yaa of coz i wanted to watch movie instead of being in the lib so long..but not HORROR movie!! =S

was overpowered by peer pressure..sis, friend and friend's friend..who said he haven watch horror movies for 8yrs alr coz his parents and bro didn allow him to..

how mean can i get if i was to deprived his rare chance? lol ;p so i agreed ..and ya!! the journey began...OMGG i think i got heart cramp after i got out of the theatre man..it was constantly contracting and most of the time i was hiding under my sweater and squinting my eyes..not wanting to miss parts but also vERYY scared!!
(not mentioning eating alot of popcorns =) )

at the end of the movie, we were the last to leave the place..and zh tried to shut mi inside the placE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and apparently it's not him..his leg got jam you see.

HAHA..loll i dun wan to study alr la..haha jus jkkk but hmmm zZZ!!!!!!!!!

i finally noe why good things always end alr! lol so better things can come. okkk so lame and model-ans-like..hmm..

perserve ppl!! mm prelims continuing soon..but somehow..

numb

oh noooo i am going to spoil my eyes soon! keep having mani incidents with my contacts..

first i came home very tired, open up the store contact thingy and put both my contacts in..went to slp..and nxt day early in the morning.. heard my sis shouting..that my contacts was in her lens box!! lol..HAHA.

then today was trying to put on my contacts..took it out and felt that it has turned abit softer..was wondering why..and thinking maybe coz one month is due, so it turned soft..so i asked my sis and she came over..to my horror, it was HER contacts i was trying to put in...aHHHHHH.

HAHAA...lolll onoooO LAAA wads wrong with mi??

must be going crazy alr la..

mmm..anyway surrendering my phone to my parents on monday.. decided to be good girl, hopefully they will be happy =)

mm so tata ppl!! dun sms mi k! but u can try..maybe i can't resist it and take back at night..MAYBe.

mm i think my post sound suicidal yest! haha loll finish maths today!!

there's this qns that goes something like that.."if an ant crawl 1 metre to the right, and 0.5m to the left, and everytime it crawls half the amt it crawled, where will it end up?"

i was sure i gasp for a moment..and started re-reading the qns..

and i think i cok eye leh!! din see the word, "half"...and so began to think what kind of funny qns is that..and started luffing..

so i went on to ans the qns..

"end of the x-axis, until it die.."

hahaha..siao alr la =P...but that was the most sensible ans i thought of~! heh.

ohhh and i just thought of something i think is very mature of mi!

so far, it's always very common hearing ppl don't like bio..maths..etc..but at the end of the day we still haf to take the subject..so i better love bio now..ahhhh..hmm spent the whole day nt studying today..oh noOO. tmr tmr..:)

PIECES.

i am v angry coz the lavander ppl don't let mi update my passport photo jus because i didn't bring ic. and they let my sis change the day before..

IRRITATING!!!

omg..here's how it went..

sat morning my dad woke mi up super early in the morning...to go lavander..i felt sOOO tired!!! but since my dad took off day..okieee...

so i reach there like 8am plus..and waited abt 3hours..

before it was finally my turn..went to the counter...

she: ic please..
mi: i din't bring..is ezlink card alright?
she: no sorry need ic..
mi: is there any other way? i mean..i waited for 3hours..
she: no sorry need ic..if not i cannot help you change *shoved my passport towards mi*

mi:*stunned* (thinking of the wasted time i spent in that building and thinking of ways to try being calm, i sat there)

jus nice, her very friendly colleague came..and the line "need ic* started coming out from the small opening.

wow.i felt like boxing their face.

WTTTTT??? whats wrong with them man? they have no creativity at all la..like maybe what HER fellow nice friend did, let my sis write the reason why she nv bring on a piece of paper, and help her change the photo. IDIOT. and from the high class disgusting aura she gave out, she is a senior i think..

the look i had when i left that place was better not seen again. it was so black that i think if i look into the television screen for reflection, i can't find my face. haha.lol.nt funny.

RAAAAAAAAAAA...very irritating!!!!!! OMG wasted my precious time which i could haf spent studying for my prelim, which was ahem, on monday..

