Sigh.. I m experiencing the 'can't concentrate properly cos thinking of bf' syndrome again..this happened before when I was in jc and I was quite affected by it,in fact very ..and couldn't set my heart down fully to study. It was tt kind of feeling like you are studying but your mind is not focus so though u sit there...
sometimes when i am in church..and look at those who made THE decision and went forward..i can't help thinking..how 'blessed' i was..that i did tat 4 yrs ago too. i wonder if i didn't, how different everything may just turn out. i remember them saying then,when i went forward,to let God come into your life...and everything...
Omy..today is a day of surprise..actually suppose to study..after audit class..since it is already the fourth day I didn study..but ahh my singtel bill came n indicated that my two year plan is up! In the end decided to go renew contract and waa mummy decided to get an I phone four...actually was thinking of iPhone three...
hahah and sooo it all started a few weeks ago, when the subject was brought up about running a 10km race..feeling bored cos no john around and abit 想不开, i decided to do something challenging that can bring some spice into my currently boring life..sooo yepps!decided to be onz about it although i hardly exercise much(Except...
haha soo i went to halloweeen party that day...with louis jiali mp jialin and roy. it was fun!! :) though the ghost kept walking around us and trying to stare at us with a scary look..haHA i think it is not a good idea to transmit fear through your eyes when they stare cos they will keep sticking around u and won't leave...
something great happened yest, some money came in from work(which i din't thought will come)..so my bank acct increased!..but seeing $3k plus drop to near nil again cos of sch fees..><..the feeling sux..God, please watch over your child here..=(hmmm..another week ahead..oki something i must keep on remembering...trials...
oki have been quite a guai girl and doing work and exercising..and trying my best not to think of john..>< still waiting for my study guides to arrive..i think i am so pathetic..i am actually looking forward to study guides to come!!so that i have more things to do and fill up my time.HAHA.haisss..omyyy.someone just...
as the title indicates, i used to be a happy-go-lucky girl, who goes through life without a thought about her own future, and love to go to school and tell her friends how much i haven't been studying, and feeling that it was super cool being sooo relax and not working hard. lol. the best thing i like to do is to totally...
hehe oki i am inspired to write this entry when i was in lecture and talking about my exercising plan...hmmm after many meals of fast food weekly, plus an unhealthy habit of not drinking water daily, plus not liking to move any muscle (e.g maybe do sit ups..or climb up stairs like my sis does)..i am finally enlightened...
okayy..after a few days of seeing my blog being overlapped by words and wondering what is wrong...feeling >< cos i can't even blog and this is a blog i had for so many years..i finally noticed why when i watched a video today. apparently something with a limit on the post in first page, or something..but yepps i...
aHHH!!....oh no feel that i have been going out too much!!...so far since school started, have went to ecp..bishan lib yest..(which we dilly dally to koi and everywhere before finally settling down and study a lil)..then went to have dinner with cousin followed by watching movie at late night and reaching home close to...
school have started for a week plus already...you have went off for almost a week too..happy birthday darling..:). hope you are having lots of fun in london...!hmmm..have been reading up alot of fraud cases...finds it interesting how ppl always started out without much...but when they became successful, all the glamour...
OMYYYYY i am reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllly bored!!><...so bored that i dunno what i should do...LOL..okii..and so the past few years i have been spending time focusing on God, studies and john...and any free time(a little left) i have will be spend slacking at home happily..but now that he is overseas, aWWWww...
LOL...okiee i am supposed to be not distracted...and be a gooood girl today..bUT. i am now discussing plans to go out and play...and online for like ages><=PppP..anyway...went to school today..the first feeling i felt was....OLD ...and maybe new.since i haven been to school at all for the 4 months holidays.it just...
okiee...quite a few days of being sick alr..wHY IS MY tHROAT STILL SO PAINFUL??!! =(((...though the fever and flu is almost gone..SIGH. have been talking in a croaking voice the past few days, think all those that called me will know how bad it is. =Xit's so difficult!..not being able to talk..=(((...i feel so restricted....
hmm feeling very emotional nowadays and many things happened too within a short span of time. bracing myself up for THE DAY to come..where i have to go to the airport and send john off, without making a fool out of myself and crying like i have lost my balls. not that i have any la. ha.just read my sister blog...which...
ahh..okie work ended on 31aug, and i have been going out EVERY SINGLE DAY since 3rd sept. and now finally..i am sick and can feel a fever coming. ><tomorrow is finally a rest day for me. REST REST REST.ahh HOW i MISSSS JOHN already.and i last met him like 2hours where we went to art museum!... wonders how i am going...
hehe..went out with SIM CrOOOOk clique yesterday..LOL it has been a really looooooong time since we met up..longer to me cos i tend to miss outings when school starts:P...lol the reason why we were called crOOOk is because i said in my first year that i was suppose to be in the beauty pageant but the panal forgot to invite...
hmmm..was feeling REALLY sad yesterday after work in the morning..this must be the first time i am feeling sad over work ending..usually i will be quite tired out and totally wishing work will end..not to say this work was any less tiring..but SIGH. the malaysians there..are really so warm and friendly and fun..not forgetting...
HEHE. and so i got back my results on thurs. that's before rushing to work night shift, which was so TOTALLY anti climax and i really din't know what i was doing at work when i should be celebrating like nobody business.:)))HEHE. this whole year was just...greaT :))...even better than the first.. first year in school.....
back again!..went to church yest after work and was not asleep for 28hours..lol ..*sees stars and react super slowly*work is ending soon..and this time is for real.. holidays had just flew past once again..this time even faster than last year i felt..we will really miss them and i wondered if we will cry on the last day.LOL....
ah finally i am having off from work..oki so one fine day, i suddenly had a plan..that the last monthly paycheck in cisco..i wanted a FAT big one. SO me and marg started our journey on chionging work for the past few weeks, staying up to help so can earn more $$$$$$$$$$$$.so for the past 10 days i have been working non-stop,...
okiii short post cos i wanna go sleep!:)..some updates..whee happy! so far have been going out (like finally since school holiday started).. first going out with work friends to orchard, followed by ndp with marg and parents (thx marg for the vip tix!)...i dunno if it's because i am sitting in the vip seats or what,(so...
haha!! oki so i rested on thurs when actually i got a dinner with sec sch friends..got a splitting headache i wonder why...><..maybe is the night shifts making my immune system weaker..anyway don't care la!!HAHA work's fun and me still love it. :)hehe...and on friday the whole morning and afternoon was spent on settling...
okie..so when school holidays started on 25may..i wrote down 6 stuffs i wanted to do in hoidays and 3 things i want to spend on with the money i earned.lets see how much i have fulfilled so far..i watched drama..found a great job..did some housework though not enough yet to make the house sparkling clean.. haven exercise..have...
hmmm...off day now...work was fun the past few days...time seems to pass much faster when ppl are not taking things other than work seriously..but joking around all day long..:)started to think about how it will be when work life starts..will things still remain so fun?..most probably not..it's going to be more serious..more...
and so last week after work i was trying to stuff the contact lense into my eyes in a rush, and accidentally broke it. Realise about a third of it was gone and wondered where it dropped to. Coincidently, my eyes hurts everytime i close it..but i can't find it inside!no matter how big i try to pry my eyes open. went to...
haha so oki..the agency called and told me and marg they found us a job. $7 and $6.50admin jobs at suntec city and orchard. normal working hours.but they called us one day after we told supervisor we wanted to extend!! (which is after our contract ended on 7july)...furthermoree..the pay was just slightly above current...
hehhehehee.okieeee the decision is going to come soon. still waiting for a call for some admin jobs.if there is none...HEHEHE. i will be continuing cisco..till maybe 31aug..if they still need us..=))!!if not..maybe i will rot at home for rest of the time not working..which is unlikely to happen..cos somehow i cannot stay...