StOOPiDDD!!! should haf followed what my sis bf did when the kfc person din wan to gif him more chillis... *shouted loudly : sheng jin bing...with many hilarious hand actions.*

aHH was so angry..asked my friend to cheer mi up by telling mi something he's angry abt. to neutralise my angriness.

and he did! haha said water seep into his shoe,which brightened up my day..=)

hmmm okii so i am oki now not angry anymore..i think. and so if i am going to get stuck and can't get out of singapore due to my passport photo which holds my pri one photo, i am going to.........

go home obediently.

loll..no way man..i am going to crash my way out of the custom..=P

ahhh only haf 62days left.

to end of everything.

maybe it's better this way.

end.

what do you do when the person who can make you smile make u cry?

okkki cried in the sBS public transport bus today..soo dumb.

anyway..yea! gp is over!! discussed over with friend and realise i totally forgot to write counter arguement la!! OMG..called miss soh and ask if i will fail..and her "won't la" gave mi encouragement and hope..lols..haha! went on to ask under what conditions will i fail..she said unless my arguement is like sai. HAHA she really said that!! so cuteeEEE!! =)

and today gp was freezing cold...i forget to bring my jacket!!!!! =S

coz i woke up quite late..

yea! okii shall go study bio soon..BIOOOO bIO here i comeee!! :S

aHH!!! back to blog again..seems like my nerves is jumping ard the nearer to gp it gets..lets hope it won't jump on my gp paper and destroy my paper tmr..*swish..plops* HAHA. =P

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okii think that's enuf...noo wait......

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*breathe*

okiii done =) going to haf early night slp soon..but i think i won't be able to slp!!!

mmm okiii jus thought of something..yest service was really great! so glad i noe God..a snip summary. worrying is unproductive, unneccesary, and unreasonable..coz u can't change what God haf prepared for u!!

wheee~! =)

shall drink chicken essence tmr..tks for reminding ;)

oya anyway hahahaa had a GOOD LUFF when my sis told mi abt her friends coming to my hse for pw yest..4 friends..came to my hse to use the 3 comps available..but thats abt the only thing which is attractive in my hse =P & jus nice my books was ALL over my bed..and floor..which my sis honestly said everything was MINe..well it's true in some ways..but i think i will never dare to look into her friends' eyeballs again.

LOL..my turtle..living in "harsh conditions"..our bed which only half can be utilised..obstacles all in the room..toilet basin which floods..HAHA..i feel that life is so very interesting.. =)

loll and my bro's room is actually cleaner than ours!! well..shall clean up after As!! not NATO ;)

hoho! tmr is prelims day..hmmm first paper gp..i wonder how it will be..

actually the past days i haf been making ppl lose their jaws (coz it dropped =P) by saying i look forward to prelims..and the reason is i am going to wear my bro's sweater..which my mum bought for him to go US one.. so excited!!! hahaaaa..

hmmm plently of feelings now..prelims..something indicative of A's.

LALAAs.

if it is suppose to be this way..then let it be...:)

all the best for everyone's prelims!! =)

loll suddenly i remb vividly what ms ye says..."i wan to see rEAL alphabets.." lolss.. rEaL it will be.

haha okay so i got to shihui's blog..and i am chosen to do a quiz! 10 things abt myself..10 weird things or habit or little known stuff abt myself... hmmm...here it goes..

1. i haf to jump thr many books and rubbish each time i enter my room..
2. i haf a hidden desire to go under sun and suntan till become charcol..
3. i like to act like i don care abt stuffs ;)
4. i LOVEEE soft drinkss a LOT..esp those in transparent cup and haf water droplets on it..looks dam nice=))
5. i tok to my toys!
6. i don't like water splashed on my feet..all my sis and bros do!!
7. i LOVE cakes and icecreams and sweet stuffs..
8. i like fairy tales..=)
9. i haf 2 white hair and several with the ends turning white too..
10. i feel like burning my books after As.

okkk jk abt last pt..sry booksss i do love u alot..pls forgive mi ..hahaha..

anyway yest i was too tired to clear my books on my bed..and jus put my pillow on top of my bio book and went to slp..& today woke up feeling that bio is a more tolerable subject..!!hmmm..got feelings for it alr..maybe i shld slp with chem today. haha =P

heart or mind? whats right and whats wrong? truth or perceived truth? i dunno anymore..

11days to prelims!!! =S

i found out something abt myself today..i can slp with my eyes open!! (WAAAA).. lol today in gp class..miss soh asked if i understand what she is talking..coz i look veri....she didn finish her sentence..but i was quite sure i was slping leh!!

and was also quite sure my eyes was open..or else she would haf knew i was slping..and not ask mi if i understand..hmm okii quite diff to understand what toking mi..

but remember there was once in pri sch..i was slping ..then my bro woke mi up roughly and i shouted at him..and he said in defense "but u weren't slping wad"

HMMMMM.wow..

haha anyway it's quite fun to think abt the future..what will happen to the boys now in j2 who are all going to end up in army and go thr the tough and and viewpoint-changing period of their life..according to my older bro..realli ah?? wAAAAAA...sooo cool they are all gonna sufFERRR...HHAHAHAA. loll okk jk abt the last part..

finding joy in my very..uhmm interesting no life's life now. =)