OFF today...ahh just woke up at 3pm...with many disturbance throughout the night.. ><..=((( i have dark circles now!! sIGH SOO SAD..must be the night shifts..hope it will disappear and not stay there permanently..><..finished watching all pao mo zi xia available episodes..and clicknetwork videos and blogs..why...
hmm..LOL and so next week will be my last week working in cisco..or will it? .. how am i feeling now?..somehow..i can really say this is the most special..though tiring + got many cuts here and there + long hours+ night shifts..+panda eyes job that i have taken so far. It was unbearable at the start, but after about 2...
oki whee me and marg is having a one day off break now ..(hee the supervisor so nice let us off cos we look very tired) due to almost crumpling and fainting after work..it was perfectly fine when the week started..and only turn for the worst after 2 days of working till almost 10.30pm...and reaching home quite late...><..so...
haha oki some updates on 4 days of work. LOL one day seemed rEALLYYY long because of long hours..and the after the first day of work..i was sOOOO super exhausted that i just fainted on the bed when i reached home. luckily my parents came to fetch me.. yes i din bathe.><..(i did in the morning though!!)..ahh.. I don't...
HEEHEE. LOL okii i got a job!! *smiles*saw this advertisment on newspaper few days ago..1 month temp cash management officer..and called to ask them what was the job scope today.. and they said..it was counting money!!..=)!!EYES brightens up immediately* =DLOL i love to count money..and all the time since young..i have...
suddenly thought of something important!! so must come and update in case i forget..THINGS I WANNA BUY WHEN GET SALARY..CELERY. (must write so i won't waste money unneccesary)1. a wallet from wallet shop.2. MAKE UP. (cos have been using my sis's all these while and think she is close to killing me alr if i still dun fork...
hehe!! wheee now in SIM library with shihui..feeling sick because of sorethroat(think I was too high in asia conference and shout too much)..and a potential fever..><..feels so uncomfortable the whole night and keep waking up cos throat hurts so much..=X..came here cos sh need to pass up some documents.. now waiting...
LOL exams are finally over!!..really happy enjoying every single moment of my holiday now..before i find a work that is..><..ahhhh..but again..had been visiting cousins..playing badminton(2hours and i am dead tired though took many breaks)...and tomorrow going church service and sending off bro at airport..so busy..but...
lol!! HAHA! i am finally here to blog after disappearing for ages. wonder if there will still be readers of mine. waves hi to all my fans* =D anyway i am really sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo glad that my soci and fm paper is over!! .. =)..whee 2 more papers to go !! ... the reason for my disappearance was due to preparation for...
omg today had managerial econs. the paper was supremely tough, set in a way that clearly potray the message that doing many papers is not enough if you don't understand the concepts. All the questions in section A(50marks) was so new and never seen before (except for some parts) that i start wondering how the poot* am...
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!!aHHHH had a very very fun day yest!! =))..hehee the day before went church and heee someone told me he's sorry he couldn't come the nxt day..so wishing me a happy birthday first..so was abit confused at first, haHAA but later it linked to all the weird happenings...
lolll omYY...I can't believe the last blog post i've written is last month. time flew away again, and this time, i decided to blog cos of the very slack-though-fun bazaar duty i had for the past few days..as known, i have been going for duty for 2 days..to walk around to see if vendors selling stuffs actually needed help.....
i LOVE making people laugh and feel good about themselves. Feels that life is too short to live in self-pity everyday.
People who tries to discourage you and bring you down should just go and bang the wall. preferably a pink colour wall cos i LOVE pink!:)
This blog is written with the intention to inspire ppl that are discouraged in life, and hopefully bring a smile on their face too. =D
God didn't give me any visible talents(singing/dancing/good in computers/good looks/swimming/general knowledge/studies/good in music/confidence/directions,etc.. but He gave me an optimistic view on life, a big heart to help ppl to get through life, and a talent(finally!) to use words to impact ppl.
Motto: Cherish every little thing that you have now because at the end of the day, you will realise that the best gift in life is actually simple: your HEALTH. (you never know when your time on Earth is up!)
Credentials:
- Accounting and Finance, UOL-First class honours (Sliver Award)
- IQ: very average (Score of..90-100?)
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